The taste of love is bitter

But when I arrived at the dormitory, I found out that my mother had arranged a double room for me, that is to say, there was only me and another boy. My mother said that I would have a single room, but she was afraid that if I felt uncomfortable, no one would help me, so I asked Got a double room.Although a little disappointed, it is good to think that there are few people, at least quiet.After finishing everything, my mother asked me to go home with her, saying that she had agreed with the teacher to come back tomorrow.

I didn't go back with her. After all, I was still curious about the new environment. Later, after I insisted on it, she left me with some money and a mobile phone. She calls.You know, mobile phones were not available to everyone at that time, let alone an ordinary family like ours, and I was still a child.The mobile phone that my mother gave me also looks like it has just left the big brother. It is also a bit bulky. It is not the latest model, but it is also envied by everyone.

I put it away very preciously. After sending my mother away, I walked around the campus for a while. When it was dinner time, I was going to eat in the cafeteria. We used meal tickets. At that time, there were no meal cards. I am so happy. At that time, if you lost your meal ticket, you lost it and you couldn’t make it up. If a kind person didn’t pick it up and return it to you, then you had only two choices, either buy a new one or starve.To be honest, the food in the cafeteria really didn't taste very good. After only a few mouthfuls, I found it hard to swallow, so I decided to stop eating, and went back to the classroom to wait for the evening self-study.

It is said that it is an evening self-study, and there is nothing to learn. It is nothing more than being familiar with classmates who are familiar with the class, and reviewing new books in advance.Of course, making friends is not my strong point, and I have never observed the idea of ​​getting to know others, not to mention that the students who are not boarders did not appear in the evening self-study class at all, so I can only sit in the corner, turn left and right with a book, and look around Looking west, I wondered if I would be scolded by the teacher if I slept.

Just when I was drowsy and about to fall asleep, I suddenly heard someone calling me. I thought it was a dream, because it is impossible for anyone here to know me.Just when I was about to continue to sleep, a person sat down beside me, followed by a faint fragrance.

"Wu Qiong, I called you, but you didn't hear me!" The voice was so familiar.I looked up at the people around me. It turned out to be Xu Jingjing, my middle school monitor. She was our former school belle. Xiaoliwo, she also helped me with my homework, but we are just ordinary classmates, not even friends, because I feel inferior, I feel that I am not healthy, I am not good at studying, and I am not worthy of being her friend, so I deliberately alienate people.

"Um...you are also in this school? Are we...in the same class again?" I asked hesitantly.

"Yeah, what's the matter? Are you not happy to be in the same class as me?" Xu Jingjing pouted and asked.

"No, no, I just think...it's a coincidence." I hurriedly explained.

Seeing how embarrassing I was, she burst out laughing, and then said, "Yeah, what a coincidence, I didn't expect you... um..."

"Didn't you expect me to be able to enter the key point?" I smiled, "Actually, I didn't expect that either."

"Hey, we will be in the same class again in the future, and when we meet old acquaintances in a foreign country, we have to take care of each other!"

"Please, return to another country, shall we stay in the same city as our family?" I gave her a blank look.

"It's just an analogy, why are you so serious, really! Oh? Let's be at the same table in the future?" She asked with a wink.

"It doesn't matter, it's the same for me at the same table as anyone."

"Hey, you seem very reluctant, forget it if you don't want to!"

Seeing that she was upset, I also realized that I had said something wrong, so I hurriedly changed my words, "No, you also know that I can't speak. I'm actually very happy that you can sit with me. You are angry ?"

"If you were angry, you would have been mad at you long ago. It's so easy to meet someone you know, but it's still a piece of wood." She flipped out the book and ignored me.

I felt quite boring, and was about to continue to sleep, but who knew that my heart suddenly started beating a few times faster, and then I started to feel a little pain. I covered my heart and put my head on the table. Xu Jingjing might have noticed my strangeness, and lowered her head and asked Am I not feeling well.I know this is not the time to be brave. The strange thing is that I haven't had an illness for a long time. Although I am a little tired today, my mood hasn't fluctuated too much. I shouldn't be ill.

I raised my head and told her that I was not feeling well, and she asked nervously, "Is there a heart attack?"

I nodded, after all, she knew about my situation after being in the same grade for so long. "Do you want to call Auntie?" She asked again.

"No, it's okay, why call her, I'll just go back and have a rest." I think my face must be not pretty now.

"However, I saw my aunt when I was going through the formalities in the afternoon. She knew that I was in the same class as you, so she asked me to take care of you. If she told me to have anything, I must call her!"

"No need, I know my situation, I will call her if something happens, can you ask me for a leave? I want to go back to the dormitory!" Although it is not very serious, I still feel very uncomfortable.

"Okay, you wait for me!" She got up quickly and left the classroom. At this time, many students came to see me and asked me what was wrong. I shook my head and said it was okay, but my stomach was uncomfortable. I didn't want others to know my fault , Because since I was a child, everyone has looked at me differently. They hide from me, as if they are afraid that something will happen to them.

"Let's go!" Xu Jingjing came back after a while, and our class teacher was with her. After a brief understanding of the situation, Xu Jingjing accompanied me back to the dormitory. I said I could, but she insisted on watching me , Said it was a task my mother gave her.

I had no choice but to follow her.When I got back to the dormitory, I took the medicine and lay on the bed. I felt much better after a while, but I was a little sleepy. I asked her to go first. She said that I would wait for my roommate to come back, otherwise don’t worry. I just felt very tired, so I didn’t Sleep so much.