The taste of love is bitter

"Just friends?" Hearing what he said, I was suddenly a little disappointed.

"Huh? What did you say?" He asked suspiciously.

"Nothing!" I replied with a smile.

"And this, a present for you! Merry Christmas!" He suddenly pulled out a box.

"Is there a gift?" I took it excitedly.

"Well! Go back and open it again." He said with a smile.

"I didn't even prepare a gift for you..." I was a little embarrassed.

"You are my best gift! I thought I would never see again...but you showed up, Wu Qiong, thank you!" He grabbed my arm and said every word.

"...Because I look like...the person who is important to you?" I asked, which has always been my doubt.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't treat you as her, but...every time I see you, I can't help but think about her, I'm sorry..." He lowered his head, his tone full of guilt.

Suddenly, I felt a pain in my heart. Although I knew the answer earlier, I still couldn't help being sad, but looking at him, I don't know what to do, should I complain?What are you complaining about?Said that he shouldn't use me as a substitute, but if not, what should I do?If it wasn't for my resemblance, he probably wouldn't even look at me, would he?Don't blame him?I'm not reconciled, when I foolishly thought that I had made a true friend, but someone told him that he just had feelings for my face, and that I was just a substitute wearing someone else's mask!

I stood there with a smile on my face, but I didn't speak for a long time. I didn't know what to say, comfort him?Or beat him and scold him?I'm a boy, and I can't do such feminine things.

"Wu Qiong! Did you hear me? I know it's unfair to you, but I really don't want to lose again... Even if it's a resemblance, at least, I can see it every day!" Senior Jin shook me , said in a voice almost pleading.

"It's nothing! I'm just... just a little flattered, isn't it just a substitute? I'm really honored to be able to look like that person, and to be cared about so much, she is very happy! What's the matter? Right, we are a man , What’s the matter? If you like, I can take off this face for you, really! It’s okay! It’s okay!” As I spoke, tears began to roll in my eye sockets.

I don't know why I said these words, I just want him to know that it's okay, I can be a substitute, a big man, why should he be hypocritical?But I'm still hypocritical!isn't it?

"Wu Qiong, are you blaming me?" He asked suddenly.

"No! Look, how beautiful this snow is!" I looked up at the sky, although it was so dark that I couldn't see anything, but I still looked up because I didn't want to let tears flow out. I don't know who said that if you have When the tears don't want to cry, you just look up at the sky with your eyes wide open, so that it won't flow out.

But why is it useless?It still flows out, so why care about it?I have no right to care about it, why am I so unlucky, since I can’t go back, I simply closed my eyes, my body suddenly fell backwards, with my eyes closed, I fell heavily into the snow, my back touched the ground, it was very painful, but still I can't hide the pain in my heart.

"Wu Qiong! What's wrong with you?" Senior Jin hurriedly knelt beside me and asked anxiously.

Are you concerned about me?Still caring about people with the same face as me?I lay there, the snowflakes fell on my face one by one, it was very cool, and then disappeared in a flash, leaving only a small drop of water, who can remember its original appearance?Just like me, does he remember, I'm not her, I'm just Wu Qiong, an ordinary boy, my name is Wu Qiong!