The taste of love is bitter

"Hey! Who's there? In such a dry weather, you actually set off fireworks next to the grain pile? What if there is a fire?" At this moment, a roar interrupted Ruan Yuchen's words.

We looked up, and under the hazy moonlight, there was a faint figure walking towards us from the side of the valley field. This person had a loud voice, but he was still so far away, but his voice was deafening. The real portrayal version of "People, Hear Its Voice First".The two of us looked at me and I looked at you, and then we remembered that we were forced and yelled by the teacher every day in elementary school, the spring breeze was strong, the firewood was dry, and we had to guard against fire in the wild!It seems to be talking about now!And we are in a good season when the weather is dry, and we are setting off fireworks carelessly beside the dry grain piles. This is a provocation to the farmer's uncle Chi Guoguo!

"What should I do?" I asked Ruan Yuchen.

"Run, what are you waiting for?" He pulled me away before he finished speaking.

"Hey~ wait, wine, wine!" I was staggered by him.

"Nine, what nine? How about ten, and still drinking now? No more, before he sees that we are students, or we will report to the school tomorrow, enough for us to drink a pot!" He kept walking, pulling Running after me, he said.

As soon as I heard it made sense, I spread my legs and followed him in a big stride.

"Stop! Don't run! You little hooligans, don't let me meet you again, or I will break your legs next time!" The voice of that person was far behind us, and he wisely didn't catch up. Just kept yelling.

We didn't run towards the school, for fear of being recognized as students by him, but ran in the opposite direction. After running for a while, there was no sound from behind, we stopped, panted, looked behind, and looked Look at each other, and then laugh involuntarily.Smiling and laughing, I felt that my breathing was a bit oppressed. My condition does not allow me to do exercises that speed up the heartbeat like running. Now the heartbeat seems to be about to pop out. I hurriedly took out the medicine bottle and took two pills. , and then squat on the ground to ease the heart rate.

"What's wrong with you?" Ruan Yuchen saw me squatting down, and squatted down too.

"It's okay... I'm running in a hurry, it's a little... I can't bear it, just take it easy!" I said while stroking my chest.

"Are you feeling unwell? Why didn't you tell me?" He suddenly threw this sentence over.

"..." I looked up at him, "No way, I'm just a little weaker!" I replied with a guilty conscience.

"Don't pretend, I know you must be sick. The medicine you took is not nutritional medicine at all. I went to the pharmacy and asked. This medicine is for heart disease. Do you have a heart problem?" He said affirmatively. The tone described my condition.

"You are the only one who is sick! I am very healthy, I am very healthy, just like you, I am a normal person, I am not sick, I am not sick!" I stood up and roared.

Since I was a child, the last thing I want to hear is the word sick, because in my childhood life, I heard my mother say almost every day, "You are sick, don't run around, control your emotions!"

"You can't do this!"

"That doesn't suit your physical condition!"

I heard the children say, "You are sick, we won't play with you!"

"Let's stay away from him. I wonder if his disease will be contagious?"

"My mother said, don't let me play with you, for fear that you will die of illness, and I'll get a bag!"

I heard the teacher say, "You are not in good health, so you don't need to be on duty."

"You are in a special situation, so you don't need to take physical education classes."

"You have to know that your physical condition does not allow you to play football..."

These words are always echoing in my ears, this situation will happen every once in a while, I hated my body for a while, I want to run on the football field as happily as others, I want to be with normal people There are also many playmates, and three or two buddies who are close.But, no, I have nothing, what I have is the medicine bottle in my pocket all the time, the language that my peers dislike, and the pity eyes of adults.

I have deliberately run a lot, or do what my mother usually does not let me do. For me, it is a strenuous exercise, but there is no doubt that I was hospitalized.Growing up slowly, I feel that everything doesn't matter anymore. I live as long as I can, and die if I can't live. Anyway, I have no hope of doing anything. I live like a walking corpse all day long.Although I don't care about anything anymore, I still don't want to hear others say that I am sick, maybe I am afraid from the inside out, so when I heard Ruan Yuchen's words, all my emotions exploded, crazy roared like that.