The taste of love is bitter

Afterwards, he lay on top of me, panting heavily, and I was also panting, and we were still glued together by each other's liquid.After a long time, I pushed him, and my senses returned. We were all embarrassed, and no one spoke. We cleaned up, and then went back to the bed. I looked at the time, and it was still early before dawn, so we embraced and fell asleep.I am also quite strange, I seem to like his embrace very much, I like being hugged by him, but whenever he hugs me, I always think of the face of the senior, and I am very entangled in my heart, I also know that it should not be like this , This is unfair to Ruan Yuchen, but every time I can't help but think of him, including when the pleasure hit just now, the face of the senior flashed in front of my eyes. It seems that I am hopeless.

When I woke up the next day, Ruan Yuchen was still asleep. I slowly got out of his arms, got up quietly, packed myself up, borrowed a pen and paper from the boss, and left him a note:

Ruan Yuchen, I'm leaving first, you remember to eat breakfast by yourself, don't look for me in the future, it's impossible between us, I thought all night, it's impossible for boys to be in love, as for what happened last night, let it pass Well, just think we are young and ignorant.You have your life, I have my world, we are not suitable, don't delay your own bright future because of me, I am not worthy of your liking, I can't stay with you for long, so let's not start , so as not to be too sad at the end.What's more, the person I like is not you, forgive me, and let yourself go!

After writing the note, I put it on the clothes next to his pillow, and I went back to school. I didn’t know what would happen to him after reading the note. I admitted that I was cruel, but I really didn’t want to delay him, and I didn’t want to live under the accusations and criticisms of others. Casting aside.

But unexpectedly, after the morning self-study, he came to me, tore up the note in front of me, and then said to me angrily, "No matter who you like, no matter what happens in the future, I will fight it out. No one can change the matter! One day you will accept me, one day you Wu Qiong will be my Ruan Yuchen's person!" After finishing speaking, he left.

I was left alone looking at the scenery outside the window, my mind was in chaos, I couldn't help but smile wryly, Ruan Yuchen, why are you so stupid?

It was June, the senior high school entrance examination was over, and he had completed his three-year high school study career. After the examination, he asked me to take a photo with him, and I agreed. In the photo, he smiled sadly, and I smiled bitterly, because we both I know, after this, we will never meet again, and the only memory left is probably this photo that has different meanings for the two of us!

Ruan Yuchen was not idle during this period, he ate with me almost every day, and came to see me when I had time. At the beginning, I would deliberately avoid him, but he was not annoyed, and he continued to persevere. Later, I let nature take its course .Sometimes we fight, sometimes we watch the scenery silently together, sometimes I have a bad appetite, he will drag me to eat delicious appetizers, sometimes I am in a bad mood, he will try every means to tease me Happy, but none of us mentioned that day, nor did we mention the topic of love again.In the eyes of others, we are a pair of good buddies, and we have a very good relationship.