[Lu Xiaofeng] Sword God's Steward

"I like you." Sun Xiuqing finally said it.

This is a sentence that will make most men's hearts flutter, especially when the object is a beautiful woman.If such a beautiful woman would say such a sentence to you in person, then she must be very fond of you, because she gave up her modesty, dignity, and shackles of etiquette as a woman for you.

But Ximen Chuuxue is not most men, so he didn't answer "Me too" as happily as most men, but said a sentence, which was more like asking himself, "Like? What is like."

For Ximen Chuuxue, liking and love are very luxurious things. He has always taken swordsmanship as the highest pursuit of his life. There is no end to the way of swordsmanship. He is busy obsessed with swordsmanship. What is it like to have a good impression on a person.Sun Xiuqing's confession was a brand new thing to him, he didn't even know about it, so how could he like it or not.

"What?" Sun Xiuqing kept lowering his head nervously waiting for the answer, but he waited for a question that was not a problem.She thought that what Ximen Chuuxue said was "what do you like about me", she was telling her that she was only in a momentary impulse, and that she fell in love with him out of gratitude, so she said a little excitedly, "Ximen Chuuxue, I really love you!" I like you."

"Although you saved me, you are also my enemy. You can't imagine what kind of entanglement I had in my heart after waking up. When I decided to still like you, what did I have to face. I..." Sun Xiuqing was talking, and suddenly cried and squatted on the ground, she was under too much pressure.

"No, Miss Sun, I think you have misunderstood." Ximen Chuuxue is not a person who is sympathetic to women, he didn't even considerately give a handkerchief to wipe his tears, and said lightly, "What I meant just now is that I like this feeling , I’ve never experienced it, so I can’t answer you.”

"Then let me tell you what liking is and what love is! Fuxue, give me a chance and I'll teach you!" Sun Xiuqing seemed to see hope and stood up.

"When I can't see you, I will miss you secretly, and I will laugh when I think of you; every time I pass by your side, my heart will beat involuntarily; when I stand face to face with you, I It’s hard to say when your hands and feet are numb. These are all things you like! As long as you are a human being, you will feel this way one day, sooner or later, because there is always someone who will accompany you through your life. I hope I can be that companion Yours." When Sun Xiuqing talked about the emotion, she shed tears unknowingly.

Ximen Chuuxue looked at the tearful woman under the moonlight, she was still beautiful and graceful even in the pear blossoms and rain, but he couldn't empathize with her feelings, the two of them seemed to be in different spaces, she cried so much His voice was hoarse, but he remained indifferent.

A person who can be with you for the rest of your life?Ximen Chuuxue looked at the bright and clear moon in the sky, and the appearance of a person slowly emerged in his mind, the figure of a person walking forward in the snow, the smiling face with his chest full of bold words, and the lips that were a little dry after having a fever .If there must be someone, then he thought, it should be that person, "Miss Sun, I think, I already have such a person."

"What?" Sun Xiuqing couldn't believe her ears. She thought about it, and she didn't seem to have heard of any girl beside Ximen Chuuxue, so she continued to ask, "Do you already have someone you like? Can I Do you know who it is?"

Ximen Chuuxue didn't speak any more, but turned and left.

Not long after the winter solstice was Laba, but Sun Xiuqing and Shi Xiuxue did not want to stay in the villa anymore. Sun Xiuqing was not the only one who was rejected that night. After Shi Xiuxue expressed her affection to Huamanlou while drunk, Huamanlou just smiled softly She said, "I am not your lover, you will meet someone who is suitable for you."

No matter how gentle the rejection was, it was always rejected. The two unmarried girls would never have the impudence to stay in the villa after confessing their love.

"Mr. Mo, thank you for your care during this time. The New Year is coming soon. This year, the master and sister are gone. I'm afraid this year will be difficult for the brothers in Sichuan. It's time for us to say goodbye." Sun Xiuqing avoided Ximen Chuuxue and Auntie, I just found Mo Mengke and said goodbye.

"Miss Sun, you're being polite. I should have kept you. It's just a matter in Sichuan. I can't say it. Since Miss Sun has made up her mind, I won't force you. The owner of the villa is going down to check the accounts today, so it's inconvenient to see you off. , I will let the servants prepare the things they need on the road later." Mo Mengke said politely.

"Young Master Laomo." Sun Xiuqing clasped her fists in thanks, and took Shi Xiuxue down the mountain.

So many things happened in the past few months. She lost four relatives one after another. She was sad, hated, confused, and lost, but she was still alive, and there was hope in her life.There are still so many things in Shuzhong waiting for her, the second senior sister, to deal with. Fortunately, there is Shi Xiuxue, and Shi Xiuxue still has her. This emotional injury, even if it can't heal now, it will heal one day in a year or two.

After Erxiu left, it wasn't long before Huamanlou and the others left too. News came from the Hua family that Master Hua had fainted at home.Hua Manlou was very anxious, so he naturally wanted to go back and have a look. Lu Xiaofeng was almost inseparable from him, so he left, but Sikong Zhaixing loved the excitement, and everyone had left. It was meaningless for him to stay in the villa alone. The villa suddenly became deserted down.

"Hey~ I didn't think so before, but now they are all gone, the villa really..." Mo Mengke sat in the pavilion enjoying the flowers alone, watching the bustling plum pavilion empty for a while, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Young master, shall I pick up the proprietress?" Bai Lu felt a little distressed when she saw such a young master. That night, the owner only spoke half of what he said. Although everyone guessed that the person was the young master, what if it wasn't?How sad must that boy be~

These shadow guards were all trained by the young master, so they naturally have more affection for the young master than the owner.What kind of man falls in love, these are not the scope of their consideration, they come and go, they don't care about death, let alone these!Looking at the young master who has been lost for a while, all of them are like ants in a frying pan, anxious and anxious, secretly wishing to ask the owner for the answer for the young master.

"Where is the owner? I'll go find him. Two people are better than one." Mo Mengke stretched and stood up, taking two deep breaths, the cold air made him more awake.

The author has something to say: Today is Sun Xi's emotional digression:

I think Ximen Chuuxue can let go of his feelings so easily in Gu Longda's book. On the one hand, it is related to the so-called "gods don't need emotions, they must have no desires and desires" in Gu Dada's martial arts values. Another aspect I think Yes, Sword God still doesn't know what true emotion is.

He will be with Sun Xiuqing in the end, largely because Sun Xiuqing is the first woman to express her love for him, and liking this kind of feeling is very strange to him. Ximen Chuuxue may think so in his heart: this The girl was the first one who wasn't scared by me, she liked me, and I didn't feel uncomfortable being with her, so it's better to meet her request and be with her.

After he experienced it for a while, he suddenly realized that this kind of feeling was not necessary for him, and the way of swordsmanship was more suitable for him, so he chose to leave Sun Xiuqing and the child behind, and went to become a god alone.In this way, maybe everyone thinks that Sword God is a bit of a scumbag, but in fact he is a scumbag, he is more like an ignorant big boy.

The feeling that Sun Xiuqing gave him, I think, is not love, but more like a sense of responsibility and mission.One piece of evidence is that Ximen Chuuxue did not hesitate to sacrifice Sun Xiuqing's reputation in order to help Lu Xiaofeng uncover the secret of the Ghost Villa. This proves that Lu Xiaofeng's friend should have a higher status than his wife in his heart, right?

On the top of the Forbidden City, it is the sense of responsibility that holds the sword of the sword god. After all, if he dies, no one will take care of the orphans and widows. He has so many enemies, and their fate will be miserable.

I don't think it's love. In terms of love, I think it's that kind of feeling of "it's up to you".If it's not you, it won't work, only you can make me let go of everything.If you die, I can go with you, if I die, you will not live alone.If the sword god loves someone, maybe he won't be so enthusiastic, but there should be no such thing as abandonment [the book only says that he left, but it should have given Sun Xiuqing the protection of life, but in fact it is abandonment].

The above is just my personal opinion. If you disagree, you can talk about it and ask for a pat. ╭(╯3╰)╮