I took the fine script for the role of suffering

When watching Lu Qin board the plane, Zhao Fei was very happy the whole time, waving his hands to show his heart from time to time, and the smile on his face slowly disappeared after he completely disappeared from sight.

Turning around and walking out of the airport, Zhao Fei hadn't even half-distracted from driving, so he found a substitute driver.

After the substitute driver got in the car, he went straight to the back seat, fiddled with the phone to look around, and after a few minutes, he still found the person on the list that he hadn't contacted for many years——Lu Feng.

Zhao Fei: Well...how is your grandfather's condition now?

Zhao Fei didn't receive Lu Feng's reply until the car arrived at its destination and entered the underground parking garage of the community.

It's a few big question marks.

Zhao Fei sent a smiley face:

【Didn't your grandpa get sick a while ago?Xiaoqin went back for many days.how is it now?Are you okay? 】

After typing, the other party didn't move for a while.

Zhao Fei got out of the car and walked into the elevator, but there was no movement from his mobile phone when he reached the door of his house.

He didn't catch Lu Feng and continued to question him. He booked a plane ticket for the afternoon as soon as he entered the house, and then quickly packed his luggage.

The more the other party does not reply like this, the more problems there are.

At worst, he went back to Shao Jing and asked Lu Congliang directly.

He didn't believe that Lu Tan was only visiting when he went back.

I ordered takeaway at noon, and I had just eaten a few bites when my phone finally rang.

It was Lu Feng calling.

Zhao Fei was still a little surprised, he thought that Lu Feng didn't want to talk to him, or didn't want to reveal the family affairs.

I didn't expect to call directly after such a long time.

He said "Hello", paused for a few seconds and said, "Zhao Fei, what are you asking those for?"

Zhao Fei was eating the skewers, and thought his words were funny: "You're asking me, maybe it's to get information about Chairman Lu, so you can ruin you."

Lu Feng: "...don't be kidding."

Zhao Fei: "Otherwise, it can't be purely caring, right? It's not convenient for you to decide."

Just as the phone was about to be hung up, the other party immediately said: "...It's not inconvenient, I didn't expect you to ask this all of a sudden."

"Is there anything you can't ask?"

Lu Feng was silent for a while: "Did Xiao Tan not tell you anything?"

"..." Zhao Fei was stunned, "What happened at that time?"

The other party heard that he really didn't know anything, and his tone became a little anxious: "If you can get in touch with Xiaoqin now, don't let him go to Australia, it should be arranged by grandpa!"

"..."

"Really, I saw Sheng Luo's person at home yesterday...Grandpa may want to take him away at this time, leaving you alone and helpless..."

"..."

"Grandpa thinks you will ask Xiaoqin for help, so as to prevent the family company from getting to that point..."

Zhao Fei laughed and stopped talking.

Next to my ear, there was Lu Feng's urging voice.

Perhaps it was because Zhao Fei hadn't responded all the time, and he became a little impatient, and began to talk sadly about the last time Lu Tan came home...

But every word the other party said made Zhao Fei feel extremely harsh.

After a long while, when the voice on the phone stopped, Zhao Fei got the skewer sauce on his nose, and he subconsciously wiped it away, choked and coughed several times.

"...Are you okay?" The person on the phone asked quickly

Zhao Fei didn't speak, he frowned and threw the phone away, tidied up the mess on the desktop, and went to wash his face again.

In the mirror, her face, which was originally red from the grill, became a little pale.

He clapped his hands in a daze.

When Zhao Fei returned to the original table to drink water, he realized that the previous call had not been hung up.

Lu Feng heard his voice coming back through the mobile phone, said "It's good that you are fine" and ended the call.

……

When heading to the airport at noon, Zhao Fei's mind finally slowly returned to normal.

He began to recall those words of Lu Feng.

In fact, he should have thought of these things.

In the original book, the protagonist Gong Shou has a sadomasochistic plot: At that time, he was about to graduate, and the protagonist Zhao Shuran joined the Zhao family's company because of his brother Zhao Fei's sudden overtures. At that time, he was trying his best to vent his anger on the Zhao family's Lu family, and regarded him as a thorn in his side. Lu Congliang did not allow his grandson Lu Feng to be with him. He deceived Lu Feng back home and locked him up by explaining the company's important matters, forcing them not to meet each other.

It wasn't until the protagonist suffered a series of misunderstandings and grievances by Zhao Shuran, and after witnessing an incident where Zhao Fei framed his younger brother Zhao Shuran, that Lu Congliang learned that Zhao Shuran was not only not the biological child of the Zhao family, but also that his biological mother was with him. It was related to his dead sister—the descendants of his sister’s host family, who treated his sister very well at that time.

So decisively released Lu Feng, who was on a hunger strike to protest, and stopped obstructing the two of them...

But ever since he knew that Zhao Shuran and Lu Feng were not together like in the original book, Zhao Fei basically didn't take the plots related to the protagonist's attack and feelings in the original book seriously anymore. Went to Lu's house to break up.

Before he heard that old man Lu was seriously ill, even though the timeline was similar, he didn't think about it at all.The main reason is that Master Lu didn't just find out that they were together, so there's no need to let them go before, and now they're coming to beat the mandarin ducks again, right?

It's just that he didn't expect Lu Congliang to do that.

At the beginning, he pretended to be sick and tricked Lu Tan to go home. When Lu Tan found out the truth and wanted to leave, he knew that the other party who forced the prisoner would go to extremes in order to escape, so he proposed a condition that he thought was very attractive—as long as Lu Tan No longer dealing with people from the Zhao family, their Lu family considered letting go of past grievances and not embarrassing the Zhao family anymore.

"Since you like Zhao Fei so much, you definitely don't want their family to get to that point, right? Xiaoqian, you can completely stop grandpa now and save that child's family and future. Are you going to be indifferent?"

This is what Lu Congliang said to a grandson who had just stepped into the society and had not completely left the campus. He once broke a leg because he resisted his grandfather's slander and abuse of people he liked.

Even Lu Feng was dumbfounded at the time.

Those words are even more ruthless than directly locking people up forcibly.

To agree is to break up. If you don't agree, it is equivalent to blaming everything that happened to the Zhao family on Lu Tan's head.

after all……

"You have a chance to change this result?"

"From now on, seeing the family of the person you like is down and down, being stepped on by the people in the circle, and being avoided by everyone... Will you really feel that it has nothing to do with you?"

"Does that Zhao Fei have no grudges against you?"

……

Just like the trolley problem, no matter how you choose, it will not make the person who makes the choice feel better.

When Zhao Fei heard this, he was so angry that he almost lost his breath.

If anyone was in his presence, he even wanted to fight the old man hard and disrespectfully.

Old guy, you are so fucking cruel!

It's that bastard Zhao Changlin who has a grudge against you, not Xiaoqin! ! !

In the waiting room, there was a mother and daughter next to Zhao Fei. The girl was a college student. From what they said, it seemed that they wanted to go on a trip together.

Mother said: "It's fine at home, why go so far away?"

The girl said: "I'm graduating next year, and I'm sure I'll be busier and busier at work after that. It's impossible to have winter and summer vacations. Now that we have more time, we mother and daughter have to go out more, okay?"

The mother was helpless: "I can't do anything about you... It's hard to go to school alone?"

The girl said: "It's not hard work, but I'm always homesick. To tell you the truth, I still cried thinking about my mother at night during my freshman military training..."

Zhao Fei looked at the mother and daughter dully, and when he turned his head, he thought of Lu Tan.

Traveling to the present, even though he has feelings for Zhao Chengbin and Lin Jinwei after getting along for so long, in his heart, they are not his real parents after all, whether it is Zhao Chengbin, Lin Jinwei or this world, for him, it is actually There is no real sense of belonging.

But Lu Tan was different. All the members of the Lu family were relatives whom he had bonded with emotionally since he was a child.

He left the Lu family four years ago and lost everything he deserved. He couldn't even have New Year's Eve dinner with the whole family...

However, when Lu Congliang said those words and asked him to choose——

"I will give him a home, the original Zhao family, and I can give it to him again."

Lu Congliang originally just pretended to be sick to trick his grandson into coming back to do ideological work, but because of his answer, his blood pressure went up with anger, and he really fell ill all of a sudden.

At noon, Lu Feng said on the phone that Lu Tan was in very bad condition at the time, and had been guarding outside the hospital ward for four days, until Lu Congliang was completely fine, and left the hospital quietly.

After that, he completely cut off contact with the Lu family.

After getting on the plane, Zhao Fei fell asleep, and when he woke up, his eyes felt uncomfortable.

He really didn't want to move, so he took out a wet towel and wiped his entire face. After feeling better, he began to watch the clouds outside the window to pass the time.

Those clouds were clustered together, obviously silent, but it made him feel lively.

At this time, Xiaoqin was still on the plane, I don't know if he saw such a cloud...

Thinking of this, thoughts began to spread.

For example, in the past four years, will Xiaoqin secretly miss home?

— definitely will.

In Zhao Fei's mind, a certain day in the year when he went abroad for an exchange in his sophomore year came to mind.

At that time, he had only been abroad for a month, and Lu Tan came over suddenly without any warning.

At that time, he had just finished class and was walking by the river on campus, when he looked up and saw him.

Lu Tan was wearing a gray windbreaker, and walked towards him quickly...

For a moment, he almost thought it was a hallucination.

Until the man hugged him, his eyelids were slightly red: "I miss you, I miss you...Zhao Fei, I miss you so much."

Before being with Lu Tan, Zhao Fei had no other emotional ties.

It was the same before crossing, and it was the same after crossing.

All the relatives he cared about have passed away.

But Lu Tan was not. He was surrounded by people around him and raised him up. Even if he was not sociable, there were still many people who liked him and valued him... had high hopes for him.

Xiaoqin has a family, many of them.

But now, only he is left.

It's like a big tree that is shone by the sun every day, fertilized, and meticulously pruned must be moved to the depths of the secluded forest, just a faint starlight, but it is still so satisfying.

His rationality collapsed in an instant, and Zhao Fei couldn't hold it back anymore. He could only cover his face with all his strength, and then his whole body began to cry and tremble.

The author has something to say:

I'm a waste, I only wrote one update [grabbing my hair] so late... Sorry, I will definitely make up this week, good night