I took the fine script for the role of suffering

Before going to bed, the driver came to thank him specially. After the two chatted with him in the ward for a while, the driver saw that he was not in good spirits, so he got up and left to let him have a good rest.

As soon as the person left, Zhao Fei closed his eyes and fell asleep.

At first, when he was half asleep, he heard some movement faintly, maybe someone from the film crew came to see him, but he really didn't have the strength to open his eyes. Fortunately, the movement was very light, and it didn't last long before it disappeared.

Zhao Fei slowly fell asleep in such a long silence.

Fortunately, I didn't have any dreams this time, I just overslept, and when I opened my eyes, the day outside the window had turned into a dark night.

Director He in the ward was gone, but there was an extra person beside the bed.

It's Lu Tan. I don't know when he will come back.

The man was lying on his stomach, with his head buried deeply, as if he was asleep, but his hands were not resting on his head, but stretched into the quilt on the hospital bed, and tugged at the cuffs of his hospital gown.

It's really just cuffs...

Otherwise, he would find someone next to the bed immediately.

Zhao Fei was stunned and looked at him motionless.

Soon, it was discovered that Lu Tan had a suit of clothes under his head!

——It was the one he wore when he left after filming. It was completely wet by rain and mud, and was replaced by Lu Tan at the shelter from the wind.

It should have been re-washed and dried, not dirty at all, clean and flat.

"..."

Zhao Fei wanted to call him, but couldn't open his mouth.

His mind was full of scenes on the mountain.

Especially the sentence that Lu Tan asked.

Finally, remembering what the driver said during the day, he raised the other hand awkwardly, and carefully opened the other's sleeve.

A white bandage was wrapped around the wrist, and it was still stained with some coagulated blood.

He couldn't control it, and shook his hand violently.

The man woke up startled, and immediately went over to protect him.

Zhao Fei's face was pale.

Lu Tan hugged him tighter and tighter: "It's okay."

Zhao Fei was like a quail, it took him a while to put his arm around him.

Lu Tan's voice was hoarse, and he was still repeating that sentence: "It's okay, it's okay, Zhao Fei."

He said "um", and instinctively turned his head to look at the other's wrist, but Lu Tan, who noticed, strangled his arm.

He couldn't move for a moment, but he didn't know what to say. The intense soreness in his heart became more and more intense. Suddenly, tears began to fall uncontrollably. When one fell, the next one couldn't be held back anymore. .

In the ward, Zhao Fei was sobbing and sobbing.

As soon as he cried, Lu Tan became flustered, and went to wipe his tears with trembling hands, but he couldn't finish wiping, and finally covered his eyes in frustration.

As a result, Zhao Fei cried even more unscrupulously in his palm, as if he was venting.

His appearance might have reminded Lu Tan of something, his body stiffened, and he suddenly said shyly, "Zhao Fei...you can ask that sentence again, and I'll tell you now."

When Zhao Fei heard this, tears were choked back, and he shook his head immediately: "I didn't ask, I didn't ask." He had never shed so many tears in his life, and wiped it with the back of his hand vigorously, "I didn't ask anything."

He is scared.

He didn't want to go back to the days when he was alone again.

He wants Xiaoqin to be with him!

"Xiaoqin, let's go back to Shaojing tomorrow? I'm done, I want to eat the beer duck near my home!" Thanks to the acting skills he has practiced for many years, he has completely stopped crying, and started excitedly like a different person Grabbing the man and talking non-stop, "Then I will take a good rest for a while! I want to go to the beach to watch the sunset. In fact, I didn't have the patience to wait before, but recently many couples in the circle of friends will watch the sunrise and sunset for romance. I also want to ! And there's more..."

Before he finished speaking, the man had already bent down/body, holding his face and looking straight at it.

Zhao Fei's eyelashes were wet with tears and curled up into clumps. At first, the bright black eyes under the eyelashes were looking directly at Lu Tan, but after a while, they avoided the other party's sight, and their slightly flattened mouth twitched: "What the hell is that?" Well……"

"You look at me."

Zhao Fei looked at him with twinkling eyes.

Good and pitiful.

The man's eyes darkened, he lowered his head, touched his forehead, and suddenly bit his lips hard.

Zhao Fei didn't move.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, I know everything, I've seen a psychiatrist," Zhao Fei suddenly heard him say this, his voice was hoarse and calm, "I asked a lot about split personality. but I am not satisfied with those answers.”

"..."

"Although it's a bit late, I know everything...Zhao Fei, four years ago in the summer, I met you at the end of the banquet in the forest villa. At that time, you were playing with a watch in front of the fountain, and you didn't even look back at me. "

"..."

"But I can't take my eyes off you at all... Do you know? You are like a dream I had when I was a child. In the dream, there was a little prince from another planet. I really want to see the little prince, but The prince doesn't look at me at all."

"..."

"After that, I couldn't help but pay attention to you. In fact, it was very strange, because it was not the first time I saw you. During the years of high school, Zhao Fei and I met many times at school and some banquets, but that time Before, I had a vague impression of Zhao Fei, no different from others."

"..."

Lu Tan stared at him with dark eyes, and carefully wiped away his tears: "Zhao Fei, if you have two personalities in your body, I will find the best therapist to separate the personalities, and I will not let you disappear... Don't be afraid, you will never disappear."

"..."

Seeing his tears, the man's fingers trembled uncontrollably: "I will never let you disappear, absolutely not!"

Even if the most powerful therapist can't do it, he will not let Zhao Fei disappear.

He spent his whole life researching and trying every means... No matter what, he swore to the death to protect the little prince who finally arrived.

"..."

Zhao Fei never thought that things would develop like this.

But compared to time travel, the idea of ​​split personality is indeed easier to accept.

... No, the point is not this!

Xiaoqin said...that what he likes is all about him from the beginning to the end!

He heard it right!

The summer four years ago, the forest villa, playing with watches in front of the fountain...

It was when he took Zhao Shuran to the rich banquet for the first time after wearing it...

Zhao Fei's inner villain is going crazy.

Ahhh Xiaoqin likes him! ! !

Ahhh, Xiaoqin can tell the difference between him and Zhao Fei in the original book! ! !

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! !

In this way, Zhao Fei, whose emo was about to turn into a tearful cat head emoji, was so excited that his brain stuck, and he sat motionless on the bedside, as cute as a doll, and when he recovered, he said: "Xiaoqin, I No split personalities!"

The other party paused slightly, hugged him and didn't speak.

Zhao Fei didn't realize Lu Tan's strangeness at this time, and continued: "But Zhao Fei is different from Zhao Fei."

Lu Tan finally had some reaction and tightened his grip on him.

After a moment of silence, Zhao Fei saw that he had not spoken, so he couldn't help but ask, "Xiao Tan, is your hand still hurting?"

Lu Tan: "It doesn't hurt."

Zhao Fei: "Let me see."

Lu Tan: "No."

Zhao Fei: "Why?"

Lu Tan seemed unable to say anything else: "No."

Zhao Fei glanced at him carefully, seeing that he was also looking at himself from the corner of his eye, the corner of his mouth curled up, and he whispered, "I love you, Xiaoqin."

Lu Tan was stunned.

Showing love out of the blue, Zhao Fei himself was not ashamed, and still arched in the other's arms: "Xiao Tan, I was scared to death, I didn't see you when I woke up during the day, and thought you were angry and ignored me... It's really scary. "

"no!"

Zhao Fei's frail body was sorely strangled.

Seeing him in pain, Lu Tan quickly withdrew some strength and said in a muffled voice, "No."

He is not angry!During that time, Lu Tan's whole world seemed to be collapsing. He was in extreme panic the whole time, and almost lost his remaining sanity, especially when he thought that there might be another personality in Zhao Fei's body. Zhao Fei might disappear one day, and when he thinks about those terrible things...he trembles all over his body, making him more breathless than the previous nightmare of breaking up.

Lu Qin seemed to be immersed in memories, and his arms holding Zhao Fei were stiff.

Zhao Fei finally found out that something was wrong with him. Before he could speak, the other party suddenly got out of bed and quickly took out the medical records, as well as some brand new clothes, all of which were Zhao Fei's favorite styles.

"I'm not angry," he explained seriously. At this moment, Lu Tan was full of a strange childishness. After showing the medical record and beautiful clothes, he hugged him desperately, "Zhao Fei, we will always be together." , will not be separated even after death."

If it was before, Zhao Fei would have thrown people to the ground long ago, and he would have agreed to whatever the other party said, but now, Lu Tan's anomaly is really impossible to ignore.

It's like thinking of the worst of everything, and then tremblingly waiting for that day.

My heart hurts!

He sat up straight and raised his handsome face with both hands: "Xiaoqin, did I frighten you on the mountain?"

Lu Tan stared at him.

"Look, I'm fine now, it doesn't affect me at all, I think I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow!"

"Ah."

"Also, there are some nonsense words I said when I lost my temperature. If Xiaoqin doesn't love me... It's actually hard for me to accept! No! I can't accept it! You can't not like me!!!"

"..." Why are you crying...

"And more! I really don't have a split personality...Xiaoqin, you can just pretend that some unexplainable things happened to me, but there are really no two people in my body. I won't disappear suddenly! "

He can be sure of this. After death, he transmigrated into the body of a person exactly like himself in the book, and Zhao Fei in the original book made a wrong step and made various irreparable mistakes in the book. Fixed, already dead in the original book.

In fact, to some extent, they are all dead people.

In the world before crossing, Zhao Fei had died in a traffic accident, so he no longer existed in that world; in the original book, Zhao Fei had already died in the original book, especially now that the timeline of the ending of the original book has passed, so no matter what In other words, it is impossible for Zhao Fei in the original book to exist in this world.

If there are souls, they are two souls that absolutely cannot exist at the same time.

In the end, Lu Tan didn't shed tears like he did, but just stared at him, and his whole body was tensely intertwined with his fingers.

That night, Zhao Fei said a lot, and he wasn't sure if Lu Tan listened to them all, but it didn't stop him from holding onto someone like an octopus.

Every few words he said, he rubbed against the other person's face, and finally said that he was tired and tired, tilted his head and muttered: "Xiaoqin, I heard you said that I was bad back then."

The man looked at him with red eyes.

He hooked Lu Tan's neck, and suddenly bit his chin a few times with the expression of the villain in the TV series, he chuckled, and then directly bit his thin and cold lips.

Lu Tan's tranquility gradually showed signs of defeat.

When the tip of his tongue penetrated, Lu Tan grabbed his waist violently and turned back almost fiercely. He stared at that face, his eyes were deeper than the night, pouring out endless desire...

At that moment, he had an extremely absurd and terrifying thought in vain: If only they were beasts, he would be willing to let Zhao Fei eat him.

Even if he becomes the prey in the opponent's mouth, he still wants to completely integrate with him.

Late at night.

"Xiaoqin, are you still afraid?"

Shaking his head, he shook his head very reservedly and stubbornly, but he couldn't help hugging the person tightly, rubbing against his face, and then hugging him tightly again, it was more sticky than glue, and no one could tear it apart.

Zhao Fei also went to stick to him, and gently stepped on his feet with his own feet to play, blushing, with a full face: "Don't be afraid, I have wanted to say it a long time ago, you treat me like a little prince, and call me a little prince." Baby... I'm so happy, I only want you, and I want to be like you for the rest of my life."

In the past, the rest of his life was bought by his parents with their lives.

Now, he will be forever connected with Xiaoqin for the rest of his life.

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It's late, and the second watch will be even later... Go to bed early, my friends