Qinghong

I was sitting in the front row, looking at my colleague standing behind the podium and reading the PPT. When it was my next turn to give a speech, I frantically flashed the contents of the PPT in my mind, for fear of missing any important information.With sweaty palms and a beating heart, Kang Yanfeng, who was sitting behind me, patted my shoulder and whispered, "Xiao Zou, don't be nervous, we know what your level is."

"Hmm, um." I took a deep breath, crumpled the corner of the manuscript with my fingertips.

After the colleague finished speaking, he bent down to say thank you, and walked off the podium. Dean Qi looked at me with a smile: "The next one is Teacher Zou Lansheng."

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, stood up and went to the podium, inserted the USB flash drive into the computer, clicked on the PPT, looked around at the dark heads under the podium, and suddenly my mind was clear: "Hello everyone, I am Zou Lansheng, a lecturer in the Department of Mathematics."

The next speech was unexpectedly smooth and smooth. I introduced the academic journals I published, the results of my thesis, the project experience I led, and the teaching experience, until the last page of the PPT stopped on the curtain, and I said: "Thank you everyone .”

Dean Qi nodded to me and said, "Next."

Back at the seat, Kang Yanfeng came close to my ear and whispered: "Amazing, perfect performance."

I smiled: "I'll treat you to ice cream later."

"Okay." Kang Yanfeng said.

At twelve o'clock at noon, the evaluation of the church came to an end. Dean Qi said: "The results of professional titles will be sent to the mailboxes of all teachers in a week. Pay attention to check them. It's getting late, let's go to lunch."

There was the sound of standing up in the lecture hall, and Kang Yanfeng and I walked among the crowd. Kang Yanfeng kept saying, "You are absolutely stable this time, Associate Professor Zou."

"Hey, don't." I raised my hand, "What if it doesn't work."

"You have to have confidence in yourself." Kang Yanfeng said, he looked into the distance with far-sighted eyes, "I think I was far behind you when I was evaluating associate professors."

"Don't reminisce about the past, Professor Kang." I said, "Hurry up and think about what to have for lunch."

"Dumplings." Kang Yanfeng said.

I was about to nod my head when two familiar figures stood upright in the distance, Xia Xianxian and Xiao Ke.

"Teacher Zou!" Xiao Ke jumped up and down twice, waving at me, "Here."

I waved: "I saw you."

"So popular with the students?" Kang Yanfeng said sourly, "You can accompany the students, I will eat dumplings by myself."

"Yes." I said.

"Don't forget the ice cream you owe me." Kang Yanfeng joked, then turned and walked towards the cafeteria.

I walked up to Xiao Ke: "How was your summer vacation?"

"I had a lot of fun with Sister Xianxian." Xiao Ke said, his pupils were black and big, watery, and looked extraordinarily clear and innocent, "Where's the teacher?"

"I went to Kanas for tourism." We said as we walked, "Kanas is very beautiful, you must go there if you have a chance."

"Okay, it's included in the plan." Xiao Ke said lively, swinging his arms back and forth, and occasionally touching my hand, he stopped slightly.

"Lansheng."

A soft male voice sounded behind me, besides Ning Qing, only Ning Hong called me that.I turned my head, and Ning Hong stood behind me with a smile on his lips, and asked, "Do you want to eat hot pot? I treat you."

"Why are you here?" I said. "Weren't you in Sweden yesterday?"

"I landed in the morning." Ning Hong said, "I drove it all night." He didn't avoid suspicion, and walked over and took my hand generously, "Let's go, take me back to catch up on sleep after eating hot pot."

I apologized to Xiao Ke and Xia Xianxian, "I'm sorry, you guys go to lunch."

Xiao Ke pursed her lips, bowed her head and said nothing, Xia Xianxian said, "Okay, goodbye, teacher."

Xia Xianxian pulled Xiao Ke away, I broke away from Ning Hong's hand, and gave him a look: "Be careful in front of the students."

Ning Hong put his hands behind his back and said with a smile, "No."

Ning Hong knew that Zou Lansheng's evaluation of teaching today, of course, did not get the news from Zou Lansheng's mouth, and expected Zou Lansheng to take the initiative, unless the sun came out from the west.When Ning Hong was browsing the official website of Jinmen University, he happened to see Zou Lansheng's name on the news announcement form, named Associate Professor. The first sound of this name made people respectful and high-spirited.

Zou Lansheng is a stubborn snail, stubbornly moving forward, Ning Hong has nothing to do with him, pushes him, and he quickly retracts into the shell, leaving Ning Hong staring at the snail shell.

Just take your time.Ning Hong thought, use vegetable leaves to win the snail's favor, and then guide the snail to crawl to his palm bit by bit, and grab it, no one can snatch it away.

Therefore, although Zou Lansheng said that he didn't like Ning Hong, he didn't sternly reject Ning Hong's closeness. Anything is allowed without the law, and the same goes for feelings.Ning Hong hoped that Zou Lansheng would look at him, and his emotions would fluctuate with him. Thinking of this, the corners of Ning Hong's lips could not stop rising.Ning Hong is an intuitive animal. He acts on his intuition and rarely thinks deeply about the meaning of this action. By the time he really realizes that something is wrong, it is too late.

Ning Hong and I ate hot pot together. We both love spicy food, so we put a hot pot in the middle, with four or five plates of cold cut meat on both sides.I stirred the sesame paste in the mixing bowl and picked up a slice of blanched fatty beef.The sliced ​​meat was full of soup, rolled the sauce in the bowl and put it in my mouth. I squinted my eyes and snorted contentedly.

Ning Hong stared at me and licked his lips, as if seeing that I was ready to eat.

I said, "Eat, the meat will be boiled in a while."

"En." Ning Hong responded, randomly picked up two pieces of meat and put them into a bowl, and asked casually, "Do you have class in the afternoon?"

"There's a section," I said.

"Then I'll pick you up." Ning Hong said.

I asked warily, "Why?"

"Don't you think, as [friends]," he emphasized the syllables of the last two words, "do we do it too infrequently? If this continues, I will have to eat fast and chant Buddha."

I almost fed meat into my nostrils with my chopsticks, and coughed twice in embarrassment: "You, you are so..."

"Pay public rations on a regular basis so that you won't be seduced by other goblins." Ning Hong squeezed his throat and said.

I raised my chopsticks to eat, and neither put nor put them. They hung in the air, pinching the air twice. I frowned and looked at him: "Can you eat without talking?"

Ning Hong squirmed back and forth in his seat: "Just-no-well-"

I really want to beat him up, really, if it wasn't for the bad influence in public places, Ning Hong would be dismantled into Ding Yuhong by me in the next second.

After holding back my temper, Ning Hong settled the bill, and I asked, "Did you come by car?"

Ning Hong nodded: "Yeah." He leaned close to my ear and whispered, "You can stay in the car if you want."

Oh what, I tilted my head, the tip of my ear brushed against his lips, a goosebump crawled up my tailbone, Ning Hong opened his mouth and bit my earlobe.The evil fire is rising, I have to beat him or fuck him now, I looked up, and there was a white Tiguan parked by the side of the road, I suppressed my anger: "You go to the back row."

Ning Hong smiled strangely, took out a cube from his pocket and stuffed it for me, opened the car door and got in.

I followed and closed the car door. Ning Hong eagerly unzipped my pants.I looked around anxiously at the people coming and going, Ning Hong said: "It's okay, the one-way glass, they can't see."

"You're going too far." I said, raising my hand to cover his head buried in my lower abdomen, "Mmm..."

Ning Hong's mouth was occupied and it was inconvenient to speak, and his right hand held my hand tightly, like a young animal absorbing warmth.He worked hard to please me, using both lips and teeth, and the pleasure made my mind extremely happy, but my heart was empty and barren.

I don't know what is the significance of this, what kind of ending Ning Hong and I will end up with.I recalled a short conversation with Ning Qing, he asked me: "Lan Sheng, which one do you choose, the one you love or the one who loves you?"

Ning Qing's eyes were as deep as a well, and for some reason, I could see some nervousness and embarrassment.

"Why can't these two options be the same person?" I asked, "The person I love is my lover."

"The world is safe and secure." Ning Qing said, "What do you think?"

"I choose the one I love." I said, "If he doesn't love me, it's okay. Love is about not expecting anything in return."

"No, love is selfish." Ning Qing said, "Only when you fall in love will you care about everything."

Only when you fall in love will you care about everything.

I bowed my head, Ning Hong climbed up to kiss me, he complained stickily: "You are so persistent, my tongue is sore."

I looked at him: "Sit up."

Ning Hong looked at me probingly. The light in the car was dim, and I couldn't see his eyes clearly. I just felt that I was staring at the snake for a moment, and my neck felt cold.After a while, Ning Hong took off his pants and sat up. This car shock that should have been full of passion became boring because of the silence between me and Ning Hong.

Ning Hong is really unlucky to have a girlfriend like me.