Qinghong

The flight landed in Tianjin, and I walked to the exit. Ning Hong stretched his neck and waved at me: "Here."

I traveled more than 2000 kilometers back and forth between Tianjin and Nanjing in one day, and I was so exhausted that I was in a trance.Passing through the noisy and bustling crowd, I saw Ning Hong standing not far away and waving his hands. There seemed to be a hazy radiance around him.I stood beside him and said, "Sleepy."

"I'll take you back." Ning Hong held my hand naturally and led me to the parking lot, "You left your brother alone in Nanjing?"

"Well," I said, "he deserves it."

With a smile on his face, Ning Hong followed my words and said, "Yes, you deserve it."

I couldn't muster up the energy to speak, my mind was as sleepy as muddy, Ning Hong took one step at a time, the moment of silence was not embarrassment, but a kind of comfortable tacit understanding flowed.We parked next to the white Tiguan, Ning Hong took out the key to unlock the car door, I opened the door and sat in, fastened my seat belt, leaned my head on the car window, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Ning Hong started the car, and for a moment, I had no extra perception.

Zou Lansheng is like a cat.

Ning Hong was keenly aware of the difference, Zou Lansheng treated him more intimately, and said "sleepy" with a nasal sound, hooking Ning Hong's soul away.Ning Hong took Zou Lansheng's hand in a fluttering manner. The other party was not as tense and awkward as the previous few times. Maybe he was too sleepy. Ning Hong guessed uncertainly, and then he took advantage of it with peace of mind.

"You left your brother alone in Nanjing?"

"Well, he deserves it."

It's really cute, Ning Hong took a deep breath, resisting the urge to pinch Zou Lansheng's ears.The nearly 30-year-old man, with a tired and tired face, lazily walked forward following Ning Hong's guidance, complaining slightly that his brother deserved it, every syllable seemed to be covered with a layer of fluffy icing, only Waiting for Ning Hong to swallow it in one gulp.

Ning Hong drove the car slowly and steadily, and Zou Lansheng in the rearview mirror stretched his brows and took a long breath, as if falling into a deep sleep.As the car drove past one after another streetlights, Ning Hong felt safe and secure that he had not seen for a long time. He hoped that the road would be endless, so that he could carry Zou Lansheng all the way down to the place where the sun set.

The inertia of the car stopped brought me back to consciousness for a moment, and I asked hoarsely, "Is it there yet?"

"Here we are." Ning Hong said.

I unbuckled my seat belt, my eyes were dry, I rubbed my eyes, Ning Hong handed me a bottle of eye drops: "Remember to have dinner together on Tuesday."

"Oh..." I thought about the dinner on Tuesday for a moment, and belatedly remembered that he pointed out that I was promoted to an associate professor. I replied vaguely, "Let's see, I may not be free."

Ning Hong tilted his head: "What's wrong with you?"

I raised my head and dripped eye drops into my eyes, blinked my eyes, screwed on the cap and returned it to him: "Thank you." I tried to get away with it, and reached out to pick the car door switch. With a "click", Ning Hong locked the car door, I turned to look at him, he folded his arms and said, "Let's talk."

"I'm very sleepy, Ning Hong." My patience was like the fine sand in an hourglass under the sleepiness, "I'll talk about it later if there's anything to do."

"Do we have a future, Zou Lansheng, tell me." Ning Hong was aggressive, "I want to see the real you, not the gentle and restrained you who weighed the pros and cons."

"What exactly do you want?" I asked back. The fatigue turned into anger, not only because he prevented me from getting out of the car, but also because of the series of dissatisfaction and hesitation accumulated in the past. Since he wants to know everything, then I will meet his request, "You Do you think our relationship is normal? If you didn’t come after Ning Qing’s death, I might have walked out. I’m promoted to associate professor, I have a bright future and a small house, and I won’t walk back to Nankai from Hedong in the middle of the night , Can't sleep all night, Ning Hong, do you think I will accept everything you do? You ask me now, do we have a future, and I will tell you, we don't, because I don't like it. "

Ning Hong looked at me blankly: "You don't like it?"

"Let me go back to my life, Ning Hong." I said, thinking of the girl crying in the corner on the subway, when the subway door opened, she ran towards the unknown future, like a white bird longing for freedom.As soon as I started talking, I couldn't hold back my mouth: "Ning Hong, aren't you tired? I know what a difficult person I am, so why don't you hold on to me? You can obviously find someone better, such as at the wedding That girl, you shouldn't refuse her."

"Should I refuse her?" Ning Hong untied his seat belt and grabbed my collar, "Zou Lansheng, are you not guilty of saying that?"

"What exactly do you want?" I asked, "From the beginning of stalking me to the present, did you do it on purpose?"

Ning Hong didn't speak, he stared at me fiercely, bowed his head and kissed me.We are always like this, he pursues, I want to refuse, like a ballroom dance on the edge of a cliff, I hear the sound of falling gravel, danger and addiction are intertwined.Ning Hong gritted his teeth and said, "You're just mad at me, you're mad at me endlessly, I won't leave, no matter what you say."

After a verbal vent, I lost the mood to continue arguing with him, and just wanted to go back to sleep, so I pushed him away: "You unlock the car door."

"Shall we have dinner together on Tuesday?" Ning Hong asked, "If you don't agree, let's just sit here all night."

"...Eat." I sighed.

"Click." The car door was unlocked, and I pushed it open to get out of the car. After hesitating for a while, I looked at Ning Hong, "We can't do this."

"Yes, I can do it if I say yes." Ning Hong's tight jaw line outlined his beautiful chin and Adam's apple.

I closed the door, the white Tiguan started slowly and disappeared at the end of the road.

The fight took some of the stress out of me, and even though nothing was resolved, I still got a good night's sleep.

On Monday morning, I walked into the office building, and Xiao Ke was waiting for me at the door: "Teacher."

"Look for me." I took out the key and opened the door of the office, "I'm sorry, my brother had an accident yesterday afternoon, so I had to go and see."

"Teacher, you don't need to apologize, I know it." Xiao Ke said.

I walked into the office and put my backpack on the table: "Then what do you want from me?"

"I heard from sister Xia that the teacher is going to be promoted to associate professor." Xiao Ke said, "Congratulations teacher."

"Thank you." I said.

"The teacher didn't accompany me to finish the five avenues, is there any compensation?" Xiao Ke asked.

"...?" I thought that an apology would be enough, but I didn't expect that there would be compensation, so I said, "What do you want?"

Xiao Ke took out two movie tickets: "The new sci-fi movie is released tonight at [-]:[-], teacher will accompany me to see it."

I laughed and took the movie ticket: "Do you like watching science fiction?"

"Well, the senior sister said that the teacher likes to watch science fiction, and I thought we would just be together." Xiao Ke looked at the "Butterfly Effect" poster flattened under my glass table, "I like this one too."

"Donate to Love Bank" was printed on the movie ticket, starring Fang Tingheng, I nodded: "Okay, I hardly watch domestic films, do you know the leading actor?"

Xiao Ke shook his head: "I don't know much about it, it just became popular recently."

"Okay, just minesweeping." I said, "Is there anything else?"

"No more." Xiao Ke said, "I'll come to you at night."

"Hmm." I sat down and opened a collection of papers casually. Xiao Ke walked out of the office and closed the door intimately.

After a while, Kang Yanfeng and Bi Xuhua walked in: "Morning, Xiao Zou."

"Morning." I took a sip of tea, "How was the weekend?"

"Take my boy to the hobby class, but he is desperately unwilling to go." Kang Yanfeng said, "At the beginning, I kept talking about learning Go, but after paying the money, he said he didn't like it. I was so mad."

"Children, it's all like this." Bi Xuhua said, and he looked at me, "Where's little Zou?"

"Like countless weekends before, I cook, play cats, watch TV, sleep and go out for a walk." I said.

"It's good to be single." Kang Yanfeng said enviously, "Now young people are smart, don't get married and have children, save a lot of money and enjoy it for yourself. It's not like us, stupidly contributing to the country."

Bi Xuhua nodded in agreement: "I want to be the same age as Xiao Zou, and I won't get married no matter what."

"Each has its own advantages." I said, "But it's really cool to be single, and it's always cool to be single."

Kang Yanfeng covered his ears: "If I don't listen, I won't listen."

Sister Wu Juan walked in: "It's lively enough, what about the Qiong Yao drama?"

"That's right, old Kang Zhenren appeared on the scene, one of them is worth three." Bi Xuhua said.

"Jingle Bell."

The class bell rang, and the office became busy in an instant.Those who prepare for lessons, those who write papers write papers, and those who trot to class in embarrassment, such as Kang Yanfeng who forgot to have the first class.