Being fed by the landlord after retiring

What kind of experience is it for an adult male to be hugged by a man of the same sex whose arms seem to be a little stronger than his own in the middle of the night?

Wu Ze: Thank you for the invitation, it's all self-inflicted, people with boyfriends don't have the right to be willful.

Wu Ze was a little frightened by the reality of the nightmare, and also a little irritated that "Li Yuqian" would encounter such a situation. The dream was reflected in reality, and he gently pushed the real Li Yuqian, his boyfriend, and was taken care of by him. Let's get used to raising fish at home now.

Seriously hurt the soul of Li Yuqian who was frightened by his performance in the nightmare.

"Let go of me first." Wu Ze said this for almost the tenth time, "I fell asleep just now, and I just wanted to get up and drink some water."

"You're not telling the truth!" Li Yuqian suppressed his emotions and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I—" Wu Ze was at a loss for words for almost the tenth time, unable to speak, how could he speak, "You don't believe what I say..."

"You didn't tell me anything at all!" Li Yuqian was really wronged, "You made up a hundred excuses, none of which were even remotely relevant, and you didn't hesitate at all, you just said it casually! Why? What is there that you can't tell me!"

Wu Ze wanted to turn his head to look at him, but he couldn't move, but even if he didn't look, he could hear from the voice that he made the other party quite, quite uncomfortable, but he didn't feel at all relaxed about passing on the discomfort in the dream. They probed and collided with each other, almost breaking through his silence and blurting out.

No, no, impossible.

"It's not that I can't tell you." Wu Ze said softly, "I can't accept your reaction after I tell you."

"Huh?" Li Yuqian calmed down in order to think about the logic in his agitated mood. After thinking about it, he figured it out, "How do you know that my reaction is unacceptable to you..."

Wu Ze told him clearly: "I cannot accept any reaction I can think of from you."

Li Yuqian was stunned, and asked with some difficulty: "Maybe I will exceed your expectations?"

Wu Ze shook his head, feeling that the breathing sound he heard was not right, and immediately stopped his movements: "No, I didn't mean to blame you by shaking my head. You're okay, okay? Li Yuqian, Li Yuqian? You..."

Li Yuqian silently hugged Wu Ze tightly with both hands, but his head was tilted back away from the other party, and he didn't want to talk for a while. The two sat together strangely for a while, and he felt that there should be nothing unusual before he said: "It's okay, you want to talk." Say it again, it’s my fault.”

Wu Ze wanted to call for help, but the nasal sound was so simple that it directly conveyed the expression of grievance.

There was really no room for him to struggle alone.

Men don't have to share any pressure with their partners!Does Li Yuqian understand, understand...but it's not good, Wu Ze still has to grasp the psychological dynamics of his lover in all aspects, if he is under pressure, it's a big problem.

Very double-standard, very possessive, very inconsiderate of the other person's mood - such a man, the scumbag is himself.

"I was wrong, let's go to bed first, and I'll tell you tomorrow if it's okay, or you won't be able to sleep again." Wu Ze tried to correct what he had done, and began to coax him, "Li Yuqian? Li Yuqian, Li... well... now Say, can you say it now? You let go of me first, I promise, let me go first, let me see you. "

When Li Yuqian heard him speak, he neither moved nor uttered a sound.

Wu Ze raised his hand and wiped his face. He knew that he had two choices now. One was to continue coaxing. Li Yuqian would stop being stubborn with him sooner or later. , to find an outlet for my irritable but had to suppress the emotions that turned to secretly boiling.

Choose the latter?Emotions have been transferred, and the other party's discomfort is exchanged to make myself comfortable for a while, and then what?Days are running out?Li Yuqian did nothing wrong, so he got angry at him.

"I'm just in a bad mood, I'm having nightmares, and I'm upset." Wu Zeping apologized calmly, "It's my fault that I shouldn't lose my temper with you. I was wrong, so don't feel bad."

Li Yuqian silently put his face on the back of his neck: "Is it because you have been putting up with me that we don't quarrel?"

"Where are you going?" Wu Ze lowered his head and touched the other party's relaxed fingers, "The only reason we don't quarrel is because there is nothing to quarrel with. I didn't want to quarrel with you today. I was scared by you in my dream. When it’s time, I made trouble for no reason, and I want you to be responsible for what happened in the dream, so you can just say it’s okay.”

Li Yuqian didn't agree immediately, but said: "That depends on what is going on, I don't recognize things that can't happen."

Wu Ze pondered how to speak: "You...are in danger, very dangerous."

After recounting the blurred memory as much as possible, Wu Ze asked again: "Do you understand?"

"Understood." Li Yuqian organized his words and explained to him, "It is indeed very dangerous. From the beginning, the coach has repeatedly emphasized that you can't dive alone, and everyone also said that you should not forcefully challenge your body's limits...I'm not saying that you can't It will be dangerous, that is, try to avoid it.”

"The exam is also a test of rescue. Everyone has learned it. Most of the people I practice with are very experienced. There are also people who have experienced this situation during training and competitions. They have been rescued, rescued others, and shared their lessons. ——Did you check some information? After watching the video or something, I was too worried about me, and then I dreamed about it, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, let’s take a look together tomorrow and learn more about it..."

Wu Ze didn't remember if he had watched it. He watched a lot of related videos and asked Luna a lot of questions. This overly real dream may be based on some scenes that he accidentally wrote down. It's very possible.

"Yeah." Wu Ze patted his hand lightly, "I'm irrational, I just woke up, and I can't stand it. You're right, I should learn more about it."

"I also feel terrible, especially in the sea." Li Yuqian followed Wu Ze's strength and patted the opponent's abdominal muscles, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, it's not true, don't be afraid, I'm right here, You feel..."

Now that Wu Ze could break free easily, he turned around and asked him, "Are you going tomorrow?"

Li Yuqian replied subconsciously: "Tomorrow is an appointment..."

"I don't feel it anymore." Wu Ze crawled out of his arms and lay down back to his original position, "Sleep."

Li Yuqian had no choice but to go back to Wu Ze and lie down, turn off the light, and tried to grab his hand, but he couldn't touch it, so he hugged it carefully, and found that he had put his arm on his stomach and put his hand on the other side, why... Just as he was about to reach out to hold it, he moved a bit, farther away.

Why!

Wu Zeyou let Li Yuqian grope for a while, but he didn't want to be touched by the other party anyway, Li Yuqian seemed to be stunned for a while, and gave up aggrieved. His breathing became even, regular and calm in the silence, and then he turned over. A silhouette staring at each other in the dark looked.

Making trouble out of no reason is really making trouble out of no reason.

His problems have nothing to do with Li Yuqian from the beginning to the end, the pressure comes from himself, Wu Ze is clear about this.

Emotions can be calmed down, and attitudes can be adjusted as much as possible. Wu Ze also realized that Li Yuqian must not be held responsible for this for no reason. He continued to restrain himself—not so fast, he couldn't pretend that nothing had happened in such a short time.

If you don't say it at the beginning, you may be able to endure it all the time. When the outer layer is gradually peeling off, and the most acute questions are about to come out, it is too difficult to swallow it back.

"Li Yuqian." Wu Ze called out his name softly. After waiting for a while, the other party didn't answer, but he decided to give himself another chance, and shouted again, "Li Yuqian?"

What responded to him was still a steady and long breath.

Forget it.

Wu Ze turned his back to Li Yuqian and decided to sleep with his eyes closed. He suddenly heard a strange sound of fabric rubbing behind him. Li Yuqian was groping along the bed sheet to find someone with a wrist around his waist, stepped forward and hugged the person in his arms, what's going on, did he fall asleep or not.

Alas, tossing around like this in the middle of the night must be because I didn't sleep well.

"You called me...?" Li Yuqian vaguely knew that Wu Ze seemed to be calling him, and he wanted to answer quickly, but for some reason, his inhalation and exhalation were out of order, and there was no room to make a sound. He was very anxious, but he was helpless, so Yi Yi squeezed out a sentence and was not sure if he could make a sound, so he continued to work hard, "You said..."

Wu Ze put his arms around Li Yuqian's back and hugged him even tighter, completely protecting him in his arms, letting the other party's response sound stick to his neck, and after hearing a few meaningless syllables, he realized that hugging him was too much. Tightened, and quickly relaxed again.

Li Yuqian wanted to ask Wu Zeming if he was scared again, and he didn't know if he had asked, but he just remembered that his lover who was emotionally unstable tonight was much gentler again, bringing him into a deeper state with reassuring body temperature. In dreamland.

"Why——" Wu Ze raised his hand to stop the person who kept sticking to his face...it must be someone, his boyfriend, who else could sleep with him in the morning, unless the two of them yesterday Wan had just had an awkward moment and he crossed over and regretted it too late, otherwise it would have been... well, it was Li Yuqian, "What are you doing?"

"I'm kissing your face." Li Yuqian explained his actions exactly, "Are you awake?"

Wu Ze wasn't sure what time last night he held Li Yuqian in a daze until he fell asleep. He was completely awakened by his kiss, so he snorted angrily: "No."

"Oh." Li Yuqian stroked Wu Ze's forehead hair, "Then I'll get up for dinner later."

"Huh?" Why did he wake up so early, Wu Ze squinted his eyes and looked at Li Yuqian who was already dressed, "... What time is it?"

Li Yuqian kissed his forehead again: "It's past ten o'clock."

"It's after ten o'clock?" Wu Ze raised his hand to stroke his hair, and brushed the opponent's paw aside, "Why didn't you call me?"

"You're tired." Li Yuqian corrected himself under the ferocious gaze of his kitten, "You woke up from a nightmare last night and didn't sleep. You're so tired. It's not because you were tired before going to bed."

"It's alright, no need to explain." Just after celebrating my boyfriend's birthday, he had a fit, alas, is it human, Wu Ze sighed, "Did I scare you last time?"

Li Yuqian leaned over and pressed his face to his chest: "I'm terrified."

Wu Ze smiled and said, "I'm terrified... Go back to the factory, and I'll call a courier to send you back later."

Li Yuqian raised his head in doubt, what's going on, didn't he recover after last night?

"Okay, I'm kidding you, I won't bully you anymore." Wu Ze put the other's head back into his arms and smoothed his hair, "It's okay, don't worry, I figured it out."

Li Yuqian was very worried: "Tell me what you said?"

Wu Ze had already made a decision last night when he called him and didn't respond. He had already changed from being anxious alone to losing control of him. Do he still want to become weak?It's time to face the problem and fix it.

He is always afraid that if he understands the danger deeply, he will be unable to restrain himself, so he will hold Li Yuqian tightly and lock him up, not even allowing him to spit out any bubbles. This kind of fear is completely unreasonable, lock, he thinks very well. If you have the courage to tell the other party that you don't like him, you will go diving.

Wu Ze figured it out, he couldn't do anything to make Li Yuqian unhappy, what needed to be resolved was the anxiety deep in his heart.

He didn't dare to understand before, but now it affects their normal life, he can't patronize himself, he has to go and see what Li Yuqian is doing every day, what kind of scene he is in, what kind of danger he will encounter, and how to solve it ...he had to dare.

"It's useless." Wu Ze smiled, "I'll show you the proof."

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