love nowhere

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01

Zhao Rou woke up from a coma, she was lying on the bed, her whole body was sore.

Damn, Zhuang Tianming, who suffered a thousand knives, won't his wife be chaste and unprotected, right?

She struggled to get up, and found that she was sent back to the apartment, wearing the same dirty sweater she wore in the coffee shop that day.

Zhao Rou breathed a sigh of relief, but her hands and feet were tied with nylon buckles. She couldn't help but cursed: "Zhuang Tianming, you grandson, wait until I go out to see how I can deal with you."

"Is there anyone, help, someone is illegally detained here."

She shouted, her eyes kept looking at the light under the door of the room, a shadow appeared, and then there was the sound of the door tongue turning, and a man in a white shirt walked in.

"Miss Zhao, you're really in good spirits." Zhuang Tianming pulled the swivel chair over and sat in front of Zhao Rou with a playful look on his face.

His neckline was open, and he had large shoe prints on his chest, and the neat gray patterns were particularly conspicuous on the white shirt.

"Pfft, did Young Master Zhuang get beaten? Or is this the design of the clothes?"

Zhao Rou laughed, it was the first time she saw Zhuang Tianming's disheveled appearance.

Young Master Zhuang is obsessed with cleanliness, and he never treats himself badly when it comes to appearance. Every time he wears a new product from a big brand, and if there is any stain or defect, he will throw it away and order a new one.

It is unprecedented to have large marks on clothes like now.

Zhuang Tianming spread his hands and said helplessly: "I can't help it, the little beauty I'm new to has a too strong personality, I have to find a way to train her in the future."

"Tsk." Zhao Rou clicked her tongue, her hands were clasped behind her back, and it was inconvenient to do any movements, "I don't care if you are beautiful or not, just let me go quickly, and the script thing, I absolutely disagree .”

Zhao Rou is not afraid of Zhuang Tianming, since this person is not robbed of sex, and his family is rich and not greedy for money, the only purpose of tying her up is the selection of the C position of the "CHAOS" program.

Zhuang Tianming wanted to use that script.

But why?He even dazzled himself who was in the same class in the capital.

You must know that the Zhao family and the Zhuang family are well-known powerful families in the capital, and the elders in the family are also arrogant and protective. This kind of behavior will undoubtedly provoke a war between the two families.

Zhao Rou's mind turned quickly, "Why are you crazy, what attracts you in that script?"

Zhuang Tianming took out a delicate metal lighter from his pocket, and flipped the lid in boredom.

"Ticka, Ticka."

The clear voice filled the room. Zhao Rou waited for his answer. The more she waited, the more uneasy she became, until she heard a soft voice, "According to this speed, he should have read the script. I don't know what expression is on his face." ..."

"What did you say?"

No answer.

Zhuang Tianming picked up the laptop that Zhao Rou had put on the table, opened the file folder with ease, and flipped through the videos.

"Hey, what are you doing, this is an invasion of privacy, do you understand?"

Zhao Rou stretched her upper body with difficulty, seeing the video that Zhuang Tianming was playing, her pupils shook violently.

The camera shakes, showing a handsome face with sharp edges and corners.

At that time, Qi Kang's face was still a little green, but the coldness was very familiar to people.He sat on the edge of the pool, took off his swimming cap, and brushed his wet hair back, a lock of black hair hanging on his superior brow bone.

The cold jade skin with sculptural muscles is eye-catching enough.

Sensing that the person next to him was taking pictures of him, Qi Kang put his slender fingers on the camera, and his deep and magnetic voice seemed to be right next to his ears, "Can you stop taking pictures?"

"No, I won't." The voice outside the camera was mischievous and awkward.

"Then you shoot."

Qi Kang stood up, the water droplets stuck to the abdominal muscles, rolled, and slid down layer by layer along the muscles, drawing people's attention to his lower abdomen, where blue blood vessels were looming, extending into the swimming trunks.

This is a video Zhao Rou took of Qi Kang in high school. At that time, she had just bought her long-awaited camera and hung it around her neck to record campus life all day long.

There are a lot of such videos and pictures backed up in her laptop. There are two folders about Qi Kang, one is named cool and handsome version of the children, and the other is the sunny and healthy big dog.

Regardless of Zhao Rou's yelling, Zhuang Tianming touched his chin and clicked on the big dog's folder, and the picture that most attracted his attention appeared.

In a corner of the campus, boys were surrounded by crowds, wearing plaid shirts and jeans, carrying guitars, and smiling brightly. It looked like the type that was very popular on campus.

——In the time I didn't know, he lived happily.

——I am very envious.

That person's heart beats, pumping scarlet blood, every cell seems to be clamoring: You want to have him forever, he can only be yours alone.

"Hey, I'm talking to you, let me go, you lunatic!" Zhao Rou couldn't help it, although the atmosphere in front of her was calm, but there was always an inexplicable sense of crisis poking the nerves of her brain.

Very wrong, very wrong.

Memories of her childhood flashed through her mind. At that time, she sat in the back seat of the car like this, watching the man in front of her silently, quietly observing the tall police officer and the little boy.

The man seemed to be peeping through the car window and the crowd.

"Zhao Rou, don't you really want to know why I used that script?"

Zhuang Tianming turned his head and smiled brightly, his teeth were white and his lips were red, and his mole was raised.

In Zhao Rou's eyes, this scene was slowed down countless times, frame by frame came into mind, and it was perfectly overlaid with a certain dim scene.

The light fell obliquely on the ground, the man's eyes were hidden in the darkness, and the little boy was holding his hand.

He grinned, unable to hide the smile between his lips and teeth.

The nightmare of the past roared in and hugged Zhuang Tianming's shoulders. They said in unison, "Because I really like him."

Beautiful finger pointing on the computer screen.

He was talking about Qi Kang.

02

The ancestors of the Zhuang family, like the Zhao family, were imperial merchants, passed down from generation to generation, and each of the two families occupies a side in the capital. They are well-known locally as rich and powerful.

Unlike the Zhao family, the Zhuang family has a thin network of connections, with almost only one child per generation.

Zhuang Tianming is the only son of this generation.However, he was born with a deformed heart and was frail and sickly. It was asserted that he would not live to be 15 years old.

He was protected layer by layer by the entire banker, stayed in the beautiful attic, and listened to the tutors he invited.

Day after day, year after year, he has no idea what the outside world is like when he touches it. The books say it is beautiful, people love each other, and the crystallization of love is born; In a dark corner, plotting to devour others.

It's so boring, I might as well just die like this.

Zhuang Tianming stretched out his feet from the railing, dangling in the air, holding his small face in his hands, looking at the unchanged garden scenery below the attic.

The only one who opened up the real corner of the outside world for him was his uncle, Zhuang Xiang.

An illegitimate child who was bullied and suppressed by the whole family, he was born gorgeous, with traces of corruption all over his skin and flesh.Red marks, hickey marks, and scars, all wrapped tightly in the white shirt.

The man told him that the outside world is splendid and extravagant, where the lights are flooded with wine, people come and go and wink at each other, and the rich and powerful live freely and unrestrainedly.

Young children always blindly believe the words of elders with the same blood, let alone elders who bend down to play with them, which is completely different from other cautious people.

Zhuang Tianming felt that it was really not something that would break at the first touch, and he also longed to play, not like a prison-style caretaker.

Memories of all the exchanges were etched into his mind.

That night, Zhuang Xiang was shirtless and found a video of bullfighting.

Blood spurted, the bull panted heavily and loudly, dripping blood trickled down the back, slid over the fur, and dripped into the dirt.

The huge monster fell down with a bang, the audience on the field cheered, raised the white cloth in their hands, and shook it.Whistles and cheers resounded throughout the ring-shaped field, and the matador walked around the field with his head held high and his chest held high.

This is a cruel game.

Zhuang Xiang held Zhuang Tianming in his arms and explained softly, "Did you know that this bull was domesticated by people. Humans easily put the killing pleasure of higher animals on domestic animals."

"People are also divided into grades, powerful and powerful people can play with lowly waste, and even perform grand hunting like this."

Zhuang Tianming raised his head, starlight fell in his eyes.

Although the family forbade them to contact, saying that the uncle was a pervert and dirty thing, but he never thought this man was strange.He just thinks his uncle is so gentle and knowledgeable.

but......

His brother-in-law is getting married and may never see him again.

It was rumored in the outside world that the Zhuang family's illegitimate son was spotted by the Xie family's favorite child and was going to marry him.

This is real.

The Patriarch of the Xie family couldn't hold back his daughter, so he held his nose and agreed to the marriage. The farmer on the other side was ecstatic. He used to think about getting rid of this dirty waste, but now he actually has the value of a family marriage.

The wedding was held in the farmer's garden.

The red ceremony knots are connected together, and the colorful carpet is spread from the gate to the auditorium.The soda bubbles in the wine glass rose, the festive firecrackers roared, and the smoke and confetti flew into the sky.

Zhuang Tianming looked at his uncle holding the hand of his beautiful sister, touching his nose and eyelashes, looking happy.

Later, my uncle had a child.After two years and three years, everyone is envious of his happy family and praises his good fortune.The husband is young and capable, and the wife is beautiful, gentle and able to bear children.

This is also good, I will have three more children to play with in the future.

Zhuang Tianming was lonely in the attic for a long time. When he was almost 12 years old, his fragile heart finally couldn't hold on, and the blood flowed weakly, unable to deliver fresh nutrients.

At the moment before he fainted, he was still thinking about taking the three little ones for a stroll around the most beautiful chessboard garden in the dealer, having a picnic in the sun, catching one or two butterflies, tearing off a corner of the wing, and looking back, he could see his uncle's smile.

Later, my uncle died.

It was said outside that he was missing, only Zhuang Tianming knew that Zhuang Xiang was dead.

Human memory is actually very wonderful, and even the heart also stores unforgettable fragments.

Zhuang Tianming stroked his healthy, beating heart, and he could see a pair of amber pupils when he closed his eyes.

Golden, shiny.

——When I was young, on campus, at that party where everyone was happy, he was the only one who stretched out his immature hand and handed himself a candy that was not considered delicious.

The sugar cube was slightly melted by the warm sweat, sticking to the beautiful sugar paper, inexplicably sweet and greasy.

Zhuang Tianming deeply understands that my uncle doesn't love Xie's beautiful princess.

In memory, the amber eyes are like the sun burning in the clouds, warm and hot.

The owner of these eyes is my uncle's initial warmth that ended without a cause.

He is my uncle's obsession.