love nowhere

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01

The dormitory that Zhuang Tianming arranged for Qi Kang was the dilapidated little house next to the training ground. The accommodation was not good, but he had lived in worse ones before, so he didn't mind.

After Qi Kang practiced for a day, the sweat on his body was dry and stuck to his clothes, making him very uncomfortable.He found the water outlet in the corner of the house, connected a pipe and pulled it outside the door to release water.

He took off his sweater, revealing a lean figure, but his skin was fair and tender, which was particularly conspicuous at night.

"Are you sure you want to take this picture too?" Qi Kang asked the remaining staff with a straight face, expressionless.

The leader is an acquaintance, Duan Qingshan, Zhuang Tianming's little assistant.

He bit the bullet and replied: "Actually, you don't need to wash here. You can walk straight down the path for about 10 minutes and you will see the bathing place. You can wash there."

"Heh." Qi Kang raised his eyebrows, and laughed out of his throat.

Duan Qingshan was confused by the deep and magnetic voice, and his face turned red all of a sudden.

He knew the meaning of Qi Kang's sneer. The program team dragged people to the corner of the mountain for special training, but they didn't even arrange a place to wash up.

Duan Qingshan took a picture like a little brother, lowered his head and said: "Turn off the camera for 15 minutes."

He glanced at Qi Kang's back. This trainee's back has smooth lines and obvious muscles, but there are more scars for no reason.Long ones, short ones, and even some special circular scars.

What did Qi Kang do before entering the training camp?This body and temperament are not like ordinary students.

Duan Qingshan murmured in his heart.

"Does it look good?"

"it is good......"

He met those amber eyes and fled in fright.

Ten minutes later, Qi Kang squeezed the wet towel with one hand, and rubbed his brow with the other hand.It wasn't obvious during training, but when he was free, Xie Yao's face would always appear in his mind.

don't like him!

Qi Kang stood still, his Adam's apple rolled, finally sighed, dried his body casually, and walked back to the room resignedly.

The conditions here are so bad that he can't do a full wash outside, so he can only wipe off his sweat to make himself feel refreshed.

His eyes fell on his ring finger, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that there was something missing.

Could it be the ring given by Xie Yao?

Qi Kang laughed at himself, but according to Xie Yao, that ring was a gift he gave Xie Yao on the anniversary, not for him to wear it himself.

Besides, that silver ring was father's wedding ring, and behind it was Zhuang's blood-like shadow.

In Xie Yao's time and space, do I really love him?No matter how you think about it, you should change it to a gift. It's too bad luck to give this kind of thing.

Qi Kang suddenly shook the towel away a little irritably, stared at his hands for a long time, then turned over and fell on the bed.

"It shouldn't be like this."

He closed his eyes, and the exhaustion of his body surfaced, bit by bit, he let the whole person fall into sleep.

02

This is a lucid dream.In this kind of dream, people have a lucid consciousness, and those with a little stronger willpower can control their bodies, and experience everything that happens in the dream as if they have entered another world.

"Ha, ha!" Qi Kang struggled to get up, his chest heaved and he gasped heavily.

The breeze blew the curtains, and the sun was scarlet and dazzling. He stretched out his hand to block the light and looked around.

here is?

There was a faint smell of disinfectant in the air. He looked down at the blue and white hospital gown and realized that he was in a hospital.

The door next to him squeaked. Qi Kang turned his head and saw Dr. Kevin walking in with a stack of medical records.

"Congratulations, the operation was successful." Kevin brows with joy.

"What, what operation?" Qi Kang had a very ominous premonition in his heart.

Kevin lifted his glasses on the bridge of his nose, he was a little puzzled, but he still explained: "We performed a craniotomy on you and stimulated your brain with special equipment to fuse the two personalities."

"You have been awake for nearly a month, and your second personality has not reappeared during this time. This is the result of your mental test."

Qi Kang took the report from the doctor's hand, his fingers slid across the paper, trembling slightly, he seemed unable to open the report.

Gloomy emotions surged.

He gradually realized what was going on right now, but it was obviously a scene in Xie Yao's timeline. According to the actual situation, he was still in the barren mountains preparing for a bullfight performance, and there was no time for surgery.

"what happened?"

The doctor thoughtfully opened the mental test report for Qi Kang, pointed to a row of numbers marked in green and told him, "After the operation, you were mentally unstable and often had wrong self-identity. With the help of grooming and medication, the situation has returned to normal."

"Doctor!" Qi Kang's eyes were reddened by the row of numbers, he asked hoarsely, "I don't seem to have agreed to the operation before, why did I still do it?"

Kevin showed embarrassment, he said hesitantly: "You didn't express any opinion. At first, it was your second personality Wang Ran who suggested to me to complete the operation as soon as possible to prevent the body mechanism from hurting you."

"Wang Ran vowed to us that it was the result of discussions between the two personalities. He even reported to your superior in the military department. Once the two superiors communicated, you ended up lying on the operating table."

"Surgery is risky, but you are lucky. Your body recovered quickly without any sequelae. During the physical examination yesterday, the hearing in your left ear was miraculously better."

"Gong, congratulations." At the end of the doctor's speech, he stammered and repeated his words of blessing.

"Abandoned."

Qi Kang lay for a long time, his hair was a little longer, and his bangs hung down to cover his eyes.

Kevin couldn't see the young man's expression clearly, but he still heard the cry from the sentence just now, "You..."

He moved his mouth and searched his stomach for comforting words, and finally he could only utter a dry "don't be sad".

"Doctor, can I stay alone for a while?" Qi Kang held his head in annoyance, and turned sideways to face the wall.

"Ugh."

Kevin closed the medical records, looked at Qi Kang's lonely back silently, and quietly closed the door and left without asking any more questions.

The body temperature was withdrawn from the body, and Qi Kang's knuckle-knuckle hands firmly grasped the bed sheet under the body, and the blue tendons became more and more obvious.

When he was a child, he made a promise with Wang Ran that as long as he didn't say anything to make Wang Ran leave, Wang Ran would not leave.

The result was still left in place.

Qi Kang knew in his heart that this was just a dream.It was of the same nature as any dream he had had in the mental space, short, sad, and dissipated after dawn.

But still sad.

Still can't help but complain about Wang Ran.

Damn it, this heartless brat actually dared to leave me alone.

The sunshine outside was just right, the cicadas were chirping, the breath of summer spread into the ward, and the temptation of another possibility fell on Qi Kang.

But he lay curled up in the corner of the hospital bed, closed his eyes, but he could no longer enter that cinema-like spiritual space, and could no longer push open a wooden door.

There was no one bouncing around and hugging himself, shouting with the same voice: "Brother......"

The tears formed perfectly, fell down the eye sockets and turned into small black spots and disappeared.

03

The dream continued, and Qi Kang couldn't recover from the loss of Wang Ran. When he opened his eyes, he found himself in the "CHAOS" idol training camp.

Standing behind him, Tao Ran pursed his lips, and shouted aggrievedly: "Brother Yao chose you again this time, and the style of your group of songs is obviously not suitable for him."

"Ah, don't bully the honest man, Xie Yao chose it by himself, Guan Qikang or something." Gu Qingming grabbed Tao Ran's collar and dragged him to their group's practice room, "It's time for a break, don't keep rubbing against your brother Qikang beside."

With a gentle smile on Minghuan's face, he shook his head and said, "From the first public performance stage and the second Vocal evaluation, to the style songs voted by fans, to the final song stage, the two of you are one and the same." group."

"Tsk tsk, you'll have to get married if you go on like this." He teased.

"Married?" Qi Kang's eyes were red, and he raised his voice to the round-faced trainee in disbelief.

"Let's go, let's go, Xie Yao is waiting for us in the practice room, if we drag on any longer, I think I will be stared at by him again." Ming Huan wrapped his arms around Qi Kang's neck familiarly, and pushed open the door of the practice room.

Qi Kang saw the man sitting in the middle of the practice room.

The fox's eyes were full of tenderness, he gently waved, "Qi Kang!"

At the moment when his name was called, Qi Kang's heart stirred with indescribable emotions, as if every drop of blood sent to the body was wrapped in a numb core, and then bloomed in every corner, blooming beautiful flowers.

"Come here, we're going to practice."

Xie Yao stood up, holding the lyrics paper for practice in his hand, he leaned closer and wrapped his arms around Qi Kang's waist, his voice soft and waxy, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, why did you eat with Ming Huan for so long."

"I didn't." Ming Huan raised his hands to show his innocence, "Qi Kang and I rushed back as soon as we finished eating, and there is still a lot of practice time before the final stage, you don't have to be so anxious to finish all the dances." Get it out."

"Qi Kang's ranking announcement in the last issue did not enter or exit the dao position." Xie Yao glared at Ming Huan, Ming Huan felt that he had said something wrong, and obediently closed his mouth.

Qi Kang was so stimulated by Xie Yao's smell that his legs went limp.

Countless kisses and hugs are shown frame by frame like scenes from old movies.

At first it was Xie Yao who crushed his hearing aid and fell to the ground.He stretched out his hand helplessly, but Xie Yao fell down again when he got up, and the two lay on the ground hugging each other.

Later, Xie Yao approached with a smile, like a cunning fox.

"I'm here to teach you how to sing. When we practice, we can put our hands on the lower abdomen, and feel a sense of qi sinking there."

It was dark in the soundproof room, he leaned against Xie Yao unconsciously, his breath intertwined.

"The movements of this choreography need to open the chest and change the feet quickly."

The lights in the practice room were warm and soft. He was sweating and his ankles were swollen. He accepted Xie Yao's massage helplessly.The fingertips stick to the skin of the feet, and the leak of pleasure is suppressed between the teeth.

Qi Kang was enlightened and enlightened.

The previous generation, Wang Ran, performed the operation without permission. He was bound by Zhao Rou to the "CHAOS" training camp with a feeling of loneliness, and then met Xie Yao.

This fox wagged its tail and climbed up the rankings in the training camp. When it had the chance, it firmly chose to be in the same group as itself. When it didn't, it tried every means to run around the rules of the program group.

He has a blatant preference for himself, and he chooses without hesitation.

Give it a try, this person should not abandon himself.

Qi Kang ruthlessly grabbed Xie Yao's wrist in the dream, gritted his teeth and said, "I still wonder why I like you, so you took advantage of it!"

The gentleness that takes advantage of the void and doesn't talk about martial arts is the easiest way to fall.