kiss goodnight

Wen Ke ordered an eight-inch cake at the bakery at Xinjiekou. He told the merchant on the phone that he would pick it up in an hour. Jiang Yian heard every word of his instructions, even the style of the candles. You have to reconfirm with the other party to rest assured.

There was a traffic jam on the ring road, and there was no loosening for a few minutes. To relieve boredom, Wen Ke asked, "Listen to music?"

Jiang Yi'an: "Whose songs are there?"

Wen Ke replied: "Mage band, ten albums plus fifteen singles, pick whatever you want."

Jiang Yi'an smiled and said, "Is there no one else's?"

"I'm very dedicated and long-lasting." Wen Ke waved his hand and said, "No."

"I heard that the beautiful words of the police officer are better than my singing." Jiang Yi'an leaned on the car window with his right elbow, and said contentedly: "As you like, I can do it."

As long as Jiang Yi'an leaves the recording studio, he seldom listens to his own works unless it is necessary for work.The current atmosphere brought him an extremely subtle feeling. Wen Ke could not help humming a few lines along with the melody, especially when he sang a line or two that he particularly liked, he would always bend his index finger and lightly pick Jiang Yian's chin. The sharp-edged facial features have a listless expression.

I don't know how many times he was teased/teased along the way, Jiang Yi felt relieved, and when he approached the bakery, he saw that Ke turned off the music, and he was a little frustrated, feeling quite helpless about his own reaction.

Wen Ke parked the Mercedes-Benz in the white line area beside the road, and when he pushed the door to get out of the car, he turned his head and asked, "Is there anything else you want to eat?"

Jiang Yi'an thought for a moment: "Strawberry mousse."

Wen Ke: "The cake is strawberry mousse."

Jiang Yi'an smiled and shook his head: "That's gone."

The engine was not turned off, the air-conditioning in the car was sufficient, and the sun was shining on his skin. Jiang Yi'an leaned back on the seat and squinted his eyes comfortably.The windshield occupies most of the field of vision, and his gaze falls to the front right. A man and a woman on the side of the road are arguing endlessly. Jiang Yi'an raises his eyes and watches. Gradually, the quarrel turns into an aggressive physical conflict. The man grabs the back of the woman's neck, Pulling and dragging, he stuffed her into a white Cayenne.

White cayenne, Jiang Yi'an slowly opened his eyes wide -

The first time he escaped from the company's dormitory, Jiang Yi'an was caught by the other party at the corner of the street. One hand grabbed his white neck until it turned red, and he dragged him violently into the car.He didn't know who the driver was, but he only remembered that the person beside him was holding onto his wrist all the time, his expression was cold, his face was ashen, and his patience was at the limit.

"I warned you, don't be so selfish and consider the situation of the rest of the band."

"I also said that as long as you are obedient, Mage will always have the best resources."

"Jiang Yi'an, I know you like men."

"Dare to run away from me one more time, and I will ruin your reputation."

Fear infiltrates through vision and memory, passing every inch of skin through the heart, Jiang Yi'an curled up, his breathing seemed to be cut off by those hands, thin sweat overflowed from his back, his stomach was cramping and he wanted to retch, The skin of the fingertips on the car window faded to pale.

With a loud "bang", the man slammed hard into the door of the white Cayenne, stomped on the gas and walked away.A gust of hot wind blew into the Mercedes-Benz, and the movement around him made Jiang Yi'an tremble all over. He stared at Wen Ke in a daze, his parted lips and teeth faltered in a mess, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence for a long time.

Wen Ke sat in the driver's seat, stretched out the back of his hand to wipe off the sweat from Jiang Yi'an's forehead, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No..." Jiang Yi'an's throat tightened, he took Wen Ke's hand and squeezed it twice, swallowed and said, "It's okay."

On the way back, Jiang Yi'an's expression was abnormal, Wen Ke was controlling the steering wheel with one hand, and he was using two things at once, and his small movements were captured clearly from the corner of his eye.Knocking on the forehead fifteen times, touching the bridge of the nose six times, and licking the lips nine times, Jiang Yi'an was anxious, and within 5 minutes of separation, he did not leave the car. Wen Ke judged that he could only see something.

Unscrewing the door of 403, Jiang Yi'an took off his coat and wanted to help Wen Ke pack his luggage, but was pushed into the bedroom by the other party.Wen Ke said: "You are too tired, take a rest."

Jiang Yi'an asked, "Can you stay with me?"

Wen Ke: "Okay."

When he fell asleep, his expression was slightly tired, the traces of thinking between his brows were solemn, and the hair on his forehead hung down to his eyelashes. Wen Ke stretched out his hand to gently brush Jiang Yi'an away.

Two or three hours passed, the ups and downs of his chest became regular, Jiang Yi fell asleep peacefully, Wen Ke felt relieved, got up and went to the living room to tidy up his clothes.

The dark sky gradually filled the room, and the arm next to him twitched slightly, and then, his five fingers slowly curled towards the palm, Jiang Yi'an's eyelids trembled, struggling to wake up, but his consciousness was sinking, and his nerves were pulled endlessly by a brute force Pull and tear.

The scene was constantly changing in his mind, and the darkness in his heart was overturned in an instant. Jiang Yi'an couldn't move his body, and had nowhere to hide. Seeing the "past" engulfed him ferociously——

The lights at the annual meeting were dazzling. After drinking champagne, his head was dizzy, his limbs were weak, and the table was messed up. Jiang Yian staggered and fell off the table. There was a pool of blood on his hand. His first reaction was that he killed himself , the second reaction is to die.

But he is still alive.

"Jiang Yi'an, no matter where you hide, I can find you."

Wen Ke heard a rush of footsteps, Jiang Yi'an knocked open the bathroom door, washed his hands first, then wiped his face, and retched twice against the drain.Lowering his neck and turning off the faucet, Jiang Yi'an supported the surface of the pool and tried his best to calm his nerves. A cup of cool white water was handed to him by his side.

After a long while, Jiang Yi'an turned around and met Shang Wen Ke's overly worried eyes. At this moment, he began to hate his own cowardice, because a similar scene and the same car model led to a series of emotional and physical violence, and Wen Ke followed Panicked, Jiang Yi'an felt great remorse and guilt.

Wen Ke called out distressedly: "Yi'an."

Jiang Yi'an said: "Don't worry, I can adjust it."

Wen Ke didn't ask too much: "Did you get enough sleep?"

Jiang Yi'an nodded: "But I want to lie down for a while, let's eat the cake later."

Wen Ke said "hmm": "Do you still want me to accompany you?"

Jiang Yi'an smiled and said, "Yes."

Wen Ke said: "I'll hang the clothes in the closet, it will be soon."

Without letting himself waste too much time, Jiang Yi'an adjusted his mood and walked back to the bedroom. Jianwen Ke lifted the black vest with one hand and was changing his jacket.The naked/exposed wide shoulders and narrow waist can be seen at a glance, and the powerful muscles and figure, Jiang Yitao approached barefoot, Wen Ke just picked up the neckline of the pajamas, and his nasal cavity was filled with a heart-twitching smell.

Wen Ke didn't think too much, and took advantage of the situation to lift Jiang Yi'an's slender waist up, getting closer to him, and asked in his ear, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

Jiang Yi'an shook his head, hiding his face and hating his fragility. Wen Ke is the last person who should bear the consequences. A little bit of "grievance".

After hugging Jiang Yi'an for a long time, Wen Ke rubbed the back of Jiang Yi'an's neck and said: "Go to bed and lie down first, I'll wash up..." He only spoke halfway, and there was a slight itch from top to bottom on Jiang Yi'an's back. Tiptoeing to reach his lips, in an instant, the last line of defense in Wen Ke's heart collapsed.

Couples in love are seduced even when they are alone, let alone intimate touch.Panting/breathing gradually deepened, Jiang Yi'an pressed on step by step, Wen Ke endured it with difficulty, the two people who were like glue were sweating profusely in a blink of an eye, their eyes glanced down inadvertently, and Jiang Yi'an who was kissing was suddenly distracted.

He saw the gunshot wound on Wen Ke's left shoulder.

Looking at it under the thin moonlight, the skin around the wound had fine folds, and a dark purple-red spot settled in the middle. Jiang Yi'an stared at the scar for a long time, touched and rubbed it with his fingertips, Wen Ke moved his face away from him, and hung down. Eyelids don't say much.

Jiang Yi'an asked distressedly: "When did you get hurt?"

Wen Ke: "Three years ago."

Jiang Yi'an's voice trembled slightly: "Is it... a gunshot wound?"

Wen Ke caressed his hair: "Yes."

Jiang Yi'an: "Does it still hurt?"

Wen Ke replied honestly: "When the weather is cold, there will be a little bit."

This piece of trauma was deep and heavy. Jiang Yian suddenly woke up like being stung by a bee. Too many things were ignored in the honey pot all day long. Wen Ke is a person who lives in the light. He is too good and should be treated by others The support, attention and respect I can bring him, will I have to "hide in the bedroom and dare not go to the living room" in the future, and dare not let anyone know that they are together.

Wen Ke's injury is a medal, and his past is an indelible brand. Jiang Yi'an asked sadly: "Have you thought about how to introduce me to your relatives, team members, and friends?" He paused for a few seconds, and spoke more directly , "If you tell them that the person you like is Jiang Yi'an, what will they think of you?"

As the night grew thicker, Jiang Yi'an slowly withdrew from the embrace, and sat down on the side of the bed lonely.Wen Ke stood in front of the window and finished smoking a cigarette, walked up to Jiang Yian and squatted down, lightly held his hand and kneaded it repeatedly, his tone was soft and soft: "Do you think I will care about other people's eyes?"

Jiang Yi'an said hoarsely: "But those are not 'others'."

Wen Ke: "Do you remember the sentence I said to you the most?"

Jiang Yi'an raised his eyes and answered him without thinking: "You made me believe you."

Wen Ke said with relief: "So you only need to spend your energy on this one thing, and you don't need to worry about the others."

"But Wen Ke." Jiang Yi'an turned his face away, nails digging into his palms, "Sometimes I can't help but think how good it would be if those things hadn't happened." He suppressed his emotions, "I may be in many People's eyes are always unclean, and even I feel that I don't deserve what you do for me at all."

The room was obviously stuffy, but Jiang Yi'an was so cold that his shoulders trembled: "How much I want..." He pressed his trembling lips together, and then opened them again, "I want to love you cleanly."

Wen Ke's heart tightened: "Yi'an, look at me."

Jiang Yi'an raised his gray pupils, turned his head obediently, and looked deeply into Wen Ke's eyes.

Gently rubbing the skin on the inside of Jiang Yi'an's left wrist with his thumb, Wen Ke's voice was clear and powerful: "Don't judge your value by your experience. No matter what you have experienced, the only one who can judge you is yourself." It was a confession, and it seemed to be showing his heart. He said firmly, "I know very well how important you are to me. I can't lose you for a second, so no matter what happens in the future, I hope you can stand up bravely. By my side, let's face it together, okay?"

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