The Sensory Animals of Ston Hill

William had fallen asleep, lying quietly on the bed.He even forgot to draw the curtains before going to bed.Grace approached him slowly, and the candlelight gradually replaced the moonlight, illuminating his face.

Grace put the candle on the table and gently closed the curtains.

He took off the skirt next to William's bed, and when it was his turn to take off the nightgown, he hesitated, holding the hem of the nightgown stiff for a moment, and finally did not dare to take it off.

He stared at the naked woman in the painting on the roof for hours tonight, adding to his low self-esteem about his body.But he thinks he can get over that.He had never seen disgust and disgust in William's eyes, and he believed that he would not this time.The king was wrong.The king was as ignorant of the noble sentiments and true sentiments as he was of the letters of the law.

Grace is determined to tell William her secret.

People always forget what they want in the first place unconsciously.Such is the case with the king, who at first brought himself into the palace just for amusement.However, he became more and more greedy, which not only did not make him happier, but added a lot of trouble.

But Grace remembered what she wanted in the first place.

He had initially enjoyed doing that with Arundell just to learn the art.He wanted William to know that he could do with his body everything a woman could do except be sterile.

This is what he always wanted to do.He was never content to be just "brother and sister" with William.If he was lucky, he would have another 30 years to live, and he didn't want to be estranged from William every year during these 30 years.He didn't want to have only those childhood memories when he was dying.

The king said he could do what he wanted because he was the king.Grace thought he was wrong about that too.Anyone can do what they want because everyone is equal.The Bible is wrong, and so are people born with disabilities.Rousseau said that man is born free, but all lives in chains.Grace had also been living in a shackle, but today he was going to break it.

He crouched by the bed and stared at William's face for a while, then gently lifted the quilt covering William.William lay flat on the bed in his long shirt.

Grace put her hands on the bed, carefully climbed up to William's legs, and knelt on top of William with her legs spread apart.But he dared not sit down completely.

He lay on top of William like a four-legged animal, raised his hips, afraid of touching William; he also grabbed the hem of his nightgown, even the fabric on his body, he dared not let it touch William's body .

Grace vaguely felt that she had made a mistake.

He gave up so quickly and scrambled off the bed trembling.

But William was awakened by him, and sat up alertly, staring blankly into his face.

Grace realized that William must have had a lot of alcohol later on, because he now smelled the alcohol in the air that he had just been neglecting.

All this is very familiar.

"...Grace?" It was William who reached out and grabbed him first.Grace falls into William's arms.

This time it was very clear that it was William who bowed his head and kissed him first.That soulful kiss happened again, he was held so tightly in William's arms.

But it wasn't exactly the same as that time.This time, Grace learned to open her lips to respond to William's fiery kiss, and he also tasted the extremely suppressed pain from William's kiss, which made him want to cry.

He heard William sigh and whisper: "I finally dreamed of you again."

Grace felt as if a knife had been cut in her heart, she held William's face in pain, and kissed him hard on the lips, then he let go of the hand that had been holding on to the hem of the skirt, and stretched it under William's long shirt.

He touched William's manly weapon, and held it tremblingly in his hand.The sword was out of its sheath, standing firmly in his hand.

William opened his mouth in astonishment, panting violently, and Grace fluttered as if suffering from malaria.

"Brother, brother..." Grace murmured excitedly, her teeth chattering nervously.Holding the sword in his hand, he raised his buttocks, trying to accomplish this, but he made his buttocks too slippery, and his hands shook so badly that he just slid over every time, several times without success.

He was sweating from anxiety, his palms were getting slippery, and his head was dizzy.At this moment, he looked up at William, and found that William's eyes were red and his expression looked horrifying, as if he had just woken up from a terrible nightmare.

Grace's heart was suddenly empty, and the sweat on her back instantly turned cold.

His arm was grabbed with such incredible strength that he could almost hear his bones creaking.

He also heard William calling him: "Sia..."

It couldn't have been a mistake, Grace could tell right away that William was so bad at lying and pretending.Of course it's not drunk.Grace knew all too well that William was awake.This is his punishment for two people, the cruelest, the trial made by William himself.

Grace fell down on the bed, tightly clutching William's chest with her fingers, and bent down in pain, "How could you do this to me..."

William let go.

Grace gave him a hard push and escaped from that purgatory bed.

He ran wildly with bare feet, and the sudden noise of play brought him back to reality.He finally realized how he looked now.All camouflage was gone, the skirt, the bun, the mask, none of it was on him.

He was standing in the middle of the corridor wearing only a thin summer nightgown, and a lamp hung above his head, illuminating his surroundings like daytime.Grace took a few steps back in fear, shrunk hard into the shadow by the wall.

The group had come round, drunk from the party, and stumbling around.Grace understood these people's curiosity about other people's privacy, and he had no chance to escape by the front stairs.He knew he couldn't hide for long, the men would catch him, pull him in the face to the candle, see that he was the future queen, and make a fuss; perhaps they would accidentally or deliberately He quickly lifted his skirt, and then discovered the secret hidden between his legs, screaming and cheering excitedly, waking up all the people in the palace.They'd tear his skirts and make him look so naked that everyone could see his deformed organs between his legs.

He turned and ran back, but William's door was closed.His hand was almost pounding on the door, and he stopped clenched again.He rushed to the next door, beat it hastily, and begged in a low voice: "Alan, save me..." He knew he was wrong, he had already received the most severe punishment, and he was willing to give everything now, only hoping that someone could save him.

The door opened almost immediately, and Alan Stone looked at him in astonishment, and dragged him into the room.

The door closed behind him, shutting out the voices.Knowing that she was saved, Grace fell into Alan Stone's arms in a collapsed state.