isolated plant

The rain has been falling for an unknown amount of time, and Aoki feels a sudden coolness.

A bright light flashed quickly, it was Dr. Xu's WeChat.

Aoki clicked on WeChat, and it turned out that the day for regular inspections had arrived.

It's strange that these several susceptible periods have passed easily, and somewhere, it seems that someone helped him.

Dr. Xu was still the same, he didn't look like a doctor, but like an old professor doing research on a university campus, revealing a sluggish softness.

"Aoki, that's great. Various indicators show that the pheromone secretion level in your body is normal, and the susceptibility period will almost be fixed in the future. Just pay attention to yourself, and don't use inhibitors indiscriminately. It's really amazing. I didn't expect adenopathy to recover so well."

Aoki woke up like a dream, looked up at Dr. Xu, and expressed his doubts: "The time of the recent susceptible periods is basically fixed."

Dr. Xu raised his head from a pile of report cards: "Have you got a girlfriend?"

Aoki shook his head.

Dr. Xu completely put down the report sheet in his hand, and said seriously: "I felt something was wrong when you came for an examination last time. Under normal circumstances, the susceptibility period of adenopathic disease is extremely unstable, and it is difficult to recover."

Aoki's gaze froze, and his thoughts also stagnated.

Dr. Xu put his arms around his chest, leaned on the comfortable office chair and said, "Aoki, think about it carefully."

Aoki stared at the white wall beside him, and asked casually, "Does sex count?"

Dr. Xu shook his head slightly: "It doesn't matter much, think again."

Aoki said goodbye, and stood at the elevator door thoughtfully, without pressing the elevator button, and kept looking in the direction of the specialist consultation room, as if waiting for something, but he didn't know exactly what he was waiting for.

He laughed at himself, and unknowingly slipped into the VIP ward on the top floor.

In the past, he was alone, except for not being able to own a house of his own, he had almost completely dominated his own life.

He is his own possessor and master of himself, he controls every line of thought, every inch of skin, every piece of soul, every action, from inside to outside, is unified, orderly, complete, and cannot be encroaching and possessive.

Although lonely, he takes firm and graceful steps on the road of his own life every day. He enjoys this kind of solitude, and he doesn't have to feel false surprise and fake fear in order to please and persuade others, pretending to care about others.

For him, socializing is a product of society and a necessity for people to survive in society, but it is not his own choice.

Most people will satirize and ridicule people who are alone, feel that they are incompetent, pitiful, even weird, unable to integrate into society, and life is created out of necessity, throwing false care and superfluous greetings.

In fact, they all ignore that some people enjoy solitude, and solitude makes them feel free, strong and plump, no longer tired, and no longer need to take uniform steps like everyone else.

Everyone has the right to be themselves, even if one is alone, keeps a distance from others, and enjoys himself alone.

Until Chu Feimu broke the mask he was accustomed to, got in through the gap of the mask, and dragged him out from inside.

The corridors of the VIP wards are clean and quiet, with few people walking around.

Aoki asked at the nurse's station which ward Chu Feimu was in, and sure enough, there was no such patient at all.

But he didn't give up because of this, until he confirmed that Professor Chu, whom he met by chance in Dr. Xu's office, came out of Ward 101 and entered the elevator.

Aoki stood at the door of Ward 101, thought for a while, and knocked lightly on the door twice.

From the first time he saw Professor Chu, Aoki felt that this person seemed to know him, but he just pretended not to know him.

Sometimes people's hunch is purely out of thin air, and sometimes it is terribly accurate.

A voice came from the door, "Why did you come back after you left? Did you forget something?"

Aoki pushed open a crack in the door, but no one went in. The first thing he saw was Chuyoubai and gray three-piece suit who was leaning on the armrest of the sofa and reading documents. The identity plate is hard and arrogant, with unquestionable majesty and deterrence.

Chu Youbai put down the book, sat on the accompanying chair beside the bed, leaned his upper body slightly forward, looked down at the person lying on the hospital bed, and said expressionlessly, "Does Mom and Dad know?"

The man showed only one head, shaking his head from side to side twice, with long bangs hanging down, slightly disheveled, and said weakly: "No."

The man turned his face to Chu Youbai's side, narrowed his eyes in pain, as if eager to prove what he said was true, and added: "I still want to stay with him for a while, and then I will take the initiative to talk to my parents." explain."

Aoki could only see his slightly wriggling lips, opening and closing in pain.

Chu Youbai sat up straight, unable to understand him at all, avoided touching the hospital bed, looked out the window and said, "You still walked on such a path that deserves to be beaten."

The man turned his head to Chu Youbai again: "Brother, don't tell your parents about my business."

Chu Youbai moved his knees forward, leaned his arms on his legs, and moved lazily twice: "Don't think about it, although you are an idiot, I am not a nosy person, It’s better to sleep with that time.”

After thinking for a while, he said, "I don't say it, but it doesn't mean that Second Uncle Chu won't say it. You made such a big noise that you brought Second Uncle back from abroad, and you can't hide it for too long. Besides, you asked Second Uncle to help... .”

"Forget it, I don't care about you, I'm leaving first, and the nurse will bring you food later."

Chu Youbai got up, picked up the documents and left. When she saw Aoki at the door, she was stunned for a second, nodded, and passed by.

Seeing Aoki for the first time, Chu Feimu instinctively wanted to sit up, but in the end, like a carp straightening up, he thumped and fell back on the bed.

It happened that the nurse came in, seeing this situation, he immediately helped Chu Feimu up, making him sit comfortably on the head of the bed.

Chu Feimu glanced at the thermos bucket next to the bed, and said to the nurse, "You go out first."

The nurse responded, and Ma Liuer went out.

Aoki didn't look at Chu Feimu, went straight to the bedside table, picked up the book on it, flipped through it a few times at random, with the corners of his mouth pressed down, a little fierce and a little scary.

Chu Feimu picked up another book, turned to a page, pretended to be reading, quickly glanced at Aoki, and hurriedly looked away, like a coward who dared not admit that he had done something wrong.

Aoki put down the book, unscrewed the lid of the thermos bucket, and poured porridge into the ceramic bowl.

Chu Feimu continued to pretend to read a book, blinked his eyes several times, his body was weak, his eyes were dazzled, he couldn't see it at all, he wanted to cough, but he was afraid that Aoki would hear it, so he coughed twice under his throat, he was so happy, his eyes quickly moved Moving back and forth between the pages of the book, looking at three lines, pretending to be busy and focused, afraid that Aoki would ask questions.

Aoki didn't say a word, and didn't give him a look.

There was a clanging sound, Qing Mu turned to Chu Feimu, holding a porcelain bowl in his hand, and was stirring the soup in the bowl with a spoon.

Chu Feimu looked up, still refused to put down the book in his hand, and frequently glanced sideways at Aoki.

Qingmu's face sank, she shook the spoon in her hand once and for all without emotion, and blew the hot air in the bowl through the air.Then he scooped up a spoonful of soup, brought it to his mouth, frowned and blew slowly, and passed it to Chu Feimu's mouth, never looking at Chu Feimu, it didn't look like feeding soup, but poison.

Chu Feimu opened his mouth, took a sip of the soup, blinked his eyes back and forth, peeping at Aoki for no apparent reason.

Perhaps silence is the best confession.

The two of them seemed to be doing their own things, neither of them stopped their movements, neither of them spoke, as if they were talking through expressions in the air.

Qing Mu took another sip, Chu Feimu did not miss it, and moved the corners of his mouth slightly, tasting the soup in his mouth lightly.

Aoki fed again, Chu Feimu drank mechanically.

Finally, Chu Feimu opened his mouth slightly and avoided it.

"I don't drink anymore."

Aoki still didn't speak, and passed the spoon to Chu Feimu's mouth again.

Chu Feimu opened his mouth, drank it quickly, then closed his mouth tightly, turning his head to the other side.

The green wood soup bowl was put back on the table.

Chu Feimu put down the book in his hand, he couldn't hold back anymore.

Aoki's silence was like a silent hell set up for him alone, he had to endure the other party's indifferent torture and wordless interrogation.

Chu Feimu turned his face away, coughed softly, Aoki stood up as if he didn't see it, and was about to leave.

Chu Feimu finally said, "I'm sorry, Aoki."

Aoki stopped: "I thought you were hospitalized and would let me know as soon as possible."

Chu Feimu kept staring at Aoki's back.

"I don't want to take advantage of your sympathy. I would rather you take revenge on me cruelly and selfishly than use your sympathy and pity to control you..."

Aoki didn't speak.

Chu Feimu lowered his head and said: "You know that I don't want to hurt you any more. To be honest, at the most difficult time, I kept thinking that you can come back to me, you will forgive me, and you will think about it again, maybe I'm in too much of a hurry.

Now I know, you don't even bother to blame me, I have been stuck in past mistakes and regrets, begging for your forgiveness, thinking that if you forgive me, we will be together again.

I understand that you have gone a long way, because you don't care about this past at all, and you don't care about the harm I caused you.Your life has been moving forward, I'm just a stranger on the side of the road, you stopped, leaned on my shoulder, and then you rested enough, and found that you didn't need to stop halfway, and started again up. "

"Aoki, I thought about it, at first I thought about it, if I were you, would I choose to forgive..."

"In fact, there is no forgiveness or forgiveness at all. You are like a tree suitable for being planted alone. On a large desolate grassland, you are the only tree like you. You can withstand major natural disasters, and you can also withstand any test.

Many people will be attracted, induced, and enter the scenic spot by you at the first sight. Like me, they will approach you with different purposes, looking for a suitable viewing position and distance. We all want to be the person you care about, but we all Overlooked, you need room to grow, you just want to be alone... and I ruined it all. "

Chu Feimu's pale lips kept trembling, repeating: "You gave me a chance, but you only gave me a chance... It was me... I ruined... your trust..."

Aoki moved his lips and left.

Since they couldn't get the answer from Chu Feimu, they could only start with the Second Uncle Chu they were talking about.

The author says:

Today's second update, tomorrow will still be double-updated, and it will be completed on the 9th.