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Aoki called Gu Hanqiu to confirm that what Chu Lan said was true.

Gu Hanqiu didn't say anything more, although he played the role of an outsider from beginning to end, but in the final analysis, this matter has nothing to do with him.

He also regretted it very much, he couldn't stand Chu Feimu's begging at the beginning, now he can only try his best to explain to Aoki.

Aoki was uncharacteristically silent.

He needed time, and needed time to adapt to this matter. His ability to accept it was limited, so he took a taxi from the hospital and went home directly.

Lie in bed and slowly think about the whole thing.

He tried to understand from Chu Feimu's point of view, but he couldn't understand.

Chu Feimu's love is a bit like the blood flowing in his veins. In view of the many bastard things he did to Aoki before, his love is as bloody and thick as blood, making Aoki suffocate and unable to breathe. But occasionally, it is as warm and sticky as blood. Although breathing is blocked, and sometimes it is even impossible to breathe, it is still tempting to indulge in it.

If it was Aoki, it would not have been like this from the beginning.

But if it was Chu Feimu, all of this seemed inexplicably reasonable.

After all, Chu Feimu is sometimes like a naive child, if he is not given candy, he will try his best to get it by himself.

Aoki thought for a while, but still couldn't figure it out, not because he couldn't understand Chu Feimu, but because he didn't know what to do next.

He barely closed his eyes and fell asleep for a while, then suddenly woke up at two o'clock in the morning, dreaming that Chu Feimu was calling his name in pain, wanting to see him for the last time.

Aoki got up hurriedly, even though he was sure that he was just having a nightmare, he put on his coat hastily, boiled a pot of millet porridge, and rushed to the hospital.

The VIP floor of the hospital was surprisingly quiet, and even the nurses were taking a nap at the nurse's station.

He slipped into Chu Feimu's ward softly, holding a thermos cup in his hand, as if he was carrying a treasure, his movements were extremely small and gentle.

Chu Feimu on the bed had already removed the oxygen cylinder, and the 24-hour monitoring equipment emitted a faint blue light, shining on his face like faint, silent lightning bolts.

His face was as pale as ever, and he looked pitiful. Looking closely, the muscles on his face were twitching and painful, and he looked pitiful.

The ward looks clean and comfortable, as long as Aoki thinks of it, since the two broke up, they always ran to the hospital one after another, with their lips slightly open, they couldn't help but want to laugh.

Aoki just kept looking at Chu Feimu, once or twice, he thought that Chu Feimu would immediately stand up, nod to him, and even continue to talk nonsense.

Aoki leaned close to Chu Feimu who was lying on the hospital bed, and tried to release a little thuja-flavored pheromone to comfort the sleeping person. If Chu Feimu can be immersed in his pheromone smell, it can wake him up, too. Worth a try.

"Chu Feimu, you just have a way. If you have to let me push you away, I can't bear to push you away. I feel wronged when I love you, and feel wronged when I hate you."

After finishing speaking, I deliberately emphasized: "If you have the ability, if you open your eyes and look at me now, I will promise to give you another chance."

Chu Feimu still had his eyes closed tightly, and he was really asleep.

"Listen, I'm not giving you a chance, I'm giving myself a chance."

"Give you a chance to pursue me again."

Aoki put down the thermos and left.

At about five o'clock in the morning, Aoki walked out of the hospital.

There is a person sitting in the hall on the first floor, wearing a white down jacket, very conspicuous, and it is not cold enough to wear a down jacket in this season, so Aoki will take a second look.

That person just raised his head, he was the little fish who he had just met not long ago, who claimed to be Chu Feimu's "marriage partner".

Seeing Aoki, Xiaoyu jumped up from the chair immediately, the hem of the down jacket almost dragged the floor, like a child who steals an adult's clothes, grabbing the hem of the down jacket and waving to Aoki.

Aoki couldn't turn a blind eye and stood there, waiting for Xiaoyu to follow him.

When Xiaoyu was almost catching up, Aoki walked forward slowly.

He stammered from behind, "You know everything?"

Aoki was silent, it was a tacit consent.

After a while, Qingmu asked: "Chu Feimu told you to lie to me?"

Xiaoyu nodded frantically like a chicken pecking at rice, for fear of leaving a bad impression on Aoki.

Then he explained: "I do like Chu Feimu, but he rejected me a long time ago. I decided to find you without authorization. Don't be angry."

"Angry?" Aoki really couldn't figure out where the anger should come from, he and Chu Feimu broke up long ago, it stands to reason that the matter between Xiaoyu and Chu Feimu has nothing to do with him.

"Chu Feimu knew that I was looking for you, so he got angry and ignored me. I wanted to go up to see him, but I was afraid that he would get angry."

Aoki continued to walk forward and stopped a taxi at the intersection. Before getting into the taxi, Xiaoyu said softly: "I'm sorry... I won't bother you again in the future."

Aoki smiled slightly at him, Xiaoyu was quite cute, and in fact he didn't do anything excessive.

After returning home for less than an hour, I got up to make porridge, which was too unpalatable, so I ate a few bites and went to the company early.

Recently, Aoki stayed at the Agon counter all day long, and the company's management was negligent, so a small meeting had to be held in due course.

Aoki doesn't have much airs, but he is serious about his work and has a sense of integrity. The people in the office trust him. When they are together, they have a unique comrade-in-arms friendship, because Aoki is very resistant and can bear it.

Had a meeting in the morning, went upstairs to the operation department for a while in the afternoon, Zhang Li was busy with the live broadcast, Aoki listened through the door for a while, the inside was bustling with excitement, Zhang Li was in good working condition, it was obvious that he had gotten rid of him Uncle's troubles.

As soon as five o'clock arrived, Aoki went home from get off work.

He packed a beef noodle downstairs and prepared to take it upstairs to eat.

As soon as he took out the key and opened the door, Aoki smelled a smell that didn't belong to his house, it was sandalwood.

Chu Feimu's pheromone smells like this, and it smells like a detached sense of being redeemed.

It doesn't fit him at all.

The sandalwood on Chu Feimu's body is mature and out of the world, and Chu Feimu can barely be regarded as a super immature child with a slightly low IQ and not a high EQ.

Pushing open the door, he saw Chu Feimu lying on the bed.

Hearing the sound of the door, Chu Feimu slowly opened his eyes. He was brought here just after he woke up in the afternoon. He was still a little sleepy at the moment, and his eyelids were clenched.

Qing Mu changed his shoes and went into the house, carried the beef noodles to the kitchen, poured them into a bowl, and acted as if he didn't see Chu Feimu the whole time.

In order to increase his sense of presence, Chu Feimu pretended to cough a few times.

Qing Mu poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Chu Feimu.

Chu Feimu took the water and took a shallow sip.

Aoki didn't look at him, went to the kitchen and came out with beef noodles.

Chu Feimu stretched out his hand, and shook it twice in front of Aoki's eyes.

Aoki still ignored him.

Chu Feimu made many movements, all of which were ignored by Aoki, and finally had no choice but to lie back on the bed.

Aoki eats noodles slowly. The beef noodle restaurant downstairs has been open for at least ten years. According to old customers, the noodles have always tasted this way. A bowl of noodles is paired with five pieces of beef, not too much, not too little, big pieces of meat, very soft and rotten Many people who are recovering from a serious illness miss this mouth.

Just when Chu Feimu thought that he would have to be packed and sent home by Aoki tonight, Aoki asked with a sullen face, "Have you eaten yet?"

In fact, Chu Feimu ate, and soon after waking up in the afternoon, the nurse fed him, but finally got a chance to get close to Aoki, and lied confidently: "I didn't eat."

He also pretended to touch his stomach and said, "I'm so hungry..."

With a straight face, Qingmu sat on the side of the bed, picked up a chopsticks of noodles to feed Chu Feimu, and said in a low voice: "Your current physical condition, can you eat noodles?"

Chu Feimu was a little touched, he didn't expect that Qingmu could really feed him, and said hoarsely, "Yes, I'm just physically weak, and it's not a serious illness..."

Aoki glared at him, then stuffed a piece of tender beef into his mouth roughly.

Chu Feimu glanced at the noodle bowl, there were still 4 pieces of beef left in it, and there were not many pieces of beef in a bowl of beef noodles, Aoki actually left it all for him.

The gray mist of memory dissipated in an instant, and Chu Feimu's eyes turned red in an instant. He pressed Aoki's hand, and asked cautiously, "I didn't dream, you came here yesterday, right?"

Qing Mu withdrew his hand, and fed Chu Feimu another piece of beef, but Chu Feimu turned his face away and refused to eat it.

He pinched Chu Feimu's chin, and said in a commanding tone: "Eat, or you'll go home now."

Chu Feimu quickly opened his mouth and ate the beef, then lay back on the bed with a thump, afraid that Aoki would drive him home, so he wrapped himself in a quilt into spring rolls and turned upside down.

Aoki squeezed between his brows, feeling a little headache.

"Chu Feimu, calm down."

Chu Feimu immediately stopped moving, and a muffled voice came from under the quilt: "You said yesterday, give me another chance."

Aoki perfunctory: "Yes."

When Chu Feimu got the response, he was so excited that he wanted to get out of the quilt, but the quilt was too tightly wrapped, he struggled a few times, but couldn't get away, his face flushed with boredom.

Aoki rubbed his temples and helped him remove the quilt.

Chu Feimu sat on the bed, his hair was disheveled, his smile was pale but extremely bright, but what he said made Aoki gnash his teeth.

"Then I won't leave. From today onwards, I'll live with you. I'm a patient. You can't beat a patient."

Aoki put the beef noodles back into the kitchen, took a few sips from a glass of water, looked at the 'middle-aged atypical child' on the bed, and smiled softly.

"Chu Feimu, then get well soon."

Chu Feimu nodded fiercely with a smile, Aoki really still cared about him and loved him dearly.

Aoki turned on the laptop, and the new computer was indeed different, the speed was so fast that it only took a few seconds to start up.

He entered the mailbox and was about to report to Gu Hanqiu on his work. He paused for a moment, then, as if he suddenly remembered something, he turned his head to look at Chu Feimu: "When you recover, it's not counted as beating a patient."

Hearing this, Chu Feimu instinctively backed away a bit.

"Aoki, I hurt."

"Ah."

"Aoki, I'm thirsty."

"Ah."

"Aoki, I'm hungry."

"Ah."

"Aoki, can I hug you to sleep?"

Aoki raised his head and said calmly: "My hands are itchy, can I beat you up?"

Chu Feimu shrank back on the bed aggrieved.

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Near the end of the year, Aoki got his wish and received 5 share of technology shares, not too much, but enough for him.

Gu Hanqiu's company is not large in the local area, but in the part that Aoki can control, he has done a good job.

Gu Hanqiu was relieved, and basically seldom went back to China.

Aoki returned all the 5 yuan to Chu Feimu, and Chu Feimu waited downstairs in Aoki's company, seeing Aoki waving his hands.

Aoki raised his eyes to look at him, but didn't react too much. In the past few months, Chu Feimu appeared in front of him almost every day, very annoying, noisy, but very warm.

Chu Feimu asked in a complaining tone: "Qingmu, when will I officially become your boyfriend?"

Aoki held his chin and thought about it for a while: "Wait until I pay back the money I owe you."

Chu Feimu was not happy, and did not dare to refute loudly, so he muttered awkwardly: "But, it will take more than two years."

Aoki nodded in agreement.

Chu Feimu forcibly took Aoki's hand, and asked cautiously: "Aoki, why don't you pay for it, please hurry up. Look, I'm not young anymore. Besides, abstinence is not good for your health, and you need to relax occasionally. Come on, let's vent."

Aoki looked at Chu Feimu with a strange and disgusted look: "What are you thinking about every day?"

Chu Feimu muttered unhurriedly: "What else can I think about, except you, it's still you."

The two quickly returned to Qingmu's residence, and Chu Feimu simply stayed here for the past few days.

Once Aoki rushed, he would go home and stay for a few days, and make a comeback every few days.

Sometimes I brought sleeping bags, and once I even got a tent.

This time, I don't know what tricks Chu Feimu used again.

He simply brought a mattress over and put it together with Aoki's mattress.

Aoki looked at the scene in front of him, shook his head helplessly, and suddenly missed the domineering and arrogant Chu Feimu before, at least he would not do such a naive and self-deprecating thing.

Chu Feimu entered the room behind Aoki, just as he closed the door, Aoki pushed him to the wall, leaning against the wall, forced to look up at Aoki.

Aoki was about three centimeters shorter than him, but he didn't lose any momentum.

Chu Feimu thought that Aoki was angry, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Then he lowered his head and said in a low voice, "This time I will only stay for three days, and I promise that there will be no more than one day."

Aoki leaned on the wall with one hand, pinched Chu Feimu's jaw with the other hand, raised his head and bit Chu Feimu's lip.

Chu Feimu was in pain, and looked at Aoki innocently, wanting to kiss, hug, and do shameful things, but he was afraid that Aoki would beat him up.

Qingmu's Adam's apple twitched, looked straight into Chu Feimu's eyes, and said calmly: "Take a bath, go to bed and lie down."

Chu Feimu went into the bathroom with a dazed expression, and later realized that Aoki was going to go further with him.

After a quick shower, I came out with a towel wrapped around me.

Aoki didn't even look at him, turned around and went into the bathroom.

Chu Feimu drew the curtains, lay back on the bed, thought for a while, took out condoms and lubricants from the luggage bag, and placed them on the bed one by one.

When he lay back on the bed again, he remembered a sentence he said a long time ago. At that time, in order to let Aoki be with him again, he even proposed to do the following.

He took out his phone and typed in the search bar 'How do I do the following? '

After thinking about it, he shook his head violently, and re-entered 'how to satisfy the person above? '

Before seeing the search results, Aoki came out.

Fortunately, Chu Feimu drew the curtains ahead of time.

Aoki was naked and went straight to Chu Feimu.

Chu Feimu smelled a strong smell of thuja pheromone.

In a dazed effort, Aoki had already straddled him.

With two long legs, white and straight, Chu Feimu suddenly remembered how cool Aoki was when he was riding a Harley, and he no longer had to envy a motorcycle.

Aoki kissed Chu Feimu's lips roughly, panting lightly in his ear, his voice seemed to penetrate into Chu Feimu's ears through a thin veil.

"Chu Feimu, I am susceptible, can you do it?"

Before I met Chu Feimu, life was not monotonous, but it was like a calendar, moving forward in a regular manner, rigidly abiding by the ruthless rules of the world. It seemed that everyone and things were calculated in advance and evolved here.

After being with Chu Feimu, Aoki suddenly felt that if today is 24 hours, maybe tomorrow it will be 4 hours, and the day after tomorrow may be 400 minutes, good or bad, it will make him feel that every day has a different way of living , there is no need to be accurate, only each other is enough.

In love, there are always people going in and out, some people want to go in, some people want to come out, the person who comes out and the person who goes in are not the same person, but on this road, you will always meet that person.

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The author says:

Thanks for accompanying me all the way.

More episodes tomorrow.

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