fish in cage

The closer the Chinese New Year was, the more distressed Bai Heng was. After so many days, he still hadn't told He Ling that he was going home for the New Year. The words got out of his mouth a few times, and he was worried that He Ling would mind if he contacted his family. I dare not speak.

Back then, his elder brother caused He Ling to lose a project. Although He Ling didn't bring it up again, he probably cared in his heart. He didn't want to make He Ling unhappy by bringing up the old matter again, but seeing that there were only a few days left for the Chinese New Year, he No matter how hesitant, he had to confess.

After nine o'clock, He Ling returned home after having dinner with his colleagues.

As usual, he stretched out his arms to embrace Bai Heng who greeted him, hugged him in his arms and rubbed him a few times, and said in a normal tone, "I'll take a bath first, I have something to discuss with you later."

When Bai Heng heard what He Ling said, he quickly said, "I also have something to tell you."

The two have their own concerns, so it's rare that they don't get too tired.

After tidying up, He Ling climbed onto the bed and asked Bai Heng to sit on his lap with his legs spread apart. This position was too ambiguous. Although Bai Heng was shy, he complied. He put both hands on He Ling's shoulders, facing each other. Being hugged by He Ling, her long eyelashes trembled, her expression was cute and soft.

He Ling smelled the faint scent of milk on his body, couldn't help but bury himself in him, smelled it again and again, and exchanged a long kiss with him before saying, "What do you want to say to me?"

Bai Heng reluctantly licked his moist lips, planning to inoculate He Ling first, and said falteringly, "I said you can't be angry with me."

He Ling laughed, "Am I very bad-tempered?" After thinking about it, he was indeed quite fierce to Bai Heng sometimes, pinching Bai Heng's face, "Just tell me, I promise I won't be angry."

He had something hidden in his heart, and when he thought of leaving Bai Heng here alone for the New Year, he naturally treated Bai Heng with kindness.

Bai Heng's tone was cautious, "About the Chinese New Year."

When He Ling heard this sentence at first, his expression changed slightly uncontrollably.

His changes naturally fell into Bai Heng's eyes. Bai Heng was puzzled, pretending not to notice He Ling's abnormality, and still said, "My aunt wants me to go home for the New Year."

He stared at He Ling for a moment, and he clearly felt relieved to see He Ling, even if there was a slight difference, but the two of them got along day and night, and he was able to distinguish He Ling's emotions very well.

He Ling just had an expression as if he had been caught doing something bad, but in the end he realized it was just a false alarm, and he quickly relaxed.

Bai Heng almost intuitively guessed that He Ling had something to hide from him.

"That's good," He Ling said in a natural tone, as if he was sincerely thinking of Bai Heng, "No matter what, they are all your family members, so you should go back to celebrate the New Year."

The temptation came up quietly.

"But I don't want to go back."

He Ling was slightly startled, and continued, "Xiaobai, I also want to discuss the Chinese New Year with you tonight."

Bai Heng waited quietly for He Ling's next words.

"Although my parents know that I am with you, I have considered whether I can take you home together for the New Year, but they say they accept it, but they may not agree in their hearts. You know, the elderly are more traditional. Back then When they knew that I liked men, they almost broke off relations with me, I don't want to take you back and make you feel wronged."

He found a high-sounding reason, but in fact only he himself knew what the real reason was - he didn't want to go out to see Qi Shuqiao when Bai Heng found out.

It's a pity that the more He Ling made excuses, the more Bai Heng confirmed that He Ling was hiding something from him. After so many lessons, Bai Heng no longer dared to believe He Ling's words. He stared deeply at Bai Heng, " I'm not afraid of being wronged, I want to be with you..."

"But I don't want you to be angry," He Ling interrupted him, and said softly, "Besides, I don't want to make my parents unhappy."

Bai Heng bit his lower lip and remained silent.

"I have always been very sorry that you had conflicts with my family because of me. If you can reconcile with your family this New Year, we will be less hindered when we get together in the future." He Ling pecked his cheek, eyes full of love Niu, "Xiaobai, I won't be back for a long time, I will be back on the fifth day at the latest, are you obedient?"

He can always use beautiful rhetoric to decorate his own selfishness, if it was Bai Heng in the past, he would be easily seduced by him again, but for some reason, now Bai Heng only feels sad and disappointed when he hears these specious words.

But in the end, he still nodded his head under He Ling's expectant eyes.

He Ling was really happy, hugging him and kissing him like rewarding an obedient puppy.

To He Ling, he is like a docile pet who comes and goes when he is called, if he is not obedient, He Ling should throw him away without hesitation.

Bai Heng tightly hugged He Ling's waist, sat on He Ling's lap and deepened the kiss, he kissed too hard, as if he wanted to swallow He Ling in, even when he heard He Ling's uncomfortable moan, he refused to stop, It wasn't until He Ling was out of breath that he turned his face away, then he lay down on He Ling's neck and bit gently.

After He Ling prevaricated Bai Heng, the big stone in his heart fell, and he ambiguously took the initiative to wrap around Bai Heng's waist.

The room is full of spring love.

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In the blink of an eye, it was the 28th year of the year, and He Ling started his journey home early in the morning.

Before leaving, Bai Heng seemed very reluctant, and he was willing to leave after watching his car go away. When he saw the figure in the car mirror that gradually turned into a miniature until it disappeared completely, he felt a little guilty in his heart, but also It was just a very slight moment, and he never regretted his choice.

He Ling's hometown is nearly a six-hour drive from City A, but at the end of the year, there was a traffic jam, and he drove for ten hours to reach his destination. He was so tired that his brows were sore, and he just wanted to find a bed to lie down and have a good sleep. As a result, when I opened the door to see my parents, whom I hadn't seen for half a year, my exhaustion suddenly disappeared.

It's time for dinner, He Ling can eat the familiar taste as soon as he arrives home, he hums in comfort, praises He's mother's craftsmanship vigorously, praises He's mother so much that there are no heavens and earths, laughing out one after another crow's feet Well, Father He is a somewhat pedantic man, he doesn't like He Ling's lack of formality when he speaks, but he just muttered a few words with a straight face, and the dinner table was full of warmth.

He Ling was enjoying his meal, when he noticed that the two elders were flirting with each other, he hesitated to speak, and said with a smile, "You two are playing charades, while I'm here, just ask if you have anything."

Hearing this, Mother He got excited and cleared her throat, "You and Xiao Bai are getting on well, why don't you bring him back to have a look?"

During the time when He Ling and Bai Heng lived together, the number of times the two elders had video calls with Bai Heng could be counted on one hand, but it was obvious that they were extremely satisfied with Bai Heng. It wasn't long before he sat down, and the second elder couldn't help asking. It's purely because the parents-in-law look at the pretty daughter-in-law, and the more they look at each other, the more they match each other.

He said calmly, "It's not that far yet."

"What you said, Xiaobai Duojun is a young man, and he is devoted to you. No matter what you do, you have to give him a name."

He Ling was choked up, and couldn't help but said, "Mom, you really regarded Xiao Bai as my wife, and she died early in the morning. Let me remind you that gay marriage in mainland China is not yet legal."

"It depends on human effort. If you really want to get married, you can't help it. I checked with your father, and now you can get married without going abroad..."

"I'm still young, I really don't think so long-term."

"You are 27 after the new year, and you still think of yourself as a seventeen or eighteen boy. Let me tell you, your dad and I finally accepted that you like men. If you dare to make me single You and I will never stop talking about doctrine." She winked at Father He, "Old He, say something."

"Your mother is right. How can one live without someone to support each other? It doesn't matter if you rely on your youth now. When you get old, your teeth will fall out, you can't walk, and there is no one around you." Girl, you won't know what regret is until then." Father He explained the truth in a consistent way, "I see that Xiaobai is a good kid, he is good-looking and polite, except he is younger than you, he can't pick him If something goes wrong, you must not let others down."

He Ling really didn't expect that homosexuals would be urged to marry when they go home for the New Year. He was told by the elders that he had one head and two big heads, and repeatedly begged for mercy, "Mom and Dad, I'm not old yet, my teeth and hair are still there, and I can walk easily No, please stop chanting sutras, both of you."

Mother He was so annoyed by his perfunctory attitude that she pointed at him fiercely, "I don't know who you look like with such a bad character. If you hadn't grown up to be such a big man, I wouldn't be able to do it. I really want to beat you with a big bamboo board."

He Ling stuffed a piece of sauce-flavored beef and muttered, "You didn't smoke less when I was young..."

Seeing that He's mother was about to lose her temper, he quickly acted like a good boy, "I see, I will change my mind and treat your prospective daughter-in-law, Xiao Bai, well."

"You'd better do what you say, and there is no truth in your mouth."

He Ling finally managed to bypass the topic of marriage. He has been in love for so many years, and he has never thought about marriage at all. Even Bai Heng, who is the most special of all his love partners, has never considered it. end free life.

People will die if they don’t eat, but they can definitely live well if they don’t get married. Since they can live, why bother to dig their own grave when they are full and have nothing to do?

He Ling's logic is self-consistent, no one can convince him, and only when facing his parents, he is willing to prevaricate.

After a busy day, He Ling was so tired that his eyelids were clenched when he lay down.

Bai Heng sent him several messages, and he directly played a video call, and soon Bai Heng's glistening face occupied the entire screen, and the burning longing in his eyes could be caught at a glance.

He Ling was drowsy and forced himself to chat with Bai Heng.

"This is our first long-distance relationship, do you miss me?"

Bai Heng pursed a shy sweet smile, "I miss you very much."

The distance between the two was more than 500 kilometers, Bai Heng wished he could embrace He Ling through the screen.

"My parents still talked about you today."

"What are you talking about?"

He Ling joked, "Tell me to marry you home as soon as possible and be the daughter-in-law of our old He family. The best thing is to give me a son and a half."

Bai Heng blushed slightly, and held back a sentence for a while, "You should be born..."

He Ling said, "Xiaobai, you have learned badly."

Bai Heng rolled his moist eyes, as if he was extremely embarrassed, he hesitated, "I won't give birth."

"If you really want to live, you have to be arrested by the Academy of Sciences as a research object."

Bai Heng didn't expect that one day he would say such absurd words, his face was as red as the red clouds in the sky.

It is impossible for them to have children in this life. After all, when they choose to take this path, they have already lost the qualification to conceive offspring, but it is still possible to dream.

He Ling fantasized, "I like my daughter, how about you?"

Bai Heng muttered shyly, "I like everything you gave birth to."

"How can you take advantage of me?"

Bai Heng didn't know what to think of, his face was blushing as if it was about to bleed.

He Ling yawned and murmured, "Hi girl, you are the best, she must be a peerless beauty..."

The winter is cold outside the window, but the house is full of warmth, the voice of the conversation is gradually weakening, and there is sweetness in the dream.

The author says:

Xiaobai (blushing): How come?