Ye Xiu didn't believe me, but he managed to tell Su Mucheng about it.Mucheng quickly dialed the video for me, and as soon as she pressed the connect button, her questions were fired at me like a cannonball.

"Sister Xiaoqing! How did you find your brother? Where is he now? Where has he been in the past few years? Does he know what happened recently?" Unfortunately, there is still a distance between Hangzhou and Shanghai where we are, and it is now In the middle of the night, otherwise, according to this momentum, Su Mucheng might go downstairs and stop a taxi to rush downstairs to us to reunite with Su Muqiu.

I looked up at Su Muqiu to ask for an answer, while he was staring at his seven-year-old sister on the screen with surprise and curiosity.

For Su Muqiu, "just now" Su Mucheng was still a 15-year-old girl, but in just an instant, Mucheng suddenly appeared as a 22-year-old.He was originally three years older than Mucheng, but now, he is the only one forever.

When he opened his mouth, he didn't answer Su Mucheng's question, but just muttered to himself, with strong sadness: "Our Mucheng... grew up and became beautiful."

I will repeat it truthfully.Su Mucheng was stunned for a moment, and then mist filled her eyes.The white mist condensed into water droplets, which fell from her eyes with relief.

Of course I knew she was going to cry, and I cried.Who can not cry?

Su Muqiu and I spent a long time comforting the weeping little girl on the other side of the screen, and made an appointment with her that we would come to Hangzhou tomorrow to find her and Ye Xiu, and then the four of us could have a good get-together.During the day, Mucheng has to train, Ye Xiu has to catch up on sleep (although I doubt whether he will be able to sleep tonight), and I am also planning to bring Su Muqiu to his grandfather, so that the old psychic can check where he is. Something went wrong.So, I set the meeting time for tomorrow night at Xingxin Internet Cafe.Fortunately, tomorrow is Friday, and there is only one class meeting in my school. I called to say I was sick and asked another teacher to take over, but I succeeded in getting a leave.

After a lot of tossing, I put down my phone, feeling exhausted physically and mentally.I looked at Su Muqiu, and saw him sitting on the sofa, a little dazed, as if he still couldn't digest the series of earth-shaking changes in his life.

I knew what else he cared about, so I invited him to sit next to me, and selected the most played glory collection on the video site, and projected it on the TV screen for him.When he saw the words "Seven years of glory, my way is not alone" on the title, he lost his mind for a moment.

The video started in 2015 and selected more than 100 games. Of course, there are Ye Xiu and Su Mucheng, and there are many other players whose names I can't name. It's enough for him to watch all night.Anyway, he is a ghost, and he will not be sleepy and tired like a human being. He likes to watch for as long as he likes.

After taking care of him, I realized that my stomach was still empty.The half-eaten quick-frozen dumplings were already cold.I suddenly had a little joy in my heart that I wanted to celebrate something, so I ignored the rules of eating dumplings on the winter solstice night, opened the takeaway software, and ordered some barbecue and drinks.

The house I rented has a good location, adjacent to the Lujiazui business district, and the takeaway was delivered quickly.I took the takeaway box from the tired delivery guy, sat down behind Su Muqiu's ghost, and enjoyed the steaming barbecue by myself.I looked up at him, he was watching the Battle of the Conferred Gods in One Autumn Leaf.His back was tensed with tension, and his fingers were clenched into two fists.When One Autumn Leaf played smoothly, he pounded his fists and applauded; when One Autumn Leaf accidentally made a foolish trick, he also felt heartbroken.I stared at his back for a long time, and I didn't even realize that the grilled eggplant in my hand had become cold.

Just in this brief moment, I got a glimpse of another distant and strange world—the appearance of Su Muqiu and I in that world where the car accident never happened.

I remember that in the orphanage, all the children could watch an hour of TV every night.I made friends with the Su Muqiu brothers and sisters, so I took it for granted that I sat with them every time.There are two night shift aunts in the orphanage. The tall, thin and young one has a good heart and will show us programs from the children’s channel; the short, fat and old one has a bad heart, so she turns on the TV on time every day regardless of what we like. She watches her favorite programs on the phone, either Qiong Yao or Jin Yong.I don't like the teary eyes and silent speech of the Qiong Yao girl, but I love the long snow and the misty mountains and rivers in the world of Jin Yong's martial arts.Su Muqiu also seems to be particularly able to empathize with the young knights in the TV series. Every night, he clenched his small fists, either joyful or regretful for the protagonist's every move.Because he likes it, so does Mucheng.During the day, we often play role-playing games: sometimes he is Mingjiaojiao advocates Wuji, Mucheng is the pampered Princess Zhao Min, and I am Zhou Zhiruo on the Hanshui boat; sometimes he is Guo Jing, the great hero, and Mucheng is the ancient spirit. The spooky Huang Rong, I am the strong and kind Mu Nianci... Everything depends on what Auntie watches at night.He always grabs the broom in the corner while his aunt is not paying attention, pretending that he is an invincible hero, while Mucheng always gets a role that is loved by thousands of people, and I play their supporting role with a smile, in my heart But also full of satisfaction and happiness.I like to follow behind him, there is always a whole world of mine behind him.

I finished dinner silently, washed up briefly, and when I returned to the living room, I saw Su Muqiu was still watching TV intently.This time, what was shown on the screen was Dancing Rain's first show.His eyes closely followed the character manipulated by Mu Orange, his eyes twinkled with stars, mixed with two emotions of distress and relief.I quietly walked around behind him and watched with him for a while.I couldn't bear it anymore, but I didn't want to go back to the bedroom to sleep.I lay on the sofa, and gradually fell asleep amidst the killing sounds of the Glory game.

Sure enough, I dreamed of Su Muqiu, or I always thought that everything that happened just now was a short but charming dream.In my dream, I was in the snowstorm of Jin Yong's world. I looked from the top of the mountain and saw the only color in the gray and white world.Su Muqiu is the only color in my world.I wanted to call out to him, but he only left me with an inseparable and inseparable back.

This scene suddenly reminded me of a song.It may be the ending song of a TV series by Jin Yong. The mournful and deep female voice once sang lyrics that I didn't understand, leaving elusive and sad ripples in my childish heart.I remember she sang like this: "Look at me, don't let the beauty stay empty. Youth will never die without regret, forever lover..."

I took steps to chase him, even if I went over mountains and mountains, I wanted to get him back, and I wanted to get back the time and space we used to exist.

Gu Xihua is the name my grandfather gave me.When I was in the orphanage, my name was not Gu Xihua, but Dang Qing.

Little Dang Qing realized very early on that children who grew up in orphanages were pitiful but not cute.

This is not deliberate derogation.Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering.We are a group of abandoned children, some are born with disabilities, some are seriously ill, we have been treated coldly, and we have never experienced the protection of our relatives.We are a group of savage little beasts struggling to grow, biting each other and competing for natural selection in the deep jungle of the orphanage.Even the most gentle and kind-hearted person always has a gloomy temperament.

But Su Muqiu was as warm as the sun.

Most of us have been in the orphanage since we can remember, but Su Muqiu didn't leave his parents until he was four years old, and was taken in by the orphanage with his younger sister.Therefore, when we were named Danghua, Dangming, and Dangze simply and rudely, the brothers and sisters of the Su family had moving names—Muqiu and Mucheng.In Su Muqiu's early memories, there are still sporadic fragments about his father and mother.He never complained about his parents who abandoned him, but instead picked up the scattered memories and took care of the little Mucheng like his parents.He made up beautiful fairy tales for his parents, telling Mucheng that his parents just turned into stars in the sky, and he didn't mean to abandon them.Under the care of Su Muqiu with all his heart, even though Mucheng grew up in an orphanage, there is little haze in her temperament, she is still innocent and sunny, which is really rare.

I am very envious of Mucheng.I often imagined that if I could have an older brother like Su Muqiu from the beginning, then maybe I would become a more lovable and ghost-loving child.Once, maybe because I slept too much the night before, my mind was muddled, and I said to him without beginning or end: "Su Muqiu, I also want to be your sister." My eyes widened, looking surprised.Fortunately, the good-tempered Su Muqiu didn't call me crazy, he quickly suppressed the surprise in his eyes, smiled at me gently, stretched out his hand and rubbed my hair: "Okay, sister Xiaoqing."

When I grew up, I regretted countless times: Why did I define my sister's position so early on, making it impossible for all kinds of stories to unfold later.

All the children in the orphanage liked the Su brothers and sisters, but I became their close friend just because I broke into his room one day and told him that I could see his dead mother.Since then, I have become acquainted with the Su brothers and sisters.I became the sounding board between them and their mother.Mucheng trusted me without reservation, Su Muqiu saw that what I said was good to Mucheng, so she didn't stop me.

After getting to know Su Muqiu, I found out that I am the same age as him and often attend the same class.Although the children in the orphanage are different from those outside the orphanage, they can still receive basic education.In addition to cultural classes, we can also take art classes, music classes, and even computer classes.Su Muqiu showed his intelligence very early on.When I was able to answer a math paper relying on the voices of well-meaning ghosts, Su Muqiu's grades in the culture class were already top notch.The computer class every Wednesday is his favorite. I can always hear Su Muqiu's hands flexibly dancing on the keyboard, and the crackling sound is like big beads falling on a jade plate.But I still struggled to look down keyboard by keyboard to find letters.The teachers all said that Su Muqiu is a smart kid, and when he gets old, he can be like Xiaoxuan, sent to a good school outside, and he will definitely be able to pass the undergraduate exam in the future.

Xiaoxuan in their mouth is a sister who is four or five years older than us.She is a shining elder sister, gentle and amiable, smart and eager to learn, adults and children like her very much.I heard that she came to the orphanage in the same year as Vice President Ning. At that time, the young Vice President Ning even treated her like a half-daughter and gave her his own surname.So, like the Su brothers and sisters, this sister named Ning Xuan is unique among our group of orphans with the party surname.She is a person who has already half-stepped out of the orphanage, and has already passed the entrance examination to a junior high school outside.Everyone knows that in the future, she will be admitted to the best high school, will be admitted to a university, and will fly on the branches and become a phoenix.The aunts always said that Xiaoxuan must be promising, and she will go to a big city in the future, and then go to a foreign country, and then come back to see us with big bags and small bags of good things.How do we know what big cities and foreign countries look like, and we think that the East is as full of gold as described in "Marco Polo's Travels", and it is a paradise on earth.Therefore, when our group of children looked at her, there was always a bit of admiration for the gods in our hearts.

Su Muqiu will undoubtedly become the next Ning Xuan, the pride of the next one to walk out of the orphanage.So, when I walked beside him, I felt a little bit of admiration and admiration in my heart, and I felt that standing beside him became radiant.When I grew up, I read Zhang Ailing, read the "Heart Sutra", and read this rather mean Shanghai woman wrote: "A woman's love for a man must always have a bit of admiration." Only then did I understand that from the beginning, my love for Su Muqiu Emotion is fatal, and it is necessary to hit the south wall without looking back.

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The author has something to say: Merry Christmas everyone!

At present, this article is tentatively scheduled to be updated every Saturday, and now there are only 2 words in the archives, so I have to save time to post... If I finish writing the full text in advance, I will increase the update frequency.

感谢在2021-12-2121:04:04~2021-12-2501:43:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of domineering side leakage; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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