Sara
Chapter 45 Being Loved
The sky was gray and it might rain. Linshu originally planned to take Yofasa out to get some air, but he had to give up.
In order to prevent Yofasa from having any strange reactions again, Linshu did not let him watch any more popular science documentaries.
Recently, Carol made a new movie. Lin Shu was not interested in actresses, but remembering that Yofasa liked her very much, so he asked Yofasha if he wanted to watch this movie.
He could see that Yofasha had been restless these two days.
"It's still a holographic immersive movie. I just happen to have the equipment." Linshu found out the projector, and he gently tossed up the small frisbee-shaped projector, hovering near the chandelier. What’s more, she takes many children on adventures, if you don’t like children, we can watch other.”
He turned off the light and adjusted the terminal connected to the projector.
"Do you like children very much?" asked Jeofasha.
"Well...Of course I mean kind and cute." Linshu recalled the previous events, worried about Yuefasha, "Not all children are like Dylan, most children are much more lovable than adults, after all In terms of appearance, it is much better than adults."
"I used to want to have two children with my beloved. It would be nice to have more, but it would be too much of a physical burden for the other party..."
Linshu said a few more words when he talked about the things he liked, and found that Yofasha had been staring at him quietly, and he suddenly couldn't continue.
An inexplicable emotion restricted him, making it impossible for him to speak further.
Jehofasa can't have children... he thought confusedly.
No, no, what is he thinking?If things go on like this, whether it's Irina or Lambert's scolding him, it will be true!
Linshu was about to change the subject when he heard Yofasa say, "Give me your terminal."
Linshu hesitated. He didn't dare to use any equipment that could communicate with the outside world for Yofasa. Before Senna had a special person watching to know if his operation was tricky, Linshu was not that high-level. Yofasa really wanted to deceive him. , he may not see it.
But Yofasa really wanted to run away, and there were plenty of ways, and he would not contact the empire in such a blatant way.
"What are you going to do?" Linshu asked.
In fact, this question is not very good. It is easy for Yofasha to feel that he is doubting him.
Yofasa didn't mind the deep meaning behind this question. He said frankly: "I will show you the video of my childhood. If you log in with ordinary permissions and steal it, you will not be discovered."
Without hesitation, Linshu stuffed the terminal into Yofasa's hand, and closed the curtains, as if saying "Hurry up".
Yofasa operated for more than two minutes under Linshu's watchful eye. Linshu's terminal has the function of hiding his personal address, so he didn't need to do too complicated hiding work, and directly copied what he needed.
The projector near the chandelier flickered with Yofasa's operation, and a colorful light fell down. The light and shadow intertwined, and the pictures around them were replaced by projections.
The projected scene is an empty hall, where many instruments of unknown purpose are placed. Whether it is the walls or various furnishings, the main color is silver and white metal.
Directly across from Linshu, sat a small child with soft and smooth long blond hair, glass bead-like red eyes that were crystal clear, and an immature face that seemed to come from an angel carefully depicted on a mural.
The child is holding an electronic screen to draw, humming an ancient nursery rhyme while drawing, and dangling in the air with a pair of short legs that cannot touch the ground.
It seems that the child who is only in his teens has not yet reached the stage of voice change. His voice is a little shrill and has the unique softness of children. It is no different from the sounds of nature in Linshu, who is overflowing with maternal love.
What's more, this child is obviously a shrunken version of Yofasha, but the style is different, and it even looks like a girl.
He took a breath, forced himself to calm down, and didn't take the initiative to reach out to touch the projection's head.
"This video was recorded when I was ten years old, and then the surveillance around me was gradually removed." Yofasa explained.
"You were as good-looking when you were a child as you are now, but I don't quite understand why he wears a skirt?" Linshu pointed to the little "Yofasa" who was wearing a white skirt in front of him.
"Because she's a girl." Yofasa said nonchalantly what made Linshu feel turbulent.
"What? What is a girl? Have you changed your gender?"
Lin Shu couldn't believe it at all, "No, it's natural to you, no more, no less, I can't fall into double every time... It's not right, ah, why were you a girl when you were young?!"
"Because that's not me." Yofasa couldn't handle so many problems, he turned Linshu's head and made him look to the other side, "That's me."
Linshu followed Yofasha's hand and saw a child with the same appearance in his sight.
He and the girl in the skirt are sitting in the same chair, holding the same electronic screen, which at first glance looks like a mirror image of the girl.
But Linshu saw a big difference at a glance. The real Yofasa sat very well, with interlaced lines reflected in his clear eyes.
He draws carefully and concentrates, without unnecessary movements, but his thick eyelashes flap from time to time, and after a stage of painting, he will raise his eyes to look at the person opposite.
Linshu remembered that the emperor was man-made. Since it was man-made, it should be normal to have multiple copies.
"You were so good when you were young." Linshu walked to the image of the young Yofasa and squatted down. He noticed a small nameplate on his chest with the number "1103" engraved on it. "This is it?"
"My number," said Yofasa.
Linshu raised his eyebrows: "1103? Do you have more than 1000?"
A large number of copied and pasted Yofashas appeared in his mind. Judging from the state of the girl, these children's personalities are not the same-more than 1000 different Yofashas. Is this hell or heaven?
"The numbers are numbered from the embryos, and there are not so many survivors." Yofasa shook his head, "At this time, only me and her are left."
And the number on the girl's chest is 799.
"That is to say, there is a female emperor in the palace? As your backup?"
Linshu speculated that the information Irina gave him was not comprehensive enough, but he never mentioned this.
Jehofasa denies: "She was abandoned shortly after this video, the resources of the empire were only enough to create an 'emperor' and..."
And what, he didn't go on.
"So, are you the only one who survived?" Linshu's excitement gradually calmed down, he returned to Yofasa and held his hand, "Is it... If you are not good enough, you will be the one who will be abandoned ?”
After getting along for such a long time, Linshu can feel that Yofasha's nature is not what he showed. He grew up in that cold environment and had to compete with other people for the qualification to survive. It is only selfish to be able to remain like this now. It's hard not to take the initiative to hurt others.
Yofasa lowered his eyes and said softly, "I am the one who is not good enough. My evaluation has never been as high as hers."
"She is much more mature than me, and she is also smarter than me. Only we have the same tolerance for experiments, but she won't cry. No matter how hard I try, I am not as good as her...Everyone likes her more, she is It's number one."
Then why will you be the emperor?This question rolled in Linshu's throat.
According to general thinking, if a person wants to survive in the situation of Yofasha, he must either become better...or persecute another better person.
Would Jeofahsa do something like that?He looked even more unworldly when he was a child than now, and he didn't look like someone who would hate others.
But he himself is very afraid of death. In order to survive, human beings can do anything.
Yofasa saw Linshu's doubts, and still said in a soft voice: "In the last period, she did a lot of unreasonable things, and she became difficult to control, so that her evaluation kept dropping. I didn't become She is worse than her, but she took the initiative to make herself inferior to me."
"I was not very sensible at the time, and I didn't understand why she did that. I thought it was a matter of course that I was chosen."
"It was a long, long time later that I realized..." His voice became lower and lower, and the speed of his speech became slower and slower. Linshu held his hand tightly, so he raised his voice a little, and continued, "She did it on purpose." Let my."
799 is the first and only individual who overcomes the fear of death.
At this point, she is also much better than 1103.
The later emperor thought that he was the destiny of heaven and should have everything. When he was really sensible, he realized that what he had was obtained by the humility and compassion of others.
But humility and compassion are not good characters. 799 with a compassionate heart is obviously better than 1103, but he died because of this fatal weakness.
Yofasa hated such words for a long time, he didn't want to die like 799.
But he suddenly envied the girl who died calmly.
"She's so good, and I'm so bad... If she knew I would be like this, she might regret her decision."
Linshu interrupted Yofasa, and he asked seriously: "Did that girl receive the same education as you and grow up in the same environment as you?"
Yofasha opened his eyes and nodded.
Obviously they are all the same, he is so much worse than the other party in terms of character, state of mind and ability, most people should appreciate people like 799 more.
As he thought about it, he was a little distracted, but the warmth on his cheek pulled him back from his thoughts.
Linshu held his face, and said gently but firmly: "If this is the case, she must love you very, very, very much."
A child who is as afraid of death as Yofasa would give up the chance of survival for another person, there is no other explanation except "love".
There is no love for no reason, whether it is the current Yofasha or the former 1103, there must be a beautiful side, which is enough to move a cold heart.
"Zacharia..." Linshu raised the corners of his lips slightly, "You are worthy of being loved."
To avoid misunderstanding I emphasize love that is not love.
In order to prevent Yofasa from having any strange reactions again, Linshu did not let him watch any more popular science documentaries.
Recently, Carol made a new movie. Lin Shu was not interested in actresses, but remembering that Yofasa liked her very much, so he asked Yofasha if he wanted to watch this movie.
He could see that Yofasha had been restless these two days.
"It's still a holographic immersive movie. I just happen to have the equipment." Linshu found out the projector, and he gently tossed up the small frisbee-shaped projector, hovering near the chandelier. What’s more, she takes many children on adventures, if you don’t like children, we can watch other.”
He turned off the light and adjusted the terminal connected to the projector.
"Do you like children very much?" asked Jeofasha.
"Well...Of course I mean kind and cute." Linshu recalled the previous events, worried about Yuefasha, "Not all children are like Dylan, most children are much more lovable than adults, after all In terms of appearance, it is much better than adults."
"I used to want to have two children with my beloved. It would be nice to have more, but it would be too much of a physical burden for the other party..."
Linshu said a few more words when he talked about the things he liked, and found that Yofasha had been staring at him quietly, and he suddenly couldn't continue.
An inexplicable emotion restricted him, making it impossible for him to speak further.
Jehofasa can't have children... he thought confusedly.
No, no, what is he thinking?If things go on like this, whether it's Irina or Lambert's scolding him, it will be true!
Linshu was about to change the subject when he heard Yofasa say, "Give me your terminal."
Linshu hesitated. He didn't dare to use any equipment that could communicate with the outside world for Yofasa. Before Senna had a special person watching to know if his operation was tricky, Linshu was not that high-level. Yofasa really wanted to deceive him. , he may not see it.
But Yofasa really wanted to run away, and there were plenty of ways, and he would not contact the empire in such a blatant way.
"What are you going to do?" Linshu asked.
In fact, this question is not very good. It is easy for Yofasha to feel that he is doubting him.
Yofasa didn't mind the deep meaning behind this question. He said frankly: "I will show you the video of my childhood. If you log in with ordinary permissions and steal it, you will not be discovered."
Without hesitation, Linshu stuffed the terminal into Yofasa's hand, and closed the curtains, as if saying "Hurry up".
Yofasa operated for more than two minutes under Linshu's watchful eye. Linshu's terminal has the function of hiding his personal address, so he didn't need to do too complicated hiding work, and directly copied what he needed.
The projector near the chandelier flickered with Yofasa's operation, and a colorful light fell down. The light and shadow intertwined, and the pictures around them were replaced by projections.
The projected scene is an empty hall, where many instruments of unknown purpose are placed. Whether it is the walls or various furnishings, the main color is silver and white metal.
Directly across from Linshu, sat a small child with soft and smooth long blond hair, glass bead-like red eyes that were crystal clear, and an immature face that seemed to come from an angel carefully depicted on a mural.
The child is holding an electronic screen to draw, humming an ancient nursery rhyme while drawing, and dangling in the air with a pair of short legs that cannot touch the ground.
It seems that the child who is only in his teens has not yet reached the stage of voice change. His voice is a little shrill and has the unique softness of children. It is no different from the sounds of nature in Linshu, who is overflowing with maternal love.
What's more, this child is obviously a shrunken version of Yofasha, but the style is different, and it even looks like a girl.
He took a breath, forced himself to calm down, and didn't take the initiative to reach out to touch the projection's head.
"This video was recorded when I was ten years old, and then the surveillance around me was gradually removed." Yofasa explained.
"You were as good-looking when you were a child as you are now, but I don't quite understand why he wears a skirt?" Linshu pointed to the little "Yofasa" who was wearing a white skirt in front of him.
"Because she's a girl." Yofasa said nonchalantly what made Linshu feel turbulent.
"What? What is a girl? Have you changed your gender?"
Lin Shu couldn't believe it at all, "No, it's natural to you, no more, no less, I can't fall into double every time... It's not right, ah, why were you a girl when you were young?!"
"Because that's not me." Yofasa couldn't handle so many problems, he turned Linshu's head and made him look to the other side, "That's me."
Linshu followed Yofasha's hand and saw a child with the same appearance in his sight.
He and the girl in the skirt are sitting in the same chair, holding the same electronic screen, which at first glance looks like a mirror image of the girl.
But Linshu saw a big difference at a glance. The real Yofasa sat very well, with interlaced lines reflected in his clear eyes.
He draws carefully and concentrates, without unnecessary movements, but his thick eyelashes flap from time to time, and after a stage of painting, he will raise his eyes to look at the person opposite.
Linshu remembered that the emperor was man-made. Since it was man-made, it should be normal to have multiple copies.
"You were so good when you were young." Linshu walked to the image of the young Yofasa and squatted down. He noticed a small nameplate on his chest with the number "1103" engraved on it. "This is it?"
"My number," said Yofasa.
Linshu raised his eyebrows: "1103? Do you have more than 1000?"
A large number of copied and pasted Yofashas appeared in his mind. Judging from the state of the girl, these children's personalities are not the same-more than 1000 different Yofashas. Is this hell or heaven?
"The numbers are numbered from the embryos, and there are not so many survivors." Yofasa shook his head, "At this time, only me and her are left."
And the number on the girl's chest is 799.
"That is to say, there is a female emperor in the palace? As your backup?"
Linshu speculated that the information Irina gave him was not comprehensive enough, but he never mentioned this.
Jehofasa denies: "She was abandoned shortly after this video, the resources of the empire were only enough to create an 'emperor' and..."
And what, he didn't go on.
"So, are you the only one who survived?" Linshu's excitement gradually calmed down, he returned to Yofasa and held his hand, "Is it... If you are not good enough, you will be the one who will be abandoned ?”
After getting along for such a long time, Linshu can feel that Yofasha's nature is not what he showed. He grew up in that cold environment and had to compete with other people for the qualification to survive. It is only selfish to be able to remain like this now. It's hard not to take the initiative to hurt others.
Yofasa lowered his eyes and said softly, "I am the one who is not good enough. My evaluation has never been as high as hers."
"She is much more mature than me, and she is also smarter than me. Only we have the same tolerance for experiments, but she won't cry. No matter how hard I try, I am not as good as her...Everyone likes her more, she is It's number one."
Then why will you be the emperor?This question rolled in Linshu's throat.
According to general thinking, if a person wants to survive in the situation of Yofasha, he must either become better...or persecute another better person.
Would Jeofahsa do something like that?He looked even more unworldly when he was a child than now, and he didn't look like someone who would hate others.
But he himself is very afraid of death. In order to survive, human beings can do anything.
Yofasa saw Linshu's doubts, and still said in a soft voice: "In the last period, she did a lot of unreasonable things, and she became difficult to control, so that her evaluation kept dropping. I didn't become She is worse than her, but she took the initiative to make herself inferior to me."
"I was not very sensible at the time, and I didn't understand why she did that. I thought it was a matter of course that I was chosen."
"It was a long, long time later that I realized..." His voice became lower and lower, and the speed of his speech became slower and slower. Linshu held his hand tightly, so he raised his voice a little, and continued, "She did it on purpose." Let my."
799 is the first and only individual who overcomes the fear of death.
At this point, she is also much better than 1103.
The later emperor thought that he was the destiny of heaven and should have everything. When he was really sensible, he realized that what he had was obtained by the humility and compassion of others.
But humility and compassion are not good characters. 799 with a compassionate heart is obviously better than 1103, but he died because of this fatal weakness.
Yofasa hated such words for a long time, he didn't want to die like 799.
But he suddenly envied the girl who died calmly.
"She's so good, and I'm so bad... If she knew I would be like this, she might regret her decision."
Linshu interrupted Yofasa, and he asked seriously: "Did that girl receive the same education as you and grow up in the same environment as you?"
Yofasha opened his eyes and nodded.
Obviously they are all the same, he is so much worse than the other party in terms of character, state of mind and ability, most people should appreciate people like 799 more.
As he thought about it, he was a little distracted, but the warmth on his cheek pulled him back from his thoughts.
Linshu held his face, and said gently but firmly: "If this is the case, she must love you very, very, very much."
A child who is as afraid of death as Yofasa would give up the chance of survival for another person, there is no other explanation except "love".
There is no love for no reason, whether it is the current Yofasha or the former 1103, there must be a beautiful side, which is enough to move a cold heart.
"Zacharia..." Linshu raised the corners of his lips slightly, "You are worthy of being loved."
To avoid misunderstanding I emphasize love that is not love.
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