Sara
Chapter 64 Return
After all, Yofasa couldn't remember what happened that night, and Linshu didn't dare to tell him because of his guilty conscience. He only said that he accidentally ingested his blood and might be assimilated.
He was a little worried that Yofasa would be afraid of him, but fortunately Yofasa's fear of engineers came from unknown and possible harm. Subconsciously, he thought that Linshu would not hurt him, so he did not resist Linshu.
The worse situation is that Yofasa sleeps longer and longer every day, and he is rarely fully awake in a day.
Linshu asked Egbert the reason, suspecting that he had done something wrong, but Egbert firmly denied it.
"Don't rely on me for everything. Have you ever thought that it is his own problem?"
Egbert said, "If I guess right, he just needs to hibernate. There are many creatures in nature like this, and you don't need to worry about this."
"What really needs to be worried about is his heart and lungs... For ordinary people to his level, it is best to undergo surgery to replace the organs."
In recent years, the emerging human organ cultivation technology has become relatively mature, and organ transplant operations are fairly common in cities with a high degree of development.
However, Yofasha may not be able to accept ordinary organ transplants. If his heart and lung failure could be solved so easily, the empire should have replaced his organs long ago.
It's not as simple as changing parts for a machine.
"Although I don't think it's feasible, I still have to prepare. When it's a last resort, I can only let him try."
Egbert assigned a task to Linshu, "I know you don't believe me, you go to the relevant institutions in the Red Forest to consult first, collect the information and show it to me, and I will compare it."
Linshu accepted the task with a heavy heart.
He knew that Yofasa's heart and lungs were bad, but he didn't expect it to be so serious that he couldn't let it go. Yofasa never told him.
He really doesn't know anything.
The red forest has been snowing for several days in a row, and the whole city is white, no longer the warm red hue of autumn.
After coming out of the third company with an organ cultivation project, he saw that the opposite dessert shop was promoting new products. The pastries in the window looked quite delicious, and they were chocolates that Yofasa liked.
Buy him a copy, and if he thinks it tastes good, learn how to make it.
With this in mind, Linshu walked into the dessert shop.
In order to ensure that it was not a novel taste, he bought a copy himself first. He sat down by the window with the pastry, and suddenly had some strange feelings in his heart, as if there was something special near him.
So he raised his head, and was about to look around, when a person sat down on the seat opposite him. The person was dressed in ordinary clothes, was tall, and his posture was not like an ordinary passerby.
Lin Shu subconsciously moved his hand to the weapon, and the other party said before he could react: "I don't want to fight with you, I just came to tell you something as requested by Mr. Feiger."
"A matter of His Majesty."
Linshu's hand stopped.
Ulysses spread his hands on the table, showing his sincerity: "Although I hate you very much-let me explain that I don't hate people like you, but I can't accept that you can be so close to His Majesty , Jealousy, jealousy, do you understand?"
Linshu didn't answer.
Ulysses looked him around and sighed, "You've been assimilated too...it looks even more annoying."
"But since we are all of the same kind, you should be like me, you don't want His Majesty to die no matter what?"
Linshu's eyes darkened: "You don't need to talk so much nonsense."
"Well, I won't talk nonsense." Ulysses shrugged, "Then I'll just say, in your hands, His Majesty won't survive this winter."
"Your Majesty's physical condition can be seen with eyes. Even careful maintenance in the palace cannot prevent his decline. Medication alone is not enough to maintain stability. Fortunately, we have a solution. Several operations in recent years have been successful. "
"Mr. Feiger's original plan was to have his next operation next spring, a heart replacement, after all his condition can last up to another year."
"You mean, if there is no operation, he can only live for another year?" Lin Shu frowned.
"No." Ulysses shook his head, "That was under the premise of careful maintenance in the palace... We found out that something happened to him recently, you didn't take him seriously, did you?
Without the assistance of resource allocation and equipment, if His Majesty consumes himself too much, his condition will only get worse. We don't know his current physical condition, but Mr. Feiger said that he may not survive without surgery this winter. "
The temperature control of the dessert shop is suitable. One side of the glass blocks the wind, snow and cold, and a thin fog forms on the glass.
Lin Shu pursed his lips.
It turned out that the incident caused him not only psychological damage, but also serious physical effects?
But he didn't say anything to himself. If Ulysses didn't find himself to explain it, was he going to hide it until it was irretrievable?
"Then let me tell you what Mr. Feiger said first." Ulysses didn't know what was going on in Linshu's mind. He recalled Feiger's words and spoke slowly.
In the dessert shop, there is a rich aroma of pastries, the occasional sound of footsteps and conversations, wooden floors, and warm decorations, everything looks warm and peaceful.
In such a warm environment, Linshu heard Ulysses repeat Feiger's words, as if he could see Feiger right in front of his eyes, and said in a haggard, begging, and humble tone:
"Mr. Lin, I beg you to return Zacharias who is still alive."
He couldn't recover for a long time.
"I have been with Mr. Feiger for a long time. He is arrogant and mean, unreasonable, unyielding, strong-willed, and short-tempered." Ulysses muttered in a low voice, "It's the first time I've heard He said things like this... for His Majesty, he really doesn't care about anything."
Linshu was quiet for a long time, he didn't know how to make a choice.
He didn't want Yofasha to return to the cold palace, to be promoted to a high position that was not suitable for him, to do things he didn't want to do, to bear charges that didn't belong to him, to swing his limbs under the string, and to live twisted.
But he didn't want Yofasa to die.
What's more, in the rebel army, Yofasha is also not treated as the same kind by others. Even Zemel, who is willing to empathize with others in many things, unconsciously regards Yofasha as a tool that can be used.
How to do?
"I..." Linshu felt like a stick in his throat.
"You can think about it carefully. After all, Mr. Feiger can't do things with only one-handed preparation. Even if you lower your body to ask, sometimes you can't ask for it." Ulysses said, "I might as well tell you directly In addition to me, there are 17 engineers in Red Forest City, and the nearby army is already deploying, plus the local security force, it is still very easy to remove your stronghold."
"Mr. Feiger didn't take the lead in using force because he was afraid of hurting His Majesty. But if he can't take it back gently, His Majesty will die sooner or later. He can only give it a go in the end."
"You can fight to the death. Anyway, you have strong vitality, and you can't kill them all—but you have to think about whether it's worth it. Fighting a meaningless battle for the emperor who is absolutely impossible to keep is not worth it. Is it what you're after?"
Ulysses spoke sincerely. Like Feiger, he cared about Yofasha and did not want Yofasha to suffer any harm.
In other words, the three of them hold the same attitude regarding the safety of Yofasha.
It's just that there are more special concerns.
"I can't give you an answer right now."
Linshu pulled away his chair and got up, but Ulysses didn't force him, just sat in his seat and watched him leave.
Linshu took two steps, then turned around suddenly, and asked, "If he goes back, will his memory really be erased and his personality modified?"
Ulysses met Shang Linshu's eyes, and after a few seconds, he answered without concealment.
-
When Linshu came back, Yofasa had just woken up from his afternoon nap, which lasted three hours, just in time for afternoon tea.
He unwrapped the dessert he brought back, made a cup of hot drink, and then brought Yofa Salad who was still sleepy, let him lean in his arms, and fed him dessert.
Yofasa never reacts slowly when eating, even if he doesn't know who he is and what he is doing, he will chew and swallow things that suit his taste.
During this period of time, he either ate or slept, and gained weight very quickly. Linshu thought about whether to control his diet, but now he felt that it might not be necessary.
He is not fat, even if he is fat, the negative impact of obesity may not be able to overwhelm him.
After eating dessert, Yofasa's eyelids finally stopped falling. He lay on Linshu's lap and looked at the ceiling, as if he was thinking, but he didn't seem to be thinking about anything.
Linshu picked up the book at hand, found the page with the bookmark, and was about to read the next chapter to Yofasa.
Yofasha turned his scarlet eyes slightly, and moved to Linshu. He looked at Linshu for a while, and asked, "Don't you have anything to tell me?"
Linshu's hand was stiff at the corner of the book, he hesitated and touched Yofasa's neck, not knowing how to speak.
"If it's about me, shouldn't you ask for my opinion?" Yofasa said.
Lin Shu closed his eyes, closed the book slowly, and put it aside.He looked into Yofasha's eyes from top to bottom, those beautiful and clear eyes like red glass, and said, "I know something... about you."
He repeated what Ulysses had told him, and as he spoke he stroked Jehophasa's face as if it were a rare treasure.
"I don't want you to die, and I don't want to return you..."
He remembered joking with Yofasha once, Yofasha said that he was like a robber, and he responded that he was a robber, and if he stole it, it was his, and he would never return it anyway.
But Jehophasa is not his, Jehophasa cannot be his.
Treasures stolen by plunder cannot be kept.
"I don't want you to go back to the cage, you should be free... I don't want you to go back to the way you were before, they will modify your memory and redesign you into their ideal puppet...
You don't like to hurt people, but they will make you do things you hate...they just treat you as a machine...no one will love you..."
He was speaking intermittently and incoherently, but his heart and lungs, which were obviously healthy, kept contracting rapidly at this moment.
He was a little out of breath.
There was a buzzing in his head.
Yofasa still stared at him quietly until Linshu couldn't say a word: "Love can't let me live."
He said it almost callously.
"Linn, you can't ask everyone to be as noble as you."
"I'm selfish."
"I want to live."
"Even if I can't be myself."
All kinds of images in the past few months flashed in Yofasha's mind one by one. He stored all the experiences since he met the man in front of him, good, bad, happy, sad, he had felt love, He has felt hatred, met many different people and things, all of which are precious in his 20 years of life.
But all this will perish in the future.
Like he never had it.
"So, let me go back."
despair……
Yofasha blinked, and warm tears fell from the sky and fell on his face.
He was a little worried that Yofasa would be afraid of him, but fortunately Yofasa's fear of engineers came from unknown and possible harm. Subconsciously, he thought that Linshu would not hurt him, so he did not resist Linshu.
The worse situation is that Yofasa sleeps longer and longer every day, and he is rarely fully awake in a day.
Linshu asked Egbert the reason, suspecting that he had done something wrong, but Egbert firmly denied it.
"Don't rely on me for everything. Have you ever thought that it is his own problem?"
Egbert said, "If I guess right, he just needs to hibernate. There are many creatures in nature like this, and you don't need to worry about this."
"What really needs to be worried about is his heart and lungs... For ordinary people to his level, it is best to undergo surgery to replace the organs."
In recent years, the emerging human organ cultivation technology has become relatively mature, and organ transplant operations are fairly common in cities with a high degree of development.
However, Yofasha may not be able to accept ordinary organ transplants. If his heart and lung failure could be solved so easily, the empire should have replaced his organs long ago.
It's not as simple as changing parts for a machine.
"Although I don't think it's feasible, I still have to prepare. When it's a last resort, I can only let him try."
Egbert assigned a task to Linshu, "I know you don't believe me, you go to the relevant institutions in the Red Forest to consult first, collect the information and show it to me, and I will compare it."
Linshu accepted the task with a heavy heart.
He knew that Yofasa's heart and lungs were bad, but he didn't expect it to be so serious that he couldn't let it go. Yofasa never told him.
He really doesn't know anything.
The red forest has been snowing for several days in a row, and the whole city is white, no longer the warm red hue of autumn.
After coming out of the third company with an organ cultivation project, he saw that the opposite dessert shop was promoting new products. The pastries in the window looked quite delicious, and they were chocolates that Yofasa liked.
Buy him a copy, and if he thinks it tastes good, learn how to make it.
With this in mind, Linshu walked into the dessert shop.
In order to ensure that it was not a novel taste, he bought a copy himself first. He sat down by the window with the pastry, and suddenly had some strange feelings in his heart, as if there was something special near him.
So he raised his head, and was about to look around, when a person sat down on the seat opposite him. The person was dressed in ordinary clothes, was tall, and his posture was not like an ordinary passerby.
Lin Shu subconsciously moved his hand to the weapon, and the other party said before he could react: "I don't want to fight with you, I just came to tell you something as requested by Mr. Feiger."
"A matter of His Majesty."
Linshu's hand stopped.
Ulysses spread his hands on the table, showing his sincerity: "Although I hate you very much-let me explain that I don't hate people like you, but I can't accept that you can be so close to His Majesty , Jealousy, jealousy, do you understand?"
Linshu didn't answer.
Ulysses looked him around and sighed, "You've been assimilated too...it looks even more annoying."
"But since we are all of the same kind, you should be like me, you don't want His Majesty to die no matter what?"
Linshu's eyes darkened: "You don't need to talk so much nonsense."
"Well, I won't talk nonsense." Ulysses shrugged, "Then I'll just say, in your hands, His Majesty won't survive this winter."
"Your Majesty's physical condition can be seen with eyes. Even careful maintenance in the palace cannot prevent his decline. Medication alone is not enough to maintain stability. Fortunately, we have a solution. Several operations in recent years have been successful. "
"Mr. Feiger's original plan was to have his next operation next spring, a heart replacement, after all his condition can last up to another year."
"You mean, if there is no operation, he can only live for another year?" Lin Shu frowned.
"No." Ulysses shook his head, "That was under the premise of careful maintenance in the palace... We found out that something happened to him recently, you didn't take him seriously, did you?
Without the assistance of resource allocation and equipment, if His Majesty consumes himself too much, his condition will only get worse. We don't know his current physical condition, but Mr. Feiger said that he may not survive without surgery this winter. "
The temperature control of the dessert shop is suitable. One side of the glass blocks the wind, snow and cold, and a thin fog forms on the glass.
Lin Shu pursed his lips.
It turned out that the incident caused him not only psychological damage, but also serious physical effects?
But he didn't say anything to himself. If Ulysses didn't find himself to explain it, was he going to hide it until it was irretrievable?
"Then let me tell you what Mr. Feiger said first." Ulysses didn't know what was going on in Linshu's mind. He recalled Feiger's words and spoke slowly.
In the dessert shop, there is a rich aroma of pastries, the occasional sound of footsteps and conversations, wooden floors, and warm decorations, everything looks warm and peaceful.
In such a warm environment, Linshu heard Ulysses repeat Feiger's words, as if he could see Feiger right in front of his eyes, and said in a haggard, begging, and humble tone:
"Mr. Lin, I beg you to return Zacharias who is still alive."
He couldn't recover for a long time.
"I have been with Mr. Feiger for a long time. He is arrogant and mean, unreasonable, unyielding, strong-willed, and short-tempered." Ulysses muttered in a low voice, "It's the first time I've heard He said things like this... for His Majesty, he really doesn't care about anything."
Linshu was quiet for a long time, he didn't know how to make a choice.
He didn't want Yofasha to return to the cold palace, to be promoted to a high position that was not suitable for him, to do things he didn't want to do, to bear charges that didn't belong to him, to swing his limbs under the string, and to live twisted.
But he didn't want Yofasa to die.
What's more, in the rebel army, Yofasha is also not treated as the same kind by others. Even Zemel, who is willing to empathize with others in many things, unconsciously regards Yofasha as a tool that can be used.
How to do?
"I..." Linshu felt like a stick in his throat.
"You can think about it carefully. After all, Mr. Feiger can't do things with only one-handed preparation. Even if you lower your body to ask, sometimes you can't ask for it." Ulysses said, "I might as well tell you directly In addition to me, there are 17 engineers in Red Forest City, and the nearby army is already deploying, plus the local security force, it is still very easy to remove your stronghold."
"Mr. Feiger didn't take the lead in using force because he was afraid of hurting His Majesty. But if he can't take it back gently, His Majesty will die sooner or later. He can only give it a go in the end."
"You can fight to the death. Anyway, you have strong vitality, and you can't kill them all—but you have to think about whether it's worth it. Fighting a meaningless battle for the emperor who is absolutely impossible to keep is not worth it. Is it what you're after?"
Ulysses spoke sincerely. Like Feiger, he cared about Yofasha and did not want Yofasha to suffer any harm.
In other words, the three of them hold the same attitude regarding the safety of Yofasha.
It's just that there are more special concerns.
"I can't give you an answer right now."
Linshu pulled away his chair and got up, but Ulysses didn't force him, just sat in his seat and watched him leave.
Linshu took two steps, then turned around suddenly, and asked, "If he goes back, will his memory really be erased and his personality modified?"
Ulysses met Shang Linshu's eyes, and after a few seconds, he answered without concealment.
-
When Linshu came back, Yofasa had just woken up from his afternoon nap, which lasted three hours, just in time for afternoon tea.
He unwrapped the dessert he brought back, made a cup of hot drink, and then brought Yofa Salad who was still sleepy, let him lean in his arms, and fed him dessert.
Yofasa never reacts slowly when eating, even if he doesn't know who he is and what he is doing, he will chew and swallow things that suit his taste.
During this period of time, he either ate or slept, and gained weight very quickly. Linshu thought about whether to control his diet, but now he felt that it might not be necessary.
He is not fat, even if he is fat, the negative impact of obesity may not be able to overwhelm him.
After eating dessert, Yofasa's eyelids finally stopped falling. He lay on Linshu's lap and looked at the ceiling, as if he was thinking, but he didn't seem to be thinking about anything.
Linshu picked up the book at hand, found the page with the bookmark, and was about to read the next chapter to Yofasa.
Yofasha turned his scarlet eyes slightly, and moved to Linshu. He looked at Linshu for a while, and asked, "Don't you have anything to tell me?"
Linshu's hand was stiff at the corner of the book, he hesitated and touched Yofasa's neck, not knowing how to speak.
"If it's about me, shouldn't you ask for my opinion?" Yofasa said.
Lin Shu closed his eyes, closed the book slowly, and put it aside.He looked into Yofasha's eyes from top to bottom, those beautiful and clear eyes like red glass, and said, "I know something... about you."
He repeated what Ulysses had told him, and as he spoke he stroked Jehophasa's face as if it were a rare treasure.
"I don't want you to die, and I don't want to return you..."
He remembered joking with Yofasha once, Yofasha said that he was like a robber, and he responded that he was a robber, and if he stole it, it was his, and he would never return it anyway.
But Jehophasa is not his, Jehophasa cannot be his.
Treasures stolen by plunder cannot be kept.
"I don't want you to go back to the cage, you should be free... I don't want you to go back to the way you were before, they will modify your memory and redesign you into their ideal puppet...
You don't like to hurt people, but they will make you do things you hate...they just treat you as a machine...no one will love you..."
He was speaking intermittently and incoherently, but his heart and lungs, which were obviously healthy, kept contracting rapidly at this moment.
He was a little out of breath.
There was a buzzing in his head.
Yofasa still stared at him quietly until Linshu couldn't say a word: "Love can't let me live."
He said it almost callously.
"Linn, you can't ask everyone to be as noble as you."
"I'm selfish."
"I want to live."
"Even if I can't be myself."
All kinds of images in the past few months flashed in Yofasha's mind one by one. He stored all the experiences since he met the man in front of him, good, bad, happy, sad, he had felt love, He has felt hatred, met many different people and things, all of which are precious in his 20 years of life.
But all this will perish in the future.
Like he never had it.
"So, let me go back."
despair……
Yofasha blinked, and warm tears fell from the sky and fell on his face.
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