surface light

Maybe, it's all just superficial light;

A warm and joyful kiss spread between the corners of the mouth.

Hasty, flustered, at a loss.

The young man's heart throbbed countless times that night. He thought about refusing, but before the word was put into action, he was dazzled by the domineering kiss, and he wanted to refuse but still welcome.

He squinted his eyes and hugged her back unexpectedly, as if he was enjoying the surge of love.

Crazy, completely crazy.

Brother and brother are crazy tonight.

Xu Ziqin pushed Bai Jiang away in a panic, and ran to the bathroom to take a shower with a blushing face. He wanted to calm down.

The dense mist filled the air, and his body was wrapped. In a trance, he seemed to see the young man in white riding a bicycle, whizzing past him again, and a gust of wind was thrown on his refreshing face. magical.

He let the heat rippling in his heart, spreading freely in his limbs.

The water splashed on his face, and the sense of the picture from "The Secret of Wind Yin" that inexplicably appeared in his mind was broken by reality.

The sound of water dripping, dripping, echoing with the boy's heartbeat.

Back in the air-conditioned bedroom, Xu Ziqin wiped his hair, and intentionally parted Bai Jiang's hand to wipe his hair. He sat back quietly at the table, turned on the lamp, and focused on his pen.

The way to make people concentrate quickly is to read. Whether it is silent reading or reading aloud, people's eyes will pay special attention to the text, word by word, to avoid misreading.Use this to get rid of those messy thoughts in your mind.

A planet and the earth are moving in a uniform circular motion around the sun in the same orbit. It is known that...

Just halfway through reading, he died halfway.

"One more thing is, I don't want to be your brother anymore, I want to be your boyfriend."

"I like you, Xu Ziqin."

Bai Jiang's bastard words came in impartially and interrupted his thoughts again.

he likes me?

is it possible?

May I?

Xu Ziqin recited it silently several times, but we are brothers, and he likes me, isn't that just chaos...

He shook his head, no, no.

This is Bai Jiang's obscenity blurted out, the purpose is to gag him, not the meaning that he understands.

How can an older brother like a younger brother?Will not……

A hand was pinched on his shoulder, and he subconsciously shivered a few times.Under the warm yellow light, the tough face of the young man was outlined more intoxicatingly.

At some point, the scar behind his ear completely healed, leaving only a very shallow mark.

"Brother, the liking you said...isn't that kind...is it?"

He was probing, he wanted to know what kind of love Bai Jiang was talking about?

Is it the boy's liking for the girl, or the brother's liking for the younger brother.

Xu Ziqin can freely admit that he likes his cousin, because this kind of liking is only for his younger brother and elder brother.But Bai Jiang...is that so?

If it is really an ordinary emotion, why can't I express it?

"I'm sorry." Bai Jiang leaned sideways behind Xu Ziqin's chair, as if after a long time of thinking, he sighed softly and became quieter.

Sorry, those three words are enough.

Xu Ziqin understood.

That night, the young master made one test paper after another, like a clockwork machine, without sleep.

The night outside the window is beautiful, with stars shining and a bright moon shining brightly, but only the two teenagers have an unspeakable grudge in their hearts.

On the Chinese test paper, the pen tip of the young boy paused on the last line of the composition.

[The distance between us is very close, as if it is within reach, but we dare not get too close. If there is an appropriate description, it is like a poor-quality product. The outside is bright and beautiful, but the inside is filthy.Maybe, it's all just superficial light. 】

No regrets.

Xu Ziqin yawned, and when he closed the test paper, his eyes turned to Bai Jiang's face again.He was leaning against the window sill, with one hand drooping naturally, and his slightly bent leg resting on his forehead.

I don't know if I fell asleep or closed my eyes and meditated.

Xu Ziqin didn't have the courage to call him, so he took off his shoes, covered the quilt, lay on his side, and closed his eyes.

In the dream, it seemed to be a fairyland, surrounded by clouds and mist, his brother kissed him in a sea of ​​flowers, his knuckles were attached to his chest, and he said every word: "I love you."

His lips moved slightly, and he felt something pressing on him. In a haze, he looked like a young man, with eyes like stars and full of affection.

I can only kiss you in my dream.

When the young master woke up in the morning, there was a post-it note on the edge of the bed, with four large characters written crookedly.

【have fun】

Xu Ziqin rolled into a ball and threw it into the trash can.When he yawned and brushed his teeth, he was stunned for a long time. The black electric toothbrush belonging to his brother on the sink was placed in the same position as yesterday. There was no dripping water, and the matching black towel was also dry.

Is it because you walk too fast at night and don't even have time to wash up?

Xu Ziqin washed her cat face irritably, changed into a crisp T-shirt, and finally could change out of the silly blue and white school uniform of No. [-] Middle School.

Cheering in his heart, he was actually thinking that today he finally had a chance to open his tail.

With a light-colored T-shirt, pure white shorts, and a pair of sneakers of contrasting colors, the young master took photos in front of the mirror again and again, took a selfie with satisfaction, and threw it into Moments.

With text: love to go or not!

Give that light blue sun protection suit to my cousin!

Xu Ziqin cut, he remembered that he threw those two clothes into the closet before taking a bath last night, and planned to change them again this morning.

But when he looked again, he couldn't find the light blue one. It was only after he changed into his own that he found a post-it note written by Bai Jiang.

【I can't give others my things】

Neuropathy……

Xu Ziqin slandered.

When the driver sent the young master and Wang Zijie to the gate of No. [-] High School, his cousin looked back at his cousin from the rearview mirror from time to time.Is the sun coming out from the west today?

His cheap cousin separated from his brother Gong's brother?

It's simply a fantasy.

Five minutes had passed since getting in the car, and the young master had a cold face the whole time, completely engraving his refusal to communicate on his forehead.

A row of school buses stopped at the school gate. Da Ya was wearing sunglasses and chatting excitedly with the new physical education teacher who came from the next class, and then he greeted Liu Shen, who was wandering around, to get on the bus: "What are you doing? Yes, experience it well! Don’t be like a street sneaker.”

Xue Xi glared at Liu Shen who was chatting with her on the pretext of bringing her snacks, stepped on him, and went straight into the car domineeringly.

With a smile on his face, Liu Shen respectfully greeted every student on the bus like a waiter. It wasn't until Xu Ziqin and Wang Zijie got off the private car that he rushed over to deliver the Coke.

One can per person.With one person missing, all the private cars drove away, and Bai Jiang didn't wait.

"Where's Dabai?" Liu Shen asked, "Didn't you say so well yesterday that we will have a picnic and catch crabs today?"

do not know!

As soon as Xu Ziqin mentioned this, his heart burst into flames. He hugged and kissed on the table and wanted to pay off today's incident?No way!

Besides, he was the one who was kissed, and he was the one who suffered the most.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he was, and he scolded that shameless bastard again.

"Whether he likes to come or not has nothing to do with me. I wish I could stay far away from him. If I can't do what I promised, what I say is better than what I sing, I don't care about it!"

Xu Ziqin scolded that bastard in front of everyone with a loud voice, and the anger in his heart eased a lot.

He was comfortable, Wang Zijie and Liu Shen wondered.

"Yesterday, the two of you were cuddling with each other, but today you turned your back on him?" Liu Shen looked bewildered.

Wang Zijie's joyful expression was aroused by these words, and he changed his face instantly, and kicked his ass: "If you want me, it's me and my cousin, whoever gets that bastard."

Liu Shen was indifferent the whole time.

The family is jealous, why is it so like a love triangle in a dog-blood love idol drama?

I don't understand...

The driver was unshaven, and the collar of his T-shirt was all turned up. The only thing that caught the eye was his shiny hair, which looked like it had been oiled. When the sun shone, it still dazzled his eyes.

As soon as the driver stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out.

The students who registered to be volunteers yesterday all had a seat number, and the seat next to the young master was reserved for nothing. If he didn't come today, the seat would be vacant.

As soon as he sat down, Xu Ziqin got angry at the empty chair. Later, when he matured, his mentality changed, and he started poking his phone in a daze.

The WeChat circle of friends is full of selfies of Wang Zijie and Liu Shen, and the group of sailors below all boast that they have noses and eyes.

I feel like I can debut online in Korea without plastic surgery.

On the other hand, the young master's selfie is much cooler, and there is only one comment, his cousin.

[My brother is invincible and handsome in the universe. 】

It was all likes, and he was idle and bored counting the number of likes on the bumpy car.

The whole class, including the head teacher Da Ya, gave a thumbs up, except for one... Bai Jiang.

Am I not good looking?

Isn't it worth a thumbs up?

The little young master who had previously dissipated came up again.

Wang Zi must chewed the potato chips until they crackled, and even walked around the back of the chair to feed his cousin snacks, envious of others.

The phone vibrated, and Bai Jiang sent a picture just in time.

A selfie, wearing the young master's light blue sun protection clothing, smiling without nose or eyes.

【Dabai: Are you handsome? 】

Xu Ziqin: ...

Handsome ass!

Of course, Xu Ziqin, who is a good younger brother and has been a Chinese class representative for two years, naturally wants to polish these three words and send them out.

[Skullcap: Schnauzer! 】

[Dabai:? 】

【Scutellaria baicalensis: A dog who can't see eyes. 】

【Dabai:...】

Xu Ziqin inexplicably felt so excited that he wanted to feel so blocked that he couldn't talk about it. Who told you not to keep the agreement?

After having fun, he fell into endless anticipation, he wondered how Bai Jiang would respond to him.

But... the other party disappeared for a long time as if he had disappeared, even the words that the other party was typing were not there.

Xu Ziqin quit again, and the nameless anger flared up again.

ignore me?I wrote this last night, and the young master wants to run away today?

Is there such a good thing in the world?

The young master told you no.

He brewed a wave of chatter that was about to start, but was easily resolved by the other party's few words.

【Dabai: Do you want to raise a dog? 】

[Dabai: There is a Doudou at home, and raising another one is easy to fight. 】

【Dabai: You can raise turtles. I heard that cats like to watch turtles, just like people watch movies. 】

The donkey's lips are not right with the horse's mouth.

Xu Ziqin didn't want to chat with this retarded man.

I didn't say a word when I went out today, at least let me know, right?Could it be that I won't let you go after you say hello?

Even if there is such a possibility, can you still reason?

I'm not the unreasonable kind of person, am I?

When Xu Ziqin stuffed the phone back into his pocket and was about to close his eyes and rest, he sat beside him alone.

The young master was stunned for a moment, and when he opened his eyes with interest, he saw Huang Dan smiling at him, which made him tremble in fright, and forced him to calm down.

"Do you mind if I sit here?"

The schoolbags are all back, this is not sitting for a while, but changing seats.

The young master furtively turned his head back, and sure enough, he saw his cousin's resentful and resentful eyes.

Then, there was a WeChat message from his cousin on the phone.

[Cousin: Take good care of my goddess. 】

Xu Ziqin:? ?

Helpless, he could only squeeze out a smiling face: "I don't mind."

Mind if you don't move, it's better not to say it, the young master slandered me.

The sun outside the window was scorching hot, Xu Ziqin still felt hot and dry through the window and the air conditioner inside the car, and only after raising his eyes and pulling down the curtains did he feel cool.

"Do you want it?" Huang Dan handed over a chewing gum.

He was considering whether to take it or not.

Qin Yang has warned Xu Ziqin since junior high school that he has obvious advantages in appearance and is easy to be liked, but this is both an advantage and a disadvantage. A difficult action will be misunderstood, especially by people of the same age and opposite sex.

Make people misunderstand whether he is interesting to people or not.

It's like accepting things of the opposite sex, so Xu Ziqin tried to follow a principle, and refused to accept if he could.

But he was still a step too late.

Before she could say anything, the chewing gum was stuffed into his hand, and Huang Dan seemed to be touching his palm on purpose, slowing down on purpose, her bent knuckles slightly opened, wanting to hold Xu Ziqin's hand.

Xu Ziqin withdrew his hand and turned sideways.

The other party was not shy at all, and continued to talk to him: "Is your brother not here?"

"Hmm." He leaned against the curtains, although the curtains were dirty, he would rather go home and wash his hair than look at Huang Dan, he always felt weird.

Huang Dan is a very familiar person, which completely defeated the young master who was not shy in front of her. The two seemed to have a happy chat in front of outsiders, but in Xu Ziqin's heart, using one word It cannot be overstated.

embarrassing chat...

The key is that the other party does not feel embarrassed at all, as if to prove with practical actions: As long as you are not embarrassed, it is others who are embarrassed.

Half an hour later, Xu Ziqin squinted and fell asleep for a while.

When he woke up, he held a piece of melted chocolate in his hand, and he didn't even need to guess that Huang Dan deliberately stuffed it while he was sleeping because he was afraid that he would not accept it.

The municipal nursing home is located in the suburbs and is very remote, so it has a large area.Every year, from kindergartens to college students, they come here to do volunteer work. The more students they meet, the older people don’t feel shy. like a child.

When working in groups, Xu Ziqin was recognized by Grandma Wang who was going out to move watermelons, and Xu Ziqin was asked to go to her with all her might.

Grandma Wang heard that her family is quite rich, and she lived in a single room, with a dedicated nurse taking care of her 24 hours a day, so when she was grouped, only two people were needed in her room.

The young master was afraid that he would be in a group with Huang Dan, and that he wouldn't want to spoil his cousin's plan to seduce a girl, so he could only choose Fei Jin.

When Fei Jin learned that the young master had abandoned his brother and cousin and chose him, his eyes widened, and he looked like an unfavored concubine who was about to be relegated to the cold palace and was shocked by the emperor's flop.

But soon, he realized that even if an unfavored concubine is favored, it is still a coolie.

In the room, Grandma Wang took Xu Ziqin to chat, leaving him alone in "Yellow River Cantata", and no one cared whether he sang well, anyway, no one listened, even the cleaning lady kept her head down, as if holding back laugh.

"My son who doesn't live up to expectations, he has been to the United States for so many years and has never come back to see me. He is half buried. What's the use of paying money every month to come back? It's better to see each other more. Little Qin , my grandson looks like you, his eyes and nose are old."

Xiao Xu’s face froze, and he never got the concept of what Grandma Wang said.

Every time she talked about his grandson, grandma would happily take out a five-year-old photo of her grandson from the wooden box on the bedside table and compare it with Xu Ziqin, smiling happily.

She always said that if her grandson could visit once a year, like Xu Ziqin, she would be content.

Xu Ziqin smiled and comforted: "Grandma, can I come and see you when I have nothing to do?"

Grandma Wang stroked his head: "Okay, as long as you have time, you can do it, good boy."

After lunch, the temperature climbed all the way.

The young master and Fei Jin were dragged into the room by Grandma Wang to eat ice grapes, while the other students ate hot watermelons that had been scorched by the sun in the hall, envious.

Grandma Wang also showed off excitedly: "I specially froze the ice grapes for my grandson yesterday. He likes to eat them the most, right?"

Xu Ziqin nodded embarrassingly at the murderous gazes of a group of people, and Fei Jin followed the young master to eat with relish.

In the afternoon, the road up the mountain was winding and rugged, and everyone was out of breath.The girls carrying schoolbags all complained, scolding the school's idiot Mediterranean's decision all over the place.

Nearly [-] degrees high temperature climbing?

Isn't this a brain hole?

"Damn it!" Fei Jin yelled suddenly after taking a sip of water in his arms.

A few students around who still had physical strength looked at him sideways, didn't pay much attention, and continued to hold their breath and go up the steps with the other wilted eggplants.

After Xu Ziqin sprayed the cooling spray on his body, Wang Zijie and Liu Shen also came over to rub.

The temperature plummeted, and it was refreshing.

Fei Jin didn't know where to pick a big leaf, put it on his head, like a kappa boy, pulled off the leaf to cover the sun, and pointed at Xu Ziqin's phone: "This...what's going on?"

Xu Ziqin was so hot that he was sweating, no matter what happened.

Not interested, he waved his hand.

Fei Jin patiently brought the phone closer and brought it to him.

The young master looked at the photo intently and was dumbfounded.

Huang Dan took a heart-shaped chocolate and stuffed it into his hand, and took a selfie with great joy, comparing yeah!

In the photo, Xu Ziqin is sleeping comfortably by the window.

With a line of text: go out for a picnic!

His mind flickered, and he remembered the melted chocolate he was clutching in his hand when he got out of the car.Because of melting, I can't see the shape clearly.

The photo was sent just now, and he hurriedly took out his phone.Sure enough, the circle of friends was clean, and he was blocked by Huang Dan, while the other students all saw it.

Although he didn't have a straight look in his eyes, he was definitely everyone's focus today.

Banhua took pictures with himself and posted them on Moments. He felt that he was being played by someone.

The point is, what's even more exciting is that 1 minute later, Bai Jiang's circle of friends was updated...