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Lucius once imagined that Han Lidong would ask him this question.

Originally, he thought more that this situation would only happen after he never saw Clarence himself, or after he partially confessed to Han Lidong about his own soul.

Originally, he thought that when he faced this situation and questioned, he would feel angry, or embarrassed, or even guilty.

However, after being dazed for at least 2 minutes, Lucius realized that when he actually heard Han Lidong's question with his own ears, besides being stunned, he had only one feeling - inexplicable.

At least as far as Lu Xiuwen is concerned, his history is completely transparent to Han Lidong.

As the soul of Lucius itself, the character of Clarence has so far remained only a literal concept for him.

Especially after starting to believe that Han Lidong is his goal itself.

Lucius does not deny his wavering and lack of firmness.

He still wanted to meet Clarence in person, but what he wanted to confirm had changed.

If it wasn't for Han Lidong's current situation that made him helpless, the idea of ​​wanting to confirm might have dissipated long ago.

The feeling of fatigue crushed Lucius' tense shoulders, and he heard himself reply weakly: "It's because you think too much."

"I think too much?" Han Lidong's irritability was like dry gunpowder, which was instantly ignited by Lucius' sigh.All the soaring anger rushed towards the thin figure standing in front of him, "Lucius, do you find it interesting to keep playing with me like this?"

"I've always known that you were looking for someone. And you never concealed it. First, you approached me step by step to attract my attention, but then you showed such flaws. I'm like a fool, really ridiculous according to myself I thought that the person you were looking for was another Han Lidong. And you were so stingy that you never even gave me a word of denial."

"Then there was the appearance of that Ke Lei. You have never denied the identity of your ex-boyfriend, right? That's fine. Then I remembered that the name you called in the middle of the night was Ke Lei. But, what about your appearance of Ke Lei? There is clearly no reaction. Even if your heart is ashamed, would you react so indifferently to the person you really have been thinking about all the time? But you didn't explain, but let me understand in that direction!"

"Even if you really just want to give up, you say you can't let it go for a while, I can accept it. Feelings are not controlled like programs. But then? What does that song you sing mean? You watched me sing that kind of song, it’s only natural that I misunderstood it! As soon as you walked off the stage, you completely forgot me because you saw Terrence. So, how do you explain that you chose to chase after me in the first place? Telling Terrence to leave, and then immediately revealing his identity as a Squib, and paying special attention to the Lambert family?"

"When Terrence talked about Clay, I kept looking at you. It was clearly the same pronunciation as Clay, but you didn't respond. Did you really not understand, or did you restrain yourself deliberately? I really don't get it."

Han Lidong's speech speed increased as he walked back and forth in the room, and the expression on his face changed accordingly.

He glanced at Lucius again, but the target of all the words just stood there numbly.There was no reaction, not even a look at him.

With a sneer, Han Lidong felt that his heart rate was increasing, but the temperature in his blood was decreasing.

"Then I damn well remembered! It's been such a long time, and to me that night, you were just an ordinary rookie in Asakawa. And such a rookie who made a damn fuss about me all night, I actually remembered that what you called out that night was not Ke Lei in Chinese, but Klei, Clarence’s nickname Kray. You responded to my kiss because you regarded me as that person, right? Unfortunately, I'm really damn similar to him, right? It's fine that the Lambert family treats me like Clarence's son, but you also treat me as a substitute."

"However, you said that you didn't know about the existence of the wizarding world before. And every line of your resume repeats this fact. So I will just pretend that I am delusional. Now you really want to know Carat Lance! Work, if it’s just work, is it necessary to get to know him specially? What about Yang Zhan? After all, he is also Asakawa’s big boss, your direct boss, right? And you’ve only met Yang Zhan once, right? Yang Zhan and I Of course, the relationship is much better than the relationship with Clarence, why don't you let me introduce Yang Zhan to you? Why?"

Word by word, Lucius listened to Han Lidong's angry accusation, and simultaneously recalled the previous scenes in his mind.

He always thought he was chasing Clarence's back in vain.But the truth is like a net he carefully crafted, which caught Han Lidong and himself.

Lucius felt a little guilty about Han Lidong's accusation.But not because of concealment or deceit, but because of fear.

If Han Lidong is really not the person he is looking for, if Clarence is the real Clarence.

So, where should Han Lidong, who has invested all his feelings, be placed?

Lucius had always hated riddles.

If this is just a game for Clarence, Lucius would rather choose to surrender directly.

But what if it's not just a game?

The gambling chips were beyond his control, and Lucius realized that he didn't even have the right to give up.

Raising his head to meet those angry eyes, Lucius gradually recovered his persistent voice: "I am curious about Clarence because of Terrence. When you stayed in Paris, he invited me, Return to the wizarding world as a squib and join the Lang Group. If I choose to accept, it will obviously be with Clarence in the future. Then, I will naturally care about Clarence."

"As for what you said earlier, why am I curious about Terrence, whose name I was calling out in a daze." Taking a deep breath, Lucius' tone began to firm up a little bit, "I can't explain , I don’t want to explain now. Everyone has secrets and memories that they don’t want to touch. For me now, my life is just as an actor, Lucius, with you, Han Lidong, only That's all."

"No matter what my own wishes are, I have no way to erase my past. In this case, I don't need to worry about it anymore. I just want to look forward." Lucius snorted lightly, as if mocking Han Lidong was also laughing at himself, "If my target is Clarence, is there any point for me to approach you? Get to know him through you? Even if I have Mu Liang's intelligence ability, you will take me to Terrence's dinner party It is also a situation that I cannot predict, right? If my goal is really Clarence, why should I be with you? If my efforts are all just hypocrisy, why don’t I go to Terrence, that is in line with The principle of maximizing benefits, right? I already know the members of the Lambert family, as far as I am concerned, is there any value in being with you?"

"Secret! Go! Why must it be concealed? If it will cause misunderstanding, why can't you explain it clearly?" Han Lidong stepped in front of Lucius in two steps and grabbed his shoulder.He wanted a response from Lucius, but the latter avoided his pursuit, "I know, I know I'm no longer of use to you, but I still mind! If you don't want me to know, why not Act more perfectly? Since I care so much, why can't you just tell me?"

"That's a secret, Han Lidong. The reason why a secret is called a secret is because you can't tell it! Don't I even have the right to keep a secret?" Lucius sneered, and Lucius' tone had never felt so pale and powerless.

"Why must there be secrets? Shouldn't we trust each other?"

"Trust?" Lucius raised his head suddenly, and the flames of questioning were ignited in his eyes, which spread to the bottom of Han Lidong's heart in an instant, "Don't you have a secret? Then why did Karl show up, why didn't you explain? Why did you keep taking care of Karl?" , you don’t have that obligation! If he is wholeheartedly devoted to you and you want him to stop thinking about it, shouldn’t you cut off contact with him even more?”

The angry tone instantly swelled, and the resentment that Lucius held in his chest couldn't even be truly vented by this question.

"He is..."

"And!" The sudden increase in the volume rudely interrupted all possible explanations of Han Lidong.Lucius rebuffed every possible word he had.Like a pair of invisible hands, grasping Han Lidong's line of sight, making him completely unable to shift the focus from those gray eyes, "You think you have no secret, maybe it's not. If it's hidden in your heart Deep down, you don’t even remember yourself?”

Lucius' words were like a heavy hammer, causing Han Lidong's chest to feel tight, and the words of rebuttal burst out: "How can someone not remember their own affairs, that's just an excuse for not wanting to face it!"

"Oh, is that so?" Lucius raised his hand, pressed Han Lidong's hand on his shoulder, and tried to push it away.But this is just futile.Struggling hard, when encountering the expected obstruction, Lucius finally extinguished the desire to ask rhetorically as if his anger was extinguished, "What if there is? If you really forgot, how can you be sure that you haven't forgotten?"

Han Lidong tightened his fingers even more, not letting him escape: "I didn't!"

The simple three words are like sparks, and Lucius' original bleakness is suddenly dyed with a bright color.The corner of his mouth curled into a gentle arc, Lucius raised his head and stared at Han Lidong's pursuit, until a kind of poignant sadness covered all the color: "You have," the smile continued to bloom, Lucius' cold fingers gently stroked On Han Lidong's cheek, "You forget about me."

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