Ru Mu

"I'm sorry, Xianxian~" Xi Yumu lay on Lin Xianru's body, buried her head in Lin Xianru's back, and apologized to Lin Xianru.

Lin Xianru stopped in her tracks, looked at the figures of the two under the lamp, shook her head, and hooked the corners of her mouth.

"What are you talking about? It's my fault. I shouldn't be in a hurry. If I pay attention, you won't be like that. I'm sorry, I said clearly that I would wait for you, but unconsciously... "It's because she didn't control herself well, so I can't blame Xi Yumu.

She knew that Xi Yumu had a knot in her heart, and she had been waiting for her.Who would have thought that the ghosts were obsessed today, and she insisted on doing it knowing that Xi Yumu's knot was still unresolved. It was all her fault that Xi Yumu reminded Xi Yumu of something bad.

"Idiot~ Why are you holding everything on your body? What's the use of being a good person? You're always being bullied. Do you know what to do if you can't get rid of it forever?" Lin Xianru said from behind.There were tears in her eyes, but Lin Xianru didn't notice it.

Never solve it?

"Then it can't be solved, then live like this for the rest of your life, what's wrong?" Without thinking, I said it.No, it's just... don't touch it for a lifetime, there's nothing wrong with it.Being by your side all the time is already the greatest gift.

"Also, I don't like being a bad person, Mumu, because you are the person I care about most, and because you are my wife, all the faults are on me. Because I have a responsibility, I have a responsibility to protect you, Give you a stable home and support."

Carrying Xi Yumu on her back, she looked firmly into the distance. Although she is not very powerful, she will do her best to protect the woman on her back, to protect the woman who can accompany her all her life.

"Fool..." Xi Yumu could only bury her head in her back when she heard Lin Xianru's words, and said two words softly, her clothes were wet with tears.

Lin Xianru hooked the corners of her lips, are you a fool... For you, so what if I'm a fool for the rest of my life?

"Silly, haven't you fallen in love with it? Hey, who told you to take it easy? Our Chief Prosecutor's taste is really unique~" He laughed twice, and slowly walked forward with Xi Yumu on his back.The distance from the procuratorate to my home is very, very long.

But even if it is very long, as long as Xi Yumu wants her to carry her home, then no matter how tired she is, she has to grit her teeth and go to the end.

In the end, the two of them took a taxi back home. No matter how capricious our Chief Prosecutor is, she still knows how to feel sorry for her own head.Who made Officer Lin so honest?

From dinner to bedtime, everything was fine, until... when falling asleep, Xi Yumu, who was lying on the bed, suddenly opened his eyes, and his first reaction was to look at Lin Xianru vigilantly.Lin Xianru knew that Xi Yumu hadn't adjusted yet, her body was already somewhat resistant to intimate contact.

So Lin Xianru hugged the pillow obediently, hugged the quilt and made a nest on the sofa.The reason she gave Xi Yumu was that the one-month ban had not yet passed, and she had to sleep on the sofa obediently.As for the real reason... Both of them remained silent, as if nothing happened.

As a result, the next day, Xi Yumu developed a high fever.Lin Xianru originally wanted to stay and take care of Xi Yumu, but Xi Yumu asked her to go to work, so she had to obey and go to work.Before going to work, he had already made the hot porridge, steamed it in the rice cooker, and fed the medicine to Xi Yumu. After he ordered everything, he had no choice but to go to work.

As soon as Lin Xianru left, Zhen Ying ran over according to the address.Xi Yumu struggled to get up from the bed, with scorching hot breath in his nose, it was difficult to breathe.Still a little dizzy, he opened the door.When Zhen Ying saw it, she thought that Xi Yumu's life would not be long.

"I said... I haven't seen you for a day, why did you make yourself into such a ghost? Was it stimulated yesterday?"

As the second outsider to enter the house, Zhen Ying began to carefully look at the setting of the room.There are traces of the two couples showing their affection everywhere, and everything is in pairs. Doesn't this make others think in that way?

Xi Yumu sat on the sofa wearing a piece of clothing, holding a cup of hot water, but his mind was still not clear.

"I said, do you want to lie on the bed? If something happens to you, your elm head knows that I am the last person to see you, so you must kill me. I can't bear the crime of harming you, you still Better go back to bed."

After finishing speaking, Xi Yumu gave her a blank look, I'm not that weak yet!

"Come on, you came to see me, didn't you just come to visit you because you were sick?" With Erlang's legs crossed, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth. Xi Yumu glared at her twice, covering his mouth nose.

"Don't worry, I'm just holding it in my mouth, not smoking." Shrugged.

Xi Yumu clutched the cup, his eyes were a little dazed.

"Yesterday... we almost... made it to the last step..."

"Huh?" Almost?Didn't work out in the end?Zhen Ying stared at Xi Yumu with wide eyes.

Xi Yumu looked up, a little embarrassed.With the fever, his face turned even redder, and he bit his lip.

"At the end... I... I kicked her..."

The lighter in Zhen Ying's hand fell off with a crisp sound, and the two of them fell into dead silence...silence...

"I thought... I thought I could overcome it, but in the end I still... after so many years, I still... can't overcome it... and hurt her, it's my fault... Zhen Zhen, what should I do?"

Xi Yumu red eyes, looking at Zhen Ying asked helplessly.How long has it been since she heard the nickname Zhen Zhen from Xi Yumu?Zhen Ying felt as if she had passed away.

"Now...how much do you remember?" Zhen Ying put down the cigarette in her hand, lowered her head and wondered what she was thinking.

Xi Yumu pulled out a wry smile,

"It used to be fragmented, but after yesterday, I remembered everything. I even remembered the expression and the fear at that time. What should I do? If this continues, I am really afraid that I will be like this forever, and I will leave forever. Get out of that nightmare."

Clutching her forehead in pain, she felt a splitting headache. It was probably what she was doing now. It was really... so painful.

Zhen Ying grabbed Lin Xianru's hand, shook her head,

"Don't think about it too seriously. You're still sick. You can think of a way after you get better." The state is so bad, if something goes wrong, it will affect your spirit.Such a Xi Yumu is really rare... It's all thanks to that elm head!

Zhen Ying clenched her fists. If it wasn't for that elm head, Xi Yumu wouldn't be in such pain...

"I can't control it. As soon as I close my eyes, it's all those things that torment me. I dare not let her see myself like this. I'm afraid that she will worry and hurt her. Do you know? I'm afraid that I will be alone I'm so afraid that my actions have hurt her to the point of not being aware of it..."

Weeping uncontrollably, Zhen Ying hugged Xi Yumu into her arms, patted her on the back lightly, pain flashed in her eyes.

The deeper you love and the more you care, the more you will be afraid and uneasy?

Xi Yumu, in the end... you still have deep affection for such an elm head...

"Cry, just cry out. Mumu~ If you want to overcome it, there is only one way to do it. That is to tell her the truth in person, tell her your knot in your heart, and what happened back then that made you so scared. Xi Yu Mu, tell her what are you afraid of!"

Only by facing it can we overcome it.If Lin Xianru is the one she loves, then she must be able to comfort her, bring her peace of mind, and give her the courage to face everything.

"Really?" Xi Yumu raised his head, his face was red, his big eyes were shining brightly, it was rare to show an innocent and childlike expression, and Zhen Ying was stunned.It reminded her of the little girl who always held her hand and sweetly called her Zhen Zhen when she was a child.

My childhood sweetheart, my first love, was completely buried because of the passage of time.

Hehe, Xi Yumu, you will probably never know the fact that you are my first love...

Because Xi Yumu was not in good spirits, she became tired after crying for a while.Zhen Ying helped her to the bed, covered her with the quilt, looked at the sleeping face, inexplicably...quietly...a kiss was printed on her forehead.

It's a good idea to say goodbye to her first love that she has been thinking about for ten years with this kiss...

The Zhen family and the Xi family have been family friends since their ancestors.The two families often communicate with each other and get together. Naturally, the children are often together.Since Zhen Ying was interested in medicine since she was a child, she likes to dissect all kinds of small animals. In the eyes of others, she is a monster.Even other people in the family sometimes look at themselves with strange eyes, and everyone keeps a distance from her.

But when she met Xi Yumu for the first time, Xi Yumu looked at herself coldly, and said like a stinky kid,

"Isn't it just dissecting small animals? What's there to be proud of? Do you think you're the only one who can do it?" You were obviously terrified, but you looked so arrogant.At that time, Zhen Ying discovered how inconsistent this baby was.

But it was Xi Yumu who made her feel very cute, yes, very cute.It was the first time that she felt warm even when someone was cynical and sarcastic.After all, her childhood sweetheart is very arrogant and awkward, and she doesn't agree with her heart.

Later, as she discovered, it turned out that Xi Yumu was only superficially cold, giving people a look of contempt and contempt, but in fact, she was a quite innocent little girl.Mentally immature, very childish, very face-saving and easy to get along with.

If it hadn't been for that incident, they would have cut off contact and would not have given Lin Xianru a chance.If she had known that her childhood sweetheart liked women, she would not have waited so long in vain, but finally made someone else happy.

That's right, if the flirtatious Forensic Doctor Zhen knew that her Qingmei would fall in love with women, she would have thrown Xi Yumu down long before Xi Yumu met Lin Xianru.Anyway, she is an evildoer, as long as she likes a woman, how many people can escape her hand?

Maybe no fate is no fate...

Standing up, she saw the photo of the two cuddling each other on the stage. In it, the two were wearing couple outfits. Lin Xianru was carrying Xi Yumu on her back as a hard-working working people, while Xi Yumu was pointing at the queen with her fingers. In front of him, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at... very happy...

I checked the time, it was almost time to go.Walking to the shoe rack, wearing shoes, the door opened, Lin Xianru was standing outside the door, carrying something, and when she looked up, she saw Zhen Ying, so both of them were stunned.

"Zhen... forensic doctor?" Lin Xianru asked vaguely, shouldn't this person appear in the Public Security Bureau?Why did it appear at her house?

"Oh hey~ Officer Lin, long time no see~" Leaning at the door, he suddenly realized why this scene is so bloody?Laughing is not not laughing or not...

Long time no see?Didn't we just meet yesterday?Lin Xianru twitched the corners of her mouth, who will tell her... what happened here...?