Ru Mu

"you……"

Lin Xianru bit her lower lip, blinked and looked at Xi Yumu with aggrieved eyes, even in order to match the grievance, Lin Xianru specially flashed a few tears in her eyes.

So Xi Yumu bit her lip unconsciously, this... this... Who did this guy learn from, why is he still acting cute at such an age!The damn thing is, she was so moved that she really wanted to ravage her~ No, she had to hold back, she had to hold back...

"Wife~" The ultimate skill, as soon as the words were spoken, the defense line in Xi Yumu's heart completely collapsed.

"Lin Xianru, what on earth do you want to do?" Damn, she felt helpless because of her soft heart.

"I want to explain to you what happened tonight, give me time, let me explain to you, okay?"

"En." Xi Yumu hummed, and didn't say anything else.

"Huh?" Lin Xianru was at a loss, what happened after huh?Then what?

"Come up if you want, there's so much nonsense." Turning his face away, he tapped Erlang's leg and looked to the other side awkwardly.Lin Xianru, you are such a fool!

YES!Lin Xianru made a gesture of success and happily got into the car.

The driver on the side was stunned, wait a minute, where is his money?Girl, you surrender like this?If you say that your wife looks pitiful, you admit defeat?Where did your momentum go?You are not fighting alone, girl~~ Anyway, can you give me more money?

I can swipe my card! ! ! !

"Uncle, what are you looking at me for? You can go? By the way, wife, where are you going?"

"go home!"

"Well, uncle, please go to xxxx."

He clearly treated the driver as if I was a customer and I was God, and the pair of seats, Yu Mu, immediately talked softly, and they were treated so differently, let alone treated differently.

dog leg!The uncle started the car in dissatisfaction~

Back at the home where the two used to live, when Lin Xianru changed her shoes, she found that her shoes were gone.Apart from Xi Yumu's, there was nothing extra on the shoe rack.Are all her things... lost?So she took off her shoes in embarrassment, not knowing what to do.

"It's okay, you can come in without shoes." Xi Yumu said after putting on his slippers.

"That... before..." pointing to the empty shoe rack, where her shoes should have been placed.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, I lost all your things in this room, I lost them a long time ago, anyway...no one will use them in the future. Don't you mind?" Xi Yumu said holding He took out the glass and got a glass of water for Lin Xianru.

Do you mind?So what if she can say she minds?Lin Xianru looked around and found that many things had changed, even the curtains had changed their color.Did he really intend to completely disappear her from her world?Looking at Xi Yumu's back, so thin, Lin Xianru walked over and hugged her from behind.The smell of missing...

Xi Yumu, then, to forget me, have you done it?

The hand holding the cup shook, but Xi Yumu didn't move, but quietly took the water and put down the cup.If Lin Xianru could see her expression at this moment, she would know how hard she endured, but unfortunately, Lin Xianru couldn't see it, and couldn't feel it.

"Lin Xianru, you come with me so shamelessly, you don't just do such boring things as hugging people, do you?" Gritting her teeth, she pretended to be relaxed.

Just hug you for a while, okay?

Lin Xianru sighed behind her back, thinking it was karma.Someday, someone will take it all back from you for what you did to others.It was only natural for her to embarrass Xi Yumu so many times and ignore her.

Let go of his arms, took a glass of water and sat on the sofa, looking cooperative.

"In that case, then don't waste everyone's time. If you have something to say, just say it." Xi Yumu sat opposite Lin Xianru, waiting for her to say.

What do you say?Lin Xianru was silent and tried to organize her words.But when organizing, she found a problem, and she explained it to her, so what?Can the two of them be together again?

No, of course it is impossible...

"Tonight...that woman is indeed the girlfriend my mother introduced to me. I always refused, but you have seen my mother, and you know she is very naughty. If I don't agree to her, she will be clumsy again. Some strange women were given to me, so, in order to make her feel at ease, I went on a blind date."

"So?" What does this have to do with the two of you having sex?

"It's impossible for the two of us to have a relationship. You have to believe me, she's talking nonsense. After breaking up with you, I really haven't touched other women, really." The explanation Xi Yumu wanted to hear , probably... this is it, probably...

But in fact, even if a knife was placed on her neck and asked her to touch other women, she would not touch other women. This is her principle, and she will not be easily irresponsible.

"You want me to believe you?" Xi Yumu raised his head and stared at her when he heard these two words, with a mocking smile on his lips.

"How do you want me to believe you? You have been with me for so long, and it's fine to conceal your identity as the young master. My dad was shot and wounded. Ask yourself, how many times have I asked you the truth, you told me Is there a shred of truth? Have you explained it? You can only say one thing, you don’t believe me. Lin Xianru, do you know that if you want others to believe you, you have to believe others first. But you, you believe it Me? You don't believe me, how can I believe you?"

Refusing to tell the truth, how could she believe that?What made her sad was not that Lin Xianru hurt her father, but that she didn't want to believe her and tell the truth.

"I'm sorry..." Lin Xianru moved her mouth to explain, but she didn't know where to start.

"Hehe, I'm sorry, you know that the most cruel words in this world are these three words, do you know? Do you think that if you hurt someone, three words can heal all the hurt?"

"I..." opened her mouth, what else can she do for her?

Seeing Lin Xianru's expression that wanted to explain but didn't know what to say, Xi Yumu's heart ached. He just said, let's be together, is it that difficult?That's all...

Xi Yumu got up, went to the study and brought a bottle of red wine and a glass.

"Remember this bottle of red wine?"

Lin Xianru nodded, the bottle of red wine in Xi Yumu's hand was Xi Yumu's most cherished bottle of wine.Even her lover can't be touched casually, so she once joked, so cherished, is she planning to wait until both of them are old and dead before drinking.

"Enjoy this bottle of wine with me."

"Ah? Don't you... cherish it very much?"

Xi Yumu raised his head and glanced at her, his eyes were full of words.

"Yes, I cherish it very much. However, the more precious something is, the harder it is to let go at the end. Rather than being so hard to let go at the end, it's better to drink it while you can taste it. Lin Xianru, I use her Is it enough to send you off?"

So far, I have said enough.Xi Yumu intends to let go, completely let go of the opponent's hand, and from now on... separated from passers-by...

Okay... Lin Xianru spat out this word with difficulty, her throat was choked up, the pain was less than one percent of her heart.This is the result she wants, but why is it so uncomfortable.Already...have you given up on her?

Lin Xianru couldn't tell what was going on in her heart, and it was useless to think about how to refuse before.But she is more lost, very lost.She clearly said that she would see each other often, but so soon...are she planning to see each other again?

But what qualifications does she have to talk about others?

The two drank in silence without even clinking glasses.They drank wine separately, afraid of eye contact, which made people reluctant.One glass after another, the room was very quiet, except for the sound of drinking, maybe there was a sigh of people, and soon, a bottle of wine was drunk.

But it was really strange, Lin Xianru shook her head, it shouldn't be, according to her and Xi Yumu's drinking capacity, wouldn't a bottle of wine make them drunk?But the brain is so heavy, groggy, and the mind is blank, what is it if it is not drunk?

Xi Yumu suddenly got up and sat on Lin Xianru's lap, raised her head, and put down the empty wine glass, her gaze was so intoxicating that she couldn't move away.

"Lin Xianru, let me ask you, you are not Lin Dusi, but Young Master Lin. What is the status of such an identity? Is it so important to keep it? It is even so important that you do not hesitate to separate from me? Let me ask you, who is that broken man? Status is more important than me, is it because you never loved me at all!"

Lin Xianru wanted to be rational, but the moment Xi Yumu fell into her arms, she couldn't.Perhaps it was the effect of alcohol, she felt that she was drunk, and Xi Yumu was also drunk.Many words did not go through her brain's consideration at all.

"Don't love? How could I not love you. Xi Yumu, do you know how much I love you? Do you know how uncomfortable and sad I am without you? I miss you so much, I miss you like crazy Do you know?" Lin Xianru choked up as she spoke, she really missed her so much.

How could it be possible not to love, she loves so deeply...

"Then why don't you come back to me? I've been waiting for you for a long time. You haven't come back. I've been waiting so badly. I can only change everything. I thought I would forget it. But you bastard, why did you show up again?" Why did it appear in my dream!"

Beating Lin Xianru's chest, feeling uncomfortable...

"I can't, I'll hurt you, I'm not the boss who can protect you, I'm a bastard, I will only cause you trouble. Your father is right, for your own good, I can only stay away from you , I don't want to see you get hurt because of me."

The identities of two people are destined not to be together.It's not because she doesn't love her, but because she loves her so much that even Lin Xianru is not sure if she can protect the person she loves the most.The more you love, the less you can be confident.

With her, she often thinks, is it really the right decision?

asshole!Xi Yumu bit Lin Xianru's shoulder fiercely, and let go of her mouth, leaving a lipstick mark.

"But are you willing? Lin Xianru, let me ask you, are you willing to see me and other people's happiness, you are willing to bless me to marry and have children with other people, you are willing to hold my hand but hand me over to others in person, and you are willing to see me and other people's happiness? Are you willing to watch me fall in love with someone else?"

Are you willing...

Lin Xianru raised her head and looked at Xi Yumu in confusion...

Thin red lips, long curly hair, under the V-neck of the evening dress, there is a gully that many people envy, and those breathtaking eyes always have the urgency to seduce your soul.You dare not take a breath, for fear that what you are seeing is just a dream.

If the person in front of her belonged to someone else, if she was allowed to watch her fall into someone else's arms, and the anger in her heart made her breathless, she felt like she was going crazy.At some point in her body, a big fire had already ignited, igniting her bloodthirsty desire that was about to move.

Pressing Xi Yumu under the sofa, looking down at the person below him,

No, I am not reconciled!

The author has something to say: the holiday will end tomorrow, I am not reconciled, very reconciled╭(╯^╰)╮