flower love butterfly

I cuddled him all night, and by the time we were both exhausted, the tears had dried up.He kept asking me why I did this, and I couldn't answer, I could only put his hand on my chest and let my heart tell him why.

We didn't dare to close our eyes all night, for fear that if we close our eyes, our partner will disappear from our eyes.After I hugged him, I put clothes on him without helping him clean up. I want him to remember my smell, and even the heavens will not forget me.I held his hand tightly, and I said Die Yi, you wait for me, I will definitely go up to find you as soon as possible.

He showed a bitter smile, and he said yes, Hua Lang, you must come to find me, if you don't come, I will find a way to leave the lower realm of Xianji to find you.

As soon as I heard that, I was stunned and put on a straight face. I can't say it. If you leave the fairyland, you will lose your life. I won't allow this to happen.

He sighed for a long time, he said that I don't understand, he would rather not live forever but be with me.The one I don't understand is you, the brief parting is just for a long time together, even if we part for a moment, so what, you and we are monsters and spirits, but a hundred years will pass in the blink of an eye, so what are you afraid of.

He froze for a long time, hugged me, he said he could not bear me.

How could I be willing to let him go? If I hadn't fallen in love with him, I wouldn't have the butterfly intention, and there wouldn't be today's separation.

It would be fine if you didn't fall in love at first, but unfortunately, once you fall in love, it will be beyond redemption.

It's almost dawn and we're running out of time.He came over, hugged me and kissed me passionately. I kissed him foolishly without closing my eyes. I want to look at him carefully, remember his appearance, and draw him after he leaves. Hold it in your arms day and night, and watch it in your heart.

When the golden light entered the room, I knew it was time to say goodbye.I straightened his clothes, resisted the pain in my body and helped him get out of bed, and walked to the backyard with my arms.The matter of ascension is too mysterious for human beings, and we don't want to say anything about it.

As soon as the backyard arrived, a golden light fell, but unexpectedly, the golden light was not the light that sent him to heaven, but the light of the heavenly person and the lower realm.

I suddenly had an ominous premonition.I pulled him away almost automatically—running was all I could think of at the time.

But when I was injured, I couldn't run faster than the heavenly soldiers and generals. After a while, the two of us were besieged.

I was shaking terribly.He still didn't know what was going on, he took my hand and looked around in confusion.

When the heavenly soldiers and generals expressed their intentions, my world completely collapsed.

The purpose of their coming is very simple, to arrest Dieyi and imprison him in the heavenly court—it turns out that Dieyi's fate has already been exhausted. I forcibly changed his fate, helped him continue his life, and even helped him become a fairy.The fate was changed, and the Emperor of Heaven was furious, and wanted to take Dieyi back to the heavens for severe punishment.

This news exploded in our ears like a thunderbolt. I squeezed his hand tightly and forced out the demon power in my body. I can't let him go to heaven, no!I managed to save him, who knows if the Emperor of Heaven will be furious and wipe him out.

But my recalcitrance will only make our situation more embarrassing. I angrily attacked the Heavenly Soldiers and Generals, but in exchange for the Heavenly Lord Chenhua, he personally went down to arrest people. His spiritual power is too high. , I was beaten so weak that I could only watch helplessly as my beloved was taken back to heaven.

At that moment, I lay on the ground and cried loudly.I killed him again, killed him!If I had never loved him in this life, he wouldn't have suffered so much! .

Butterfly, butterfly! .

I cried until I was exhausted and passed out from the unbearable pain.

In my dream, I always thought of his reluctant expression when he was leaving, the pain in his eyes was so obvious, it was all my fault, if I gave up saving his life, maybe I could still get along with him for a hundred years, However, I just cut off his way of life.

Hua Lang, you are a bastard who only hurts him!

When I woke up, tears were streaming down my face. I have loved and enjoyed myself in this life, but none of these happy moments is worth a day of pain.I got up, knelt down in the backyard, and kowtowed continuously, begging the Heavenly Emperor to forgive me and let my life be exchanged for Dieyi's.

I don't know that the Emperor of Heaven may hear my call, I don't eat, drink or sleep every day, just kneel there and kowtow like a madman, even the innkeeper wants to drive me away, but no matter if he beats me I, I didn't move half a step, I knelt there straight, and continued my kowtow and pleading.

I should be glad that I am a monster, and I will not die without eating, drinking, or sleeping, so I can persist for so many days.Ten days, a full ten days, I finally moved the emperor of heaven, and the emperor of Chenhua came from the lower realm with the butterfly intent.

I haven't seen him in ten days, and he is haggard.I burst into tears, when he rushed over, he was so light and weightless, holding him was like holding a bone, it hurt my heart.

I kissed him so deeply and painfully that I bit his lip into tooth marks one after another, and when I tasted the blood on his mouth, I still didn't let go.I can't wait to engrave him in my bone marrow, to be one with me forever, never to be separated.

But Chenhua Tianjun interrupted me coldly, he said that the Heavenly Emperor was influenced by me and would not take my life, and Dieyi can also live in the heaven as a fairy.But I have to pay the price for my behavior of tampering with the destiny-get rid of all the demon bones, abolish the demon power, and just be an ordinary person. In the past, how many years of life have I lived, and how many years of pain I have to bear. When the years are equal, I can leave the world and reincarnate.

Dieyi heard the hiss and screamed, hugged me and said that the Emperor of Heaven couldn't do this, but I laughed, this kind of punishment is actually not bad, at least it didn't make Dieyi disappear, at least it still saved my cheap life.I accepted the punishment safely, but Dieyi couldn't accept it, and yelled at Chenhua Tianjun.

I laughed and knocked Dieyi unconscious—other than knocking him out, I couldn't think of making him accept the side of me that had been removed from my bones.I put him on the ground and stroked his face over and over again, Dieyi, Dieyi, this is the last time I see you in this life, after today, forget me.

I sacrificed the demon power in my hand, and I used all my demon power to seal his memory. From now on, he only remembers that he is a butterfly fairy, and he will not remember that there was a Hualang who loved him, so that he can be carefree I live in the heaven on earth, and as for the pain of separation, it is fine for me to bear it alone.

I shed tears again, hugged him and kissed him gently, as if he felt what I did, a tear dripped from the corner of his eye, I wiped the tear and put it in my mouth, it was so bitter and astringent .I cut off a strand of his long hair and tied his hair with mine. I have never been able to give him a wedding in my life, so this lock is right for us to become husband and wife.I cut off a piece of his clothes, wrapped our broken hair, carefully put it in my arms, and slowly stood up.

I took a look at Chenhua Tianjun who was standing silently by the side, I smiled, and spent all my demonic power to adopt the spiritual marrow to Dieyi. From then on, I am an ordinary person, without any spiritual power, no spiritual power. There will be youth that is not old, and there will be no way to cultivate immortals.

But as long as he lives without worries, it will be fine.

Chenhua Tianjun asked me, is it worth it?

I was stunned, I didn't expect such an indifferent person to ask this question, I smiled, I said that when you have someone you love one day, you will understand.

He was silent.

Then, he punished me. As soon as the prohibition entered the body, the pain, like a cramp, burst into the blood of my limbs. It flowed all over my body, but I couldn't even move my fingers.

Chenhua Tianjun hugged Dieyi, he said that it's good to part like this, it's better not to wait for Dieyi to wake up, it's good for everyone.As for you Hualang, after your sins are redeemed, you will be reincarnated.

As he spoke, he stepped on the white clouds and flew away.

Sweat drenched my eyes, but my tears dried up, and I could no longer cry.

My beloved, he is gone, leaving me forever.

I took his life with my own hands, and I also ruined my love with my own hands.

——Hua Langdie will never give up.

Oh, ridiculous, very ridiculous.

Without him, I live like a walking dead, living like years.The pain that occurs every day, from the fear at the beginning to the expectation now.Yes, looking forward to it, because only the extreme pain can divert my thoughts about him and forget him.

I went back to the grove back then. Unfortunately, after thousands of years of changes, I no longer recognize the tribesmen there. It turned out that not only was he a stranger to me, but even the tribesmen were also strangers.I don't have a home anymore, and I don't have him anymore.

Die Yi, Die Yi, I know that the most painful thing in this world is not farewell, but separation, watching the one you love forget about yourself.I regretted it. I should not have continued his life back then. I should have spent the last few years with him selfishly. When he was gone and reincarnated, I would go to meet his reincarnation.

Unfortunately, there is no if in the world.

I can only silently bear the pain of body and mind, and walk the places we have walked for 1000 years.But, in the 1000 years of the world, dynasties have changed for several generations, and many things have changed.His favorite restaurant has long been called Goulan Courtyard, and his favorite play has been lost.

I lost him, and I lost everything we once had. The only thing that followed me was the cut hair and a piece of cloth.

Later, perhaps because the piece of cloth had been with his spiritual body for a long time, the cloth actually produced spiritual power. After I was stunned, I suddenly smiled. I thought it was because he blessed me in heaven. It has become a thousand charms scarlet silk, which can be used for self-defense.Although I won't die, I don't want to get hurt yet. This thing has become the best treasure to accompany me.

I started to learn how to drink, and wherever I go, I have to carry a jug of wine, because wine can anesthetize me and make me forget him temporarily.I also learned the piano that he could never learn when he was there, but when I could play a beautiful piano sound, I burst into tears again and broke the specially built piano in half.

He is gone, I have no bosom friend, even if I can play the piano, what's the use!He won't hear, won't hear!Just as I use alcohol to relieve my sorrow, he will never come to warn me: drinking is harmful to the body! .

Won't.He will never come.

In the year he left, I broke a piano and drank seven or four jars of spirits.

In the second year after he left, I broke three violins and drank ninety-nine and 81 jars of spirits.

……

In the year since he left, I broke a hundred violins and drank 1 jars of spirits.

Later, I didn't drink much, because I found that no matter how much I drank, he would not know, nor would he come to see me, and say to me: Hua Lang, you're drinking again.

Back then, I promised you not to drink anymore, but now I have broken my promise, why don't you come down and scold me, why, why!

Die Yi, you come down and scold me, wake me up, I don't ask for anything, I just want to see you, see you once, just once.