Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

The dinner table.

Shao Shuyun took a bite of food for Chen Ai, Zheng Xing was very angry when he saw this, he hurriedly brought all the dishes he liked to his side, not wanting Chen Ai to eat.

Zheng Yuan glared at Zheng Xing, and said to Shao Shuyun angrily:

"What's going on with Ah Xing? He doesn't show any manners at all. What will he do if he gets to society in the future?"

Shao Shuyun, whose precious little son was scolded, was naturally not happy, and retorted: "How old is Ah Xing? He has just entered society, and the child has not even learned a little bit of knowledge. Can you stop thinking so much!" She looked again Chen Ai, who picked up food by himself, said, "Do you think there are many well-behaved children like Xiao Ai? It's normal for a tough kid like Ah Xing!"

It seems that a well-behaved child like Chen Ai is abnormal.But Chen Ai was right, if he hadn't undergone a sudden change, his mother could cry when he became mischievous.

Zheng Xing had been listening to the conversation between his parents, and what his parents meant was that he was not as good as Chen Ai, so he glanced at him angrily, thinking that he was all to blame for this brat, he was not better than him at all!

But Zheng Xing also knew deep down in his heart that children like Chen Ai who like to be quiet and not noisy are liked by adults, but he couldn't calm down.It would have been nice if Chen Ai wasn't there, and it wouldn't show that he was bad, but this guy who eats green vegetables obediently and doesn't frown, simply highlights him as a bad example!

Children love to think more, thinking that if Chen Ai lives in his house for a long time, will their parents like Chen Ai and not him?A sense of crisis suddenly rose in my heart, no, he is my own, I have to drive Chen Ai away quickly!

Chen Ai turned his eyes around the family, then closed them again, without saying anything.One is that he is also a child, and there is no credibility in what he says, and the other is that it is bad if he really says it.What can he say, "Zheng Xing is so good, so lively", or "It's not good for me to be like this"?It's not good to say anything, so just shut up.

Chen Ai can't force himself to act like a naughty child so that people can hate him, but he can control himself not to do unnecessary words and things, and don't always use unnecessary things to highlight his obedient and Zheng Xing is not good.It was like this in the last life, Chen Ai did his best, but Shao Shuyun's family didn't necessarily like him.

The more well-behaved Chen Ai is, the nicer he is, the more he rushes to work, and the more he takes the initiative to talk to reconcile the atmosphere, the more he will make Zheng Xing wronged and angry, and Zheng Xing will not look so good to him, and Zheng Xing's mother will not be happy, and will feel that Chen Ai deliberately wants to compare Zheng Xing, and also wonders how such a child is so thoughtful and scheming. He doesn't want to lose the protection of his parents and can only rely on others to force himself to mature.

It's a pity that Chen Ai's look at people at the beginning was completely wrong. Even if he acted a little bit stupid to highlight the smartness of other people's children, you must know that everyone says that other people's children are good, but he really likes them. That's still good for your own children.

That's it for a meal.Zheng Xing was unhappy when he came back from beating Chen Ai. Shao Shuyun saw him like this, so he asked Zheng Yuan to take him to the park to find children to play with, while she left Chen Ai to tidy up the room he was going to live in for the next two months.Zheng Yuan promised to go outside to buy delicious food for Zheng Xing, and Zheng Xing happily followed.Chen Ai sat quietly on the sofa, not talking to Shao Shuyun, just sitting there.

Bringing Chen Ai back was a temporary decision by Shao Shuyun. At that time, he thought that he and Zheng Yuan were too old, and they really didn't have the energy to play with Zheng Xing. They didn't know everything like those young parents. She couldn't accept it, so she thought about letting the two children play together, so she could relax.There is a room, but the sheets and quilts have to be changed. While packing up her things, she thought, shouldn't she be in such a hurry to take Chen Ai over?What if my precious son doesn't like Chen Ai and is always unhappy in the next two months?

Shao Shuyun went to the main room to get things when he was packing, and seeing Chen Ai still doing the same thing, he was so silent and dumbfounded, his heart softened, thinking that this child might not be well-behaved, but changed his temper because of the blow too much , so comfortingly patted Chen Ai on the shoulder and said to him:

"Xiao Ai, you can rest assured to live with my cousin. If that boy Ah Xing dares to bully you, you can just tell my cousin. She will help you educate him!"

"Hey, thank you, Aunt Biao." Chen Ai smiled faintly, knowing that these were just polite words that no one would believe.After a while, Shao Shuyun tidied up the room, and Chen Ai also came with a small bag, and Shao Shuyun fetched water for Chen Ai to wash, and told him to go to bed early at night and have a good rest.

In fact, it's still early, it's just eight o'clock, but Chen Ai was thinking that Zheng Xing and Zheng Yuan should come back, and he didn't want to meet Zheng Xing again to avoid trouble. Shao Shuyun probably had this kind of consideration in mind, so he closed the door early. Lamp climbed into bed.

The structure of this courtyard house is as follows: the main room is very large, which is a suite, with a living room in the middle and a bedroom on each side. Shao Shuyun and Zheng Yuan live in a slightly larger room, and Zheng Xing lives in the other room. The main activity space of the family, if you don’t open it to look at the courtyard outside, it’s like a small building; Chen Ai lives in Westinghouse now, and used to entertain guests in the past, this bedroom is quite big, usually in the There are all kinds of sundries piled up in the corner; the kitchen is in the corner, and there is also a small table for eating, but because the TV is in the living room of the main room, the family usually eats in the main room; A little further back, the building is very clean and hygienic.

Because the main room and the west room are separated by a thick wall, Chen Ai, who was waiting to be tossed and turned unpredictable, heard the door ringing outside, and Zheng Xing could barely hear sporadic chatter when he was chatting with Zheng Yuan. It seemed that Zheng Xing was outside. They had a lot of fun, and after they entered the main room, they could no longer hear any movement.

Chen Ai still couldn't sleep.From the day he woke up until now, although his words and deeds were correct, his whole body was actually shrouded in a layer of mist, which was vague and unclear.First, he realized that he had changed his body, and then he realized that he had already died once, and the life that he couldn't look back on when he was young would have to live again.Even knowing that this life cannot be as miserable as in the past, a trace of sadness still lingers for a long time.

I don't know if Xia Jiarong will find his body and feel sad for him.At that time, because Chen Ai knew that he could not repay Xia Jiarong with the same feelings, and felt that Xia Jiarong's unilateral treatment of him was overwhelmed, so he deliberately said hurtful words and left his home. Encountered a heavy rainstorm, there was nowhere to hide, so I chose a bench among the trees to lie down.It was probably because the rain was too heavy, or maybe he had a high fever in his deep sleep, or he had no will to struggle. In short, Chen Ai died like this, which was too light and reasonable.

When Chen Ai was about to fall asleep on the bench, he heard Xia Jiarong desperately calling his name, but Chen Ai finally didn't respond and let Xia Jiarong pass by where he was lying.How long did Xia Jiarong search for, and what kind of mood did he have?Chen Ai didn't want to make him feel bad, but Xia Jiarong would undoubtedly feel guilty for not keeping him.

When the garden craftsmen in that villa area inspected the damage to the garden after the rain stopped, they didn’t know how frightened they would be when they saw Chen Ai’s own stiff body. Well, go far away, never see you again.

Don't think about him anymore, Chen Ai said to himself.Now everything is starting again, and everything about Xia Jiarong has been overthrown.Anyway, in this life, Chen Ai will no longer follow the trajectory of his previous life, and naturally he will not provoke Xia Jiarong in this life, so there is no need to feel sad about it anymore.

The room exuded a musty smell caused by no one staying in it for a long time. Although Chen Ai was in a difficult mood, he did not feel uneasy.In the last life, Chen Ai didn't fall asleep here all night, and cried secretly for a long time, not only because of her dead parents, but also because of being targeted by Zheng Xing at Shao Shuyun's house, and also because she was confused about the way forward.

Chen Ai thought of An Xin again, the girl he once liked and wanted to spend the rest of his life with, but watched her die in his arms.An Xin used to have a good family, but later her father got out of control gambling and lost everything overnight, and had to live on the street.Now that An Xin is still being her eldest lady, Chen Ai thinks she has to remind her, whether it is to let her stop her father early, or transfer the property enough for her life in advance, she must do something, just afraid An Xin doesn't believe her.

Moreover, if An Xin avoids that tragedy, the two of them will no longer have a relationship.They used to see the truth in adversity, if there was no adversity, An Xin might not look down on Chen Ai, and Chen Ai knew that even if he worked hard to be together, his inner inferiority and cowardice would only ruin this relationship.Even, would An Xin like the current Chen Ai?Maybe she just liked the worse Chen Ai before?

The room was too small, and Chen Ai was too small for this bed, so he slept in an empty space—he was used to his adult figure and slept in a narrow place.Chen Ai looked at his little short hands again, they looked weaker and weaker in the dark night.Forget it, what's the point of thinking so much now?Just get hold of it now.Chen Ai turned over, pulled the quilt closer to himself, and finally fell into a deep sleep.