Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

To explain why Fang Qing hates Chen Ai so much, studying is really a big aspect.Fang Qing can naturally know that Chen Ai's talent is not high, and he relies on studying desperately, but he is not reconciled, so why does he study hard, but can't learn well?No matter how hard Chen Ai worked hard, he could only stop there, and Fang Qing was not satisfied.And Fang Qing's parents also dislike Chen Ai for this reason, look at him, eat his family's food and use his family's food, but they don't know how to count, every time the results sent out compare Fang Qing!

But even in this life, Chen Ai, who has already suffered a lot, is unwilling to let himself fail the exam deliberately because of other people's ideas.It is precisely because Chen Ai knows that his talent is not good enough, so Chen Ai wants to get a good grade in the exam.He is different from those who do not feel joy because he can get good grades easily and get used to it. It is precisely because he puts a lot of effort into every exam, so he enjoys the happiness of holding a high-scoring test paper, enjoying When the teacher reads the grades, the classmates envy the eyes that stare at them, and they also like to study hard and find rewarding moments.

"Chen Ai? Where do you want to play tomorrow? Your uncle and I are going to take Fang Qing to see a relative. It's not convenient to take you. Go out and play by yourself tomorrow."

Chen Ai, who was still thinking about how to find an excuse to go to the bookstore, suddenly heard Pei Qiaoyan calling him. After hearing the meaning, he was secretly happy, thinking that the opportunity had come, so he simply replied: "Okay."

Because Chen Ai didn't have the key to Fang Yang's house, so as long as their family members went out, Chen Ai had to find a place to stay by himself.Fang Yang came over excitedly and quietly said to Chen Ai: "Chen Ai, our family can't take you there, so don't be sad."

Before you say this, can you please accept the excited expression on your face?At this time, Chen Ai also remembered that they should not be visiting their so-called "relatives", because yesterday when they were out of school, the nearby amusement park sent people over to distribute promotional coupons. The Qing family saw the same leaflet in his living room, so it turned out that the scope of the promotion was the whole city, and Chen Ai also heard Fang Qing begging Pei Qiaoyan to take him there in the kitchen.But now, Pei Qiaoyan agreed, but she didn't want to spend more money to take her there, so she made an excuse.

That's why I still avoid myself now.Chen Ai couldn't help thinking of the time when they ignored him and went to play wherever they wanted.

The next day, Chen Ai and Fang Qing's family went out together, and then they got in their own car and drove away, while Chen Ai stood still and counted some of the money he had saved.

Chen Ai's own money was only 100 yuan, and because Fang Qing and the others planned to come back in the afternoon, they returned the money for lunch to Chen Ai, and because they were still treating Chen Ai well on the surface, the money was given to Chen Ai. A lot, maybe including today's pocket money, and buying a book is enough.Money still has to be saved, and now there are people giving him pocket money, but it may not be necessary in the future, and he has to keep emergency money.

Chen Ai took the bus to go to the bookstore again. He is short now, and he can still enjoy free treatment. When he got on the bus, someone gave up his seat, which made Chen Ai feel that children's benefits are not bad.

Stepping into the Xinhua Bookstore again, Chen Ai's face suddenly turned slightly red.He remembered the last time he thought he could learn some skills, so he came to read those Gongdou books and Zhai Dou books, but found that it was useless in the clouds.And these days, he was busy reviewing his past knowledge, and getting along with Fang Qing's family was very perfunctory, and he didn't do anything bad.He felt for a while before that he didn't take revenge well, because he was influenced by his own personality, but then he realized that the most important thing now is to make himself stronger first, as long as he has a good future, he can What's more, if I can live in my junior high school and not be adopted by them, and I will work here after finishing college, I will have to deal with those relatives who have raised me, so why worry about not having a chance?

Chen Ai wants to take root in this city this time, and will not wander around anymore.What city has he not been to since he escaped in the previous life?I have been to the developed ones and the backward ones, but in the end I forgot my real name and the city where I was born.Just because he left too much in the past, Chen Ai doesn't want to leave now.He wanted to be here, from birth to death.

Now Chen Ai is standing in front of the bookshelf in the reference book column and looking at it. There are materials and test papers for each grade, as well as various tomes of dictionaries.The waiter who pointed him out last time came again, and wanted to ask Chen Ai's grade so he could point him out. Chen Ai thanked her for her enthusiasm, but felt a little helpless, so he had to say that he was buying a birthday present for his brother and wanted to choose it by himself, the waiter Just go away.

Chen Ai finally selected a book called "Anthology of Poems (Secondary School Students Edition)". After reading through it, he had many impressions, but it would not work if he just asked himself to memorize it.Chen Ai intends to take this book back and memorize it first. This book is very thick. Chen Ai’s elementary school students can barely hold it. There are no illustrations in it. It is entirely a text version. The appendix says that this book contains All the poems that have appeared in middle school textbooks and the extensions that may appear in exams, Chen Ai thinks that they are enough for high school.

Now Chen Ai is in a stage where he is eager to acquire knowledge, and many reference books on the shelves of Xinhua Bookstore make him greedy. Among them, what Chen Ai wants to buy most is "Compendium of Mathematical Formulas", which includes I have learned all the formulas, theorems, etc. from junior high school to high school, and it is good to memorize them first; there is also "Encyclopedia of English Grammar", which Chen Ai also wants. His English is not good because he can only memorize it by rote. The exam depends entirely on the hit rate and applying grammar and question types learned. There are other useful reference books such as "Chinese Basic Handbook" and "Idiom Dictionary". Chen Ai dare not buy them. At this age, it's too eye-catching. Of course, when Chen Aiyi reluctantly said goodbye to them and went to pay the money, he thought, the key is that he can't afford it!

No money is really the saddest thing.Here, unless the school has to pay the fees, Chen Ai would not dare to ask the family who is raising him temporarily for money. In the past, when the teacher gave the tutoring book list and asked the students to buy it if they wanted, Chen Ai would only borrow it from others. look.Living under the fence taught Chen Ai how to save money. Thanks to the compulsory education period, the school will distribute a lot of notebooks every semester. Although I don’t know if the money has been paid first, but at least there is no need to ask people for money. There are still a few books left.There are also pens. Chen Ai likes to use mechanical pencils, because a cheap mechanical pencil is only [-] cents, and the lead core is only [-] cents. As long as the pen is not broken, a box of lead cores can be used for a long time. It is used for formal writing and exams. When you use a pen, it saves money than using a ballpoint pen and a signature pen.

The same is true in other places. Chen Ai always saves if he can, and only asks for money when he can't save. He will not ask adults for unnecessary expenses, such as snacks, drinks and outings.It is precisely because Chen Ai seldom asks for money, so once Chen Ai asks, as long as the amount is not large, the adults will not make things difficult for him, and they will usually give it happily. When it is time to buy new clothes in season, those adults will buy them for their children. When it's over, I usually buy a suit for Chen Ai.

So Chen Ai had a pretty good life before living in Fang Qing's house, and was never abused.And when he was the hardest in his previous life, he was not short of money to be honest, it was just that he didn't like to spend it.

Chen Ai has strength, can bear hardships, and doesn’t complain. Such a person is popular everywhere. Although Chen Ai suffers from not having a real ID card and cannot do many jobs, it is still possible to work hard on the construction site, and he has never been short of work. Can't make a lot of money.Even once, in order to avoid trouble, Chen Ai couldn't afford a train ticket, so he temporarily sang in front of the train station, and even saved enough money for a train ticket.

Only when Chen Ai feels that he wants to buy many things, will Chen Ai feel short of money.But now, where can the money come from?In the past, I relied on strength and roughly learned many kinds of techniques, but now I can't use them.What else can you do at such a young age?

Chen Ai could only cross out the option of self-reliance.

Because the Xinhua Bookstore is adjacent to the commercial street, there are many stalls for buying snacks, and there are also special benches for people to rest.Chen Ai bought a pancake fruit, sat on a bench to eat, and saw that a fountain was being built in front of the building in front, making dust all around.

This fountain is really beautiful when it is built. Although it is not as beautiful as the later music fountain, it is the first one now. Unfortunately, the operating cost of the fountain is too high. This fountain belongs to the department store. At the beginning, it will spray every day. It has attracted a lot of tourists to watch, and it is inevitable that they will also enter the building to buy something, but with the change of the city center, the number of tourists has decreased, and the fountain has been opened from every day to one day a week, and then there is no movement at all, and it is completely closed, and the fountain is completely closed. It has become an open space that can be stepped on at will, and the department store has given up the aloofness that never held activities before, and has become a daily discount day that is always advertised on the bus.

In this world, the old and the bad are always eliminated and replaced by the young and the new.Chen Ai thought, which one does he belong to?

Either way, don't make it worse.

Throwing the finished plastic bag into the trash can, Chen Ai shrunk his body to the bench, leaned against the back of the chair, spread the books on his knees, ignored the tourists who sat down and got up next to him, and ignored the heavy traffic on the road , Just like that, he began to recite the content of "Anthology of Poems" like no one else, and recited it in a low voice.