Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

Xia Jiarong was lying on the sofa with no image at all, his hands and feet were stretched unscrupulously, and his hands were still restless, always hooking the leather of the sofa back for a while, frowning as if he was discouraged by the sofa. I don't know what I'm thinking about.He dug and dug his hands, relying on the fact that the leather of the sofa is made of high-quality cowhide tanning, so even though this is his favorite small sofa, he did not hesitate to use his nails to polish it, all to wear away the pain in his heart. There is an unknown anger.

"You still think you are a dog, and you are still grinding your paws here!"

When Xia's mother came out of the kitchen, she saw her son, who had always been pretending to save face, lying there in such a disfigured manner, his hands were still restless, and he didn't have the air he should have.As soon as she finished speaking, Xia Jiarong looked dazed, but quickly answered:

"Mom, it's okay, the sofa is solid."

He had just finished speaking when he heard a "hiss", slipped his hand and pulled it down, feeling that the touch was not right.Can't be so unlucky?Xia Jiarong carefully sat up and looked at the part of the leather that he scratched with his hand just now, and saw that it was obviously scratched by him, exposing the inner leather inside, and he could even vaguely see the light white sponge inside.

Xia's mother also heard the voice, she came closer to have a look, and said to Xia Jiarong with a half-smile:

"Is this the solid sofa you said? It's really strong."

Xia Jiarong remembered that he had just cut his nails, and his fingertips should be bare and not lethal, so he thought to himself that the sofa leather is fake, how can the leather be so weak!He was also very embarrassed and raised his hand to show Xia's mother, wanting to prove that it was not his fault, it must be that the sofa was not strong enough.He hadn't paid attention to his hands yet, but Xia's mother saw it first, and couldn't help being startled, and said angrily:

"You silly boy! Your fingers are bleeding, don't you even know! Where did you put your medicine box? You need a Band-Aid!"

"On the last shelf of the TV cabinet..."

Xia Jiarong was awakened by Xia's mother's voice, and then he looked at the hand he had slipped off. He saw that the nails were broken, and the fingers were bleeding, but he didn't feel it at all just now. Now that he saw it, he felt His fingertips were burning, and Mama Xia, who brought the medicine kit, applied medicine to him and put on a Band-Aid.

Xia's mother scolded him, then bluffed him:

"If you are still like this, even if I put you in the isolation ward, I have to let you live in the capital! I'm still looking at you, and you're bleeding yourself, and you still live here by yourself , The nannies you called are all part-time workers, who knows if you have any injuries? You will really ruin yourself!"

Mama Xia has a lot of prestige, which is what she specially trained the people below in various meetings. She has her own way of training people, and only those who know what to do will be afraid.Xia Jiarong scared her a lot since she was a child, and she is usually very serious, but once Xia's mother puts on this expression, she will obediently only "um", "um".

Seeing this, Xia's mother had no choice but to stop talking.What she can't see most is Xia Jiarong's obedient, silent appearance, with no vitality at all, which will only scare her, but she is used to training others, and she can't help but bring it out, and when she brings it out, she remembers what she wants to do What I want is a "loving mother", so I quickly restrain myself.

Xia's mother looked at her watch, and found that the appointment to return to Beijing was delayed because of this trouble, so she picked up the handbag on the table and went out, not forgetting to tell Xia Jiarong again:

"Jiarong, the barbecued pork buns with honey sauce and bacon that mother made for you are all in the refrigerator, and they are divided into portions. When you eat it, you can steam it yourself. If you forget how to steam it, just call me Or search online, mom has been doing it for so long, you mustn’t forget to eat it and let it break. When you start school, I will come to see you again, don’t be unhappy, and I will make good food for you How is it?"

"I know." Xia Jiarong replied weakly.Really, he is almost an adult, why does his mother still coax him with the tone of treating a child!

Mother Xia closed the door, and the house became quiet again.Xia Jiarong was still sitting on that little sofa, and wanted to lie down again, but when he looked at the scratch, and at his hands that were still hot, he got angry again, thinking about changing the sofa tomorrow, it was too annoying No matter what it was before, this is still his favorite sofa.

He changed to another sofa and lay down. Although he was still out of shape this time, he was able to control his hands obediently.

He was lying on the sofa watching a movie before, and fell asleep while watching it.Xia's mother was making barbecued pork buns in the kitchen, and she always came out to look at him from time to time. When she saw him falling asleep, she turned off the TV and found a blanket to cover him.Then Xia Jiarong had a dream in a daze, and when he woke up, he became like this.

In fact, Xia Jiarong is prone to dreaming.He used to lie down at night and couldn't sleep, and he didn't sleep until he felt sleepy, so he didn't sleep well, and he couldn't fall into a deep sleep. Therefore, there was always a dangling shadow in his dreams. Even if he muttered for a while, he would feel At that moment, I went to another world.Now his health is much better, although he is not afraid to sleep at night, but the problem of light sleep and dreaminess still persists, and he is used to dreaming, and there is always nothing interesting in his dreams, either there are large expanses of peonies, The bright red color is disgusting to look at, or it is the dream of drowning, tsunami and other disasters related to the sea that I often have since I lived by the sea.

But this time, his dream was particularly uncomfortable, so he scratched the sofa uneasily after waking up, wanting to use this mechanical and mindless movement to relieve his inner anxiety and discomfort.

Xia Jiarong dreamed that he was walking around in the dream, always walking around, walking very fast, breathless in his heart, as if he was looking for something, and he was still calling someone's name, looking everywhere, but couldn't find it , couldn’t cry out, and gradually became suffocated due to emotional excitement, and then the “he” in the dream fell to the ground like this, his hands and feet twitched, and he stopped moving, maybe he was dead. , Then he woke up, not as if he was frightened awake, but the kind of waking up that came naturally when the dream was over.

I can't remember the specifics clearly, such as what color the sky is, what he looks like, who he is looking for, this short dream that only existed in the lunch break, originally there was only a vague fragment, but he couldn't forget it, That kind of anxiety that cannot be found, that kind of desperate suffocation caused by anxiety.

This dream made Xia Jiarong feel depressed and uncomfortable.He didn't want to recall it, but when he recalled his panting in the dream, he actually felt that this feeling should be brought into reality, and Xiong also felt a little depressed. He was startled, and he didn't care about thinking about that dream anymore, feeling that Find the medicine box under the TV cabinet, open a box of medicine, "click", "click" and rotate the medicine bottle twice, then let out a deep breath, put your mouth close to the mouth of the medicine bottle, and take a deep breath , and then stood by the window, carefully feeling the changes in his body, after a while there was no abnormality, and then he was relieved.

So this dream was dismissed by him as a nightmare.

The school is about to start, Xia Jiarong thought about it, and felt very excited, obviously before the school started with the idea that it was dispensable.He fantasized in his mind that Chen Ai had found his class, but he was surprised when he saw him at first sight, and he couldn't help laughing happily. He made up his mind to go early tomorrow, and when he saw him coming, he turned to Chen Ai She waved her hand and asked him to sit next to her. Chen Ai must be too embarrassed to forcefully refuse. By then, they can still be at the same table for three years. It is very beautiful to think of it.

Xia Jiarong then spat at himself again, how could he be so happy.He remembered what the little uncle who had done school formalities for him said, and asked him who Chen Ai belonged to, and why he had to be tied together.He didn't answer this question at the beginning, and it's the same now.If you still don't know, then keep tied together, it's no big deal.

Xia Jiarong was suddenly grateful for his family.Because of his own physical condition, his family has never been strict with him. Although he is an only seedling, they also hold the idea of ​​letting him inherit the family business. OK.With him like this, whoever he wants to be tied to, surely his parents won't be angry, right?

Xia Jiarong took out his phone again to check the date.August 27th, there are three days left.Yesterday was four days, tomorrow is two days, then one day, and zero days!

What a day!

The only downside is that Chen Ai doesn't pay much attention to him, which always makes Xia Jiarong very disappointed.Chen Ai loves to study so much that he doesn't have much communication with him, but Xia Jiarong is very courageous on weekdays, but the strange thing is that he really doesn't have the courage to provoke Chen Ai who has a "Do Not Disturb" sign, afraid that Chen Ai will completely kill him. angry.

After being at the same table for three years, Xia Jiarong really didn't dare to say how he knew Chen Ai. He could count everything he said, but he knew that Chen Ai had no father or mother, and he lived with relatives. But his relatives didn't treat him badly, and Chen Ai never saw how frustrated or restless he was. He just studied hard. Although Xia Jiarong admired his enthusiasm, you must know that although he doesn't like hard work, he also knows that hardworking people are very hardworking. It is worthy of respect, but he still wants to say something secretly, it is only a junior high school course, why is Chen Ai working so hard, could it be...

Hello!Stop, stop, if Chen Ai finds out, he will definitely ignore you!Xia Jiarong quickly warned himself.

However, after high school, you must know Chen Ai better.If Chen Ai didn't take the initiative to talk to him, wouldn't he even have the ability to break the situation?

It is impossible to maintain the current understanding all the time, Xia Jiarong thought, he wanted to understand Chen Ai better, more, or, to be the only one who understood.