Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

In the middle of the night, Chen Ai was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone next to his pillow. He opened his eyes dimly, and saw the name flashing on the mobile phone and the time, which was too early. When I called him, something must have happened, so I answered the phone first, and at the same time hurriedly put on my clothes, and hurriedly asked Xia Jiarong what was wrong on the phone.

"Xia Jiarong, what's wrong with you?"

Xia Jiarong didn't say anything over there, but just called his name over and over again, as if he was the drowning man and his own name was the crumbling floating weed.Chen Ai was a little panicked, and didn't care that his voice would wake up his roommates. He raised his volume and asked Xia Jiarong what was going on again. Then he put on his shoes and knocked on the door of the building management to let him open the door of the dormitory.

There was no noise behind Xia Jiarong's voice. Chen Ai guessed that he was still at his home, but no matter how he asked Xia Jiarong, he just seemed to have lost all language ability, and the only two words he could say were his name.Chen Ai rushed to Xia Jiarong's house in a hurry, knocked on the door desperately, Xia Jiarong opened the door with only one knock, threw herself into his arms, and continued to call his name:

"Chen Ai—Chen Ai—"

"I'm here, I'm here. Xia Jiarong, what's wrong with you?"

"Answer me again! Chen Ai, Chen Ai—promise me!"

"I'm here, I'm here!"

Chen Ai was at a loss and coaxed him to sit on the sofa.Xia Jiarong grabbed his clothes fiercely, Chen Ai saw tears in the corners of his eyes under the light.

"Why didn't you promise me? Why didn't you promise me! I've been looking for you for a long time, but you just don't promise me!"

For a while, Xia Jiarong couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality very well. He was full of anger and accused Chen Ai, but he was also very wronged. He kept calling Chen Ai's name, but he couldn't hear Chen Ai every time. "I'm here" followed immediately after he called out.

He was haunted by a nightmare, and he only woke up when he remembered to call Chen Ai.

And Chen Ai heard Xia Jiarong's complaint, and gradually recalled what happened at the last moment of his life in his previous life.At that time, Xia Jiarong called him in this tone, hastily, frightened, and kept calling his name for a moment.

"Jiarong, are you having a nightmare? Tell me, okay?"

It was the first time for Chen Ai to call him that, but he just hoped that such an intimate name would make him feel better.

Chen Ai's temperature is real, with the heat he usually carries; his voice is also real, nice, and always makes Xia Jiarong's ears itch.Xia Jiarong was lying in his arms, his voice was hoarse when he shouted before, but he gradually calmed down, and he was very weak, but at least he was able to escape from the nightmare scene.Now that Chen Ai asked him this, he couldn't help thinking about it again, and shivered, and was gently comforted by Chen Ai's comforting hand on his back.

Xia Jiarong didn't want to speak out, but Chen Ai was by his side, so he wanted to speak out.Even if it was just a dream, he wanted Chen Ai to know what kind of cruel things he did to him in the dream!

"I dreamed that it was raining heavily and the sky was dark. I was calling your name, thinking that I must find you, but no matter how I called you, you refused to agree. Where did you go? So Heavy rain, the surroundings are so open, there is no place to hide from the rain, it should be easy to find you, but I can't see the surrounding environment clearly, and you still don't agree to me, no matter how you call it, it's like you have disappeared .”

Chen Ai's heart moved, but he didn't say anything. He thought it was just a coincidence, otherwise how could it be such a coincidence that Xia Jiarong also had memories of the past?

"That's all a dream. I'm right next to you. Every time you call my name, I will say yes?"

"No way, when you ignored me before, I told you to ignore me, just pretend you didn't hear me."

"Okay, it's all my fault. I promise I will never make such a mistake in the future, okay? If you call me in the future, I will definitely agree."

I don't know which Xia Jiarong it was because of the promise, and because the current Xia Jiarong is really weak and pitiful, Chen Ai made such a promise as soon as his head got hot.

"Really? Then whenever I call you from now on, you have to agree, no matter what the occasion is."

Chen Ai reassured again and again, Xia Jiarong was relieved, adjusted his posture, and leaned comfortably in Chen Ai's arms.

The nervousness slowly subsided from his body, but something else came to eat away at his body.It was only then that Xia Jiarong discovered that the influence of the 84 disinfectant that he had smelled before had not disappeared, but was suppressed by nervousness.

So Chen Ai gradually felt that something was wrong with Xia Jiarong's state. He was lying flat before, but now he wanted to straighten his body. His breathing also became difficult and sluggish, and the frequency of chest ups and downs was also very fast, so he was worried. the question:

"What's wrong with this?"

Now that Chen Ai found out, Xia Jiarong, who wanted to endure it, simply sat up, but was still close to Chen Ai.

"It's okay, I'm just a little out of breath."

"All right?" Chen Ai's tone was suspicious.Being out of breath is not the same thing as a cold. There are many factors that cause it, and if left untreated, it can easily lead to a chronic disease that cannot be cured but can only be relieved.

"It's asthma, allergic asthma."

Xia Jiarong said with some reluctance that he didn't want Chen Ai to know that he was actually a sick child, and he had concealed it very well before, but he didn't expect that there would be the smell of disinfectant everywhere in the defeated school.

"Then what are your allergies?"

Chen Ai asked again.This has to be remembered, so as not to cause Xia Jiarong to fall ill unconsciously.

"Smell, pungent smell, disinfectant or formaldehyde and other decoration smells, in fact, these are not very common in life, just be careful to avoid them, but I didn't expect that disinfection is everywhere in the school now."

Intuitively, Chen Ai felt that it was not that simple, so he couldn't hold back and asked:

"Then you never participated in the military training before, why?"

"Strenuous exercise can also easily cause it. Although it is an odor allergy at first, other things may also be induced. There are also times when it rains heavily, when the air is too stuffy, and other times when the situation is similar."

Chen Ai secretly kept it in his heart, and understood why Xia Jiarong didn't live with his family, but before that he lived by the sea in a small city.The seaside climate is very good, the air is fresh, it is very suitable for asthma patients to recuperate, and the smog and car exhaust in big cities may also have an impact on Xia Jiarong.Knowing this, Chen Ai became cautious when he looked at Xia Jiarong.

"Then what should you do now? Do you want to take medicine or go to the hospital?"

"It's okay, I've already taken the medicine before, and I'll get better slowly. It will take a week. The main reason is that once it's induced, I have to wait slowly. Please, Chen Ai, don't look at me like this, I'm not so Fragile, asthma won't affect my daily life, ding is just a little uncomfortable."

Chen Ai's face was still serious and cautious, so Xia Jiarong had no choice but to start a conversation to ease the atmosphere.

"Do you know how I got allergic asthma? You will definitely laugh when you tell me. I was fine when I was very young. Once my parents took me to the Peony Garden, where there is a special shop for peony flowers. , At that time, I thought the flowers were so fragrant and each flower was so big, so I bought a bag, put it in a teacup, and placed it in a row on my bed, and then I couldn’t breathe until midnight. I was sent to the hospital, hahaha, isn’t the reason why I got sick so embarrassing? After that, I really, really hated peonies.”

Xia Jiarong gritted his teeth for the last sentence, and seeing Chen Ai's face of "you're kidding me" and "it's impossible to get over it because of such a trivial matter", he sighed and said with a little disappointment: "I I don’t even want to believe it, but it’s just like this, what else should I do? The peony flower is just an inducement, and I have asthma factors in my body, but if there is no peony flower on the bed, I will definitely not be Like today..."

"Okay, let's not talk about this. In the middle of the night, Chen Ai, I'm really sorry to wake you up in the middle of the night. You must not have woken up. Why don't you go to my room and lie down. It's not yet dawn."

Chen Ai's eyelids were indeed a little heavy.Ever since he changed his schedule and lived like this in this life, he really felt uncomfortable whenever he changed his schedule, which was not as tolerant as before. When he heard Xia Jiarong's invitation, he laid down on the side of the big bed as good as he could, and fell asleep after a while. caught.Xia Jiarong lay on the other side, and wanted to say good night to him, but when he saw that he was asleep, he had to lower his voice and say to himself:

"Fortunately, you didn't realize that I actually prepared a room for you, but I won't take the initiative to remind you. It's great that you can sleep next to me."

"Chen Ai, can you always call me Jiarong in the future? I'm very happy that you call me that."

"Good night, Chen Ai."

Xia Jiarong also lay on the side, they were covered with a quilt, Xia Jiarong always felt that there was air leaking in the middle of the quilt, so he unconsciously rubbed to Chen Ai's side.Breathing was not so smooth when lying down, but Xia Jiarong decided to endure this rare moment.After thinking about it, Xia Jiarong sat up again, turned on the desk lamp, turned it to the weakest setting, and stared at Chen Ai in the light.

Chen Ai slept soundly, breathing lightly, serenely and quietly, beautiful like a painting, lying on his bed like this, as if he should be lying here.

He will definitely not let the reality become as unbearable as in the dream, Xia Jiarong thought, he will hold on to Chen Ai firmly and not relax at all.

Then he lowered his head and gently kissed Chen Ai's lips.

It is sweet, not sweet in touch, but in feeling.

Strangely, Xia Jiarong got other strengths from this kiss, he felt that his condition had stabilized a lot, at least he could lie down beside Chen Ai with peace of mind.

The author has something to say:

Thank you Mo Mo's landmines, what? ~ Chapter 50 finally kissed, are you all excited? (Don't hit me!

I just disbanded the reader group, because no one has spoken in it for a long time, which is inconsistent with my original intention of building a reader group to discuss the direction of the article, so I hope the readers who added it before will understand =3