Disciplinary Guidelines

"...I rely on it."

He Xiangyin was dumbfounded, and almost missed the wine glass in his hand.

"So he wanted to have a good relationship with you, but in order to deal with the family, you quietly went to get married?" He Xiangyin gasped like a toothache: "You just kicked him like this gone?"

Ji Yao didn't want to forget it, he felt uncomfortable when he mentioned this matter, he frowned and hummed.

He habitually agreed at first, and then realized that he was wrong, and retorted: "What do you mean I kicked him, he was not caught and raped by me in bed?"

"So you're really married?!" He Xiangyin stood up straight, looking back and forth between Ji Yao's face and his left hand, his voice trembling slightly: "Then you, you, this is - your wife stayed in Beijing ? Does she know that you are fluttering the colorful flags in Shanghai?"

He Xiangyin said that she wished she could jump three feet high, and stepped back a few steps with the wine glass in her hand, but was stopped by the table, and her upper body almost fell over.

"Let me tell you, I'm gay with a bottom line." He Xiangyin folded his hands on his chest, the wine in his hand almost spilled on his front, as if he had turned into a chaste husband in place, and said sternly Said: "I don't play with cheating gays!"

Ji Yao: "..."

This ability to focus is really outrageous.

"What a mess." Ji Yao glared at him sullenly, and said sullenly, "I'm not married."

That evening, Jiang Heng changed his clothes and left after swearing harshly, without saying a word, leaving Ji Yao alone in a daze facing the shattered strawberry cake.

Some things, when you can’t remember them, you will always feel that you have forgotten them, but once you pull out a little thread, you will find that your memory is still fresh, and everything is like yesterday.

Ji Yao still remembers that Jiang Heng seemed to have drunk a little wine that day, and when he walked in front of him, he could still clearly smell a slight alcohol smell on the other party.

I don't know if it's because of anger or something, but Jiang Heng's eyes had a little red marks, which combined with his cold and disappointed eyes, looked extremely glaring.

Ji Yao was stung by his eyes, and he couldn't recover until Jiang Heng slammed the door and left.

He stood in the empty bedroom. The lights in the bathroom, living room and bedroom were all on. Everything in the room could not be hidden. With just a glance of Ji Yao's eyes, he could see countless people living together with Jiang Heng. past traces.

His previous exam materials were spread out on the desk, and the mock case report used by Jiang Heng for practice was pressed under a copy of "Death Reservation", with only a thin corner exposed.

The bathroom door was wide open, and most of the warm water vapor inside had dissipated. Two sets of dental appliances of the same style were arranged side by side on the mirror cabinet. The toothpaste was conveniently placed in the mouthwash cup. side.

Ji Yao looked around slowly, only to feel that these factors that made him feel panic settled down in an instant, and fell heavily on his heart, becoming an inexplicable feeling.

Ji Yao knows that he is a love pessimist, he instinctively feels that all family environments are oppressive and heavy, like dripping water, obviously weightless, but can easily suffocate people to death.

So when Jiang Heng was around, these factors around him made him flustered and made him feel unsafe; but when Jiang Heng left and Ji Yao knew clearly that the relationship between the two of them was over, these things made him feel nostalgic.

Jiang Heng's words before he left hit Ji Yao's pain point in a sense, so that in this house, there was no one in the house, including the bedding and utensils he and Jiang Heng went to pick out together, and the strawberry cake that fell to the ground. It's not like reminding Ji Yao what a ridiculous decision he made.

Should a person's life be spent in constant compromise like this, Ji Yao suddenly thought, to what step should I retreat.

There is no end to compromise, as long as he refuses to succumb to the world and his parents for a day, he will always suffer from not being free.

Ironically, it was after Jiang Heng left that Ji Yao had the courage to resist the restraint for him from the bottom of his heart.

So Ji Yao slowly bent down and picked up the banquet reservation form from the ground, and then tore it into pieces little by little.

He didn't know where the courage came from, he stood in the chaotic room and dialed a video to his parents, and finally hung up the phone amidst their furious reprimand and crying, turned off the phone, and pulled out the Sim card inside.

Ji Yao didn't run to get married, and he didn't go home again.After graduating, he rejected the job offered by his mentor, and ran to Shanghai alone with a suitcase that was not too big or too small, and has stayed there until now.

"Hey——" He Xiangyin sighed a long time, slid down from the table like a cartilaginous animal, sat back on the sofa, and elbowed Ji Yao with an empty wine glass.

"But to be honest, you are not married anymore, so why didn't you go to him after that?" He Xiangyin said in wonder, "It's not wrong to break up like this."

"It's not necessary." Ji Yao said: "...it's a matter of course, sooner or later there will be such a day."

Even though the iron chain has been pulled, the rusty shackles are still tied to the baby elephant.

The long-term repressed family environment makes Ji Yao unable to trust any intimate relationship, so he will not last long with anyone. Once someone shows the meaning of "long-term", he will instinctively want to escape from all this—Jiang Heng does not. exception.

Jiang Heng used to be the person closest to this limit. He almost broke the bottom line for Jiang Heng, but unfortunately in the end, by mistake, he still failed.

Maybe it was fate, Ji Yao thought.

He is a deformed person in essence, his firmness and response will only appear after the loss, so everything becomes misplaced.

"I don't know what to say anymore." He Xiangyin's teeth hurt even more, and his facial features became distorted: "You two can be regarded as sparks hitting the earth. I was right before. It is enough to fight poison with fire."

Ji Yao was depressed when he heard that, moved to the side, waved to call the waiter, and ordered another glass of brandy.

"Then what do you do now?" He Xiangyin originally wanted to give Ji Yao an idea, but he didn't expect to hear such a big gossip, and suddenly he was full of worries and lawsuits, as if he had foreseen his miserable future: "Will he hold grudges?" In my heart, deliberately revenge on you?"

Ji Yao subconsciously wanted to say no, but he felt that he had no position.Three years later, he no longer dared to say that he knew Jiang Heng.

He suffocated the new brandy as if he was drinking wine, and the crystal clear ice hit the glass wall, dripping cold drops of water.

Ji Yao wanted to say something, but before he could speak, he was interrupted by a new notification tone from his phone.

He turned on the screen, only to find that the friend request he had sent before had received a reply.

The profile photo of the middle-aged lawyer appeared at the top of his contacts, sending him a friendly handshake emoji.

Ji Yao pursed his lips, clicked to open and close the dialog box, then stood up and picked up his coat from the sofa.

"Forget it." Thousands of words finally merged into one sentence, Ji Yao put the cup back on the table, and said lightly: "Soldiers come to block, water to cover it with earth."