Disciplinary Guidelines

At three o'clock in the morning, the overhead light in the general surgery lounge flickered silently for a few times, and then went out without warning with a light sizzling sound.

Ji Yao, who was resting on the bed halfway, seemed to be startled by the slight sound, and reflexively sat up from the folding bed.

The room was dark, with a ray of light leaking in from the half-closed door. Outside the corridor separated by the door, there was the sound of a little nurse walking softly, and the deliberately light cart rubbed against the floor tiles, making a barely audible sound of metal collisions. .

Ji Yao stared at the door for a while, making sure that no one came to call him to see the patient, then heaved a sigh of relief, fell back on the bed, raised his arms, and covered his eyes with his forearms.

Ji Yao just had a dream, and now he still has lingering fears. A cold sweat broke out on his back, and his collar was sticking to his skin wetly.

That dream was chaotic, and the tone was not pleasant. Now that I close my eyes, everything seems to be still vivid in my mind.

In the dream, he confessed his love to Jiang Heng again on Christmas Day.This time Jiang Heng didn't bother to talk about him anymore, but simply agreed to him, agreeing to write off the past and start again.

In the dream, Ji Yao was overjoyed and dragged Jiang Heng out to have a good meal to celebrate, but before he had gone far, he was stopped by Xiao Tong who suddenly appeared.

"I don't agree with this matter." Xiao Tong's expression was extremely serious, and even a little strange in the abnormal atmosphere of the dream: "Someone told me that there is no need for you to be together."

Xiao Tong said as he turned sideways to get out of the way, only to see Ji's father and Ji's mother appearing from behind her inexplicably.They were still in the same wedding suits they had worn to the wedding reception, and both looked angry and haggard.

Ji Yao didn't realize that he was dreaming, his logic automatically made up for the bugs in the dream, so much so that he actually explained seriously: "I said before that I am gay, if I don't stay with him, I will also be with others With the men of yours, this matter cannot be changed."

Ji's father angrily picked up something and wanted to beat him up, Ji's mother was sobbing, wiping her tears, while grabbing Ji's hand, crying to Ji Yao: "Don't be stupid, child, what does it mean to have a family? Don't you understand? Do you want to follow mother's old way too?"

"She's right." In the dream, Jiang Heng, who hadn't spoken for a long time, suddenly said, "Why don't we forget it, let's stop here, and don't make any good memories of each other in the end."

The tone of this dream changed from sweet to sharp, and the turning point was as blunt as the worst domestic horror movie, but Ji Yao in the dream had no power to resist, and almost woke up from the dream abruptly.

Having had such a mindless dream, Ji Yao was not in a good mood. He let out a long sigh of relief, wiped the cold sweat off the back of his neck a little irritably, then sat up from the bed, walking heavily Walking to the drinking fountain, Smear poured himself a glass of cold water.

The cold liquid spilled into the chest along the throat, and Ji Yao suddenly shivered, completely awake.

He turned on the screen of his phone, and the time on it had changed to a new day.According to the memo, there is still a whole week before the Christmas reminder, and the "deadline" set by Jiang Heng is also close at hand.

Maybe it was because he was too nervous, Ji Yao thought.

In the dream, the psychological oppression caused by Ji's father and mother's close proximity still existed, but Ji Yao was immersed in this emotional sequelae, and for the first time in his life, he did not have the idea of ​​escaping.

Recently, as the new year approaches, Ji Yao's duty schedule has changed slightly. He has been busy with work, and the time he can get together with Jiang Heng has been greatly reduced. Have breakfast together and then leave in a hurry.

The short cut of life stabilized the secretion of dopamine, Ji Yao calmed down from the previous frenzy of "lost and found", and began to think about the future with Jiang Heng belatedly.

Perhaps in a person's life, most of the key decisions are impulsive.Just like "restricted purchase" will make consumers feel a sense of crisis, so will the opportunity of "lost and regained". The pursuit of Jiang Heng again is itself a fever born by "love" itself.

During this period of time, Ji Yao also thought about this matter. He understood Jiang Heng's reservations, so after calming down, he also looked at himself as objectively as possible.

But every time, his answer is fixed.

At this moment, in the chaotic and inexplicable aftertaste of the dream, Ji Yao took a sip of cold water, and asked his heart for the last time in the middle of the night: "Do I have to be him?"

He hardly hesitated, and quickly gave an affirmative answer.

After breaking up with Jiang Heng, he tried to start over, but he failed.It seems that only Jiang Heng in this world can give him that sense of danger and peace of mind, making him both erratic and somewhere to rely on.

His heart seems to have been taken away by Jiang Heng three years ago, so that among so many people in the world, Ji Yao is only willing to give the privilege in his heart to Jiang Heng.

——He is really willing to fall in love with Jiang Heng for the rest of his life.

With the appearance of this idea, all the emotions that were about to swing around seemed to be finalized, and the dust settled from then on.

Ji Yao drank the rest of the cold water in the cup, and couldn't help curling his lips.

But soon he discovered another problem - he is serious, but how to make Jiang Heng believe him is still a problem.

Thinking of this, Ji Yao couldn't help showing a troubled look on his face. He stood up and walked around in place, glanced at the phone several times, and the image of a dog-headed military officer couldn't help popping up in his mind.

Ji Yao hesitated for a moment, and first walked out of the lounge to look around, making sure that there was nothing unexpected in the quiet corridor, then turned back to the lounge, and dialed Ge Xing's number.

Fortunately, Boss Ge is a master whose work and rest are upside down day and night, and he didn't turn his face when he called to remind him at three o'clock in the morning, and even talked with Ji Yao about this matter with great interest for a while.

"So what you mean is that you want to ask me for help to come up with a plan?" Ge Xing clicked his tongue and said softly, "Isn't the two of you a match made in heaven, Yuelao is a match, so don't you need help from others?"

"Oh, forget it then." Ji Yao was not fooled by him at all, and simply said, "Then I'll wait for Jiang Heng to wake up and ask him."

"Hey hey—you child!" Ge Xing called him repeatedly, dissatisfied: "Why are you in such a hurry, is it your attitude to ask for help?"

"I was wrong, isn't this looking for an expert?" Ji Yao accepted it as soon as he saw it, and said with a smile: "So help me find a way, hurry up. For example, how should I express my sincerity?"

"That's not difficult." Ge Xing said: "If he has reservations, you should respect him; if he has knots, you should untie them; if he lacks, you will give him what he lacks; if you think you are hotheaded, you should show it Isn't your seriousness over?"

"How do you behave?" Ji Yao asked shamelessly.

"It's simple. For adults, there are only a few ways to express seriousness." Ge Hongniang has a specialty in art, and she can't stop talking about this topic: "One is troublesome, the other is formality, and the third is to cut off the way out— —”

Ge Xing clicked his tongue a few times, and said, "For example, their relationship between men and women, isn't it marriage at the end? What is marriage, isn't it just these three tricks, the essence is the same."

Ji Yao felt more and more that he was asking the right person. Boss Ge's red line for so many years was obviously not for nothing. He had already drawn out experience and theory, and in a few words he got to the essence.

"It makes sense." Ji Yao thought for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you know a lawyer?"

"What are you doing?" Ge Xing complained, "There is a living lawyer standing next to you, you ask me if I recognize you - can I push Jiang Heng's business card to you?"

"Find another one." Ji Yao said kindly.

"Huh?" Ge Xing raised his tail suspiciously, and said gloatingly, "Why, have you reached the point of establishing pre-marital property? Then wait, I will find you a professional property notarization."

"Fuck you." Ji Yao scolded with a smile, "Can I find a divorce lawyer?"

"That won't work." Ge Xing said bluntly: "Then you smashed my signboard, and I will always persuade you to make peace and not to persuade you to break up."

Ge Xing was playing tricks, but he was reliable in handling things. He found a new business card from WeChat while on the phone, and pushed it to Ji Yao.

"It just so happens that there is one in our wine bureau." Ge Xing said, "But he is doing non-complaints. It's okay if you ask him, but he can't do anything else."

"Okay, thanks." Ji Yao said.

"You're welcome." Ge Xing said.

Ji Yao hung up the phone and quickly added the friend with the new business card.Ge Xing's friends were no different from him, they were all night owls, and they were still refreshed after three in the morning, urging him to let him talk about the matter.

Ji Yao told him his thoughts in a few words, but before he could talk in detail, he cut off his words quite simply.

"Oh, it's a simple matter. My colleague can do it several times a day. Leave it to me. I'll send you a copy of the agreement tomorrow."

Ji Yao didn't expect it to be so smooth, he was taken aback for a moment before hurriedly replied: "Then thank you."

As he said that, he quit the chat, and then clicked on the dialog box on the top of the contact.

Today is the exact day of Jiang Heng's birthday, and it's still a while before he wakes up, but Ji Yao rubbed his phone and couldn't help but send him a message.

"Happy birthday." Ji Yao said.

I have a birthday present for you, he thought.