Why would you help yourself?

Jing Zhuo never thought about this question.

Or he always had a preconception that Xu Jie helped him because he admired him and wanted to do those messy things to him.

after all…

He still remembers the appearance of that boy standing under the locust tree at that time, with a shy but brave face telling him of his admiration.

At that time, he did not inherit the Datong, so Xu Jie had no reason to lie to him.

He admits that he has a lot of hatred for Xu Jie, sometimes even nausea, but he also understands what those hatred and disgust come from.

What he hates is actually himself, he hates himself for being cowardly and incompetent, and needs to be attached to a prime minister in order to be stable, especially in that way.

People in the world only know that he is the emperor who holds the power of life and death aloft. Only Xu Jie knows that he is too miserable.

He was ashamed of himself in front of Xu Jie, and he had nothing to hide, so he hated Xu Jie so much, but he...

He also liked that boy, and firmly believed that that boy also liked him.

It's just that it was just a joke in the end.

Seeing the painful emotion in Jing Zhuo's eyes clearly, Xu Jie didn't listen to it but continued: "What? Your Majesty dare not listen?"

Jing Zhuo smiled wryly, he has nothing to be afraid of now, he might as well understand, "What's wrong with me, tell me, and I'll listen."

Xu Jie looked at the faltering man in front of him, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and finally shook his head.

"Forget it, anyway, my goal has been achieved, so there is no point in talking about it, Your Majesty..."

Xu Jie poured two glasses of wine and walked up to Jing Zhuo, and handed one of them to Jing Zhuo, "Your Majesty drank this glass of wine with me, if there is an afterlife, I will not lie to you, okay?"

Jing Zhuo glanced at the wine in Xu Jie's hand, and laughed loudly, "Xu Jie, I just want to ask you, back then..."

"Did the first queen really kill my mother?"

Xu Jie lowered his eyes, and put the wine on the table, "If you think killing will make you feel better, then you think it's killing."

Jing Zhuo swayed slightly, and took a step back, "What do you mean?"

Xu Jie didn't answer, but just looked at Jing Zhuo fixedly, thinking, did he do something wrong?

He still remembers the first time he saw Jing Zhuo.

At that time, Jing Zhuo was only 15 years old, with a little childishness in his youth.

Everyone said that Second Highness Jing Yu is smart and wise, and it is true that Jing Yu is much better than Jing Zhuo, but he just...

Immediately fell in love with Jing Zhuo.

During that time, he would create all kinds of encounters almost every day. He knew that Jing Zhuo was easy to be soft-hearted when he looked at the fierce ones, so he always used his humble status to make Jing Zhuo a little bit like this. Zhuo falls into his own trap.

He knew that he and Jing Zhuo had very different identities, but Xu Jie was never afraid of these things. For him, as long as Jing Zhuo liked him, that was enough.

It turned out later that he did it, and Jing Zhuo really let go of his wariness slowly, and he walked into Jing Zhuo's world step by step.

During that time, he even forgot about hatred, forgot about everything, and just wanted to be with Jing Zhuo.

But later, he learned that the person who ruined his family back then had nothing to do with Jing Zhuo from the beginning to the end.

Jing Zhuo is the son of Gu Xuan, is there anything more ridiculous than this?

He actually fell in love with the son of an enemy. Although Jing Zhuo was innocent, the hatred of killing his father was unshakable. From the moment they learned of Jing Zhuo's identity, it was impossible for them to do so.

He also thought about killing Jing Zhuo, but after all, he was the boy he liked, and he couldn't kill him, so he thought of a good way, that is to let Jing Zhuo experience the pain of losing his family.

He took advantage of Jing Zhuo's ignorance of his identity, and weaved a story for him, and then let people spread rumors, praising the second highness how smart and wise, how he was favored by the first emperor and the first queen, and when he lured Jing Zhuo to make mistakes and was punished, what time would he wait? Then give him a hard blow and tell him the story we wove in advance. Sure enough, after so many careful preparations by him, Jing Zhuo believed it.

He regarded the first emperor and the first empress as his mother-killing enemies, adopted the conspiracy plan he carefully designed for him, successfully sat on the throne, and realized his so-called revenge.

He originally planned to tell Jing Zhuo the truth after he became emperor, so that he could also taste the pain of losing his family, make him regret, and make him blame himself, but he didn't say anything in the end.

He excused himself, the culprit is still at large, he should solve the culprit first, but at that time Gu Xuan had already lost his power, it was not easy to find a reason for Jing Zhuo to kill Gu Xuan, so he thought of King Yu.

Later, the culprit died as he planned, and his revenge was over.

He can no longer find a reason to lie to himself, he just doesn't want to tell Jing Zhuo the truth, he doesn't want to see Jing Zhuo's sad and regretful expression, and he can't accept Jing Zhuo's expression when he knows the truth, so he runs away .

Maybe it was to say that Jing Zhuo wanted to have a good life for a while.

In fact, from the day when the plan was implemented, he knew that he would not be able to escape unscathed, and he also knew that this would push Jing Zhuo to purgatory, after all, there was still King Yu.

It's just that he didn't expect this day to come so soon, he didn't expect King Yu's power to be so powerful, and he didn't expect King Yu to know his identity so quickly, he originally wanted to...

He didn't answer Jing Zhuo's words, but looked at Jing Yu who was at the banquet, "King Yu, I'm curious how you know my identity, after all, in this world, except for Your Majesty, I have never been with anyone else." I said it."

Jing Yu sneered, "This king is not interested in your identity, nor does he want to know the reason why you did all this. You just need to know that your fate will be decided today by this king."

Xu Jie smiled indifferently, "Really? King Yu is so free and easy!"

As he spoke, he looked at Jing Zhuo, but said in his mouth, "Your Majesty, he is innocent. The death of your father, queen mother and queen was all planned by me and had nothing to do with him. King Yu grew up with His Majesty, so what will happen to Your Majesty?" Wang couldn't be more clear, he couldn't think of such a perfect plan, he was just... cheated by me."

"I agree with everything I have done, since King Yu wants my life to be taken, it's just..."

Xu Jie shook the wine in his glass, and finally glanced at Jing Zhuo, "Please ask King Yu to spare his life, he... didn't want to hurt you, it was me..."

"Hmph." Jing Yu sneered, "You are a dying person, why should I listen to you? I said before that, regardless of the reason, you should pay the price if you do something wrong. I still worked so hard to raise him..."

"Damn him."

Xu Jie sighed, knowing that it would be useless to talk too much, he raised the wine glass in his hand to bring it to his mouth, but Jing Zhuo, who had been silent all this time, spoke up, "What are you doing, please speak clearly, I won't allow you to drink."

Xu Jie looked at Jing Zhuo in front of him, feeling regretful for the first time, if he hadn't chosen to take this path...

Then they should be living happily and happily now.

Jing Zhuo is so easy to deceive and so easy to coax, he can just say a few words and let him do whatever he wants, since he knew Jing Zhuo's identity, he didn't even say anything nice to Jing Zhuo.

This person always said that he was rebellious and shameless, but he never really punished him. He only said a few words for what he did. Although Jing Zhuo never said it, he knew that Jing Zhuo I like him.

Unfortunately…

"Your Highness, in this life, I am sorry for you." Xu Jie did not call His Majesty, but called His Highness. He turned his face away and said, "I will definitely repay you in the next life."

He said as he drank the wine in his glass.

The sound of the glass falling to the ground was loud and clear, and Xu Jie's short and ridiculous life also came to an end.

The revenge of killing his father is irreconcilable, and it is reasonable for him to want revenge, but the mistake is that he chose a wrong way of revenge, and in the end he included himself in it.

The moment he saw Xu Jie fell down, Jing Zhuo was trembling. He couldn't believe that such a powerful person died like this, and what Xu Jie said before he died.

He wasn't that stupid, he just couldn't believe it.

Maybe someone could give him an answer, but he didn't even dare to look at that person, he was afraid that those unbelievable guesses were the truth.

If those speculations are true, then everything he has done for so many years...

"Jing Yu, you..."

"You don't deserve to be called by my king's name."

Su Mo patted Jing Yu's hand, stood up, and looked at Jing Zhuo, "I don't think anyone knows better than me about your mother. Her death has nothing to do with the former empress. The former empress is related to your mother. Close friends in the boudoir, later married the first emperor together, and later your mother was killed by Gu Xuan..."

"Your mother passed away after giving birth to you. The Queen was afraid that you would be criticized because of your background, so she brought you by her side because of her relationship with your mother, but she didn't expect..."

"As Xu Jie said, you may not know the truth from the beginning to the end, but you are not unaware. You are just too cowardly to reveal the truth."

"Everything you have done may be excused by saying that those who do not know are not guilty, but as King Yu said, no matter what the reason is, you should pay the price for doing something wrong. The crime you committed is not a crime you did not know. It can be covered."

Jing Zhuo couldn't help but sat on the ground, looked at Xu Jie with his eyes closed, and said to himself, "Really? Did I really do something wrong?"

"Did you lie to me?"

It's a pity that no one will answer him.

"It's just right, I'm already tired of sitting on the throne, what about revenge and what rights." He smiled wryly, "That's never what I want."

"As for father and mother..."

"You don't deserve to call them that."

Jing Zhuo nodded, "That's right. I used to think that they were eccentric, but now it seems that their eccentricity is not without reason. No wonder I always feel out of place. It turned out to be the case. I really don't deserve to be called them."

"Jing Yu, if I were you instead, I guess you wouldn't..."

"It's a pity that I'm too stupid, but that's right, who is Gu Xuan, and how good is his son?"

Su Mo shook his head and looked at Jing Zhuo, who had already gone mad, "Jing Zhuo, people are inherently kind, and besides, the former emperors and empresses taught you very well in those years. It doesn't matter whose son it is, you choose your own path." Yes, you can’t blame others, if you are wrong, you are wrong.”

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