sickly wrapped around the waist

"Okay." Without thinking about it, Shen Linxian agreed.

After finishing the meal, he packed up the quilt on the sofa and entered the room, and Yan Zhou also followed.I saw Shen Linxian moved the kennel out to make room for the floor.

Yan Zhou who came in and saw this scene felt bitter.

Shen Linxian only agreed to sleep in his room, but did not agree to share the same bed.

Yan Zhou expected too much.

Shen Linxian really fulfilled the bet and no longer pestered himself, and he would avoid it if he took the initiative. "Well, go to sleep." After closing the door, Yan Zhou climbed into bed and lay down.

After turning off the lights, Yan Zhou didn't dare to move, he was afraid that Shen Linxian would find out what was on his mind if he made any movement.

He wants to sleep next to him.

Fall asleep to the smell of him.

He wanted to rely on him without reservation and live with him for the rest of his life.

This idea has been going on for three years, and I couldn't control it when I saw Shen Linxian.

Congee Congee and Yan Zhou slept in the same room for three years, and now Shen Linxian occupied its territory, grunting and grabbing the planer door to express dissatisfaction when he didn't sleep at night.

I thought it would stop if I ignored it, but the dog seemed to be on the bar, and the sound of the dog's paw scratching the door became louder and louder. Seeing Yan Zhou ignoring himself, he barked directly outside the door.

"Shen Linxian, are you asleep?" Yan Zhou couldn't take it anymore and asked.

"It's too noisy, I can't sleep." Shen Linxian's voice was muffled, Yan Zhou felt guilty and got up. "Sorry, Congee Congee is not very sensible, I disturbed you."

"It's just a dog, how can you ask how sensible it is, it's not a human." Sitting up funny, he turned on the light.

Shen Linxian had to go to work tomorrow, and it seemed that the porridge would not stop for a while, so Yan Zhou had no choice but to open the door and bring the dog in.

Shen Linxian's floor shop occupied the rest of the room, and Yan Zhou didn't bother to move the porridge's kennel in, and just hugged the dog to bed.

Porridge, who was favored by Yan Zhou, hummed twice, and finally stopped.

Holding porridge in his arms, Yan Zhou felt sad for a while.

Shen Linxian's attitude is very clear, he will not love Yan Zhou again, Yan Zhou knows it in his heart.The next morning, he took out the key and handed it to Shen Linxian. "This is the spare key. Take it. I don't need to open the door when you come back. In this way, you can come back anytime you want. If it's too late, I may fall asleep. It's more convenient for you to have the key."

"Well, okay." After eating the last bite of breakfast, Shen Linxian took his coat and went out. "I'm going out, the bureau is a bit busy today."

After the person left, Yan Zhou cleaned up the mess.

Fill the porridge dog bowl with food and water. "I'm going out for a while, you eat at home obediently."

Patting Congee Congee on the head, Yan Zhou took the keys, put his bag on his back, and went out.

In a blink of an eye, Yan Zhou had already left that city.

He returned to his hometown city.

He came to a cemetery.

Found my father's tombstone.

The appearance of my father on the tombstone is still familiar. He bent down and put the flowers in his hands in front of the tombstone. Now in front of the tombstone, his expression is in a trance.

Memories from the past swirled in his mind, those with his father, those with Shen Linxian, and himself, all intertwined and wrapped into a net.

Dad, I haven't seen you for a long time, will you blame me?

I might, I'm going to be an orphan again.

But it doesn't matter, I'm already 22, I'm an adult, I shouldn't expect so much anymore.

Today, I saw that woman.

She is shopping with her son. She should be living a happy life with a happy family and no worries about food and clothing.

I can do fine by myself.

Yan Zhou went to the flower shop in the shopping mall to buy flowers, and happened to see a woman who hadn't seen her son shopping in the shopping mall for several years.

The maternal love that he should have had no longer belonged to him.

Everyone will start a new family, but he is destined to be alone.

In fact, Yan Zhou is sometimes very lonely in his heart, although he is reluctant to admit it.

When his father passed away and was bullied and abused, the only thing he could do was to make himself look unfriendly.

He is the boss.

Take the younger brother to fight.

He knew that those people were afraid of him on the surface, but they still talked about him as a laughing stock behind their backs.

When Shen Linxian appeared, Yan Zhou was afraid of loneliness and that this loneliness would be broken. Sure enough, as he thought, when he began to rely on acceptance, he was unable to love.

Shen Linxian also wants to start a family.

He is just an outsider.

What kind of face is left in Shen Linxian's household registration booklet.

He still doesn't know the identity of Shen Linxian as his guardian, but it doesn't matter anymore, this relationship should end.

In fact, there is no need for a guardian after that.

After a few hours at the cemetery, and a few hours of driving in the morning, it's already afternoon.

Yan Zhou, go home.

old house.

I haven't been back for three years, and a lot of dust has accumulated in the house.

The familiar house exudes a faint musty smell.

This did not affect Yan Zhou's stay.

He wants to stay here for a few days to calm himself down.

Shen Linxian didn't see Yan Zhou when he came home at night, and he didn't find anyone when he searched around. The house was neat and tidy, and the porridge bowl was almost full.

Yan Zhou, who was under the blanket, received a call from Shen Linxian.

This is the first time Shen Linxian called him after he came back and exchanged phone numbers.

"Shen Linxian? What's wrong?"

"Xiao Zhou, where are you now?" The voice on the other side was extremely gentle, and the pleasant and magnetic voice was invisibly teasing Yan Zhou. Yan Zhou knew that this kind of gentleness could be given to anyone.

It's not just for him.

Sniffing, Yan Zhou replied. "I'm at home."

"At home?" Shen Linxian asked. "Why didn't I see you when I went home? To be honest."

"I'm in my own home." It's not home, it's just a house that Shen Linxian bought for him. The reason why Yan Zhou lived there for three years was to wait for Shen Linxian to come back. "Shen Linxian, would you believe me if I said I like you?"

"Believe it, I believe everything you say." How could he not believe it, believe it, and then what?

Then no.

"You..." Yan Zhou's heart skipped a beat, and Shen Linxian interrupted what he was eager to say.

"Xiao Zhou, when are you coming back?"

"I...you..." So Yan Zhou's words were cleverly avoided by Shen Linxian, and he didn't respond to Yan Zhou.

Has not responded.

"I want to go back in a few days, and I will trouble you to take care of Congee. In fact, Congee is very obedient. If you give it food and drink, it will obediently wait for you to come back. It will not make trouble or tear down the house." Not knowing whether it was the dog or himself, Yan Zhou hung up the phone and hid in the bed and cried.

My heart is too uncomfortable.

The heart seemed to be tightly grasped by something.

He didn't know what to do next, and his intuition told him that the relationship between the two of them could not always be like this, or they would stay together, or they would never see each other.

He can't live a peaceful life.

Hanging like this all the time, Yan Zhou felt that he would be driven crazy.