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At this moment, time stopped at one o'clock in the middle of the night.

The moonlight shone along the undrawn curtains to illuminate a small area of ​​the floor, and the night breeze leaked in through the narrow window cracks.

Xi You got up, drew the curtains, and closed the windows tightly.

There is only a warm yellow wall lamp by the bed.

He stood by the bed for a while, but didn't dare to stand for too long.

People have an uneasy addiction to things that exceed the rules. Once this addiction is indulged, it is easy to pull people into the abyss.

He is not afraid of going into the abyss, but he cannot let Gu Chou see the abyss.

So he can't stay long.

He wants to take the abyss away, and let the abyss boil into a barren world in the silent world.

After coming out of Gu Chou's room and taking a cold shower, Xi You returned to her own room.

He turned off the light and sat in the darkness for a long time, as if feeling the erosive power of darkness on people.

When I was lying down, I hit the phone on my back and turned on the screen.

The small WeChat icon shows unread messages.

He clicked in, and the first thing he saw was an unread message from Gu Chou.

You don't need to click into the dialog box to see the content of the message.

9: [Why don't you like it? 】

Xi You stared at this sentence, and then at the time when the message was sent.

10:16 in the evening.

According to the content of Gu Chou's message, Xi You subconsciously deduced which part of the dinner party was going on at this point in time.

His thinking has been very clear tonight, even though he went out of reason once in the middle.

It didn't take long for something to appear in Xi You's mind.

After a long time, he put down the phone and let it fall on the bed, then raised his hands and rubbed his face.

A hangover is a headache.

When Gu Chou woke up, he rested his head on the pillow for a while.The heavy curtains were tightly closed, so the outside sunlight could not come in. Only a wall lamp by the bed was on, but it was not bright.

He sat up straight, stared at the wall in front of him, and went through what happened last night in his mind.

Then he took out his phone and looked at it.

At three in the morning.

Xi You sent him a message: [Because I have someone I like. 】

Gu Chou lifted the quilt, raked his hair twice, got out of bed, left the room, and went downstairs quickly.

The living room is spacious and bright, and the porcelain floor is covered with various irregular shapes of sunlight.

He scanned around, but didn't see Xi You.

There was a pot of porridge cooked in the morning in the kitchen. Gu Qiu reached out to touch it, and the lid of the rice cooker was still warm.

He looked around again, and finally saw someone in the gym.

The moment he pushed the door, Xi You just threw a basketball into the hoop.

The basketball hit the ground and bounced again.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xi You looked towards the door.

"Are you awake?" Seeing Gu Chou, he asked.

Gu Chou walked in, closed the door casually, and said directly, "I have something to say."

Xi You took a few steps forward, bent over to pick up the basketball, and put it on the shelf.Because of the long-term exercise, his body was sweaty and he was a little tired, so he leaned against the wall beside him, looking a little slack.

He said, "I also have something to say."

Gu Chou raised the mobile phone in his hand: "I have received the message."

Xi You: "Yes."

Gu Chou took a few steps in the direction of Xi You, stopped at a place very close to him, looked into his eyes, and spoke after a few seconds: "Is that the person I like?"

Xi You was also looking at Gu Chou, but when he heard Gu Chou's words, his pupils shrank suddenly.

Gu Chou could clearly see the astonishment that flashed in his eyes.

"I lied to you yesterday." Gu Chou said, "I was drunk and kept taking pictures, and I said that on purpose. When you asked me about taking pictures yesterday, I didn't think you had any intentions, but I had plans.

"I want to use Jiujin to do something out of the ordinary to test you. If you feel disgusted or disgusted, I can pretend that I don't remember anything the next day and continue to get along with you in the previous relationship. Although I don't know Could it be done, but that's what I thought.

"But Xi You, you are one step ahead of me.

"It was you who crossed the line first.

"You kissed me first."

Sweat hung on both sides of Xi You's forehead. At this moment, a bead of sweat rolled down his left forehead, slid over his sharp jaw, and hit his left shoulder. A small circle of sweat appeared on the white cotton T-shirt instantly colored water stains.

His Adam's apple rolled and he didn't make a sound for a while.

But today Gu Chou was extra patient, just waiting for him, wanting to listen to him.

It seemed that a long time had passed, and it seemed that time had only moved forward for a short while, before Xi You opened his mouth in a difficult voice: "You...why didn't you say it yesterday?"

"Why else?" Gu Chou seemed to think that he asked a stupid question, "The general who is about to be killed on the battlefield was caught by the opponent's marshal's sneak attack before he had time to go to battle, brother Xi, you didn't give me a response time, run away."

Xi You tilted his head, showing clear and beautiful lines on the side of his face.

Gu Chou turned a blind eye to his embarrassment, just wanted to get his bottom line: "Now you can't run away, I will stand in front of you, waiting for you to explain why you kissed me."

Xi You: "Don't you already know?"

"Kissing me is the result, I want to hear the reason."

"There's no reason." Xi You gently closed his eyes, and was crushed by Gu Chou's questioning step by step, "I just like it."

He added another sentence, his voice hoarse because of the heavy emotion: "By the time I realized it, it was already a fact."

"How could there be no reason?" Gu Chou didn't believe it, wrinkled his nose, "Picture my face, or my money, you should choose one."

Xi You raised his hand to wipe off a drop of sweat that was about to fall off his chin, looked at Gu Chou, and said, "I'm a picture of you."

"..."

Gu Chou's brain went down for a moment, and when he was stunned, Xi You seized the opportunity and took back the initiative: "What about you, why were you in a bad mood yesterday?"

Gu Chou had already heard the answer he wanted to hear, so he didn't care about the loss of dominance.

"You have already received the message I sent you, so you must have guessed it." Gu Chou said.

People are like this, it's one thing to be clear in your heart, but it's another thing to want to hear the other person say it personally.

Gu Chou's pressing question just now can be said to have set an example for Xi You, and now Xi Youming is trying to catch up with him.

"I want to hear it too." Xi You said, "I want to hear it from you."

Gu Chou has a direct temper, he can't hold back his words, and he can't hide his emotions.

Even if Xi You didn't ask, he still wanted to talk.

Gu Qiu took two steps back, leaned against the support column on the side of the horizontal bar, raised his hand and rubbed the tips of his ears, and said, "I found out yesterday."

Raising his eyes to meet Shang Xiyou's gaze, Gu Chou stared at him without hesitation: "It was only yesterday that I found out that I like you.

"When I knew that Jiang Meng liked you, I didn't seem very happy. That kind of unhappiness was different from any kind of unhappiness before. I was afraid that you would like her, and I was also afraid that you would like someone else in the future. Girl. I discovered this fact at that moment, if you ask me when exactly I fell in love with you, I don't know."

It may be that I woke up in the morning and saw someone making breakfast for myself.

It may also be that you are uncomfortable wearing ugly clothes, but someone easily sees through and takes you to the equipment room to change clothes.

Or it may be that in the face of Chen Yao's malicious provocation, he discovered that in the new and unfamiliar environment of No. [-] Middle School, someone would stand by him for no reason.

……

Many scenes flashed before Gu Chou's eyes, those scenes were crushed into the trivial daily life, they were inconspicuous at first, as if they suddenly lit up at a certain moment, as if they were coated with a layer of light.

However, it's enough to pass this kind of hypocritical thought in your head, Gu Chou's hard mouth can't utter such soft words.

But it doesn't prevent Xi from worrying that his heart has been shaken to an extreme level. He looked at Gu Chou and asked, "That's why you said yesterday that something happened to you?"

Gu Chou said "hmm": "But if you treat me the same way, it won't be a problem."

To put it bluntly, it was like some kind of invitation.

But Xi You stood in front of Gu Chou not far away, and fell into a very long silence.

Although Gu Chou was more patient than usual today, he couldn't bear to be exhausted. He walked to the shelf, picked up a basketball, stepped back beyond the three-point line, and said to Xi You, "Three balls, wait for me to throw them in." Three balls, you give me the answer."

After speaking, he turned his wrist and loosened the muscles in his arm.

After adjusting his posture, Gu Chou stared at the basketball hoop seven meters away, concentrating, and after a while, exerted force on his wrist, and the ball flew out along the force, drawing a long arc in mid-air, accurately into the basket.

Xi You picked up the ball and threw it at Gu Chou.

Gu Qiu caught it firmly, repeated the action just now, and the ball went into the frame again.

For the last time, he made a jumping motion, the ball flew out, circled around the edge of the basket, slowly fell into the center, and made a bouncing sound on the ground.

Gu Chou raised a smile on his face and looked at Xi You: "Brother Xi, it's time."

As he spoke, he stepped up and wanted to walk towards Xi You.

Xi You said, "Don't move, I'll come over."

"Oh." Gu Chou stopped walking.

Xi You quickly walked up to him.

Gu Qiu raised his eyebrows.

Xi You raised his hand and patted his flying eyebrows.

"Take a hand without giving an answer." Gu Chou said dissatisfiedly.

Xi You looked down at him, and said seriously: "Let's fall in love, Gu Chou, right now."

Gu Qiu's eyebrows moved again: "Just now?"

Xi You immediately understood the meaning of his rhetorical question, and smiled helplessly: "In the future."

Gu Chou didn't like most couples who would always ask "when is the future", he just nodded and said "yes".

Then he raised the corner of his mouth and said to Xi You: "I just scored three goals in a row. I performed so well. Is there any reward for my boyfriend?"

"Want a reward?"

"It depends on whether you give it or not."

Xi You took a deep look at him and took a step forward.

Then, the head moved forward.

With almost no time for Gu Chou to react, Xi You kissed him on the lips.

There are no windows in the gym, and the sunlight cannot come in. The black, white and gray decoration style and various metal equipment seem to cast a cold filter on everything here.

But outside the three-point line, on the north side of the wall in this space.

A boy is kissing his boy.

They were scorching hot, like two clusters of blue flames, dyed everything here crimson.

They hugged each other and kissed each other greenly, the ambiguous kiss sounded with a sticky rhythm.

this moment.

There is nothing left in this world, only the rapid breathing and violent heartbeat of the other party, trembling the eardrums.

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