regardless of

Gu Yayun's expression was the same as before, she was still serious and decent.

His complexion and state were quite different from the last time we saw each other.

There are two bruises under his eyes, and his face is full of exhaustion that cannot be concealed.

She stood upright, with a champagne-colored bag in her hand, looking down at Xi You with a calm expression: "Are you free to chat?"

Xi You politely called out to someone and said "yes".

The two went to a nearby cafe.

After Gu Yayun asked about Xi You's taste, she ordered two cups of mocha.

The coffee was served quickly, but neither of them was interested in tasting it.Gu Yayun glanced at the coffee meaninglessly, then got straight to the point.

She got to the point too quickly, even though Xi You had made many conjectures during the [-]-meter walk from the hospital, even though in the many days and nights before that, he had thought about countless things before he and Gu Chou possible direction.But right now, when Gu Yayun threw out a result without preparation, he still inevitably felt the sting of a needle.

Gu Yayun said: "Gu Chou and I have already discussed it, and in the end he agreed and decided to go abroad."

Xi You seemed to be overwhelmed by a sea in his heart, but his face remained calm. However, he still couldn't control the small trembling movements of his fingertips, so he squeezed the wooden spoon and stirred two circles in the coffee as a cover .

He narrowed his eyes, nodded and gave a low "hmm".

After a while, Xi You asked, "How is he now?"

Gu Yayun said: "Not very good."

"Auntie," Xi You moved his jaw, "please say a few more words."

Gu Yayun coveted him, but finally followed the young man.

She opened her mouth in a slow tone: "Gu Chou's condition is very serious now, with severe valvular regurgitation, labor-related dyspnea every day, accompanied by varying degrees of angina pectoris. The doctor said that it is irreversible with medication and recuperation alone. , surgery can be arranged. It's just physical."

"Psychologically, Xiao Qiu..." Gu Yayun paused before continuing, "He hasn't been able to figure this out yet. It should take a while."

Xi You was silent for a long while before opening his mouth: "Auntie, I..."

He wanted to ask "Auntie, can I go and see him", but he stopped abruptly as soon as he opened his mouth.

But Gu Yayun read the second half of the sentence from his expression, and replied: "He will be sad to see you."

"..."

Xi You looked up.

He just raised his eyes subconsciously, not out of surprise that Gu Yayun knew anything.

After all, Gu Yayun had already seen the intimate photos between him and Gu Chou that Zhao Baizhi provided to the police.

In Xi You's line of sight, Gu Yayun said unequivocally, "Actually, the last time Gu Qiu was hospitalized, I saw the relationship between you and Gu Qiu."

This time Xi You's expression was actually a little more surprised.

It may be that what happened to Gu Chou recently consumed too much of Gu Yayun's energy and heart, and Gu Yayun's usual fierceness has been reduced a lot, and even a little more gentle.

In short, she did not show disgust or hatred for this relationship, and she looked very calm during her words: "Because of busy work, I have had limited company with Xiaoqiu since I was a child, but I am only such a son after all, Accompanying less does not mean not being restrained. I will subconsciously, to be precise, it should be due to the inertia that work and life are inseparable, and I habitually apply the set of rules used in work to Xiaoqiu. "

"I will try my best to infiltrate every aspect of his basic necessities of life. But what I do has always been for one purpose. I hope he is safe and healthy. In terms of studies, I have no requirements for him. Whether he studies well or poorly , That's all his own choice. Similarly, when he falls in love, whether he chooses a man or a woman, whether he is talking about it for fun or for a long time, as long as this person does not pose a threat to my son, I will not interfere. "

"So, the relationship between you and Xiaoqiu, I acquiesce in its existence."

Hearing this, Xi You felt that there was going to be a turning point in the future.

His intuition was right, because then, Gu Yayun said: "But now, your relationship has hindered Xiaoqiu's better choice for him at the moment."

That's right.

This is the real purpose of Gu Yayun coming to him today.

Although she threw a result to herself at the beginning, but now it seems that there may be a little difficulty in realizing this result.

Gu Yayun came here to facilitate this result.

As for Xi You, he could probably guess the reason.

But before he could speak, Gu Yayun continued on.

She said: "Although Xiaoqiu agreed to go abroad, the date has not been settled. Since I came to you, you must know that he is like this because he has something he can't let go of."

"He has never been restrained by interpersonal relationships, and he doesn't care much. He transferred from the attached middle school. I let someone handle it, and he didn't say a word. But now, he doesn't want to retreat, and he can't enter. He's stuck there. I have to push him."

Xi You could understand every word Gu Yayun said, but he still didn't understand.

He asked in a deep voice: "Auntie, you said that my going to see him would make him sadder. Then what do you want me to do by telling me this now? "

Gu Yayun didn't make any detours, and answered him directly: "If you break up, he won't be stuck in the same place, and won't be entangled anymore. You only need to make a phone call."

After Gu Yayun finished speaking, Xi You tilted his head, and when he turned his face back, he licked his lower lip and shook his head at the same time: "Auntie, I don't know."

He repeated: "I won't say breakup."

Gu Yayun frowned, remained silent for a while, and asked, "Did you send Gu Chou a message every day?"

"..."

Xi You raised his eyes sharply.

Gu Yayun said: "Gu Chou watches your messages for a long time every day, but he never responds. What do you think this means?"

Xi You's face turned pale in an instant.

"When a person can't let it go and doesn't know how to continue, it will look like this." Gu Yayun pointed at the key point, "Xiaoqiu has such a thing, and your relationship makes him have some troubles because of this incident." He felt a deeper sense of guilt. He didn't know how to face you, he felt sorry for you."

Gu Yayun closed her eyes, as if she also felt that she was being too cruel, so she paused before continuing.However, when he spoke again, the knife in the words was still chopped straight down.

She looked at Xi You and said, "Do you know that you are his biggest burden now?"

Even so, Xi You still shook his head: "Auntie, if you came to me just to say this, I will still say that, and I will not agree."

He explained: "It's because of what happened to Gu Chou that I can't talk about breaking up. He will think too much, and even blame himself more. Auntie, you said that I can make him let go of the breakup, but I don't think so. He may move forward, and may go abroad as soon as you wish, but he may not really be able to let go, nor may he be able to start again in the true sense as you think. He will only remember. When something bad like that happened, his boyfriend at the time left him."

Then, he asked conclusively: "Auntie, don't you think this is more cruel?"

Gu Yayun was stunned for a moment and didn't answer.

Xi You said again: "Besides, what happened to Gu Chou is also related to me. I have no way to break up with him at this time in the so-called name of being good for him."

"..."

Xi You knew very well that those declarations of love in the mouths of teenagers who were still committed to love after the world collapsed were as painless as a joke to the ears of adults.So he didn't talk much, afraid that Gu Yayun would laugh even more when he heard it.

That's true, even if Xi You's words have some truth, Gu Yayun still doesn't take it seriously.

She picked up the cup of coffee that had been sitting on the table for a long time, took a sip, and said, "I still hope that you stop the matter now, so that he doesn't have too much to worry about when he goes abroad."

Putting down the coffee, Gu Yayun stood up: "Xiaoqiu's current body can't wait for too long, and I have already found the best cardiologist abroad for him. So you have to know, even if you don't say break up, he will leave of."

Before leaving, Gu Yayun left the last sentence: "I think, you also hope that everything in your life has a beginning and an end, instead of being muddled like a dream."

After Gu Yayun left, Xi You quickly went back to the hospital.

The next day, he went to the police station with Xi Shangyu.

The chain of evidence was completed, Zhao Baizhi's release on bail was lifted, and the police applied for a warrant for Zhao Baizhi's arrest.

Just when the arrest warrant came down, things took a new turn.

A piece of heavy news exploded in the official circle.

A cousin of Zhao Baizhi, not long after he was promoted and transferred to other provinces, was reported to have accepted a huge amount of bribes. It was immediately verified that he owned countless luxury cars, luxury watches, and luxury houses, and is now under further investigation.

This big case pulls out the radish and brings out the mud, and it affects the whole body. With Zhao Baizhi's cousin as the investigation axis, dozens of official and business tycoons who have close contacts with him have been sacked one after another. A family-style power network that shelters each other It also started to collapse.

Zhao Baizhi, who was already involved in the obscenity case, naturally made things worse.

Since then, public opinion has shown a one-sided trend.

Not long after, a girl who claimed to have been raped by Zhao Baizhi came out from behind the Internet and reported Zhao Baizhi's forced molestation with her real name.

After that, victims one after another came forward.

……

During this process, witnesses brought out more physical evidence, and Zhao Baizhi's crime of compulsory indecency can be said to be conclusive and certain.

The police don't have to wait for the arrest warrant, and will directly detain him in a special case.

However, at such a juncture, Zhao Baizhi escaped.

The police issued a wanted warrant.

At the same time, all the assets under Zhao Baizhi's name were frozen by the procuratorate, including the barbecue restaurant called Wujianyuan near No. [-] Middle School.

Once when Xiyou was going to the hospital after school, he passed by and saw a seal on the outside.

He withdrew his gaze coldly, and strode past expressionlessly.

When he got to the hospital, he still sent a message to Gu Chou like every day in the past: 【I'm back. 】

But now he is bolder. After reporting his whereabouts, he will follow up with a sentence: [I miss you very much. 】

not only that.

He will also ask: [Can I see you? 】

Or: [Thinking of you is going crazy. 】

Unfortunately, that person still hasn't returned.

In the twinkling of an eye, it was midsummer, and the third and second year high school exams had passed the last exam of this semester.

The first year of high school had a long vacation in early July, and the buildings of the third year of high school were vacant as early as early June. In the huge campus, only the teaching building of the second year of high school was left, and noisy human voices came from time to time.

It was a quiet afternoon when Xi You received Gu Chou's call.

He had just returned from eating in the cafeteria, walking on a cobblestone path surrounded by lush vegetation and summer flowers in full bloom.

The moment he saw the caller ID, Xi You froze for a moment, and almost immediately connected.

He called softly: "Gu Qiu?"

There was a long silence on the phone.

Xi You waited patiently.

Under the excessive silence for a long time, Xi You could distinguish the person's extremely shallow breathing in the slight sound of air currents.

Gu Chou is there, he is on the other side.

Xi You said in a deep voice, "I can hear your breathing."

As soon as this sentence was finished, the breath on the other end of the phone became a little heavier, and then the young man's hoarse voice came over: "Brother Xi."

Xi Youyou jumped hard: "Yes."

After Gu Chou shouted, he was silent for a moment before saying, "I'm at the airport now."

Xi You's face suddenly changed, and after a while, he said in a low voice, "Got it."

"Brother Xi."

"Ok?"

"I might," Gu Chou paused, "I won't be back for a long time."

Xi You said, "It's okay, get treated over there and live a good life."

Another moment of silence.

Gu Chou said, "Don't wait for me."

Xi You didn't answer this sentence.

"And don't message me again."

Xi You still didn't respond.

"Brother Xi?"

"I'm here."

"I'm about to board the plane, I'm going to hang up."

"……it is good."

"Goodbye."

"Ah."

When the last tone fell, the phone beeped.

It may be that the campus is so quiet in the afternoon that after Xi You lowered his hand, the beeping busy tone was still so clear that it seemed to stick to his ears.

He took two steps forward, and suddenly large beads of sweat fell from his forehead.

Even though the sun was scorching hot, he broke out in a cold sweat.

It wasn't until the bell rang again that he remembered in the cold sweat that today was a scorching summer day, and the weather forecast said that the temperature was as high as 38 degrees.

As soon as he picked it up, he heard Gu Chou's voice again.

That voice seemed to have gone through a long period of self-struggling, and finally let go of the pretense of toughness, revealing the utmost fragility.

"Brother Xi."

"Ah."

"I'm sad every day."

"I know."

Gu Chou roared loudly: "I'm so fucking sad that I'm going to die."

Xi You's heart seemed to be beaten hard by something: "I know."

"So don't wait for me, I'm afraid I won't get better."

Xi worry should not be.

"Xi You, did you hear that?"

Xi You said, "I didn't hear that."

"..."

On the other end of the phone, the boarding reminder in the terminal sounded.

Time passed in silence between each other, and after a while, Gu Chou said in a deep voice: "Brother Xi, die."

Xi You let out a very hoarse "hmm" in his throat.

There was another short silence.

Gu Chou said, "I wish you a bright future."

Xi Youhui: "You too."

After hanging up this time, the phone never rang again.

Unknowingly, Xi You walked away from the cobblestone path with lush vegetation and blooming summer flowers.When I looked up, I arrived in front of the second grade teaching building.

A group of people flocked towards one place.

Yes.

Today is the day when the last exam results of this semester are ranked.

He entered the building without stopping. In the crowd, he seemed to hear Zhou Xidong behind him saying in his direction: "Brother Xi, it's number one again."

At that moment, the summer sun stopped in front of the steps a few feet away.

He suddenly thought regretfully, the person who said he wanted to break the scenery of the liberal arts ranking in the second year of high school had broken his promise.

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