regardless of

As soon as these words came out, the ambiguity growing wildly in the car entangled the two of them like some kind of lingering vines.

Gu Chou is inevitable.

He pursed his lower lip, and a word escaped from between the thin lips: "En."

Xi You stared at his face: "Why are you looking at me?"

At this moment, listening to Xi You's questioning, in a trance, Gu Chou felt as if he had returned to many years ago.

In the gymnasium of Jinbang County Mansion, he forced his own boy who had stolen a kiss to a complete defeat, only wanting to ask the answer he wanted to hear.

Now that time has passed by for several years, it seems that the scene has been reversed.

He squeezed his lips together, bit the inside of his lower lip with the tip of his teeth, and said only one more word: "Handsome."

But it's not over yet.

Xi You asked again: "Is this the only one?"

Gu Chou thinks that "pursuit" is really a terrible word.

The tips of the teeth rubbed against the inside of the lips again, Gu Chou asked: "What do you want to hear?"

Xi You asked lightly, "What do you think?"

"..."

Gu Qiu turned sideways, facing Xi You with a more positive posture.

"Are you sober now?" He originally planned to wait for Xi You to completely sober up tomorrow before looking for someone, but the drunk now obviously doesn't intend to let him go.

Xi You slightly lifted his eyelids, and said something pointedly: "At least it won't be broken."

"..."

These words seem to be able to cross the long river of time passing in the middle, echoing the prelude to the confession at the age of 17.

Gu Chou sank into the memories, and was stunned for a moment.

The moment he came back to his senses, he thought, maybe this is also an opportunity.

He was about to speak when the phone rang.

Gu Chou subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Xi You, but Xi You turned his gaze away, probably to let him pick it up first.

Gu Qiu lowered his gaze and glanced at the screen. The caller was Zhai Youchen.

He put on the bluetooth headset, and slender fingertips slid across the screen: "Hello."

"Chou'er, what are you doing?"

"Stay with your ex-boyfriend" Gu Chou definitely wouldn't say such words, and he replied in a cold tone: "It's something to talk about."

"So fierce."

"Don't say I hung up."

"Hey, goodbye, I just got out of the bar to catch my breath." Zhai Youchen said bluntly, "Chat with brother."

Gu Chou was very indifferent: "No time."

Gu Qiu threw out these two words and was about to hang up the phone, but was held back by Di Youchen's next sentence.

Di Youchen said: "I just heard something about your ex-boyfriend at the banquet."

Gu Qiu subconsciously raised his eyes and glanced at Xi You.Xi You rested his elbows on the car window and was looking out the window with his forehead resting on his forehead.

"Then tell me." Gu Chou said to Di Youchen on the other end of the phone.

Di Youchen asked: "Do you still remember the last time I said that I met your ex-boyfriend in Gu's?"

"Ah."

"I told you about this at the time, so you have to be curious. Today, the boss of the medical device research and development department is also at the table, and he mentioned it by the way, saying that there is a capable non-staff person in their department and our upcoming little Gu It’s always a classmate, I figured it’s such a coincidence, this non-staff member is probably your ex-boyfriend, if I ask, it’s really true.”

Gu Chou didn't speak, and Zhai Youchen continued: "I said where did the term 'non-staff personnel' come from? People told me that it was a privilege given by Director Gu. Your ex-boyfriend has been running to Gu's for so many years. As small as helping to read documents, as large as serving as a consultant for the project, I have really made a lot of contributions to them."

"You said that he is a high-achieving student in a school, and he is also a medical student who is more tired than a dog. Although Gu's money is quite generous, he didn't pay five social insurances and one housing fund for him, and he didn't give him a title. You said he He often runs to Gu's, what is he trying to do?"

"After thinking about it, I can only think of you. Although you have a bad temper and a bad personality, judging by my brother's aesthetics, you really look good."

Gu Chou didn't have time to reply to Zhai Youchen's owed words right now. After listening to Li Pei's words, the churning emotions that he forcibly suppressed surged back at this moment with doubled momentum. He felt like his heart was being crushed by something. The sore and limp thing was swollen, almost bursting out of the chest.

Di Youchen talked a lot today, and he kept on talking non-stop: "Chouer, brother, I have seen more people and things than you, brother thinks, your ex-boyfriend can get along. You are a dedicated person these days There are not many, and there are even fewer who are dedicated and handsome. I am one, and your ex-boyfriend is also one. You have to hurry up, and don’t let this high-quality resource fall back into other people’s hands.”

When Gu Chou heard him say "ex-boyfriend", he felt it was strange, so he couldn't help but replied, "It won't be soon."

The words were endless, so Di Youchen naturally didn't understand: "What?"

"Ex-boyfriend."

Gu Qiu put down these three words and hung up the phone.

Of course, these three words fell into the ears of the co-pilot, and they also had the effect of hitting the ground with stones.Especially the sentence "it will be gone soon" in front of it, which aroused waves of waves.

Xi You withdrew his gaze from the scenery outside the window, turned his upper body sideways, and just said "you", the person in the driver's seat had already unbuckled his seat belt and leaned towards him.

Xi You only raised his eyebrows, before he had time to react, Gu Chou had already put his arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips.

Without any hesitation, Xi You clasped the back of Gu Chou's head with one hand, and within a moment, he turned passive into active, with extremely strong lips and tongue provocatively kissing the person in his arms deeply.

While kissing, Gu Chou did not forget to go one step closer to Xi You.

So after the kiss, he had already straddled Xi You's lap.

The roof in front of the sports car was a little low, barely enough for Gu Chou to be able to straighten his body while sitting on Xi You's lap, so his entire upper body lay on Xi You's body.

It's strange that the two of them get together like this.

Gu Chou touched the button on the side of the seat, and adjusted the co-pilot's position by [-] degrees, parallel to the ground.

The two lay down together.

After kissing like this for a while, Xi You turned over and pressed Gu Chou under him.

After nearly seven years of waiting and mixing with the haunting alcohol, people are no longer drunk in a purely physical sense. Xi You felt that his whole body was soaked in a wine vat with a strong aroma, and he was addicted to it, unwilling to wake up.

He put his hand into Gu Chou's clothes, and his broad palm stroked Gu Chou's thin waist and flat belly.Gu Chou's skin is delicate, touching it in the palm of his hand, it's like stroking a fine, translucent jade.

Xi You's strength intensified unconsciously.

The inside of the car was pitch black, and if the lights were turned on, one could see that Gu Chou's originally slender, white and tough waist was flushed red by Xi You's palm back and forth.

Gradually, Xi You also realized that he couldn't grab a place and squeeze it hard. He moved his palm up and touched a little with his fingertips.

He rubbed it lightly with his fingers, and Gu Chou let out a murmur.

This sound was clearly seductive, but Xi You suddenly stopped his movements and stopped.

Sensing Xi You's pause, Gu Qiu slowly opened his eyes.

The two looked at each other in the dark, and each other's eyes were not clear.

Xi You approached and touched the tip of Gu Chou's nose, with a hoarse voice: "If I... can you?"

The brief pause between these words was very delicate.

But Gu Chou understood.

Xi You thought of that incident back then, he was taking care of his own emotions, he was worried that his shadow was still there, and he had a grudge in his heart.

That matter has indeed been in Gu Chou's mind for many years. For a long time, he was unable to view the intimacy between people with a peaceful eye. When it was the worst, he couldn't even face himself. Physiological needs, he feels that social economy is something that makes him feel ashamed, disgusted, and disgusted.

But more than six years are not in vain, the world's top psychological experts are not in vain, and the self-regulation ability is not without improvement...

And he can't be regarded as a true loser, if he is still stuck in it and can't see it away, he can't get out, it's more or less too hopeless.

Xi You's question made Gu Chou feel a little embarrassed.

It seems how sensitive and fragile I am.

Young Master Gu felt upset, so he liked to say something provocative.

So in the next second, Xi You felt Gu Chou's finger acting like a monster on his body, and heard the owner of that finger approaching his ear, whispering something.

"..."

Comparing Xi You's rationality and sensibility at this moment, he really doesn't have the upper hand. Gu Chou's words are equivalent to tearing his remaining rationality to pieces.

He couldn't care about anything else, and let the alcohol that was far from intoxicating eat away at him.

……

Under Xi You's service, Gu Chou felt like the one who had drunk today.

The person is limp and has no strength, as if his bones have been taken out.

But in the end, the rationality that was torn to pieces by Gu Chou finally resisted.

Neither of them had any preparations. As a medical student, Xi You knew that being so brutal would not be easy, and he didn't want Gu Chou to suffer.

But someone who couldn't bear it didn't know how to restrain himself.

Xi You closed her eyes, grabbed Gu Chou's wrist, and pinned it to the top of his head, bullying her whole body: "Ow. Fuck?"

The faces of the two were very close, and their scorching breaths were entangled with each other.

Gu Chou chuckled, bit the tip of Xi You's ear, and said in a low voice, "Brother Xi, go to Jinbang County Mansion."

It's too indecent to play with a car at the gate of a university campus, but if Gu Chou's sports car is within the range of a nearby surveillance camera, it will be able to make headlines the next day.

Gu Qiu's teasing is teasing, such an outrageous thing, it's really impossible to do it.

As for Xi You...he really almost did it, after all his rationality was crushed to the brink of shattering by Gu Chouyi.

Fortunately, Gu Chou also knew how to rein in the precipice, and his last proposal killed the rampant impulse in the air in time.

It's quite far from Jinbang County Mansion, but fortunately it's late at night, there are few people and cars on the road, and Gu Chou drives fast.

It didn't take long for them to arrive.

While Gu Qiu was parking the car, Xi You received a call.

The things he just bought on his mobile phone have been delivered, and the delivery guy asked him to open the door.

Xi You asked the other party to wait a moment.

They took the passage from the underground parking lot to the unit building. When they arrived inside the building, Xi You opened the door directly from the inside and took the things delivered by the delivery man.

Gu Chou was waiting for him at the elevator entrance.

When Xi You walked over, Gu Chou glanced at the plastic bag in his hand and said nothing.

The two of them walked quietly together, entering the elevator, exiting the elevator, entering the door, and closing the door.

The moment the door was closed, there was a bang, like a switch of desire, and the two hugged each other instantly.

Xi You pushed Gu Chou against the door, lowered his head slightly, and blocked his lips, and the tip of his tongue went straight to Gu Chou's teeth.

Gu Chou was very cooperative, he opened his mouth and let him mess with him.

They had a sticky kiss.

When he backed away, Xi You's nose touched Gu Chou's, and the two of them were very close. He opened his mouth to speak, and his breath fell on Gu Chou's face.

"Miss me?" Xi You asked softly, his voice seemed to be covered by cold fog.

Gu Chou pecked his lips, his eyes were straight: "I want to go crazy."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Chou felt his feet lighten.

Xi You immediately hugged him horizontally.

This house in Jinbang County Mansion looks like someone comes to clean it regularly, there is no trace of dust falling due to vacancy, and it is clean and tidy as far as the eye can see.

Even the bedding in the room is as if it has just been changed, fluffy, soft, and clean as new.

Xi You hugged Gu Chou and went directly to the room on the first floor, which was also the second bedroom he used to live in.

The furnishings inside have not changed at all, exactly the same as many years ago, but the furniture has lost the sense of fashion of the past, and it can be seen that it is an old product after years of precipitation.

Gu Chou was thrown on the bed by Xi You, the quilt was too soft, and he sank into it.

Xi You pretended to kiss her.

There was too much foreshadowing along the way, and the wave after wave of preludes made both of them lose the patience to take their time.

After only kissing for a while, Gu Chou had already unloaded those burdens.

Gu Qiu stretched out his hand and stripped Xi You's clothes off.

Xi You propped his hands on Gu Chou's side, and looked at Gu Chou without blinking.

Gu Chou hadn't finished unbuttoning Xi You's shirt for a long time, and now the heat was unbearable, and the young master's temper came up.

"You fucking did it yourself."

Xi You raised his hand and hooked Gu Chou's chin, and said in a low voice, "If you find it troublesome, tear it up."

"You said it."

"I said."

As soon as Xi You said this, Gu Chou's little patience was instantly thrown away by him, and he grabbed the front of Xi You's shirt with both hands, and pulled it to both sides.

"Boom" several times in a row, and the remaining few buttons all collapsed.

Soon, Gu Chou clearly saw the long scar on Xi You's chest.

The scar was extremely long, spreading from the left waist to the right chest, a straight line.

Gu Chou remembered what Li Pei said. He said that Xi You bled so much that his clothes were almost soaked in blood.

It should hurt.

Gu Chou suddenly felt a surge of sadness.

He raised his hand to touch the scar, and the slightly raised hyperplasia made him frown.He followed the direction of the scar, stroking it upwards.

Xi You lowered his eyebrows and looked at Gu Chou's wandering hand.

He guessed what Gu Chou was thinking, and naturally followed this guess, and then thought of what Li Pei might have said to Gu Chou at that night.

Just as he was about to speak, Gu Chou suddenly said, "Did it hurt at that time?"

After a long time, Xi You had already forgotten how painful the incision was.All these years, the only place he can remember, which can stimulate his pain nerves all the time, has always been a place.

Xi You grabbed Gu Chou's hand on his chest and put it directly on his heart.

His voice was still low.

When the atmosphere is deep, that low voice is a provocative poison; but in the current situation, this hoarse voice makes people feel even more sad.

Xi You said, "Only here it hurts."

Gu Chou raised his neck, and slowly kissed Xi You's chest from Xi You's waist along the scar.When the kiss reached the heart, he said: "Today, it hurts me instead of you."

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The original word count of this chapter is six thousand, and it's time to test everyone's tacit understanding.