Chu Xiuyuan was petrified almost instantly in the reproductive department office.
Omega.
His second gender is Omega.
He should have thought of it earlier.
He has a natural sense of being coerced by alpha pheromones, whether it's Liu Renyu's, or Hanhan's and Scareye's...
When he was fighting with those three alphas that day, he already had a little premonition in his heart, but he tried to numb himself, deceive himself, and unilaterally refused to think about this issue.
Seeing Chu Xiuyuan's blank face, Dr. Zhao sighed silently.As a reproductive doctor, he has seen too many similar scenes. Many people were numb or hysterical after learning that they had differentiated into Omega. Even the parents of many children screamed, and finally dragged their children in tears. gone back.
It's not their fault.
There is no high or low in gender itself, but people are social. People live in this society and undertake different responsibilities such as production and reproduction. This is destined to give different weights to people of different genders in different fields. This in itself is a prejudice.
Who stipulated that Omega must give birth to the next generation for alpha, and who stipulated that only alpha can take on the big responsibility?Don't you see how many so-called "gender disadvantaged" people have left a strong mark in the history books in the long river of history, making the so-called "strong" bow their heads and bow down?
As long as you dare to break this stereotype and throw away the shackles of the world, you can be just you, not "an Omega" or "an alpha" as others say.
However, most people in the world may not want to have such stereotypes, but most of them are ordinary people. They choose to follow the crowd either because of the helplessness of life or because they don’t want to make themselves look so different.
In the universal values, there is an insurmountable gap between Omega and alpha. This difference engraved into the genes cannot be filled by acquired efforts at all.Differentiation into Omega means that you are born inferior to alpha in terms of physical fitness and IQ, which means that you cannot live without your alpha in this life, which means that you will be like a beast in heat during fever, pray Alpha satisfies himself, and all the pride and dignity at that time were thrown away by instinct.
Therefore, many people don't want themselves or their children to differentiate into Omega. Although many Omega can live a wonderful life and achieve achievements comparable to alphas, they have to work harder.
In this world, who doesn't want to have an easier life for themselves and their children?
"All the judgments just now are based on my experience in practicing medicine for so many years, but if you don't believe me, you can go for a second sex genetic test," Dr. Zhao said, "The data will not lie .”
Chu Xiuyuan finally decided to do a genetic test, not because he didn't trust the doctor, as the doctor said, as strict as him, engineering students prefer to use data to speak.
It will take two hours for the report to come out. This time may not be long or short, but Chu Xiuyuan still decided to stay here and wait for the inspection results to come out. Moreover, although the official notice of two hours may be just a conservative figure, it may be a It will be out in a few hours.
There were too many people in the hospital, and the air quality was not good. During the period of waiting for the report, Chu Xiuyuan wandered around the large courtyard of the hospital without thinking about anything, completely in a state of emptiness. At a corner, he Seeing two people making out, it was alpha and his Omega.
Omega wrapped his arms around Alpha's neck, and was suppressed by Alpha on one side, but he couldn't hide his desire on his face.
Chu Xiuyuan turned his eyes to other places, and his own mood when the doctor just told him to differentiate into an Omega returned.
It's not that he despises Omega, it's just that Omega's situation in the general environment is very passive, just like the world before he passed through the book, no matter how much society emphasizes the equality of men and women, in real life, there is inequality.In all aspects of work and people's attitudes towards certain things, women are in a relatively disadvantaged state.
For example, if a woman is insulted by bad guys and loses her virginity, some keyboard warriors will say that it is not because she is dressed too revealingly, or because she wants to be raped; another example is at work, serving tea and water, ordering takeaway for the leader, etc. The trivial things are to be done by female employees. They are called girls who are careful, but in fact, they are just patriarchal. They think that girls are only worthy of doing these things, and other "big things" can be done by men; Another example is that in job hunting, HR is more inclined to let men join their companies, because women will have children and take paternity leave sooner or later, and recruiting them will waste money for free for a period of time, but completely ignores the fact that their mothers were born in the first place. When I downloaded them, I was discriminated against in the same way...
However, in the current ABO world, the situation of Omega is not even as good as that of women in a male-female society. As long as women are independent in thinking, they can achieve independence in money and personality, but Omega is different. Omega is born to be given by alpha pheromones Controlled to death.
Chu Xiuyuan didn't want to be someone who was led by alpha's pheromone, he felt that he should have 100% control over his own destiny and life.
Sure enough, within an hour and a half, the hospital's official account sent him a message saying that the test report came out. Chu Xiuyuan's heart suddenly beat fast. The electronic report could be viewed on the official account, but he suddenly lost the courage to read it. , obviously I was very anxious to wait for an hour and a half.
Chu Xiuyuan directly printed out the report on the doctor's self-service report printer. After getting the paper form, he didn't read it, so he folded it up and went to see Dr. Zhao.
The doctor's result report card, while opening it, asked: "What is the result?"
Chu Xiuyuan paused, his voice was a little low: "I don't know, I haven't had time to read it yet."
The doctor glanced at the results of the report, then returned the list to Chu Xiuyuan, and said, "See for yourself, little student, gender is not something we can choose, but we must learn to accept ourselves and know how to reconcile with ourselves."
"Besides, it's not your fault," he added.
Chu Xiuyuan nodded silently. He took a deep breath and looked at the report in his hand. The conclusion column at the bottom of the list reads:
Gender: Omega.
Pheromone: Rose fragrance.
Level: A++.
"A++ is the top, you are the top omega with rose fragrance as the pheromone," Dr. Zhao said.
top?
Why does this word sound so familiar?
Chu Xiuyuan's mind was spinning rapidly, trying to find information related to these two words in his memory, and suddenly he thought of Lu Xingliao. He seemed to have heard from many people that Lu Xingliao was a top alpha .
Probably seeing the blankness in Chu Xiuyuan's eyes, Doctor Zhao pointed to a place on the report and asked, "Did you see this?"
Purity: 100%.
"The grade has nothing to do with the concentration of pheromone fragrance, but only with the purity," Dr. Zhao continued to explain, "the higher the purity, the higher the grade."
"Are there both top-level and non-top-level alphas and Omega?" Chu Xiuyuan asked.
Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, he saw that Dr. Zhao's eyes suddenly seemed to glow.Dr. Zhao's tone was a little urgent: "Do you know top alpha?"
"I'm a friend..." Chu Xiuyuan swallowed the words before they escaped from his throat.Although he didn't know why Dr. Zhao suddenly behaved like this, he always felt that if he said "yes", it might bring some trouble to Lu Xingliao.
"My friend said that he hasn't seen a top-level alpha in his life. It's a big regret." Chu Xiuyuan shook his head against his will. "I'm just curious. What if it's a top-level alpha?"
Dr. Zhao seemed very disappointed, he was silent for a few seconds, and replied: "Top alphas are much stronger than ordinary alphas in terms of physical fitness and brain development."
In other words, being able to fight is still smart, Chu Xiuyuan summed up silently.
However, why does Lu Xingliao's grades basically count down every time?
When Chu Xiuyuan thought of this, he realized that he had secretly thought of that boss a lot, and hurriedly shook his head, trying to shake the boss out of his mind, so he deliberately changed the topic: "The top-level Omega , what are the characteristics?"
Unexpectedly, this old medical pedant suddenly felt embarrassed, his eyes dodged around with wrinkles, his voice was much lower, his speech was not particularly coherent, and his expression also made people feel a little shy .
Dr. Zhao said embarrassedly: "This... When you get married in the future, just ask your alpha. In short, you will be very harmonious in the future. After he has you, he will never want to find another Omega in his life. .”
"..."
Chu Xiuyuan thought it was outrageous. Why is the top alpha able to use his brain so fast, and replaced by an Omega, all that is left is a good job and a natural attractive alpha?
What's more terrible is why after Dr. Zhao said this, he suddenly thought of that school bully again!
Chu Xiu was numb.
Dr. Zhao is quite old, so he was embarrassed at first, and the Omega in front of him was only a half-old child, so he was even more embarrassed. He coughed lightly and changed the subject: "Whether it is a top alpha It is still a top-level Omega, and the proportion is very small. There may be only one top-level alpha out of 20 alphas. As for the top-level Omega, there may only be one top-level Omega out of 100 Omega. Because of this, the requirement for a top-level alpha is information The purity of the pheromone is 99.5%, but the top Omega only needs to have a pheromone purity of [-]% or more."
Dr. Zhao stopped suddenly, and his expression became much more serious.
"In my whole life, I have only encountered two top-level Omega," he said slowly, "Besides you, there is another one, but the purity of her pheromone is only 99.6%."
Chu Xiu instinctively thought that there should be some story behind this, but he felt it was too presumptuous to ask directly, so he kept silent.
Doctor Zhao glanced at Chu Xiuyuan, sighed, patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Young man, protect yourself, your pheromone is fatal to any alpha, stay away from alpha , you can’t control their thoughts and behaviors, but you have to know how to protect yourself.”
When he was leaving, Dr. Zhao gave him a few more inhibitors, saying that given the purity of his pheromones, the ones he bought from supermarkets and pharmacies outside had mediocre effects, and only the enhanced version of inhibitors prescribed by the hospital would be the most effective.
**
On New Year's Eve, the streets and alleys are full of festive atmosphere, decorated with lights, trees are covered with red ribbons, Chinese knots and big red lanterns, the music of the shops is loud, singing "Congratulations Congratulations", "Congratulations on getting rich", "Happy New Year, Happy New Year", everyone's face is filled with laughter.
Lu Xingliao walked alone on this festive street, with a lonely expression, out of tune with the joyous surroundings.The young man lowered his brows and frowned slightly, and looked preoccupied. Even so, it attracted many passers-by to turn their heads frequently.
The boy's thoughts suddenly drifted to that day.
Five years?
Five years ago today, he officially left the home he had stayed in for almost 13 years. Since then, he has spent five years of Spring Festival alone.
Five years, whether it is long or short, he seems to have forgotten how to celebrate every festival, Dragon Boat Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, Spring Festival, the joy and laughter belong to others and others.
However, on a day of national celebration like the Spring Festival, whenever he sees other people buying new year's goods and eating with their families, he still feels his heart being stabbed.
hurts a little.
On the phone, the text message from Lu Changli is still there.
"Xiao Xing, let's go home and have dinner. Aunt Rou has cooked you a table of good dishes. It's Chinese New Year, there is no reason why the whole family should not eat together."
Lu Xingliao thought it was funny.
Who is "family" with you?
When my mother's bones were still cold, you brought that woman back home in a grand manner, and pointed at that woman and said, let me call her "Mom".
Are you sorry for my mother?
Who cares about that kind of "mother"?Does she deserve it?
Are you worthy to be my father?
He suddenly laughed at himself, feeling that he was like a walking corpse without a heartbeat at the moment. When he looked up again at the almost endless sea of people in front of him, he accurately captured a familiar figure.
For some reason, on such a special day, seeing acquaintances made him feel like "I'm not alone". Lu Xingliao blinked hard, and suddenly felt his own heartbeat—even though He knew that the encounter at this moment was just an accident.
But who can guarantee that the accident will not be due to fate?
The two saw each other almost at the same time, but Lu Xingliao was the first to call Chu Xiuyuan's name.
Chu Xiuyuan pinched his pocket subconsciously, not wanting the inhibitor there to be discovered by his acquaintances.Being an Omega is not ashamed, but he just doesn't want his second gender to be known by his classmates and teachers, maybe he is used to being treated as an alpha by everyone, he doesn't know how to let everyone accept this fact, or just I just don't want to explain this, it's too troublesome.
Therefore, he decided to use inhibitors to cover up this fact and delay the time for everyone to know this fact.He must have enough inhibitors to achieve this goal, which is why he appears here today.
Today is New Year's Eve. From this evening until the sixth day of the new year, many places will shut down one after another, or the work efficiency will not be as high as usual. His inhibitors are almost used up. The purchase of an inhibitor to replenish the warehouse would not be as frequent as usual, so I thought about buying some first to stock up.
But he didn't expect to run into Lu Xingliao not long after he came out of the hospital. It happened to be Lu Xingliao, the person he didn't want his second gender to be known——
Maybe it's because he knows that Lu Xingliao is a top alpha, and he is a top Omega. This kind of identity comparison, alpha and Omega... makes him feel ashamed.
"Are you here to buy new year's goods?" Lu Xingliao asked.
He originally planned to go to the supermarket to buy new year's goods after he came out of the hospital, so he nodded, pointed to the nearby supermarket, and asked, "Are you too?"
If it were someone else, Lu Xingliao would definitely say yes casually with a haha. After all, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not interlinked. Even if he tells others about the pain he has endured, they may not be able to understand it, let alone empathize with him. So he is reluctant to share his painful past with others.
But I don't know if he was too lonely, too alone, as if he was abandoned by the whole world, he suddenly wanted to be listened to.
"No," he said, "I'm not young."
The boy's voice suddenly lowered a bit, with a bit of grievance and discomfort that was incompatible with the status of a school bully: "Chu Xiuyuan, I have long been homeless."
Chu Xiuyuan was only slightly taken aback. Lu Xingliao, as a top alpha, has an extremely smart brain as Dr. Zhao said, but he always looks like he is playing in the world. As long as there is a normal and warm family, it will not be too difficult. Waste your intelligence to squander your youth.
"Then you come to my house to celebrate the New Year," Chu Xiuyuan said without hesitation.
When walking back from the supermarket, Chu Xiuyuan felt that his head was really hot for a while - he seemed to have completely forgotten that there was Chu Xinian at home, no matter what, he couldn't let Chu Xinian meet Lu Xingliao .
So, Chu Xiuyuan sent a message to Chu Xinian while walking.
Chu Xiuyuan: You'd better stay at Hu Jing's place for the New Year's Eve dinner.
He originally planned to spend New Year's Eve with Chu Xinian, but he and his sister Niannian didn't spend New Year's Eve well when they were young, so he made up for all the debt and longing for Niannian on Chu Xinian .So he woke up early in the morning and asked Chu Xinian what he wanted to eat, and the little girl was also very excited, chirping about what she was thinking, and she had an idea after a while.Chu Xiuyuan added them to the shopping list one by one.
Just as Chu Xinian was about to go back from Hu Jing's house, she sat back on the sofa again.She sent her brother a WeChat message: Didn't you say you wanted me to go home and have dinner with you?
Chu Xiuyuan: There is a temporary change, I want to be with my classmates.
"My brother asked me to stay and have the New Year's Eve dinner at your house," Chu Xinian said to Hu Jing.
When Hu Jing heard this, she was so happy that she made a circle on the carpet. She and Chu Xinian had a very good relationship. They were almost inseparable at school, and they had been urging each other to spend New Year's Eve at her home, but Chu Xinian kept refusing to say Her brother wants her to go back together.After the excitement, she asked, "Why did your brother suddenly change his mind?"
Chu Xinian pouted and shrugged, "I don't know, he said he wanted to be with his classmates."
"Student?" Hu Jing's eyes suddenly lit up, "What classmate?"
"He didn't say, he should be an ordinary classmate."
Hu Jing looked very understanding: "Ordinary classmate? You don't even care about your own sister when you are with classmates? Do you believe it when you say that you are an ordinary classmate?"
She snorted: "Return to 'classmate', you taste it, you taste it carefully, this is clearly a fig leaf!"
The author has something to say: Chu Xinian suddenly became enlightened.
Hu Jing: I have already seen through everything.
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Omega.
His second gender is Omega.
He should have thought of it earlier.
He has a natural sense of being coerced by alpha pheromones, whether it's Liu Renyu's, or Hanhan's and Scareye's...
When he was fighting with those three alphas that day, he already had a little premonition in his heart, but he tried to numb himself, deceive himself, and unilaterally refused to think about this issue.
Seeing Chu Xiuyuan's blank face, Dr. Zhao sighed silently.As a reproductive doctor, he has seen too many similar scenes. Many people were numb or hysterical after learning that they had differentiated into Omega. Even the parents of many children screamed, and finally dragged their children in tears. gone back.
It's not their fault.
There is no high or low in gender itself, but people are social. People live in this society and undertake different responsibilities such as production and reproduction. This is destined to give different weights to people of different genders in different fields. This in itself is a prejudice.
Who stipulated that Omega must give birth to the next generation for alpha, and who stipulated that only alpha can take on the big responsibility?Don't you see how many so-called "gender disadvantaged" people have left a strong mark in the history books in the long river of history, making the so-called "strong" bow their heads and bow down?
As long as you dare to break this stereotype and throw away the shackles of the world, you can be just you, not "an Omega" or "an alpha" as others say.
However, most people in the world may not want to have such stereotypes, but most of them are ordinary people. They choose to follow the crowd either because of the helplessness of life or because they don’t want to make themselves look so different.
In the universal values, there is an insurmountable gap between Omega and alpha. This difference engraved into the genes cannot be filled by acquired efforts at all.Differentiation into Omega means that you are born inferior to alpha in terms of physical fitness and IQ, which means that you cannot live without your alpha in this life, which means that you will be like a beast in heat during fever, pray Alpha satisfies himself, and all the pride and dignity at that time were thrown away by instinct.
Therefore, many people don't want themselves or their children to differentiate into Omega. Although many Omega can live a wonderful life and achieve achievements comparable to alphas, they have to work harder.
In this world, who doesn't want to have an easier life for themselves and their children?
"All the judgments just now are based on my experience in practicing medicine for so many years, but if you don't believe me, you can go for a second sex genetic test," Dr. Zhao said, "The data will not lie .”
Chu Xiuyuan finally decided to do a genetic test, not because he didn't trust the doctor, as the doctor said, as strict as him, engineering students prefer to use data to speak.
It will take two hours for the report to come out. This time may not be long or short, but Chu Xiuyuan still decided to stay here and wait for the inspection results to come out. Moreover, although the official notice of two hours may be just a conservative figure, it may be a It will be out in a few hours.
There were too many people in the hospital, and the air quality was not good. During the period of waiting for the report, Chu Xiuyuan wandered around the large courtyard of the hospital without thinking about anything, completely in a state of emptiness. At a corner, he Seeing two people making out, it was alpha and his Omega.
Omega wrapped his arms around Alpha's neck, and was suppressed by Alpha on one side, but he couldn't hide his desire on his face.
Chu Xiuyuan turned his eyes to other places, and his own mood when the doctor just told him to differentiate into an Omega returned.
It's not that he despises Omega, it's just that Omega's situation in the general environment is very passive, just like the world before he passed through the book, no matter how much society emphasizes the equality of men and women, in real life, there is inequality.In all aspects of work and people's attitudes towards certain things, women are in a relatively disadvantaged state.
For example, if a woman is insulted by bad guys and loses her virginity, some keyboard warriors will say that it is not because she is dressed too revealingly, or because she wants to be raped; another example is at work, serving tea and water, ordering takeaway for the leader, etc. The trivial things are to be done by female employees. They are called girls who are careful, but in fact, they are just patriarchal. They think that girls are only worthy of doing these things, and other "big things" can be done by men; Another example is that in job hunting, HR is more inclined to let men join their companies, because women will have children and take paternity leave sooner or later, and recruiting them will waste money for free for a period of time, but completely ignores the fact that their mothers were born in the first place. When I downloaded them, I was discriminated against in the same way...
However, in the current ABO world, the situation of Omega is not even as good as that of women in a male-female society. As long as women are independent in thinking, they can achieve independence in money and personality, but Omega is different. Omega is born to be given by alpha pheromones Controlled to death.
Chu Xiuyuan didn't want to be someone who was led by alpha's pheromone, he felt that he should have 100% control over his own destiny and life.
Sure enough, within an hour and a half, the hospital's official account sent him a message saying that the test report came out. Chu Xiuyuan's heart suddenly beat fast. The electronic report could be viewed on the official account, but he suddenly lost the courage to read it. , obviously I was very anxious to wait for an hour and a half.
Chu Xiuyuan directly printed out the report on the doctor's self-service report printer. After getting the paper form, he didn't read it, so he folded it up and went to see Dr. Zhao.
The doctor's result report card, while opening it, asked: "What is the result?"
Chu Xiuyuan paused, his voice was a little low: "I don't know, I haven't had time to read it yet."
The doctor glanced at the results of the report, then returned the list to Chu Xiuyuan, and said, "See for yourself, little student, gender is not something we can choose, but we must learn to accept ourselves and know how to reconcile with ourselves."
"Besides, it's not your fault," he added.
Chu Xiuyuan nodded silently. He took a deep breath and looked at the report in his hand. The conclusion column at the bottom of the list reads:
Gender: Omega.
Pheromone: Rose fragrance.
Level: A++.
"A++ is the top, you are the top omega with rose fragrance as the pheromone," Dr. Zhao said.
top?
Why does this word sound so familiar?
Chu Xiuyuan's mind was spinning rapidly, trying to find information related to these two words in his memory, and suddenly he thought of Lu Xingliao. He seemed to have heard from many people that Lu Xingliao was a top alpha .
Probably seeing the blankness in Chu Xiuyuan's eyes, Doctor Zhao pointed to a place on the report and asked, "Did you see this?"
Purity: 100%.
"The grade has nothing to do with the concentration of pheromone fragrance, but only with the purity," Dr. Zhao continued to explain, "the higher the purity, the higher the grade."
"Are there both top-level and non-top-level alphas and Omega?" Chu Xiuyuan asked.
Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, he saw that Dr. Zhao's eyes suddenly seemed to glow.Dr. Zhao's tone was a little urgent: "Do you know top alpha?"
"I'm a friend..." Chu Xiuyuan swallowed the words before they escaped from his throat.Although he didn't know why Dr. Zhao suddenly behaved like this, he always felt that if he said "yes", it might bring some trouble to Lu Xingliao.
"My friend said that he hasn't seen a top-level alpha in his life. It's a big regret." Chu Xiuyuan shook his head against his will. "I'm just curious. What if it's a top-level alpha?"
Dr. Zhao seemed very disappointed, he was silent for a few seconds, and replied: "Top alphas are much stronger than ordinary alphas in terms of physical fitness and brain development."
In other words, being able to fight is still smart, Chu Xiuyuan summed up silently.
However, why does Lu Xingliao's grades basically count down every time?
When Chu Xiuyuan thought of this, he realized that he had secretly thought of that boss a lot, and hurriedly shook his head, trying to shake the boss out of his mind, so he deliberately changed the topic: "The top-level Omega , what are the characteristics?"
Unexpectedly, this old medical pedant suddenly felt embarrassed, his eyes dodged around with wrinkles, his voice was much lower, his speech was not particularly coherent, and his expression also made people feel a little shy .
Dr. Zhao said embarrassedly: "This... When you get married in the future, just ask your alpha. In short, you will be very harmonious in the future. After he has you, he will never want to find another Omega in his life. .”
"..."
Chu Xiuyuan thought it was outrageous. Why is the top alpha able to use his brain so fast, and replaced by an Omega, all that is left is a good job and a natural attractive alpha?
What's more terrible is why after Dr. Zhao said this, he suddenly thought of that school bully again!
Chu Xiu was numb.
Dr. Zhao is quite old, so he was embarrassed at first, and the Omega in front of him was only a half-old child, so he was even more embarrassed. He coughed lightly and changed the subject: "Whether it is a top alpha It is still a top-level Omega, and the proportion is very small. There may be only one top-level alpha out of 20 alphas. As for the top-level Omega, there may only be one top-level Omega out of 100 Omega. Because of this, the requirement for a top-level alpha is information The purity of the pheromone is 99.5%, but the top Omega only needs to have a pheromone purity of [-]% or more."
Dr. Zhao stopped suddenly, and his expression became much more serious.
"In my whole life, I have only encountered two top-level Omega," he said slowly, "Besides you, there is another one, but the purity of her pheromone is only 99.6%."
Chu Xiu instinctively thought that there should be some story behind this, but he felt it was too presumptuous to ask directly, so he kept silent.
Doctor Zhao glanced at Chu Xiuyuan, sighed, patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Young man, protect yourself, your pheromone is fatal to any alpha, stay away from alpha , you can’t control their thoughts and behaviors, but you have to know how to protect yourself.”
When he was leaving, Dr. Zhao gave him a few more inhibitors, saying that given the purity of his pheromones, the ones he bought from supermarkets and pharmacies outside had mediocre effects, and only the enhanced version of inhibitors prescribed by the hospital would be the most effective.
**
On New Year's Eve, the streets and alleys are full of festive atmosphere, decorated with lights, trees are covered with red ribbons, Chinese knots and big red lanterns, the music of the shops is loud, singing "Congratulations Congratulations", "Congratulations on getting rich", "Happy New Year, Happy New Year", everyone's face is filled with laughter.
Lu Xingliao walked alone on this festive street, with a lonely expression, out of tune with the joyous surroundings.The young man lowered his brows and frowned slightly, and looked preoccupied. Even so, it attracted many passers-by to turn their heads frequently.
The boy's thoughts suddenly drifted to that day.
Five years?
Five years ago today, he officially left the home he had stayed in for almost 13 years. Since then, he has spent five years of Spring Festival alone.
Five years, whether it is long or short, he seems to have forgotten how to celebrate every festival, Dragon Boat Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, Spring Festival, the joy and laughter belong to others and others.
However, on a day of national celebration like the Spring Festival, whenever he sees other people buying new year's goods and eating with their families, he still feels his heart being stabbed.
hurts a little.
On the phone, the text message from Lu Changli is still there.
"Xiao Xing, let's go home and have dinner. Aunt Rou has cooked you a table of good dishes. It's Chinese New Year, there is no reason why the whole family should not eat together."
Lu Xingliao thought it was funny.
Who is "family" with you?
When my mother's bones were still cold, you brought that woman back home in a grand manner, and pointed at that woman and said, let me call her "Mom".
Are you sorry for my mother?
Who cares about that kind of "mother"?Does she deserve it?
Are you worthy to be my father?
He suddenly laughed at himself, feeling that he was like a walking corpse without a heartbeat at the moment. When he looked up again at the almost endless sea of people in front of him, he accurately captured a familiar figure.
For some reason, on such a special day, seeing acquaintances made him feel like "I'm not alone". Lu Xingliao blinked hard, and suddenly felt his own heartbeat—even though He knew that the encounter at this moment was just an accident.
But who can guarantee that the accident will not be due to fate?
The two saw each other almost at the same time, but Lu Xingliao was the first to call Chu Xiuyuan's name.
Chu Xiuyuan pinched his pocket subconsciously, not wanting the inhibitor there to be discovered by his acquaintances.Being an Omega is not ashamed, but he just doesn't want his second gender to be known by his classmates and teachers, maybe he is used to being treated as an alpha by everyone, he doesn't know how to let everyone accept this fact, or just I just don't want to explain this, it's too troublesome.
Therefore, he decided to use inhibitors to cover up this fact and delay the time for everyone to know this fact.He must have enough inhibitors to achieve this goal, which is why he appears here today.
Today is New Year's Eve. From this evening until the sixth day of the new year, many places will shut down one after another, or the work efficiency will not be as high as usual. His inhibitors are almost used up. The purchase of an inhibitor to replenish the warehouse would not be as frequent as usual, so I thought about buying some first to stock up.
But he didn't expect to run into Lu Xingliao not long after he came out of the hospital. It happened to be Lu Xingliao, the person he didn't want his second gender to be known——
Maybe it's because he knows that Lu Xingliao is a top alpha, and he is a top Omega. This kind of identity comparison, alpha and Omega... makes him feel ashamed.
"Are you here to buy new year's goods?" Lu Xingliao asked.
He originally planned to go to the supermarket to buy new year's goods after he came out of the hospital, so he nodded, pointed to the nearby supermarket, and asked, "Are you too?"
If it were someone else, Lu Xingliao would definitely say yes casually with a haha. After all, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not interlinked. Even if he tells others about the pain he has endured, they may not be able to understand it, let alone empathize with him. So he is reluctant to share his painful past with others.
But I don't know if he was too lonely, too alone, as if he was abandoned by the whole world, he suddenly wanted to be listened to.
"No," he said, "I'm not young."
The boy's voice suddenly lowered a bit, with a bit of grievance and discomfort that was incompatible with the status of a school bully: "Chu Xiuyuan, I have long been homeless."
Chu Xiuyuan was only slightly taken aback. Lu Xingliao, as a top alpha, has an extremely smart brain as Dr. Zhao said, but he always looks like he is playing in the world. As long as there is a normal and warm family, it will not be too difficult. Waste your intelligence to squander your youth.
"Then you come to my house to celebrate the New Year," Chu Xiuyuan said without hesitation.
When walking back from the supermarket, Chu Xiuyuan felt that his head was really hot for a while - he seemed to have completely forgotten that there was Chu Xinian at home, no matter what, he couldn't let Chu Xinian meet Lu Xingliao .
So, Chu Xiuyuan sent a message to Chu Xinian while walking.
Chu Xiuyuan: You'd better stay at Hu Jing's place for the New Year's Eve dinner.
He originally planned to spend New Year's Eve with Chu Xinian, but he and his sister Niannian didn't spend New Year's Eve well when they were young, so he made up for all the debt and longing for Niannian on Chu Xinian .So he woke up early in the morning and asked Chu Xinian what he wanted to eat, and the little girl was also very excited, chirping about what she was thinking, and she had an idea after a while.Chu Xiuyuan added them to the shopping list one by one.
Just as Chu Xinian was about to go back from Hu Jing's house, she sat back on the sofa again.She sent her brother a WeChat message: Didn't you say you wanted me to go home and have dinner with you?
Chu Xiuyuan: There is a temporary change, I want to be with my classmates.
"My brother asked me to stay and have the New Year's Eve dinner at your house," Chu Xinian said to Hu Jing.
When Hu Jing heard this, she was so happy that she made a circle on the carpet. She and Chu Xinian had a very good relationship. They were almost inseparable at school, and they had been urging each other to spend New Year's Eve at her home, but Chu Xinian kept refusing to say Her brother wants her to go back together.After the excitement, she asked, "Why did your brother suddenly change his mind?"
Chu Xinian pouted and shrugged, "I don't know, he said he wanted to be with his classmates."
"Student?" Hu Jing's eyes suddenly lit up, "What classmate?"
"He didn't say, he should be an ordinary classmate."
Hu Jing looked very understanding: "Ordinary classmate? You don't even care about your own sister when you are with classmates? Do you believe it when you say that you are an ordinary classmate?"
She snorted: "Return to 'classmate', you taste it, you taste it carefully, this is clearly a fig leaf!"
The author has something to say: Chu Xinian suddenly became enlightened.
Hu Jing: I have already seen through everything.
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