On how to get rid of straight doctors

But the physical examination didn't go smoothly, or Yi Ci didn't go smoothly for the whole week.

Patients in the hospital were dying one after another, and the patient whose tumor had blurred edges was also progressing very poorly.

When Yi Ci came to pick up Jian Zheng on Friday afternoon, he was visibly tired and not in high spirits.

Jian Zheng sat quietly in the car and left with Yi Ci.

After arriving home, Yi quit the kitchen to cook, while Jian Zheng was sitting in the living room watching a TV series that he didn't quite understand, when he suddenly heard the sound of something breaking from the kitchen.

He immediately ran into the kitchen and saw broken plates on the kitchen floor, and Yi Ci propped his forehead with one hand, leaning against the cabinet, his face still tired.

Jian Zheng ran to take the broom and dustpan to the kitchen, and was about to sweep up the debris of the dishes.

Yi Ci came over and took his hand, and said in a low voice, "Let me come, be careful not to get stabbed."

Jian Zheng was very worried about Yi Ci's overall state, "Let me do it, I am a rough guy, I am not afraid of being stabbed, if you are not in good shape today, you should go to the living room to rest, and I will cook."

Yi Ci smiled wryly and shook his head, "It's okay, wait for me to clean up, let's go out to eat."

He insisted on taking the cleaning tools from Jian Zheng's hands, but Jian Zheng didn't dare to use force, so he watched Yi Ci clean up the broken dishes by himself, went back to the living room with him, picked up the car keys, and the two went out to eat together.

There was soothing violin music playing in the western restaurant, and Yi Ci sat opposite Jian Zheng, as if he had made up his mind, he took a deep breath and told Jian Zheng in a low tone: "I have depression."

Jian Zheng was shocked for a few seconds, but after the shock, recalling Yi Ci's situation these days, he realized that it was true.

The work pressure of doctors is very high, and emotional people are prone to depression. I heard that nurses who have just started their shifts in the ICU will be depressed after a few days.

Neurosurgeons, especially neurosurgeons in top international institutions, often have to face a lot of stressful operations, and often face life and death. Yi Ci may be too emotional, or it may be something else, and gradually develop depression.

"It was okay before, it was mild, but later it developed into moderate. When my ex-girlfriend broke up with me, she said something again. After the breakup, my depression was actually very serious. I have memory loss, sleep disorders and so on."

"At that time, I asked for a few days off. I felt that life was meaningless and I couldn't sleep. I just went to the bar to get drunk. That's when I met you..."

Jian Zheng looked at Yi Ci in surprise, he didn't expect the other party to be so depressed when he first met him.

At that time, he really couldn't see it at all, and he even thought Yi Ci was very charming and personable.

However, I heard that many depression patients can’t see it from the surface. If it’s just a superficial contact, you may even feel that the other person is very sunny and warm.

Although Yi Ci is not the type of sunshine and warmth, he still behaves maturely and calmly, which makes it hard to imagine that he has depression.

Although it is inappropriate to ask this question, Jian Zheng still asked in a low voice: "Well, you were moderately depressed at that time, and you are still so severe?"

Yi Ci was obviously stunned for a moment before he understood what Jian Zheng meant by "excellent", he shook his head and laughed, "Actually, I was a little self-defeating at that time."

"What do you mean?" Jian Zheng asked, "What do you mean by giving up on yourself?"

"I have a slight obsession with cleanliness." Yi Ci replied, "Generally, I seldom drink outside, let alone go out on dates. My thoughts that day were actually a bit world-weary, abandoning myself, and wanting to indulge. I don't want to think about whether it is clean or not, and I don't want to think about getting sick. question."

Jian Zheng: "..."

To be honest, he is a bit depressed now.

"Well, I look a lot like someone with an A prefix?"

"No." Yi Ci shook his head and said softly: "This matter is not aimed at you, but about all potential risks of infectious diseases. In fact, according to medical statistics, it is not AIDS that is most contagious among strangers, but acute - genital warts."

...Acupoint-acute wet-wart?

What kind of disease is this?

What the hell!

Jian Zheng remembered, it was the cauliflower disease.

People who have this disease will have small cauliflower-like bumps on their bodies, densely packed, and the scene is very scary. Moreover, even if the disease is cured, it is easy to relapse.

He vaguely remembered that when he was in biology class in high school, he looked up pictures in this area out of curiosity, and he was horrified after seeing it.

It's terrible, he won't get it in his life.

"...So you think I have these things."

Jian Zheng felt that he was making trouble for no reason and making jokes, but he really couldn't accept other people thinking that he had genital warts or AIDS.

Yi Ci didn't know how the topic turned from his depression to whether he thought Jian Zheng had some infectious disease.

When chatting with Jian Zheng, the topic seems to always develop to a nonsensical place, and he can't pull it back.

He rested his forehead with one hand, was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled.

The mood that had been suppressed for several days actually slowly eased at this time.

Seeing Jian Zheng's upset look, he felt unexpectedly relaxed.

"I'm not talking about you." Yi Ci patiently explained, "I'm just talking about the potential risks of going out for sex and the probability of contracting infectious diseases."

Jian Zheng pouted, "Okay, I forgive you."

After all, the other party gave him such a perfect experience even though he didn't know whether he was sick. It really is an advantage that can cover up countless shortcomings.

"It's also amazing to say that when I was chatting with you and listening to you complaining about sexual problems between men and women, I gradually calmed down." Yi Ci's voice became very soft when he said this, "Later in the hotel, I think your reaction is very cute. There was an emergency operation the next morning. I left in a hurry and left you my contact information, but you didn’t find me. Later, in the school lecture, you saw me and didn’t speak, the hospital Li also deliberately avoided me..."

Thinking of the embarrassing things he did, Jian Zheng became less confident, and stammered to retort, "Well, I explained everything about the note, but I really didn't see it. As for not looking for you in the classroom, I think everyone Yue-pao, you don't seem to want to continue developing with me, I'd better not get close, I thought I heard wrong about the hospital..."

The more he talked, the more he felt that he had no confidence. He had to bear a lot of responsibility for the delay between the two of them for so long.

Yi Ci shook his head and laughed, the atmosphere in the restaurant was very comfortable and relaxing, and the conversation changed from the depressing depression at the beginning to the present.

Yi Ci's eyes reflected the warm lights of the restaurant, like a lake in the night, reflecting the softness of the moon.

"Actually, after I made an appointment with you for the first time, I went to see a psychiatrist again. The doctor said that my depression has changed from moderate to mild, and my symptoms have improved significantly, and there will be no sleep disturbance."

Jian Zheng was stunned, "Could it be that I am some kind of good medicine to cure depression?"

Yi Ci thought about it, and said softly: "I don't know either, just as the causes of depression are very complicated, and the reasons for getting better are also very complicated. Taking medicine usually only relieves the symptoms, and the medicine will bring great side effects. A true cure still requires the patient to adjust themselves."

The food ordered by the two came early, but no one was in the mood to eat it. The food was placed next to them and slowly getting cold.

Jian Zheng was actually a little depressed.

He didn't expect to find a boyfriend with depression, and this boyfriend actually looks normal and considerate from the outside.

But two people will always encounter various difficulties when they are together. If you can't face any difficulties, you might as well stay single and don't go out to harm other people.

Jian Zheng began to seriously consider this issue.

People are more or less sick, either here or there, and Yici's illness is just in his heart.

When the work pressure is not so great, he feels that Yi Ci is normal. Only when the work pressure is very high, things are crowded together, and the patient has an accident, Yi Ci will show symptoms of mild depression.

Frankly speaking, Jian Zheng feels that he occasionally suffers from depression, especially when the end of the term is approaching and he has not finished his homework and is not ready for the exam, he will also have sleep disturbances all night long, anxiety, Grumpy etc.

But after a while it gets better.

People will have psychological problems more or less, Jian Zheng thinks it should be taken seriously, but there is no need to make a fuss.

He asked Yi Ci seriously: "Why did you tell me about your depression today?"

"I just think you have the right to know, and I want to tell you, especially that I'm not in a good state today."

Well, yes, he does have a right to know.

Jian Zheng's expression turned serious, "Depression is not your fault, but I hope you can actively cooperate with the psychiatrist's treatment, and I hope you will tell me every time you go to the psychiatrist for treatment, as long as I am not in class, I will go with you, of course, I will not eavesdrop on the treatment process between you and the psychiatrist."

"Also, if you feel physically uncomfortable, tell me if you feel uncomfortable, or if you feel that your depression is getting worse." Jian Zheng's expression is still serious, "I hope you can agree to this."

Yi Ci pondered for a moment, then nodded solemnly: "Okay."

"Okay, that's the end of this matter." Jian Zheng concluded, "We should pack the food and heat it up, ready to eat."

Yi Ci looked at the food on the table. The two of them changed the environment and ordered a bunch of food, but they didn't eat anything. They had to pack it up and heat it up.

Things are a bit absurd and bizarre, but very real.

The two went home together and finally finished their meal. When Yi Ci was standing in the kitchen putting the bowl in the dishwasher, Jian Zheng poked Yi Ci's arm and looked at each other in confusion: "Actually, I think you are quite normal now." Yes, much better than when I first saw you in the evening."

Yi Ci thought for a while, then shook his head and laughed, "It seems so, I don't know why, but my mood is much better than before."

Jian Zheng narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked slowly, "Are you taking me as medicine?"

Yi Ci started the dishwasher, washed his hands, and dried them again. He put his hands on Jian Zheng's waist and whispered in his ear, "Maybe it is."

Jian Zheng shuddered, feeling that he had been attacked by Yi Ci's masculinity.

He gritted his teeth, unconvinced, "I've been with you all night in fear, and you have to make it up to me!"

Yi Ci asked with a good temper: "Then what do you want to compensate?"

"Give me a set of big health care, a full set, until I am satisfied with the service."

Yi Ci looked at him meaningfully.

Jian Zheng felt guilty in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face. He straightened his back and asked forcefully, "Why, can't you?"

"Okay." Yi Ci replied unhurriedly, "I'm just afraid that you won't be able to get up tomorrow morning."

Jian Zheng refused to accept it, feeling that his masculinity was being challenged, "How can health massage make me unable to get up?"

**

As it turned out, however, he really couldn't get up the next morning.

The reason is not the initial health massage, but the exclusive service after the massage.

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Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Fearless, look at me, 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!