Substitute unspoken rules

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Song Yike was short of breath, and kept shaking his head seeing Xin Shangzhi's extremely pale face and bloodless lips.

Xin Shangzhi raised his hand and gently stroked the mole at the corner of his eye, and sighed helplessly, "Don't want to go home?"

Song Yike shook his head quickly, then nodded in a daze, and murmured incoherently, "But, I...you have a fever, we have to go to the hospital first..."

Xin Shangzhi smiled lightly, squeezed his ears comfortingly, and said slowly, "But I just came back from the hospital, and now I want to go home instead of going to the hospital."

Song Yi's anxious eyes turned red again, and he subconsciously took Xin Shangzhi's hand and inspected it carefully several times, but he couldn't find the pinhole where the IV was administered. Clutching the corner of Xin Shangzhi's clothes with his hands, he choked up and said, "What's wrong with you? Is it serious? What did the doctor say? Why didn't you tell me..."

Song Yike was incoherent, seeing Xin Shangzhi with a sick face and a low fever made him even more anxious.

Xin Shangzhi raised his hand to cover his mouth, preventing him from continuing to ask questions. He raised his eyes and saw the complex emotions in Xin Shangzhi's eyes, and then a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he frowned slowly. Slowly spit out a sentence: "A Song, you...do you like me?"

like?

So obvious, so hard to recognize?

…………

More than just liking it, I like it so much that I don't even want it...

Song Yike felt his heart skip a beat for a moment, Xin Shangzhi slowly put down his hand covering his mouth, narrowed his deep peach eyes slightly, and looked down at him, as if waiting for his answer.

Song Yike raised his head and mustered up the courage to look seriously at those eyes that he never dared to meet. Xin Shangzhi's pupils reflected his reflection, his eye sockets were slightly red, and both sides of his cheeks were flushed.

Song Yike adjusted his breath and tried to make himself less nervous. He didn't want to avoid his feelings for Xin Shangzhi anymore.

In the past, he liked Xin Shangzhi, so much that he didn't dare to approach him, and he liked him so much that he lost himself, and he still does now, but even if he can't get the desired result, he should at least take the first step bravely: let Xin Shangzhi know that he likes him. he.

Song Yike slowly raised his hand and grabbed Xin Shangzhi's hand. In his mind, he just wanted to tell Xin Shangzhi that he liked him. At this moment, he almost wanted to tell Xin Shangzhi how much he loved him. Out of control, love so much that I lose myself, love so much that I lose my mind...but there are only two short words in my mouth: "I like it."

Xin Shangzhi stood still, raised his eyebrows slightly, as if he didn't quite believe his short words.

He hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Xin Shangzhi. The two faced each other, so close that they could hear each other's breathing, and continued to speak firmly: "Xin Shangzhi, I like you, very much, very much..." I liked you years ago, so can you like me?

Song Yi didn't say the last sentence, he chewed it up and swallowed it into his stomach holding back his tears.

Xin Shangzhi's eyes were fixed on Song Yike's face, a flash of disbelief flashed in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to touch the tear mole in the corner of his eye, then frowned and retracted his hand, sighed slightly and shook his head to laugh at himself As if to say: "No! No..."

Song Yike's eyes were red again, his neck seemed to be strangled, and he couldn't breathe. He knew that the cold ice blade was about to cut his heart again.

Soon Xin Shangzhi came back to his senses, stretched out his hand and squeezed Song Yike's chin fiercely,:

"look at me."

"Why? Why are you sure you like me?"

Song Yi could tremble uncontrollably with both hands, but slowly raised his hand to grab Xin Shangzhi's hand which was still strengthening, and replied firmly: "Xin Shangzhi, I like you very much, there is no reason .”

"I only like you, Xin Shangzhi, I'm sure."

It's been five years, how come you can't even tell whether you like it or not?Xin Shangzhi, I just like you very persistently, and I'm not a fool... I seem to be a fool too...

He only wanted to tell Xin Shangzhi this fact in his mind, except for repeating over and over that he liked Xin Shangzhi, he didn't know what to say, that obsessive and despicable thought was like the gene in the eternal bone, completely dominating looking at his body.

Xin Shang slowly let go of the hand holding his chin, and sneered weakly and cruelly, "Then if I don't like you, I can't respond to you, do you still like me?"

Song Yi wanted to reach out and touch Xin Shangzhi's warm skin, but his cold fingertips couldn't exert any strength, and before reaching out to touch Xin Shangzhi's pale face, he immediately retracted, "Yes! Of course I will !"

Xin Shangzhi twitched the corner of his mouth, hesitant to speak, Song Yike quickly added: "It's okay! I like you, but I didn't ask you to like me, I won't force you, if you feel burdened ,I……"

Song Yi managed to pluck up the courage to say so much, and before he could finish, Xin Shang went straight up to cover his mouth with a cold hand. A few minutes ago, this hand pinched his chin without affection , this time it was this hand again, gently covering his lips, Xin Shangzhi always did this, and had the ability to put him in a situation of ice and fire at any time.

Xin Shangzhi moved a little closer, smiling with some unknown meaning, his eyes were so deep that it was hard to see through, and his warm breath sprayed directly on his cheeks, making his heart itch.

Xin Shangzhi put down his hand and said slowly, "Look at me! Ah Song."

Song Yike raised his eyelids in confusion, looked at Xin Shangzhi, and fell into those abyss-like eyes. His reason had already been deprived of his desires, leaving only his instinctive desire for Xin Shangzhi.

Xin Shangzhi said slowly, "If you only like me, can you do it?"

"Song Yike, I want you to only like me, and you will only have me in this life, and you will only have me." Xin Shangzhi seemed to be confirming something, and also seemed to be ordering him.

"No matter what our relationship is now, and no matter what you think of this relationship, you belong to me alone, Xin Shangzhi. Can you do it?"

The movements of Xin Shangzhi's hands were extremely gentle, but the tone of his speech was chilly. Xin Shangzhi was clearly telling him to stand on the edge of hell and heaven, and he would have no strength to take a step forward, and indeed he would fall into the abyss of hell. It's only one step away.

Song Yike reached out and touched Xin Shangzhi's cheek, and the warmth instantly covered his cold fingertips. He was not dreaming, he just stared at Xin Shangzhi quietly for a few seconds, then nodded and said, "I like you , I really only like you!"

No one can make him like him so much anymore. After all, five years is not short, and the five years have not been able to dilute this love. On the contrary, it has become more and more violent, so Xin Shangzhi is his true love.