Rebirth of the Canary in Captivity

Shen An had a long dream, he dreamed that there was no such person as Fu Yunqi in the world, and all his later experiences were just his own fantasy.

No one reached out to him in the desperate swimming pool, no one gave him a hug in the cold night wind, and no one took him to see the sea and sky abroad.

He was still lying on the bustling road, being pointed and pointed at by people around him, he was choking blood from his mouth and nasal cavity, and the light in his pupils was slowly fading away.

——This is reality.

Shen An's lips curled up weakly, and then a hand was held.

who is it?Shen An asked silently, but got no answer.

He ran forward desperately, trying to get a response from the people in front of him, but his footsteps became heavier and heavier, which seemed to prevent him from seeing the truth clearly.

Suddenly, a gap of light appeared in front of his eyes, and Shen An ran hysterically.

He opened his eyes suddenly, because the movement was too big, the wound on his neck tightened, he opened his mouth, his dry throat failed to make a sound.

The person in front of him is Qin Zheng.

Shen An's desperately beating heart suddenly fell into the abyss, and the sweat on his back instantly turned cold—as expected, no one came to rescue him, no Fu Yunqi, and no bright future. Tortured, never escaped.

The surrounding voices seemed to be covered with a thick film, Shen An couldn't hear Qin Zheng's words clearly, and could only see the anxious expressions of him and the nurses.

Why is that you……

Shen An looked at Qin Zheng's face, his eyes began to lose sight, and the next second, he fell on the bed with his head up.

"Doctor, doctor, look at him...how does he..."

Qin Zheng's anxious voice sounded, and Shen An heard it clearly, but he didn't want to open his eyes.

He was afraid that when he opened his eyes, he would face that demon.

"...The patient's wound is dehiscated and needs to be re-sutured." The doctor's tone was rapid, Shen An's wound was quickly pressed, and he could feel his body moving with the bed.

The stitching of the wound was very simple. After half an hour, Shen An was pushed back. Because of the local anesthesia, he could only lie on the bed for the time being.

Qin Zheng, who was sitting by the bed, looked at Shen An nervously, retracted and loosened his fingers, repeated several times before reaching for the water glass on the table.

"An'an, would you like some water?"

Qin Zheng had never taken care of anyone before. This was the first time he was standing beside a patient's bed, and he was a little at a loss holding a water glass.

Shen An opened his eyes a little, looked at Qin Zheng who seemed to be full of guilt, and moved his lips.

Qin Zheng didn't hear what Shen An was saying at all, so he leaned closer, "...An An, say it again..."

Shen An closed her eyes, turned her head away, and tried her best.

"...you... get out... get out..."

Hearing Shen An's words, Qin Zheng burst into anger that had been suppressed for a long time, and his subconsciousness was raised high, but seeing Shen An's eyes closed tightly, and the way he turned his head away from trembling, he lost his temper instantly.

He can't bear others to disobey him the most, especially a cowardly person like Shen An.

But when he carefully observed Shen An's frightened appearance under his hands for the first time, he couldn't do anything.

A conflicted feeling tugged at his heart.

"I'm sorry," Qin Zheng's hand fell down, he looked down at the weak Shen An on the bed, and sighed, "I shouldn't lose my temper with you, I'm sorry."

Shen An still closed his eyes tightly, without any reaction, as if he was in a coma again.

Qin Zheng knew that he was awake, but couldn't control his temper, so he had to go out and call a nurse.

For the next week, Shen An will be locked in this ward. His daily routine is to look at the small garden of the inpatient department outside the window, count the leaves on the vines, and then be pushed for examination.

Qin Zheng came every day, and sat in the ward for several hours, doing nothing during the period, just staring at Shen An quietly.

The days are getting shorter and shorter, Shen An often wakes up from a nap, and when he opens his eyes, he sees Qin Zheng in the corner of the dark ward. He doesn't know what this man is planning in secret, so he makes up his mind not to say a word to him.

Shen An got out of bed and walked to the toilet, when the light was suddenly turned on by Qin Zheng.

"An'an, shall we be discharged from the hospital tomorrow?"

When he used "we", Shen An only found it ironic—he thought that Qin Zheng really needed to go to the hospital for treatment, preferably in a psychiatric department, and it was best to stay out of the hospital for the rest of his life.

Seeing that Shen An ignored him, Qin Zheng stepped forward and stopped Shen An.

"An'an, I'll talk to you again."

His good temper had reached the end, and Shen An even felt that he was going to pull out his belt and hit himself in the next second.

Seeing that Shen An was looking at him steadily, Qin Zheng felt a little nervous. He softened his tone, "An An, don't make me angry, okay? Let's talk calmly, okay?"

Shen An's eyes moved to Qin Zheng's heart.

There were many times when he wanted to pluck out Qin Zheng's heart to have a look - to see if it was black.

"Not good." Shen An was no longer afraid of anything. He had died not once or twice, and Qin Zheng could no longer threaten him.

"An An..."

"Qin Zheng, what exactly do you want?" Shen An's eyelashes trembled, suppressing the fear and bitterness in his heart, "Why...won't you let me go?"

Qin Zheng gritted his molars, his tone was quick and full of anger, "I, what did I do? I didn't touch you for so many days, did I? You were injured, so I gave up work and came here to accompany you. I'm afraid you won't be able to rest. Okay, I dare not wake you up at all. The medicines I give you are the best, and the nurses I hire are the most expensive. What do you want from me? I just want to talk to you, Shen An Don't be ignorant of flattery!"

Shen An looked at the extremely paranoid Qin Zheng in front of him, sneered and shook his head.

"How did I forget—Qin Zheng, you are an unreasonable lunatic!"

Qin Zheng, known as the "lunatic", was not angry, but smiled with the corners of his mouth open, "That's right, I am a lunatic!"

Qin Zheng subconsciously pinched Shen An's neck, but seeing the wound on his neck that had just healed, Qin Zheng hesitated for a moment, and tightened his grip on Shen An's wrist.

"... You said you liked me back then, so why do you leave now if you want to? Shen An, don't you think you are the one who is irresponsible?!"

"It was you who said you didn't want me!" Shen An couldn't help shouting out, he broke free from Qin Zheng's restraint with all his strength, stepped back a few steps, and distanced himself from Qin Zheng.

Shen An touched her chest, crying in her accusation, "Qin Zheng, you are married...do you know what marriage means? You are someone else's husband! You are someone else's lover! Only not mine!"

Qin Zheng froze in place, motionless, as if shocked by Shen An's words.

"...Also, you said that no one stipulates that to love someone is to love him forever. Now I think this sentence is very correct. Why can't I be with others when you can empathize with others? I am also a human being, and I have the right to pursue freedom!"

Shen An stared at Qin Zheng's shocked eyes, thought of his last tragic situation, and gritted his teeth, "... If you refuse to let me go, then lock me up for a lifetime!"

"An An, what are you crazy about?!" Qin Zheng supported the wall, feeling that Shen An was extremely terrifying at the moment.

Shen An suddenly burst out laughing, he approached Qin Zheng step by step, and put his finger on Qin Zheng's heart in a dark corner.

"If you don't lock me up, then I will kill you sooner or later, and I will return all the humiliation you gave me!"

[The author has something to say: At the second watch in the afternoon, Lao Qin is about to be abused]

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