fall in love in winter

The split between dream and reality makes Dongyin feel pain.

Lying on the bed, she frantically recalled the scene that day, wondering when she was secretly photographed and where that person secretly photographed her.She also ran out for a while. On the same dark night, she kept comparing with her mobile phone, but she couldn't find the angle of the sneak shot, and finally dragged her heavy body back to the dormitory.

She was the only one in the dormitory, or in the whole floor, so quiet and scary.

Her heart was beating wildly, and she put her palm on it, feeling its throbbing as if trying to escape its restraint.

At this time, Dongyin wanted to cry, but her tears seemed to be sucked dry by a sponge, she couldn't cry, her emotions were so tightly blocked, she couldn't vent her emotions.

After about half an hour, she got up and continued to open the email. The publishing house sent her a new translation draft, which was a fragment of a French novel.The publishing house wanted to give her the entire book, and the price it offered was very attractive, with a minimum price of [-] for a thousand words, and if the quality passed the standard, it would give her an appropriate bonus.

In the past, Dongyin only accepted translations in English and Japanese, and they were all outsourced translations.The price is around [-] words and [-], which seems quite high, but it actually takes a lot of time. She not only has to translate and look up some proverbs and popular science knowledge used by the author, but also has to polish the writing.

Every time a manuscript is handed in, the publishing house has to go through several reviews before it can be paid to her.

Dongyin's French is not very good, and she is still learning. This book is a masterpiece, and she may not be able to translate it well, so she must be cautious when taking this order.

Dong Yin did not reply to this email.

After finishing her work, she began to think about the anonymous email again, and her thoughts were pulled back again and again, and she couldn't forget it at all.

She couldn't help thinking about it, and she still couldn't control her fingers to open the email. She had to find something to do and forget about it.

Dong Yin flipped through a paper and came out, writing until after ten o'clock in the evening, her cell phone rang.

It was Chu Ning'an who called her.

Dongyin answered, her tone was brisk: "What's the matter?"

Chu Ning'an said: "Have you arrived, why don't you tell me, thank you, really, why didn't she take you home with you? Then are you alone in the dormitory now? Are you afraid? , is your roommate still there?"

As soon as she opened her mouth, there was a question, and every sentence was full of concern. Dongyin patiently waited for her to finish before she hummed twice. She said in a hoarse voice: "I have already arrived at the dormitory, don't worry, there are still people in the dormitory. It’s okay to be alone, and live more comfortably.”

"Hey, although I don't like your roommates very much, it's good for them to be your company in the dormitory." Chu Ning'an sighed, "Have you eaten yet? The cafeteria should not be open, remember to order takeaway, Don't starve yourself."

"I know." Dongyin just remembered that her takeaway had arrived for a long time, and it was completely cold on the table, and her nose seemed to be out of order, but she didn't smell the smell.

Now that Chu Ning'an and her are considered good friends, she wanted to talk about the email a little bit, but she held back tightly.

Dong Yin squeezed the phone, "Thank you, I'm much better now, you and Lu Hanqiu had a lot of fun, please take care of me these few days."

"Hey, why are you talking about this? It's weird. After you guys left, I really don't have much interest in playing. Lu Han went to farm with my parents every autumn, and I had to do physical work with them. I really don't understand. Who learned agriculture from her."

"Hahahaha." Dongyin laughed, "I think your parents really like her."

"Isn't that right? My parents always tell me that it would be great if I could switch Lu Hanqiu with me. She always complains that Lu Hanqiu is not her daughter. It makes my ears callous." Chu Ning'an kept Sighing, she could vaguely hear Lu Hanqiu talking to her parents.

The two chatted and laughed, and after going for half an hour, Chu Ning'an was called over to help feed the pigs. The topic was about to end, and Chu Ning'an asked, "Why did I feel choked up just now when I heard your voice, nothing happened?" Come on."

"No, I was touched by you." Dongyin said, "I'm doing my homework, and I just arrived at the dormitory in the afternoon, so I'll be quite tired."

"Okay, then I won't bother you. Remember to lock the door at night, and sleep with the light on if you are afraid." Chu Ning'an reminded, saying that she was going to hang up the phone and chatted for another 10 minutes while walking.

Without Chu Ning'an's chatter, the dormitory entered a strange silence, as if someone took a small knife to scratch her heart, and it started to hurt every now and then.

Dong Yin began to think.

If the photos are exposed and everyone knows what kind of person she is, will they still be friends with her?She hasn't made friends for a long time.

Chu Ning'an and Lu Hanqiu are all very nice, and they are really reluctant.

It's not that Dongyin doesn't believe them, it's that the photos have too much impact on her, making her feel unconfident and afraid of losing the beauty she has now.

She gripped the pen so hard that the hard plastic was about to explode.

The four-person chat group was very lively. Chu Ning'an posted a picture of the food, and Xie Mingjun also said that she had arrived home. Chu Ning'an asked her to take a photo, saying that she wanted to see what the mansion looked like, so that it could be used as a reference for Lu Hanqiu .

Xie Mingjun: [Slapping a fart in the dark, go to sleep, there is everything in the dream. 】

Everything is still so beautiful.

The bad thing is that some people want to destroy this beauty.

Click.

Dong Yin burst the pinch of the pen.

……

Dongyin sent a message to that mailbox, but it was already very late, she did not receive a reply, and the other party did not reply until ten o'clock the next day.

Anonymous: [Is Dongyin afraid?Whoever wants you to be cheap, don't care who I am, I just don't like you, and I know everything about you by the way. 】

Dongyin looked at the message and replied: [What do you want to do? 】

Anonymous: [Seeing that you are not pleasing to the eye, I want to fuck you. 】

Dong Yin bit her lip.

Send another message: [Then what do you want?Do you want money, you make a price, I save it for you, and you sell the photos to me. 】

Anonymous: [Don't, if I make an offer, why don't you call the police and say that I blackmailed you, Dong Yin, stop playing tricks now, think about how to hide this matter. 】

Dong Yin bit her lip hard, her typing hands were shaking all the time, she didn't know what this man was trying to do, she asked a few questions, this anonymous always answered irrelevant questions without mentioning the main points.

This person must have a purpose. No one would target a person for no reason. What do you want?If you simply don't like her, then just scold her and scold her.

Anonymous: [Xie Mingjun is also quite cheap, she is still a small internet celebrity, has a boyfriend and cheats on her, if I post the photo on the school forum, it should have a big impact on her.Of course, you can ignore it and pretend you didn’t see it, anyway, I don’t know what will happen next. 】

Dongyin's weak spot was severely caught, and her eyes almost turned red when she saw those words scolding Xie Mingjun.

Dongyin replied to the email: [Don't send it, I will do as you said. 】

After sending it, the anonymous email didn't reply to her again, and Dongyin sent another email to inquire, but the other party still didn't reply her, she didn't know what this person wanted to do.Dong Yin gritted her teeth, her fingers hurting from clenching.

The National Day holiday passed quickly, and Dong Yin sent several messages to the anonymous mailbox in the past few days, but the other party never replied, as if deliberately torturing him.

On the [-]th, Chu Ning'an sent a message in the group saying that she came to school, saying that she was going to pick her sunflowers, and asked Dong Yin if she wanted to come and fry sunflower seeds together.

At that time, Dongyin was buying breakfast, so she answered a good note, carried her things to the dormitory, and met Song Ruoyu at the door, Song Ruoyu came earlier, her boyfriend was a year younger than her, she came to school to accompany her boyfriend For a friend, she put several suitcases at her feet, occupying the aisle.

Dong Yin didn't intend to say hello to her, she stretched out her hand to push her suitcase away so that she could pass by.Song Ruoyu took the initiative to stop her, and said with an unhappy face: "Dong Yin, it doesn't matter how you are with Xie Mingjun, but can you stop showing off everywhere, not everyone wants to know about you, evil Not disgusting."

Dong Yin stared at her blankly, unable to understand her words, Song Ruoyu put the phone on the table, "Look for yourself, fuck, what kind of emails are you sending?"

mail?

Dong Yin walked over to look, Song Ruoyu's screen was still on, and the web version of the Q mailbox she used, the photos were not very large, but the pictures were particularly clear.

Dong Yin moved her lips, her throat was dry, she was speechless for a moment, Song Ruoyu took the phone back, poked the screen with her finger and clicked to delete, and said, "Thankfully I saw it on the way here, if I was at home , I don’t know what my parents think.”

She dragged the suitcase inside, pulled her chair and sat down, seeing Dong Yin's expression was very angry.Dong Yin explained: "I didn't post this, I don't know who it is."

Song Ruoyu didn't want to care who was targeting her at all, and said, "Are you annoyed by making troubles every day? There is no one like you."

Dong Yin clenched her hands, said sorry to her, and said: "You can put this person into the blacklist."

Song Ruoyu didn't pay attention to Dong Yin anymore, Dong Yin stood for a few seconds and returned to her seat, the porridge she bought seemed to be a bit fishy, ​​and she lost her appetite.

Several other roommates came one after another in the afternoon, and Ying Qiongxue said something disgusting as soon as she entered the door.

Dongyin was drying clothes on the balcony, and she heard Meng Mochou chatting with Song Ruoyu. The two of them spoke loudly, talking about this matter in a gossip tone, as if they were lucky to be in the gossip.Meng Mochou asked Song Ruoyu if she had received the email, saying that the photos she received were particularly disgusting, and she turned her head to look at Dongyin.

Song Ruoyu said, "I got it, I got it."

This person not only sent a message to Song Ruoyu, but also to all her roommates. After Dongyin finished drying the clothes, the three roommates were discussing this matter. While talking, they looked at Dongyin. Now Dongyin has become a different person again. .

"Although I am not against homosexuality, she is not afraid of being disgusted when she posts it so blatantly. Heterosexuals are not so bold."

"Are you going to file a complaint with Mr. Xie Ming again this time? If Mr. Xie Ming dares to show off his strength and find someone to settle accounts with, he will probably be shameless."

"Damn, how can you post this kind of photo indiscriminately, I feel like Dongyin is just a normal person, is it disgusting..."

"Speaking of whether Zou Yuxi broke up with Xie Mingjun, she is so blatant as a mistress. I really don't know how someone like her got a place in the insurance research institute."

They talked about them, Dongyin tried her best to pretend she didn't hear them, and went for a hearing test with headphones on, but their words were too harsh to be ignored.

Dong Yin turned her head and said to them: "I didn't post it, it was someone who retaliated against me for posting it, you just need to blacklist your account."

Meng Mochou snorted, "To put it simply, because of you, all of our personal information was leaked and harassed, so you don't feel guilty at all?"

Dongyin was sitting on a chair, holding a pen to draw on a notebook, she stood up, bowed to them, and said humbly, "I'm sorry to cause you trouble."

Song Ruoyu was stunned for a moment, and didn't speak any more. Meng Mochou couldn't keep her mouth idle, and her voice was harsh, "Apologizing is useless. Who cares? Back when Ying Qiongxue apologized to you, you Isn't it too arrogant to ignore it?"

Ying Qiongxue pulled her, telling her to stop talking, "Forget it, what's the use of talking about this, her expression seems to be that we are conspiring to harm her."

Dong Yin knew that explaining was useless, she sat down after apologizing, the person who tormented her must be laughing wildly in his heart, right?

The roommate jittered for a few days, either talking about Dong Yin and Xie Mingjun, or guessing who sent the email.

At first, Dong Yin endured it seriously, but later she felt really uncomfortable and said, "I will definitely find this person, do you have to say it so harshly?"

"Find this person? Hehe. Maybe it's Xie Mingjun's black fan, and he's just staring at you. What skills do you have to fight against him? As far as I know, not only our dormitory people have received this photo." Meng Mo Chou sneered, "Xie Mingjun was so crazy last time, let's see what she does this time, she deserves it."

Dong Yin stood up, she stared at Meng Mochou with a blank expression, she went up and pushed Meng Mochou, with a lot of strength, pushed Meng Mochou to the wall, "Try talking about her again."

Meng Mochou snorted, quite disdainful, and when her roommate pulled Dong Yin away, she said again, "She really has that ability, it's not because she was playing rough in the dormitory, she was just incompetent and furious."

So, later on, an unknown account in Dongyin's class group applied to join, and the reason for the application was still: [I am Dongyin. 】

After joining the group, this person shared several files in the group.

Dongyin was writing the test paper and didn't know about it, or the administrator didn't realize it was wrong, so she quickly withdrew the document, and then sent her a few vibrations, chatting with her privately about it.

The administrator sent her a dumbfounding expression: [Did you post to the wrong group?I don’t know if the file has been downloaded, but the photo in it...]

Dong Yin replied: 【Sorry, that's not my account, I'm causing you trouble. 】

The administrator replied: [No trouble, you are all right? 】

Dong Yin wanted to say that it was all right, but the current situation was obviously very serious, and she couldn't be so calm.

She hesitated for a moment and replied: [Please pay more attention later, please don't agree to those who apply to join the group with my name. 】

Administrator: [I'm fine.By the way, remember to look at the insurance research group, I don't know if this person will touch it.I heard from the previous session that some people deliberately did this for the protection of the research conference.I feel like it's troublesome to pass this on.Khan, someone is targeting you, I just feel that the photos are a bit too much. 】

Dong Yin closed her eyes, and replied: 【Thank you, please keep this matter a secret for me. 】

The administrator responded with a good message.

Dongyin has no conflicts with the people in the class, and the relationship can't be said to be very good. This person is obviously killing randomly and wants her to die socially.

too disgusting.

How could that person be so disgusting.

Just like a pervert, staring at her every move, sending photos of her and Xie Mingjun everywhere, trying to ruin her.

Well, now everyone knows that she has an ambiguous relationship with Xie Mingjun, and they are probably talking about her being a mistress...

Because of this matter, Dong Yin didn't go to play with Chu Ning'an and the others for several days. When Chu Ning'an called her, she said that she was busy, what was she busy with, and she was busy reading. She had only one reason.

Every day she looks at the chat group, she is very scared, afraid that everyone will ask her out to play, if there are too many rejections, everyone will definitely be confused.

But she was out of luck, and she was really afraid of something. She rejected Chu Ning'an earlier, but later Xie Mingjun sent her a message, saying that Chu Ning'an went to eat dessert in the afternoon and brought her a portion.

Xie Mingjun: [Really don't want it?I'm just downstairs in your dormitory. 】

Dong Yin hesitated for a moment, she could bear everything else, except meeting Xie Mingjun.

Xie Mingjun posted again: [Do you want me to go? 】

Dong Yin swallowed, and replied: [Yes, I will come and get it later. 】

Dong Yin walked out of the dormitory with heavy steps, Xie Mingjun's car was parked next to the dormitory building, she didn't get out of the car, and handed the small cake to Dong Yin.

Dong Yin took the cake and didn't speak.

Xie Mingjun frowned slightly, as if asking what was wrong with her.

Dong Yin raised her lips and said, "It's okay. I'm a little tired from reading these two days. I've been playing during the National Day. There are a lot of things I haven't learned. I have to hurry up these few days. I really don't have time. I'm sorry."

Xie Mingjun said: "Stop staying up late."

"Didn't stay up late." Dong Yin said with a smile.

Xie Mingjun raised his chin and looked into Dongyin's eyes, implying that she has dark circles under her eyes.

"Really?" Dong Yin walked to her car and took a look at her rear car mirror. She had been lying down early recently, but she had very little time to sleep, and couldn't fall asleep at all.

"Okay." Xie Mingjun patted Dongyin's hand and said, "You're going to distort the car mirror."

Dong Yin retreated to a safe place and said: "There will be exams later, I have to study hard and try to impress my instructor."

"Understood." Xie Mingjun said: "Chu Ning'an made an appointment with you. If you don't have time, just explain to her. She honestly suspects that you have been bullied."

"Okay." Dongyin smiled.

Xie Mingjun looked at Dongyin again, collected himself, and said, "Are you all right?"

Dongyin gave a light "um", did she see it?

Xie Mingjun said, "Your smile is fake."

Dongyin smiled seriously, her nose felt sore for a moment, and said, "Why is it fake, why didn't I see it."

How to say this.

Xie Mingjun looked into her eyes. When Dongyin smiled, her eyes would shine brightly, as if she was announcing to the whole world that I am so happy today. Just look at the moving part of my cheek. It's like she pretended it on purpose.

Dong Yin said: "Xie Mingjun, you observe carefully."

It's not that Xie Mingjun observes carefully, it's that Dongyin's smile is too obvious every time, and when it becomes a little darker, it is obvious that something is wrong with her.

Now she smiled too, but briefly.

"What happened?" Xie Mingjun asked.

"No, I'm just tired." Dongyin sniffed, "Hey, this major is so difficult."

Xie Mingjun pushed the car door open and gave Dong Yin the co-pilot seat, Dong Yin looked at her suspiciously, Xie Mingjun said: "Go for a drive?"

"Oh." Dongyin looked around, her eyes fell on the small woods behind, she was a little scared...but her movements were faster than her thoughts, she still couldn't hold back and followed the car.

Xie Mingjun drove a sports car, honked the horn, and she dragged Dongyin around. The scenery around the school was not bad, but Dongyin was not in the mood to pay attention to the beautiful scenery.

For about half an hour, Dong Yin's cell phone kept ringing again, and Xie Mingjun reminded her, "You've been quite busy recently."

Dongyin didn't want to read it anymore, it must be that Anonymous who was doing something wrong, she hummed and said, "The supervisor sent it to me, asking me to help with things, and asked me if I want to do a project with her."

The car returned to the door of the dormitory, Xie Mingjun did not speak, Dongyin got out of the car, and when she was about to go back to the dormitory, Xie Mingjun called Dongyin, and Dongyin trembled like a frightened bird.

Xie Mingjun asked: "Don't you want the little cake?"

"Yes." Dongyin went back to take the cake, and smiled at her, "Thank you for comforting me, I'm much better now."

"Go to bed early." Xie Mingjun closed the car door, but the car never drove away. Xie Mingjun asked her in turn, "Is there anything else?"

Dongyin lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Xie Mingjun, can you hug me?"

Xie Mingjun laughed, there are people coming and going downstairs in the dormitory, and now many people are returning to school, Dong Yin asked her to hug her?

"Aren't you looking for a hiding place this time?" Xie Mingjun looked at her with a smile.

Dongyin didn't reply.

Xie Mingjun drove the car away, and Dongyin stood there, watching her car move away a little bit, then waved her hand at her back, after waving, she retracted her hand and held it firmly.

In fact, she felt something was wrong when Xie Mingjun drove the car out, she always felt that Dongyin needed this hug very much.

Why she couldn't tell.

The moment Dongyin couldn't see her car, she couldn't laugh anymore. She went back to the dormitory and walked slowly. Although she had a small cake in her hand, she couldn't feel its weight.

Dong Yin opened the cake on the way, cut a small piece and put it in his mouth to eat. The chocolate powder layer on the outside was very bitter, and it was only after eating inside that he could taste the soft and thin bread and sweet cream.

Dong Yin sent a message to Chu Ning'an: [Thank you, it's delicious! 】

Chu Ning'an: [I'll bring it to you next time, after you finish the exam. 】

Dong Yin behaved as usual, showing no flaws.

When she returned to the dormitory, she changed the silent mode of the mobile phone, and the phone rang intermittently, which was very loud. The caller was from an unfamiliar number. Dong Yin hung up several times, and he started sending messages to Dong Yin.

[Dongyin, what's going on with you and Xie Mingjun!Are you in the dormitory?Come out, I have something to tell you! 】

[Someone sent me a photo!Have you been lying to me and pursuing Xie Mingjun behind my back? Fuck, what do you want? 】

[I never thought you would be so green tea, shit. 】

Oh, has the message been sent to Zou Yuxi yet?

It seems that the person who posted the photo didn't want to give Dongyin a chance to make amends, he just wanted her to die so that she couldn't live a peaceful life.

Dong Yin stood at the door of the dormitory, holding a small portion of cake in her hand, the draft came from the stairs, and the coolness enveloped her little by little.

This dormitory was like hell, it was about to swallow her up, everyone in it was laughing and laughing, but it sounded like the whispers of evil spirits, there are such vicious people in the world.

She went in and sat in the backmost seat.

Waiting for everyone to laugh enough and the dormitory to be quiet, Dongyin picked up her phone and cut off the incoming call. She put the cake away and sent a message back to Zou Yuxi: [Okay, let's talk. 】