fall in love in winter

Dong Yin listened blankly, feeling that she was confessed, no, she was confessed, Xie Mingjun just confessed to her!

She had a stupid mouth, her thin lips were trembling, she was excited and couldn't believe it, she hesitated for a long time before uttering a few words, "Thank you, thank you..."

Xie Mingjun sneered, "Thank you so much at this time?"

"No, I'm..." I'm calling you by your nickname.Dong Yin was dying of anxiety, "Xie Mingjun, I didn't play tricks on you, I was very serious."

Xie Mingjun directly pinched her waist and sat her on the table, "Did you hear what I just said?"

Dong Yin nodded vigorously, "I heard it."

Xie Mingjun is very serious: "Then look at my face, straighten your tongue, and speak well!"

It was so shocking that Dongyin became shy and didn't know how to behave, her ears and face were so red that they were hot.

Xie Mingjun is too domineering.

She likes this kind of overbearing.

Xie Mingjun stared at Dongyin firmly, asking her to explain carefully.Dong Yin held back for a long time and said, "Can you say it again?"

Xie Mingjun was almost lost his temper by her, Dongyin squeezed her hand, tugged hard, her lips moved, Dongyin said: "Got it!"

"You..." Xie Mingjun exhaled, feeling helpless, and there was nothing he could do with Dongyin, both of them were a bit cramped, and neither of them were very good at this kind of scene.

"That's all you said?" Xie Mingjun asked.

The main reason is that when she said it so bluntly, Dongyin responded with two words, which made her feel too ordinary and unbalanced.Shouldn't Dongyin say something about liking her eloquently?

What you are the moon in the sky, the stars in the Milky Way, you are like light and endless night, you are my unique rose, and the bright fireworks in my heart.

Anyway, just say a word to appease her.

However, Dongyin opened and closed her mouth, closed her mouth, swallowed it several times when she was about to speak, she seemed to be speechless, because Mr. Xie Ming had caught her mind, she was so guilty that she couldn't speak at the moment.

"Dongyin? Are you usually not the best at hitting straight shots? Why don't you say a word now?" Xie Mingjun couldn't help asking her again, "Are you fooling me?"

"No, I don't know how to say it." Dongyin said, "I also want to say a lot of nice things, but the only thing in my mind is, I like you so much, I like your Xie Mingjun so much."

She repeated these two sentences, her emotions were all contained in it, and she was very hot.

Xie Mingjun felt a little better, but she didn't hear qualified love words. She was still dissatisfied and said with a cold face, "I'll give you time to think about it."

Dong Yin calmed herself down and thought.

What should I do.

She is not born to speak love words, she can't say anything delicate and rainy, and she can't write anything radiant and suddenly looking back, only a few words "I love you, I still love you", the only way to interpret love is simple desire follow sex.

Probably this is the love of ordinary people.

Dong Yin slowly figured it out, she knew that it was because she didn't think about how to say it at first, which made Xie Mingjun unhappy when she said it for no reason, and it was indeed her fault.

She apologized earnestly and said: "Xie Mingjun, I am not playing with you, I am not willing to play with you, I let you play with me."

Xie Mingjun's heart was burning with anger, and his face was cold, looking at everything with contempt, Dongyin looked at her, she only gave Dongyin a cold profile.

Dongyin is very afraid of quarreling with others. She is the kind of person who becomes stupid once she quarrels, unable to utter a word for a long time, and likes to shrink herself up.Her mind was in a mess, after a while, she got off the desk and stood up straight.

Xie Mingjun glanced at her and smiled: "Is it fine to stand still, or do you have nothing to say? Go out if you have nothing to say, don't just stand here and block the view."

"I'm not leaving, wait a minute, I'm still thinking about it seriously." Dongyin said softly.

Xie Mingjun gritted her teeth hard, feeling like she was going to crack her teeth, when did she become so aggrieved, she endured it when she got angry, swirled the murderous words to the tip of her tongue and swallowed them back .

It's not that she doesn't want to say it now, nor is she too lazy to say it, it's that she doesn't know how to say it.

Is Dongyin also in this state?I just don't know what to say, can't I hide the feelings in my heart?

Better she is so she can still understand.

Time flowed quietly, the two of them looked calm on the surface, but their hearts were full of violent storms, today the sun was shining brightly, and golden threads penetrated into the glass, and the tables and chairs in the room were all inlaid with gold rims.

Dong Yin leaned over slightly, and got very close to Xie Mingjun, and could see Xie Mingjun's slender eyelashes. Xie Mingjun blinked his eyes, seeing that there were no waves, and unconsciously pressed his lips down. She was caught by Dong Yin Watching, breathing a little heavier.Dong Yin said: "Xie Mingjun, I think you have misunderstood me."

Xie Mingjun pursed his lips again and didn't say much.

"Do you think that I approached you because of revenge on Zou Yuxi? No, I can still tell who is good from who is bad. I will definitely not do that. Zou Yuxi is a scumbag, you are not, you are also a victim Ah, I still understand such a simple truth.”

Xie Mingjun only believed three points, because her attitude towards Dongyin was not very good, and she knew quite well what she had done.

She hasn't met a very good standard with Dongyin yet.

She was still hiding from Dongyin, and didn't really give her all the good things.

But Dongyin said no, she said sincerely and contentedly: "Xie Mingjun, I think you are pretty good. You may not understand me very well. You kissed me that day, and you pleased me. This is enough for me. I've been happy for a long time."

"what?"

"I can feel that you kiss me. Actually...I want to make me feel comfortable, that is... how should I put it, I think you really want to kiss me, as if I'm very sweet." Dongyin said softly, she didn't know that she Feeling right, she was afraid that Xie Mingjun would say that she thought too much and that she felt wrong that day.

Xie Mingjun didn't refute, Dongyin felt a little happy.

When they kissed, Xie Mingjun put his hand on her back and caressed her.

Dongyin has never kissed before, it was her first kiss, she felt humiliated she bit Xie Mingjun's fingers, bit Xie Mingjun's lips, but Xie Mingjun didn't hit her, Xie Mingjun kissed her and licked her , she was comfortable, her anger was quelled, and she felt comfortable kissing.

Then she said she still wanted to kiss.

Half of her came from desire, and half of her wanted to humiliate Zou Yuxi.

When Xie Mingjun satisfied her, he gave her a kiss.

The vileness in her heart was satisfied.

The first time she responded to her request, the first time she acted like a baby, someone finally responded to her.She was like a dried up fish, knowing that the water tank in front of her was filled with poison.Medicine, also got in without hesitation, she jumped in to take possession of the water.

"I really like you and want to be with you... I never thought about revenge on you at first, I just wanted revenge on Zou Yuxi, and Zou Yuxi's group of friends. They made fun of me. At that time, I still thought that you and I I was also deceived by Zou Yuxi."

"At most...you are stupider than me, and you have been cheated for a long time."

Xie Mingjun looked at her.

Dong Yin corrected and said: "At most I am afraid of you."

"Ok?"

"You always look down on me and look at me with that kind of contempt for me. I was bullied that day, and you still look at me like that."

"and then?"

Then she got drunk, and she thought that even if she went to hell, she would drag one down.It's just the first time she had this kind of thought, and she is very inexperienced. She was trying to figure out how to take revenge, and Xie Mingjun appeared in front of her. She was attracted by Xie Mingjun, and she couldn't help seducing Xie Mingjun, but She was so bad and immature that she didn't know what to do. At this moment, Xie Mingjun grabbed her and kissed her.

It seems to be saying: I will teach you how to be happy.

Xie Mingjun is so delicious and sweet, she seems to have stayed in hell for a long time, suddenly saw the sunshine, and couldn't help catching the sunlight, she wanted to pull Xie Mingjun down, possess her, possess her.

Dong Yin understands that she is not the same as before.

It's getting a bit broken.

Come to think of it, it might be broken by then.

I want to drag Xie Mingjun into her hell.

Xie Mingjun is so lofty, it would be nice if it belonged to her.

Obviously they were all deceived, why Xie Mingjun still despises her, and still looks down on her with that expression, she wants to understand, she wants to conquer Xie Mingjun.

The most terrible thing is that Zou Yuxi is flattering Mr. Xie Ming, time and time again.Xie Mingjun is so attractive, she wants to be with Xie Mingjun.

After that, she went to find Mr. Xie Mingjun, and Mr. Xie Mingjun didn't really reject her. She kissed Mr. Xie Mingjun, and Mr. Xie Mingjun kissed her back, and kissed her back.Xie Mingjun kissed her so comfortably, she received a lot of encouragement, as if pampering her and said: "Come on, you continue to pretend."

She didn't reveal the secret in Dong Yin's heart, it was too despicable and dark, and she was a little shy.

She said: "I just want to cling to you, pester you, I think I like you, I really like you, I like you so much that I want to sleep with you."

"Isn't that how you treat Zou Yuxi?"

"No! Definitely not!" Dongyin shook her head vigorously, "That kind of feeling is different, and it feels different to you."

Xie Mingjun looked at her, as if waiting for her to say something was different, and she also expected to hear something different.

Dongyin had no choice but to dissect and said: "That's right, I think I like him, neither love nor sex. I never thought of developing a deep relationship with him. Later, when I think about it, my feeling for him is a bit like I treat Lu Hanqiu .”

"Lu Hanqiu?" Xie Mingjun wondered, why not Chu Ning'an, could Lu Hanqiu be more important than Chu Ning'an?She frowned hard.She had forgotten about Lu Hanqiu, Lu Hanqiu is also quite attractive as a woman.

Dong Yin said: "That's right, I look like a friend, but I feel that I won't be friends at any time, so I have to please him all the time. I never thought of falling in love with him, and I never thought of sleeping with him."

Hearing this, Xie Mingjun probably understands, isn't it just to please the personality, that idiot Zou Yuxi can pretend and pua, so Dong Yin has fallen for him.Xie Mingjun didn't ask any further questions. It's not a good thing to dig up Dongyin's past and let her reappear her previous life.Xie Mingjun understood what she was thinking, and if he got his own answer, he would not pursue it any further.

Dong Yin felt relieved when she saw that she had recovered. She pinched her fingers, wanting to apologize, but then pursed her lips. There was something more she wanted to ask.

"Then you are really attracted to me..." My heart was stuck in my throat and I didn't say it out. If I said it like this, Xie Mingjun might deny it.

She put it another way, "Then you always despise me, look down on me, and stare at me every time. This time, I think you're teasing me, too."

"Teasing you?" Xie Mingjun frowned, "When did I play with you?"

"Often." Dongyin clasped her fingers, lowered her head and said, "You have never spoken to me seriously, and every time it is a warning, or you have to say it in a helpless tone as if you are annoyed by me. I don't know if you are real or fake, but you are not very sincere anyway..."

Xie Mingjun got up abruptly, the chair was taken far away by her movement, Dongyin shrank back and was frightened by her, but Xie Mingjun grabbed her back again, and this time she sat back on the desk and it was even worse. The papers on the desk were dropped.

"Dongyin." Xie Mingjun called her name very earnestly, his eyes looked fierce, not gentle at all.

Dong Yin hummed.

"I said that the heartbeat is the heartbeat, the literal meaning and the inner meaning. I don't need to talk to you so much. If you can understand it, you can understand it. If you can't understand it, don't think about it, understand?"

Dong Yin was stunned, staring straight at it, glowing brightly.Xie Mingjun and her looked at each other, then put his hand on her head and pressed it, "Say you understand."

Dong Yin didn't say that she understood, she said sweetly: "I knew it..."

"Ok?"

"Understood!" Dongyin was so happy, she looked up at Xie Mingjun and smiled, "I understand very well, you are attracted to me, you just like it a little bit."

She was sitting on the table with her long legs slightly crossed, one leg pressed against the other. Her legs were beautifully shaped. Chu Ning'an saw her once before and thought she was very coquettish.

"You like me." Dongyin said.

Xie Mingjun put his hand on the table, and suddenly felt that there was no place to put it.Dong Yin's hand pressed on the back of Xie Mingjun's hand, and moved up her knuckles until she touched her fingers.

Then, she played with Xie Mingjun's hand, pinched her fingertips, picked it up and put it on her lap, with the fingertips sticking to the fabric.

It was a bit rough to the touch, Xie Mingjun said: "Why is it so difficult to touch?"

Dong Yin said, "I feel quite comfortable."

She looked at Xie Mingjun, her eyes showed her thoughts, she was very comfortable.

Xie Mingjun wanted her to go down, not to sit on the table and make a fuss, but she was the one who hugged Dongyin up to sit, and then let people come down... It was a bit unreasonable, and she was not willing, she patted Dongyin's Legs, Dongyin slid down the overlapping legs, and spread the two legs apart.

Xie Mingjun pinched her soft flesh, Dongyin pursed her lips, feeling a little itchy.Xie Mingjun said, "Do you like it?"

Dong Yin hummed, held her hand and pressed down, "...my pants are quite thick, don't worry about it."

Xie Mingjun snapped her fingers, swallowed, and felt... Dongyin really owes her time, how could she be so shameless, and especially looking for fuck.

Xie Mingjun retracted his hand, pulled back the chair and sat down.

Dong Yin didn't really dare to look at Xie Mingjun, and Xie Mingjun didn't seem to dare to look at her, both of them lowered their heads, looking at each other's slender fingers.Dongyin thought that Xie Mingjun was shy, so she jumped off the desk, picked up the documents and put them away, and then prepared to leave.

"Where are you going?" Xie Mingjun raised his head and asked her.

Dong Yin said: "Go out and blow some air."

Xie Mingjun was a little annoyed, being teased so hard, but now she was forced to take it back, she just wanted Dongyin to sit on the table.Dong Yin looked at her expression and asked, "Can I go out?"

"As you wish." Xie Mingjun said.

Dong Yin said softly: "If you need anything, call me on WeChat."

Xie Mingjun nodded slightly.

Dong Yin left the office and stood at the door for a minute or two. She walked slowly to her seat. Everyone was busy with work and didn't pay special attention to her.

Dong Yin lay down on the table, rubbing her fingers against her chest.

She felt a little pain, and not long after, she felt her eyes were hot again, and when she regained her senses, tears flowed out, and she cried out of nowhere.

After crying for a long time, my sleeves got wet.

This kind of feeling is indescribable, Dongyin's heart is swelled, and people are also in high spirits. It turns out that being liked by someone you like is this kind of feeling...

It's wonderful and exciting.

She cried in a very low voice, afraid of disturbing others, and also afraid of being laughed at, secretly laughing and crying secretly for a while, it was really hypocritical.

In the end, she finished with a sob. She wiped away her tears with her sleeve, raised her head, touched her face again, calmed down her emotions, and continued to read the computer translation file.

Sister Glasses drank the coffee, which tasted bitter and mellow, and Dong Yin felt sore eyes when she smelled it.Sister Glasses noticed that something was wrong with Dongyin, and seeing her eyes were red, she asked, "Did you quarrel with Mr. Xie?"

Dong Yin nodded first, then shook her head.

"Flirting?" asked the glasses lady.

Dongyin didn't make a sound.

Sister Eyes came over, and she could see her emotions. She was obviously crying with joy, and there was a little happiness on her face. Sister Glasses guessed that the two were noisy and finally reconciled, and now they are in a state of crying with happiness.

Thinking about it this way, wouldn't it be terrible for Xiao Jun...

That naive Xiao Jun may not be able to understand the relationship between the two, seeing Dong Yin's eyes reddened, he kept glancing here, and when Dong Yin went to the bathroom to wash her face, he went over to ask the glasses lady in confusion.

"Sister, do you know what happened to Dongyin? Why did she cry when she came out of Mr. Xie's office?" A straight man like him had a simple idea, thinking that Mr. Xie's brushing of Dongyin's hair just now was a threat to talk to him It was to warn him, to remind them not to have an office romance.

He has no bad intentions, but he is worried that he will implicate Dong Yin. If Dong Yin's intern who has not yet graduated is targeted by his boss, his life will be difficult in the future.

Seeing his worried look, Sister Glasses wrinkled her face, she was really speechless, and said, "I give you four words."

"Ok?"

"Well done."

"What do you mean?" Xiao Jun didn't understand.

Sister Glasses is an old man in the workplace, and she has also experienced when she was young and ignorant. At this time, young people are most jealous. She said: "Just help others, don't bump into them, and make others angry, and then you will suffer." Don't bother me."

It's hard for her to explain clearly, if the news about Dongyin and Xie Mingjun gets out, what should Dongyin blame her for? Dongyin, a little girl with a sharp mind, is also very protective of food.

But think about it, who can catch up with Xie Mingjun, who is not tight to protect the food?Where else can I find someone as good as Xie Mingjun?Dad is the boss of the company, he is born good-looking and has unlimited potential in the future.

Seeing a woman like her, how can I look at other men.

Today's society is also enlightened. There are no longer a few men and women who live together. They have money to spend but don't have to think about having children and raising children, let alone mortgages. Such days are dreamed by gods.

Sister Glasses thought so in her heart, but she definitely couldn't say it out of her mouth. After all, she was not as young and brave as Dongyin, so she could think about it in her heart.

At this time, Dong Yin was messing with her face in the bathroom, she specially took out a mask and put it on her face. It was bought at the previous shopping festival, but she just put it on secretly in the dormitory, and she accidentally stuffed it in her bag a few days ago.

Many young ladies come here to fix their makeup when they are resting, and it doesn't seem strange for her to change her face. One young lady even praised her for her good skin and recommended lipstick to her, saying that it was a pity that she didn't wear lipstick.

Dong Yin remembered, she pursed her lips, her mouth was a bit dry, she forgot to buy lip balm, and she didn't know if Xie Mingjun was rubbed when she kissed Mr. Xie Ming, would she not like the touch? .

If her mouth was moister, would Xie Mingjun fall in love with the feeling of kissing her?

Dongyin's heart was beating wildly again, she took a cup of water and put her finger on her lips.She returned to her desk, and the glasses lady asked, "Dongyin, have you sprayed on perfume? It's quite fragrant, what brand is it?"

"No." Dongyin sniffed her hands, and sniffed the faint fragrance, which seemed really charming, and said, "Maybe it's body fragrance."

Said, the door of the office opened, Xie Mingjun walked out, Dongyin's eyes subconsciously shifted to her, she used to look at her boldly, never reserved, always looking at her whenever she wanted, for Xie Mingjun's kind I like to be straightforward.Now Xie Mingjun glanced at her, her whole body seemed to be exposed to the air, itching and numb.

Will Xie Mingjun come over?

The hair around my ears seems to be falling apart, will she do it for me?

Thinking about it, Qi Huaihang came out with documents in his hand, Qi Huaihang asked Xie Mingjun, "Do you want to bring the Dong translator?"

Xie Mingjun looked away, "No need."

Dong Yin twisted and squeezed the milk bottle on the table, then raised her head and Xie Mingjun was gone, she wondered in her heart, waited for several seconds, stretched her arms to look outside, only saw Xie Mingjun's back.

Xie Mingjun was no longer visible, and she sat back again, resting her chin on her hand and continuing to read the document, typing on the keyboard with her fingers, often emptying her mind and not being able to type a word.

Dong Yin thought she was serious, but when there were footsteps at the door, she listened with her ears upright, thinking it was Xie Mingjun, so she glanced at it out of the corner of her eye.

Every time she is pretending to be working, she wants Xie Mingjun to see her hardworking side, and wants Xie Mingjun to think that she is not paying attention to her.

I don't know where this strange psychology started. She just pretended to be low-key, and then wanted to be discovered by others.Dongyin actually didn't understand where the fun was, but she went crazy to create this kind of atmosphere.Thinking of her, her body became hot, her face was not red, but her ears were burning, especially when Xie Mingjun looked over.Oops, she's all gone.

Dong Yin supported the table and stood up. She deliberately walked past Xie Mingjun with a water glass. thirsty.

Dong Yin seems to be keeping her own place, but actually pays attention to everything, and then makes a few small moves in a fake manner.

The surroundings were quiet, and she could hear the sound of her colleagues' fingers tapping on the keyboard, and the sound of the glasses lady opening the glasses case.

Didi, click,

All kinds of voices intertwined in her ears, the computer screen went dark, reflecting Dong Yin's face, she thought she was reserved, but she didn't expect that she looked very angry in the computer, with spring in her eyes.

Dongyin closed her eyes, gritted her teeth and typed, feeling her whole body was hot. This feeling lasted for a long time before she calmed down.

Until the glasses lady next to her stretched her waist and said, "It's finally time to get off work. Is there anyone for dinner?"

Several other colleagues said: "No appointment, several orders have not been translated."

Sister Glasses looked at Dong Yin, Dong Yin was also typing on the keyboard, Sister Glasses shook her head and said forget it.

Dong Yin was quite serious about knocking, and she was wondering whether Xie Mingjun would keep her working overtime today. After getting along with her in the office in the morning, Xie Mingjun hadn't looked for her today, and even WeChat was quiet.

She was so engrossed in thinking that Xie Mingjun walked up to her, and she trembled in fright just by saying a word, Dongyin exhaled quickly, and slowly went to see Xie Mingjun.

Xie Mingjun put his hand on her table and tapped it twice, as if urging her to hurry up. Dongyin didn't hear what Xie Mingjun was saying, guessing that she would not work overtime today, she got up and started Pack up things slowly, let Xie Mingjun wait for her.

The two walked out of the department together, and Xie Mingjun asked her, "Did you not hear what I just said?"

"Sorry, I was thinking about something." Dong Yin said.

"It's okay." Xie Mingjun walked forward and said, "You are very serious about your work today, and you don't need to work so hard in the future."

"it is good."

The conversation between the two suddenly became polite, and there was still a little distance between them when they entered the elevator. They used to touch each other on purpose.

What Xie Mingjun said to Dong Yin just now was "go to eat after get off work", if it is not very important, and there is no need to respond, Xie Mingjun came out of the company and took Dong Yin to the restaurant directly.

Dongyin walked very slowly. She was wondering whether she should refuse Xie Mingjun, so that she would not be so proactive, but she was reluctant, so she kept dawdling.

Xie Mingjun didn't just say a few words to her when he saw her dawdling like before, but now he slowed down and dawdled with Dongyin.

The two dawdled to the restaurant, Dongyin sighed when she was seated, complaining that she had no control, and was led away by Xie Mingjun.

She should be more reserved.

She is liked.

"I checked this store, and the reviews are good, you can try it." Xie Mingjun said.

Dong Yin said hello and watched Xie Mingjun order. She ordered a symbolic dish. This time, she didn't feel that the food was expensive. She tasted delicious food, but she paid extra attention to her manners, and often wiped her face with a paper towel. Mouth.

Xie Mingjun will look up at her.

She noticed that she was acting weird, she wanted to say something, but couldn't say it, but she didn't like this sense of distance very much, and was very uncomfortable.

After the meal, Xie Mingjun took the bill to check out, and happened to meet Xiao Jun who was eating with his colleagues, Xiao Jun looked at Dong Yin in astonishment, this restaurant was recommended to Dong Yin by him before, Dong Yin said it was not good ...

He stared blankly at Dongyin following Xie Mingjun out, and soon a car drove up, and then the two sat in the back seat together.

The car drives away and he brainstorms.

It was Uncle Wu who came to pick them up, the two of them sat in the back and did not speak, Xie Mingjun was thinking about something, frowning, Dongyin looked out of the window.

Uncle Wu took them over several times, but the first time she encountered such a situation, she felt a drum in her heart, fearing that the two of them had quarreled.He first drove the car to the community where Xie Mingjun lived, Xie Mingjun went down first, she waited outside for a while, then went up and opened the car door, calling Dong Yin to come down.

"You two talk first, I'll go ahead and buy a pack of cigarettes." Uncle Wu gave them some time to spend together.

Xie Mingjun nodded, she walked into the community, Dongyin took two steps and stood under the tree without moving, kicking the dead leaves on the ground lightly.

"What's wrong with you?" Xie Mingjun turned back and asked her.

"Aren't you going to my school?" Dong Yin pinched her fingers.

"Huh?" Xie Mingjun looked at her suspiciously, thinking that you won't go back with me?She asked Dongyin: "Are you busy?"

Dong Yin pinched her fingers and hummed.

"What's the matter?" Xie Mingjun asked her in a soft tone.

"Then, I think...that's..." Dongyin hesitated for a long time, and looked at Xie Mingjun's face, trying to hint at her with his eyes.

However, Xie Mingjun couldn't think of anything to do.

Dongyin kicked the stone at her feet, she didn't know what she was looking at, she kicked the stone to Xie Mingjun's feet, Xie Mingjun stepped on the stone with the tip of his shoe.

Dong Yin looked up at Xie Mingjun, Xie Mingjun still had a blank expression, so she could only say: "...that is, don't you want to send your beloved girl home?"

After she finished speaking, she blushed, but luckily she couldn't see too clearly when it was dark, and when she sensed that Xie Mingjun was looking at her, she complained again, "Let me tell you everything, you are so stupid. "

Xie Mingjun choked for breath.

Her heart was beating wildly, which was a signal that she wanted to kiss her beloved girl forcefully.