fall in love in winter

They didn't mention going abroad.

Just say "Are you going to go shopping", just say "I don't know what the weather is like over there", just say "You have to take good care of yourself".

They deliberately did not mention this matter, and they were all avoiding it.

Xie Mingjun has never wanted to go abroad, so she didn't plan to say it out, she didn't want to be separated from her girlfriend, but due to practical factors, how can she do it if she doesn't work hard, how can she do it if she keeps relying on her father?

The future is not as safe as holding it in your own hands.

Dongyin thought very openly. She said going abroad was very good. She said that when she was a junior, the school had exchange activities, and she could go to Japan with the teacher to study for a period of time. She had no money at that time and could only give up this opportunity. Regret.

"You have to study hard over there, I will work really hard in China!" Dong Yin said seriously.

"Okay." Xie Mingjun responded, and now it was Dongyin who taught her.

Dong Yin said again: "Don't feel too guilty, how can I feel relieved when you are like this."

Like a little angel, she never complained about Xie Mingjun's going abroad, encouraged her, comforted her, and made her feel at ease.

Xie Mingjun's heart is warm every time, so warm that she feels very selfish and despicable. She wants to enclose Dongyin, and she has been thinking like this since the moment they met, making her her own.

She circled Dong Yin to kiss her face and peck her face.

Dongyin tilted her head, her eyes gleamed with water.

She turned her head away, Xie Mingjun pinched her chin and continued to kiss, Dong Yin pushed her away, Xie Mingjun looked at her suspiciously, and saw Dong Yin took out a box from the drawer.

"What did you buy?" Xie Mingjun went to see.

"Good things for you!" Dong Yin opened the box and handed the things to Xie Mingjun. Inside was a handcuff.

It is a feeling to see the material.Xie Mingjun clicked the handcuffs, and Dong Yin rushed over and hooked her neck, "Xie Mingjun."

It was soft and soft, and the voice was so lingering, just like at the beginning, every time she called her, she was filled with joy.

Xie Mingjun reached out to touch her face, Dongyin held her wrist, put it to her lips and kissed her, then she raised the handcuffs, and clacked them on Xie Mingjun's wrist, Xie Mingjun returned Shocked, she stretched out her hand to touch the handcuffs, before recovering, Dong Yin leaned on her other hand.

After that, Dong Yin took the initiative to kiss her, caress her, knead the thin fabric on her body, and the two of them did it on the sofa.

Dongyin no longer thinks of what she was like before, she was obedient, like a balloon filled with water, suddenly a hole was punctured, and everything exploded.

Xie Mingjun looked into her eyes.

Maybe it's because the night is too deep, Dongyin's eyes are no longer as bright as before, like a starless night, dim and dark.

She laughed and laughed for two months, and finally broke out, silently suppressing Xie Mingjun, venting her anger on her.

Dongyin locked her tightly, she was not allowed to kiss herself, she was not allowed to touch herself, her fingers touched her body, every point made Xie Mingjun lose control, when Xie Mingjun was about to arrive, she would give Xie Mingjun Mingjun licked and licked Xie Mingjun gently, but every time Xie Mingjun's hand touched her, she stopped and looked at Xie Mingjun coldly.

"Dongyin..." Xie Mingjun closed his eyes, and grasped the texture of the sofa with his fingers. It was the first time he felt the texture of the sofa cover so easily on the sofa so many times in the past.

Back and forth many times, Dong Yin exhausted her physical strength, sleeping at night Dong Yin hugged her, with her chest against her back, the handcuffs on Xie Mingjun's wrists were not taken off, she originally wanted to hug Dong Yin , but the handcuffs restricted her movements, and it was Dongyin who hugged her behind.

Dongyin is not as quiet as her. In the past when they hugged, when Dongyin moved or had a nightmare, she would gently pat Dongyin's shoulder to comfort her. In the past, hugging was to absorb tenderness, but now as long as she moves a little, Dongyin will Pull her into his arms.

The free hand stroked down the arm, touched her wrist, touched the handcuffs, rubbing it over and over again.Caress the outline of the handcuffs.Half asleep, they did it again, and this time a voice seemed to fall into their ears, saying, "If you don't work hard and just find an excuse to go out to play, I don't want you."

She couldn't tell whether it was Dongyin in the dream or the Dongyin behind her who was saying it. These words were deeply engraved into her soul, crazily and savagely engraved into her body that night. up.

The next day, they changed their clothes early.

Xie Mingjun changed a shirt, and Uncle Wu called two or three times, urging them to go downstairs, Xie Mingjun's plane at nine o'clock in the morning.

"Let's go." Xie Mingjun rubbed Dongyin's head, Dongyin helped her carry the suitcase, the suitcase didn't bring Xie Mingjun's supplies, it contained a bunch of Dongyin's things.

In the car, Uncle Wu told him all the way. He had worked in Xie’s house for more than a year. When Xie Mingjun left, he was very reluctant, saying: “Be careful outside, and call back as soon as you get off the plane. I'm not used to eating."

You don't have to worry about these things, they've been arranged abroad, and a Chinese chef has been specially invited to finish them off. You don't have to worry about where to live, because you bought a luxury house for her there.

"Don't worry." Xie Mingjun said: "Going abroad is to study. I usually go to work in overseas companies when I have time. I will come back when I have time."

The words seemed to be for Uncle Wu, but actually they were for Dong Yin. Xie Mingjun held Dong Yin's fingers and clasped them tightly. They arrived at the airport in half an hour. Uncle Wu was behind them to carry their luggage. People walked slowly.

After dawdling at home for a long time, with only 10 minutes left, Uncle Wu glanced at the two of them, and found a place to sit in the lobby.

"...Call you over there." Xie Mingjun said.

Dong Yin said: "I just feel a little pity, I feel like I haven't had time to watch many movies, and I haven't learned many songs, it's just..." She looked at Xie Mingjun, but she was a little bit reluctant.

Xie Mingjun pinched her cheek, "When the movie is released, I will ask for leave and come back to watch it with you."

"No need! Studying is the most important thing!" Dong Yin said seriously.

"You are the most important." Xie Mingjun said.

"I always like to say some sweet words, really." Dong Yin gave her a sideways look like her before, a little cute, and Xie Mingjun's finger caressed her lips.

Dong Yin asked: "Why didn't you see your dad, didn't he come today?"

Xie Mingjun's expression was slightly gloomy, and he said don't worry about it.

"Then Chu Ning'an and Lu Hanqiu should come!" Dong Yin checked the time on her mobile phone, and there were only 10 minutes left, she said to herself: The plane is going to be late, it must be late!

After a while, Chu Ning'an and the others rushed over. Chu Ning'an put her hands on her waist, panting from exhaustion, "Hey, I finally caught up."

They stood together, because they were not used to parting yet, a few young people made the parting very heavy, and stood quietly for a while.

Chu Ning'an said, "Take care of yourself over there?"

"Yes." Xie Mingjun nodded.

I didn't know what to say, maybe I couldn't think of what to do, so I said dryly, "Hug me?"

Dong Yin nodded, "Give me a hug."

"I'm sorry." Chu Ning'an reached out to hug Xie Mingjun, and patted her on the shoulder, "Take care of yourself, I don't know what it's like abroad, I always feel that I'm not safe at home, don't stay there on holidays , have a good time with us."

"You too, live well with Lu Hanqiu." Xie Mingjun said.

Chu Ning'an hummed, feeling something was wrong, and patted her hard, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xie Mingjun smiled, "Aren't you afraid that the two of you will quarrel again? Since I know you two, you two haven't quarreled in a day."

"Hey, isn't there our Dongyin here? If Dongyin is here, we can't quarrel." Chu Ning'an said.

Lu Hanqiu corrected her, "When we quarreled, Dongyin never stopped her, she just laughed beside her."

That's true, Dongyin never stops them, she said seriously: "Because you two are very cute when you quarrel."

Xie Mingjun looked at Lu Hanqiu, "Want to hug me?"

The two often fight each other and often shirk responsibility from each other.At this moment, I still hugged like a friend, and said the words of blessing in my heart.

This parting is inevitable.

I thought of it, but I didn't think so soon.

The plane was about to take off, and the broadcast kept announcing it.

Xie Mingjun opened his arms towards Dongyin and hugged her tightly.

Afterwards, Xie Mingjun carried his luggage to the security check, and the three of them stood outside.

"I invite everyone to eat grilled fish, are you going to eat?" Dong Yin asked.

Chu Ning'an looked at Dong Yin carefully, Dong Yin seemed very happy, she said with a smile: "What's the matter, let's treat it as a school entrance feast, and studying abroad is very worthwhile."

"...Well." Chu Ning'an looked suspicious, walked in front of Dong Yin, and said, "Now I don't have three children, if you want to be sad, you can cry."

Dong Yin's gaze shifted, she bit her lip and continued to laugh.

Then, Chu Ning'an was pushed back by Lu Hanqiu. Lu Hanqiu pinched Chu Ning'an's ear and said, "You really want Dongyin to cry? Are you stupid?"

Chu Ning'an defended in a low voice, "I'm afraid she will be sad."

"Hahahaha." Dong Yin said with a smile: "I'm not that fragile, the seat has been fixed, let's go, I'll treat you to dinner."

Lu Hanqiu was driving, Chu Ning'an was in the passenger seat, and Dong Yin was sitting in the back. She leaned against the car window, watching the tall buildings towering into the sky, and all kinds of people downstairs.

The car stopped, and Dongyin looked up at the sky. It was azure blue, and the rows of clouds seemed to have been hit by a strong force, and the edges were incomplete, as if they were traces of a plane passing by.

Chu Ning'an was still talking, and she didn't need others to talk to her. She muttered for a while, and then talked to herself for a while.

Three people take the menu, turn from the first page to the last page, you ask me, I ask you, entangled in what to eat.

At this time, the unaccustomedness slowly began to play out. If Xie Mingjun was here, she would directly close the menu and ask the waiter to serve the food casually.

Everyone tacitly didn't mention it, Chu Ning'an closed the menu and said, "Let's eat the signboard, the three of us can't eat too much, if we don't have enough, we can order something else."

"Let's add small pudding, it can relieve the tiredness." Dong Yin said.

"Okay, waiter! Four servings!" Chu Ning'an called the waiter.

After ordering, there was an extra pudding. The grilled fish sizzled in the pot, and the aroma wafted up with the smoke.

Chu Ning'an said: "This restaurant has a good sign, and the portion of fish is also very large. Fortunately, there are no extra dishes."

"I think so too." Dongyin peeled the fish and ate it.

"By the way." She thought for a while and said, "Did you tell your tutor that you are going to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

Chu Ning'an nodded, "I told her, I also told her that I will do all the heavy and tiring work in the future, hahahaha, it left a deep impression on the instructor."

"That's good. The exam is in December, so you have to work hard." Dongyin said, "If you are determined to take the postgraduate entrance examination, don't be affected by other things. You may encounter many things during this period. For example, people around you will ask you to find a job, and they will say a lot of frustrating words, so try not to listen to them.”

Chu Ning'an nodded, "My family also supports me to take the postgraduate entrance examination. In the second half of the year, I will help my parents at home and prepare for the exam."

Dongyin said again: "By the way, I will recommend a public account for you later. You can look for it on it. Usually, some schools will post recruitment information. You can find someone with your major, and then go to the school to substitute for a teacher. While teaching While consolidating knowledge, this way work and study are balanced, and there are more things to learn.”

"This is great! Why didn't I know? Dongyin, you are amazing." Chu Ning'an handed her the phone with a look of admiration.

Dongyin found her and reminded her, "However, you have to remember that you don't have to have a teacher's certificate for the first one or two years, but you must take the exam as soon as possible later. You will go to take the exam for the college teacher's qualification certificate later. This must be Only college practitioners can take the exam, and doctors can be exempted from the exam. You should sort out the things you want to take the exam and divide the time, so that you can take more exams at a time."

"Okay!" Chu Ning'an flipped through the information on it, "Compared to you, I really live in a muddle."

Dong Yin said: "No, I think you are very good now, you need to discover your own strengths! Isn't Lu Hanqiu also has a lot of certificates to take, you can go with her."

Lu Hanqiu has a lot of exams to take, and being a lawyer is not easy.Chu Ning'an looked at her, pursed her lips, embarrassed to speak.

Dong Yin helped Chu Ning'an and said, "Take her with you, and you don't want you to teach her to read, just remind her occasionally."

Chu Ning'an moved her lips, and was about to say "Forget it, I can remind myself", but Lu Hanqiu said, "Yes."

"Hmph." Chu Ning'an ate the food, "Help each other, study, you remind me, I remind you too, hum."

Dong Yin ate two bottles of pudding by herself, it was sweet and cool, the sky was still clear after checking out, it was a bit early to go back now, the three of them walked around the nearby shopping mall.

Chu Ning'an exchanged some doll coins, and the three of them squatted next to the machine to play. After half an hour, they gave a pile of coins, but none of the dolls were picked up.

A kid came from behind, probably couldn't stand it anymore, asked them how many coins they wanted, and helped the three of them pick up one for each of them.

Later, Dong Yin took the bus back and didn't ask Chu Ning'an and the others to see her off, because she wanted to be quiet by herself.Chu Ning'an didn't insist, and only started to sigh after walking away from Lu Hanqiu.

"I didn't expect it, but thank you for going abroad."

Lu Hanqiu hummed, and said: "Unexpectedly, in their current situation, it would be best for Xie Mingjun to go abroad. They can get away from her father as soon as possible. If they persist, it will only hurt Dongyin... Xie Mingjun still has this opportunity, Others don't even have a chance." She spoke as if she knew a lot, Chu Ning'an turned her head to look at her, "What are you doing? Why did you become so melancholy?"

Lu Hanqiu has always been facial paralyzed since she was a child. It was the first time that she was so sad except when she lost her temper and looked emotionally moved. Chu Ning'an saw her so worried, and she was afraid that she would worry herself to death.

"What's the big deal, it's just three years of studying. I don't believe that feelings will deteriorate over time." Chu Ning'an said in a loud voice, as if she was reasonable, "Dong Yin must be very sad, just pretending If nothing happened, I can only pretend..."

Lu Hanqiu said to her calmly: "It's not bad for the two of them, but meeting parents who are really unacceptable, parents with more feudal thinking... It's probably a chicken feather, and a chicken flies like an egg."

"Huh?" Chu Ning'an looked at Lu Hanqiu, and felt that what she said was empathetic, she said softly, "Lu Hanqiu, you won't..."

Lu Hanqiu gave her a sideways glance, and Chu Ning'an hurriedly stood up straight, "It's so fierce, it makes her look very repulsive. I don't care. I like it as long as I like it, no matter what kind of strange looks I have."

Lu Hanqiu snorted, "Straight girls are the ones who shout the loudest when they say things like this, but once this kind of thing really happens, the straight girls run faster than anyone else, and they turn around and disappear."

Chu Ning'an sneaked a glance at her again, and Lu Hanqiu said: "Okay, don't read it, go back early, don't you still have to study?"

"Ah."

Chu Ning'an sighed again, "So, is this our youth..."

"Didn't you have premature puberty? You are already 22."

·

When Dong Yin got home, she held the doll in her hand. She lay on the sofa and looked at it. She wondered what the person who made the doll thought. Why did they sew up the pockets of Jingdong cat?

Dong Yin used scissors to cut the thread of the pocket, and she dug inside, but there was nothing there.

Xie Mingjun got off the plane in the early morning, and there was a jet lag between the two sides. It was dark night on Dongyin's side, and it was just afternoon on Xie Mingjun's side, so the sky was very bright.

Xie Mingjun sent Dong Yin a message as soon as he got off the plane, and Dong Yin replied lying on the bed, "Hey, I'm still not used to sleeping alone."

"I think so too. I'll sleep with your clothes in my arms at night." Xie Mingjun nodded and said.

Dong Yin curled her lips and said, "You're really not ashamed."

"Really? Don't you want to smell me today?" Xie Mingjun teased her. Usually at home, Dongyin would sniff her like a puppy.

Dong Yin hummed, very confident.

Xie Mingjun called, and the person who watched the video said, "Okay...you can do it."

Dongyin could indeed do it, because she was lying on the bed wearing Xie Mingjun's pajamas, she shrank into the quilt with a shy face, and hummed twice.

"I'm going to sleep." Dong Yin said.

Xie Mingjun said hello.

Dong Yin hung up the phone and lay on the bed tossing and turning, but she didn't really want to chat with Xie Mingjun, so she turned on the phone and watched the previews of those movies tossing and turning.

Foreign love is not as difficult as imagined. They will video every day, share the weather here and there, and talk about what happened around them.

Every day, we are very happy to get along with each other. Xie Mingjun's life is busy and boring, studying and going to work, and Dongyin is also studying and translating documents.The most relaxing time for two people is to chat with each other.

There are many festivals in September and October, which are not so frequent in foreign countries. Unfortunately, Dongyin has more things to do. She likes to stay at school during the holidays. She often translates documents for her tutor. This festival is as if she has never been there.

Until the end of November, she sent a message to Xie Mingjun, saying that she was going to get busy, her certificate came down, and she was going to interview, which was the job introduced to her by her mentor, and she had been preparing for a long time.

Dongyin responded to messages intermittently, and only occasionally could she reply to Xie Mingjun, saying that her work was going well, very smoothly.

Dongyin was very happy, she cleaned the house carefully, and sent a picture to Xie Mingjun: [Look, I made the house very clean, right?Not a single hair! 】

Xie Mingjun looked at them one by one, and replied: [Didn’t I call you a housekeeper? After studying, take a good bath and lie down to rest. Stay up late every day, and you won’t be afraid of becoming short-sighted.]

Dongyin: 【I have done eye exercises! 】

Xie Mingjun: 【My eyes don't seem to be doing well, they've always been dry lately. 】

Dong Yin said: [I think it's because you want to see sex recently]

Xie Mingjun: [? 】

After a while, Dong Yin sent her a lot of pictures: [Honey, can you buy these for me, I want to play myself to death]

Xie Mingjun: [? ? ? 】

Dong Yin sent her another pair of haha, as if she was very happy, and then went on to clean the house and send her photos.

[Do you see how clean it is here? 】

[Okay, bye? 】

Xie Mingjun made a phone call and looked at her in the video.

Dong Yin said: "Xie Mingjun, I'm going to work, and I have to work hard to become better and stronger! I'm leaving!"

Xie Mingjun hummed, but still didn't hang up the phone.

"I will return."

Xie Mingjun touched the screen with her fingers, and she hung up the call.

·

That day, the weather was not very good, and the evening rain beat on the car windows.Xie Mingjun asked for leave from the school and ran back to China, and she arrived at the door of the house.

Just as the door opens, a sense of uninhabited emptiness hits you.

Xie Mingjun walked into the house, sofas, tables and chairs, electrical appliances... everything was tightly wrapped by gray dustproof cloth.

The same is true for the double bed in the bedroom, which is clean with only the bed board, no quilt or pillow in sight.

This kind of scene is not unfamiliar. Before Dongyin went home to see her grandma, she wrapped her grandma's house tightly like this when she left. She said that it was her home, and she had to protect it when she left...

The things belonging to Dongyin are still there, but only the clothes she bought for Dongyin, the gifts she bought for Dongyin, and even the bag she gave to Dongyin at the beginning are all sealed at home, what is missing are Dongyin's books, She moved into the house and donated her old clothes, and sold the old things she didn't need. These books were the only things that belonged to her when she came here.

Even the display cabinet is empty, the certificates have been taken away, and all the honors are packed away, leaving only the empty glass box, the keys and small locks are neatly placed in the drawer, as if the owner I was not in a hurry when I left, but stored it carefully.

It's just that I can't taste how she got away in the first place.

The flowerpots and small wooden boxes used to grow vegetables on the balcony are now piled up next to each other. On the empty shelf, there is only a small plastic box that has not been opened, with the words: tomato, cowpea, small Chinese cabbage

Not a single one could be planted.

Xie Mingjun stood in the living room, forming a scene with all the leftover items.

Xie Mingjun called Chu Ning'an, but she didn't speak, while Chu Ning'an was flipping through the book, fanning the pages back and forth.

"I knew it earlier." Chu Ning'an said calmly.

Xie Mingjun was speechless.

Chu Ning'an said: "Only when you leave, you will repeat that you have to be good, and you will explain everything well. If she doesn't want to say it, then I just don't mention it, just pretend that I don't know anything .I'm just...a little unaccustomed to it all of a sudden."

Xie Mingjun still didn't speak.

Chu Ning'an's eyes were sore, and she said: "I don't know where she went, I didn't tell me, but I sent her a message after preparing for the exam for a while, but she didn't go back, and no one opened the door when I came to your house to knock , I realized that she really left. I went to her school to find her, and people said that she left with her mentor and went to do great things. I think she must be doing what she likes, and it is a very powerful thing , she...just..."

Xie Mingjun still did not speak.

Chu Ning'an said "Hi", "Should you... want to have dinner together? I know a restaurant that is delicious." She suppressed her choking, tears still falling.

This time Chu Ning'an found out that they were really naive, and parting came again and again, but none of them were handled well.

The first time they ate and drank well, and they were happy, and the second time...they couldn't continue acting without the person who organized everyone to be happy together.

Why is this so.

Dong Yin left.

However, she did say goodbye to everyone.