what is my husband
Chapter 63
There are two ways to see ghosts, and breaking the balance of yin and yang in the human body.
Lu Ting handed over to Jiao Xuliang, remembering that he was a firm materialist before, afraid that he would be too surprised or excited, and explained carefully: "Don't scare her."
Jiao Xuliang looked at the white hand in front of him, his fingertips trembled, and then he held it resolutely.
"Mr. Lu, I..." Mrs. Jiao stepped forward quickly, "I also want to see Nannan, I have a lot to say to her."
Lu Ting signaled her to hold her husband's hand, then closed her eyes, and began to circulate the Yin Qi in her body. The suppressed Yin Qi gradually spread to the whole body, flowing around every blood vessel, and reaching the fingertips. They tentatively touched the outside world, and after finding another carrier, they quickly penetrated into Jiao Xuliang's body.
Jiao Xuliang couldn't help shivering, the three feet of freezing chill made him cold from head to toe.Feeling his wife's fingertips trembling, he turned his head to look over. The weak woman tried to straighten her back so that she would not look so embarrassed.He knew very well that his wife's physique was weak, and the feeling at this moment should be even more uncomfortable.
"Okay." Lu Ting withdrew his hand and looked forward.
A translucent phantom stood in the shadow of the curtain.The girl pursed her lips silently, tilted her head slightly, and smiled sweetly, but red blood was swaying in her eyes.
Souls don't cry, and if they do, it's tears of blood.
Two dazzling reds slipped from the eye sockets to the chin, and the shadow approached, looking up at his mother slightly.She seemed a little in disbelief, stretched out a finger, and lightly touched her mother's fingertip.
Mrs. Jiao subconsciously stretched out her hand to hold it, and her fingertips passed through the back of Nan Nan's hand, unable to grasp it.
"Mr. Lu, why is this..." She looked at Lu Ting anxiously, hoping that he could think of a way.For three years, she has dreamed countless times that her eldest daughter is still alive. She will get into her mother's arms as soon as she comes home after school, and will hold her hand and tell her dreams about the future.Sometimes when she wakes up, Mrs. Jiao can't even distinguish between reality and dreams.
The knowledge in Lu Ting's mind didn't tell him what to do, so he looked at Lin Gui for help.
Lin Gui's voice was straight, without the slightest pity, "Mrs. Jiao, she is dead, and no one can change this state. The soul should be illusory and untouchable."
"No, she is clearly still alive, haven't you all seen it!" Mrs. Jiao couldn't accept her daughter being branded as dead again after "resurrecting from the dead".
"She's dead." Lin Gui reminded calmly.
Lin Gui didn't speak anymore, and quietly looked at the almost crazy woman with deep eyes.His eyes were too deep and cold, and Mrs. Jiao's heart collapsed from such staring. She heard a voice in her heart reminding: When the ashes were buried, you put down a handful of earth yourself; You went to the cemetery alone to hold an umbrella for her; the next autumn, on her birthday, you bought her favorite cake and spent twelve o'clock with her with your husband...
Mrs. Jiao could no longer deceive herself, her daughter was really dead, and what was in front of her was just a fragile soul.
Lin Zhifeng folded his arms and looked at everyone silently.He couldn't see Nan Nan's existence, but he could feel the abnormal air surge in the room. Coupled with the behavior of Mrs. Jiao and Jiao Xuliang, it was not difficult to guess what happened.
But what surprised him the most were Lu Ting and Lin Gui.
The two of them, one cold and the other hot, cooperated very tacitly.
"What are you looking at?" Chang Huasheng couldn't see Nannan's existence either, only Jiao Xuliang was wiping away his tears, and Shushu was also crying silently, looking like he wanted to step forward but hesitated.
Chang Huasheng guessed that she probably wanted to go up and hug her mother and sister, but she didn't want to disturb their rare reunion.
"Don't you think he's too indifferent?" Lin Zhifeng's eyes stopped on Lin Gui's face, and he lowered his voice for fear of being overheard and punished.
Indifferent?Of course indifference.It is not so hard to tell the cruelest truth to a grieving mother.But it cannot be denied that only the hardest knife can cut through the blindfolded fantasy.
"It's okay." Chang Huasheng commented vaguely.
Lin Zhifeng didn't say anything more, just quietly looked at the family of three.
Jiao Xuliang finally took that step, and stopped in front of the mother and daughter with silly eyes.The daughter still looks like a 15-year-old, but her face has become very pale, her lips are colorless, and although her eyes are gentle, there is an undisguised death.
He raised a hand, touched his daughter's cheek through the void, and quickly retracted his hand.
Nan Nan opened her mouth and smiled: "Father."
Jiao Xuliang couldn't hold back anymore, he rushed forward and hugged his wife and children.Shushu wiped away his tears, walked over and buried his head on his father's shoulder.She always thought that after her sister left, their family would never have such a moment again.
This was a surprise to her, a gift from God.Looking through tearful eyes at the handsome young man who was a head taller than him, he silently said thank you.
The family hugged each other for a long time, Jiao Xuliang rubbed his eyes disregarding his appearance, his eyes were red.
As soon as he was about to speak, Lu Ting shook his head slightly, his eyes stopped on the wooden box next to the tree stump head cabinet, "I'm sorry Mr. Jiao, I can't let her stay."
Jiao Xuliang clearly remembered Shushu's out-of-control roar before, always emphasizing that "she" was leaving.He vaguely knew that the time had come for the four of them to separate completely.
"Is there nothing you can do?" He frantically touched his pocket, and left the room quickly after failing to find what he wanted. He went back to his bedroom and took out a bunch of bank|cards, holding them in front of Lu Ting, "Mr. Lu, I have no other intentions. I just want to show you that I have money. I can buy whatever Nannan needs no matter how expensive it is. If it is not enough, I can borrow money. As long as she can survive, I would do anything."
Nan Nan was only two years old when she first arrived home. She was a little bit older, and her speech was slurred and her pronunciation was not accurate enough.
He and his wife sat on the floor, surrounded the child, and corrected her bit by bit how to call her mom and dad correctly.
The little girl didn't do well in the orphanage, because she was always the target of bullying because of her small size.
Food, drink, and even quilts will be taken away by stronger children.This kind of thing happened a lot, and she had already begun to think in her heart that being bullied was a matter of course, and who could make her unable to beat it.
But after having parents, she knew that was not the case.
If she is bullied, someone will stand up for her.When she was injured, her mother would treat the wound gently for her.If she didn't do well in the exam, the teacher called her an idiot, and her father would scold her back for her.
She doesn't want to lose such good parents.When those people threatened her, she didn't hesitate or think. The only thought in her mind was that her father was very tired at work, and her mother took care of herself and her sister very hard. She didn't want to cause them any more trouble.
She loves them so much, she is afraid that they will be unhappy because of herself, and she is also afraid that the endless school violence|violence will make them feel bored with her.The unpleasant memory in the orphanage miraculously left a deep mark on her heart.
She doesn't want to be abandoned, she doesn't want to be rejected, she hopes that what she brings to this family will always be happiness and happiness.
But she didn't expect that those malicious insults would have such a big impact on her.After a long time, she actually began to doubt whether she, an abandoned bastard, was not worthy of such good parents.She is too mediocre, without excellent grades, and without a beautiful appearance.
She has a thin body and her voice is not good enough. Why do her parents love her like this?Is it really mercy, as they say?
Nan Nan couldn't control her wild thoughts. She felt that the sky was falling, and the pain did not make her feel humiliated. What defeated her was the denial of her parents and her own self-doubt that was gradually deviated.
In fact, she wanted to die a long time ago, life was too depressing.Her life was split into two halves, one half was besieged, violent, and isolated at school, and the other half was trying to maintain a normal state to face her parents.
When she wanted to die for the first time, it was the appearance of Shushu that saved her.
She was locked in the bathroom that day, and when she wanted to bury her head in the toilet for the umpteenth time and drown herself, her sister appeared.She rushed into her arms like a ray of light, so brave and so reckless.
When those people went back and forth, she knew that Shushu would be the next one to be hurt.
The little white dove should live in the sun and stay in the warm nest, she doesn't need to experience the darkness.So she chose to end with death, because she knew that only when she died could their damage to Shushu be suspended.
Nan Nan pushed out from her mother's arms, hugged her father's hand with both hands, and said, "Dad, I'm leaving."
"This is your home, where else can you go if you don't stay here?" Jiao Xuliang turned around and stared closely at his daughter's face.The two lines of blood and tears made her face paler, but he didn't think it was scary.
This is his raised daughter, her daughter no matter what.
"Nan Nan, don't you want your mother?" Mrs. Jiao stood there, looking at Lu Ting and Lin Gui helplessly. She felt that they must have a solution.
Nan Nan let go of her father's hand, smiled and said to her mother, "Go where I should go."
She doesn't know if there is really heaven and hell in this world, but at this moment, she is no longer afraid of the unknown road ahead, because the love of her parents will always be with her.
Even if she completely disappeared from this world, she only has a little regret, regret that her death has brought such great pain to this family, regret that she was not strong enough at the time, regret that she could not spend more time with her parents, regret that she could no longer As before, I accompany my sister to sleep every night.
"I won't let you go!" Shushu jumped forward, because her arms were too tight, and her arms passed through her sister's body.
She bit her lower lip tightly, the blood oozed out and stained her lips and teeth red, "You said you would stay with me forever!"
"I'm sorry, Shushu." Nan Nan's palm lightly touched Shushu's face, and tears fell from the heel of her palm onto the girl's skirt.
She smiled and warned softly, "Burn everything in the box. This time, my sister will be more cruel, and won't come out to see you just because you cry secretly."
"I don't want..." Shushu whimpered, she knew what this sentence meant, she couldn't accept it.
Nan Nan lowered her head, kissed her lightly on the forehead, then turned around and hugged her parents.Letting go of her hand, she stepped back to the window little by little, no longer afraid of pain and stood in the sun.
The scorching light pierced through the thin soul, which should be very painful, but she kept laughing.
Nan Nan's smile is as warm as a little sun, besides Shu Shu, the little white pigeon in the family also has her.She is also the light in the hearts of her parents, a baby who is willing to hold in the palm of her hand.
Jiao Xu's conscience was like a knife, and he could only watch his daughter disappear, unable to do anything.Suddenly, Mrs. Jiao fainted and fell backward on her husband.
In just ten minutes, she experienced the most extreme joy and sorrow, and she couldn't support her mentally.
This time she slept for a long time, dreaming about everything in the 13 years from picking up Nan Nan to her leaving.When she woke up again, she seemed to be a different person, almost hyperactive. The first thing she did when she woke up was to check the time. Seeing that it was already evening, she left and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner with her aunt.
Jiao Xuliang looked at his wife's back worriedly, "Mr. Lu, is my wife okay?" Compared to asking the doctor, he now trusts Lu Ting more. Only when Lu Ting says he's okay can he be completely relieved.
"It's okay." Lu Ting was a little confused, Jiao Xuliang had already asked the family doctor about this before.
Because of the matter of the eldest daughter, the atmosphere in this family was depressed for a day.Chang Huasheng, as a friend, relieved Jiao Xuliang for a long time, telling him that the dead cannot be resurrected.
These great truths are for others to hear, but it is very difficult to accept them when it is your turn.
Jiao Xuliang looked at Lu Ting eagerly: "Mr. Lu, do I have to burn some paper money and clothes for Nan Nan?"
Lu Ting couldn't bear to tell him the truth, Nan Nan's soul had been wiped out, and even if she searched the underworld, she couldn't find her.If we have to investigate the root cause, Nannan stayed because of Shushu's obsession.
Her younger sister's self-blame and helplessness, as well as her crying and longing day and night, made her unable to leave with peace of mind.Coupled with the worship day and night, she couldn't bear to leave.
Lu Ting thought that Nan Nan should be very aware of the consequences of staying, but she still chose to stay with her family for another three years in another way.
After crossing the Naihe Bridge, everything is forgotten, but she does not forget each other.
"Burn it, so she can have a better life down there." Lu Ting said softly.
Lin Gui glanced at him, his eyelashes drooped when the young man's heart softened, casting a faint shadow.His fingers were also on his knees, curled up slightly.
He did not approve of this deception, and felt that it was unnecessary.
But if the words are spoken by Lu Ting, it's a different matter. After all, there is a relationship between husband and wife. He will always be more tolerant and indulgent. Even if he doesn't understand the emotions and words, he will pretend to understand.
Lin Zhifeng was holding his mobile phone to report the situation to Lin Zhaochen, telling him what Lu Ting had done and how amazing it was, and they didn't plan to go back for dinner.
As soon as the message was successfully sent, Auntie brought the prepared meals to the table, followed by Mrs. Jiao, her eyes were calm and no longer gloomy.
She knew that her daughter didn't really leave this world, she just left them temporarily.When she and her husband are a hundred years old, they will be able to reunite with their daughter below.
So she will no longer be bored at home all day like before. She wants to change herself and start living a good life again.
Only in this way can Nan Nan feel at ease.
"Dinner is ready." Mrs. Jiao put down the casserole, took off her gloves and handed it to her aunt, "A little home-cooked food, everyone, don't hold it back."
Lin Zhifeng sniffed, it was very fragrant.He took the rice spoon from Mrs. Jiao, served Lin Gui with rice first, then Lu Ting, and finally himself.
Chang Huasheng saw how solemn he was to Lin Gui, and wondered if Lu Ting's elder had something to do with the Lin family?
Jiao Xuliang had spent a lot of energy this day, he forced himself to greet the guests, and then asked his wife in a low voice: "Will the tree come down?"
"She said she has no appetite. I'll serve her hot porridge later." Just as Mrs. Jiao finished speaking, the doorbell suddenly rang in the villa.
Auntie hurriedly went to open the door, was stunned for a moment, and asked cautiously: "Excuse me?"
"We are the criminal investigation police of the Municipal Bureau. Is Jiao Shushu at home? We want to find out about her."
Familiar voices came in, Lu Ting, Lin Zhifeng, and Chang Huasheng all looked towards the entrance. The person who was half a head taller than Auntie, who else could it be if it wasn't Team Chen?
"Team Chen." Lu Ting said in surprise.
Jiao Xuliang came back to his senses, thinking it was Lu Ting's friend, he hurriedly invited him in.The aunt also retreated to the living room, and Jiao Xuliang whispered, "It is said to be a policeman from the Municipal Bureau."
police?Not Lu Ting's friend?
Jiao Xuliang walked over, just in time to hear Team Chen say to Lu Ting: "Jiao Shushu's classmate died, we want to ask Jiao Shushu about some situations." He looked at Jiao Xuliang who was approaching, guessing that he should be Jiao Shushu's father.
Wang Jiahe stepped forward to explain the situation, and asked, "Is it convenient for us to meet her?"
Jiao Xuliang was afraid that his daughter would be in a bad mood and wanted to refuse, but Shushu's voice came from upstairs: "Yes, I will tell you everything you want to know."
Jiao Shushu's face was pale, and the redness and swelling in his eyes had not completely subsided because of crying too much.
She came down from upstairs, not surprised by the arrival of several strange policemen, as if she had expected it.
"You're talking about Miao Xin, right? I knew she was going to commit suicide. I tried to persuade her many times, but it didn't work. She stopped going to school three days ago. I thought she was sick. She didn't reply when she sent a message... Now that I think about it, how could a dead person receive the message. "
The girl's voice was cold, and she was crying when she spoke.
Team Chen: "How do you know she committed suicide?"
"Because no one can stand those humiliations." Shushu said, "Do you know what they did to her?!" She took out her phone and clicked on the live broadcast software.
Team Chen frowned. The icon of this software is a boxy square, which is black without any logo.He also found the APP with the same icon in Miao Xin's mobile phone, but he couldn't open it and needed a password.
Shushu quickly entered the password, and soon found Miao Xin's live broadcast room, handed the mobile phone to Team Chen, sobbed, and she said vaguely: "Look for yourself." She felt sad for Miao Xin, and also for the police. pleased with the intervention.
How much she hopes that this matter will attract the attention of the society, how much she hopes that the school violence, the damn live broadcast app and the mastermind behind it will be brought to justice.
There are as many as a dozen historical live broadcasts. In the first video, those people who did not show their faces just spat at Miao Xin, blocked her at the corner of the stairs and slapped her face.
The force is not heavy, but the insult is obvious.
In the second replay, Miao Xin was isolated, and the whole class was cleaning. Only she had to fetch water with a big bucket.She accidentally fell, the water spilled, and her knees were worn out.There were so many people watching, pointing, laughing and ridiculing, only Shushu stepped forward to fetch water for her.
When he came back, several hands reached out and forcibly pulled Shushu away.
They pointed the camera at Miao Xin's face, giggling, and said, "Isn't your family a fish seller? You've done a lot of dirty work, why is it so useless?"
Immediately afterwards, someone handed a hemp rope, and the person who took the hemp rope began to beat Miao Xin.
The harsh voice and the girl's sobs echoed in the living room, and Mrs. Jiao felt uncomfortable watching it. Whenever she thought of what happened to her eldest daughter, her heart would ache.
Shushu took her hand and wiped away her mother's tears: "I'll accompany you to rest."
Jiao Xuliang winked at his aunt and asked her to help him up.After his wife left, his complexion changed, his fists on the sofa had bulging veins and tense muscles.What he wants to do most now is to arrest these people and chop them up!
How dare they, how dare they do such a beastly act!
Wang Jiahe was sitting next to Chen Dui, staring at the screen, writing notes quickly.Not long after, Shushu returned downstairs.
Team Chen paused the playback and asked Shushu: "I heard from other students that you have a very good relationship with Miao Xin."
"Of course, both of us are the targets of their bullying. Miao Xin was targeted by them earlier than me because she had a small burn scar on her face. After that, we often helped each other. When she was bullied , I would help if I was there. She would help me when I was being bullied."
The four words of helping each other, said in this situation, made everyone feel extremely uncomfortable.
Team Chen asked: "Did Miao Xin say anything to you before he died?"
"No." Shushu's eyes were empty, and Miao Xin was a very cute girl. The scar was not big, with a little unevenness, and the color was pinkish. It was really not scary or ugly.
But in the eyes of some people, it is disgusting and intolerable.
"Miao Xin's family is in the aquatic business, but she never brought the smell of fish to the school. Until one day, someone from the group accompanied her parents to the market to buy vegetables, and happened to walk into Miao Xin's stall. .
Miao Xin was helping her mother kill fish at that time, blood and fish scales splashed on her face, which startled the man.He took a photo and sent it to various groups, telling everyone that Miao Xin is a double-faced person, who is submissive at school and dare not say serious words, but when he comes home, he has such a vicious face.
He also told everyone how Miao Xin scraped off the fish scales and took out the internal organs, and described her as a cruel female executioner.Even the indelible scar on Miao Xin's face, which was hated by everyone, became more ferocious than before.
Some people even said that it was the mark of the devil, that she was ominous and would bring disasters to people, otherwise why a classmate who passed in front of her suddenly fell down. "
Lu Ting handed over to Jiao Xuliang, remembering that he was a firm materialist before, afraid that he would be too surprised or excited, and explained carefully: "Don't scare her."
Jiao Xuliang looked at the white hand in front of him, his fingertips trembled, and then he held it resolutely.
"Mr. Lu, I..." Mrs. Jiao stepped forward quickly, "I also want to see Nannan, I have a lot to say to her."
Lu Ting signaled her to hold her husband's hand, then closed her eyes, and began to circulate the Yin Qi in her body. The suppressed Yin Qi gradually spread to the whole body, flowing around every blood vessel, and reaching the fingertips. They tentatively touched the outside world, and after finding another carrier, they quickly penetrated into Jiao Xuliang's body.
Jiao Xuliang couldn't help shivering, the three feet of freezing chill made him cold from head to toe.Feeling his wife's fingertips trembling, he turned his head to look over. The weak woman tried to straighten her back so that she would not look so embarrassed.He knew very well that his wife's physique was weak, and the feeling at this moment should be even more uncomfortable.
"Okay." Lu Ting withdrew his hand and looked forward.
A translucent phantom stood in the shadow of the curtain.The girl pursed her lips silently, tilted her head slightly, and smiled sweetly, but red blood was swaying in her eyes.
Souls don't cry, and if they do, it's tears of blood.
Two dazzling reds slipped from the eye sockets to the chin, and the shadow approached, looking up at his mother slightly.She seemed a little in disbelief, stretched out a finger, and lightly touched her mother's fingertip.
Mrs. Jiao subconsciously stretched out her hand to hold it, and her fingertips passed through the back of Nan Nan's hand, unable to grasp it.
"Mr. Lu, why is this..." She looked at Lu Ting anxiously, hoping that he could think of a way.For three years, she has dreamed countless times that her eldest daughter is still alive. She will get into her mother's arms as soon as she comes home after school, and will hold her hand and tell her dreams about the future.Sometimes when she wakes up, Mrs. Jiao can't even distinguish between reality and dreams.
The knowledge in Lu Ting's mind didn't tell him what to do, so he looked at Lin Gui for help.
Lin Gui's voice was straight, without the slightest pity, "Mrs. Jiao, she is dead, and no one can change this state. The soul should be illusory and untouchable."
"No, she is clearly still alive, haven't you all seen it!" Mrs. Jiao couldn't accept her daughter being branded as dead again after "resurrecting from the dead".
"She's dead." Lin Gui reminded calmly.
Lin Gui didn't speak anymore, and quietly looked at the almost crazy woman with deep eyes.His eyes were too deep and cold, and Mrs. Jiao's heart collapsed from such staring. She heard a voice in her heart reminding: When the ashes were buried, you put down a handful of earth yourself; You went to the cemetery alone to hold an umbrella for her; the next autumn, on her birthday, you bought her favorite cake and spent twelve o'clock with her with your husband...
Mrs. Jiao could no longer deceive herself, her daughter was really dead, and what was in front of her was just a fragile soul.
Lin Zhifeng folded his arms and looked at everyone silently.He couldn't see Nan Nan's existence, but he could feel the abnormal air surge in the room. Coupled with the behavior of Mrs. Jiao and Jiao Xuliang, it was not difficult to guess what happened.
But what surprised him the most were Lu Ting and Lin Gui.
The two of them, one cold and the other hot, cooperated very tacitly.
"What are you looking at?" Chang Huasheng couldn't see Nannan's existence either, only Jiao Xuliang was wiping away his tears, and Shushu was also crying silently, looking like he wanted to step forward but hesitated.
Chang Huasheng guessed that she probably wanted to go up and hug her mother and sister, but she didn't want to disturb their rare reunion.
"Don't you think he's too indifferent?" Lin Zhifeng's eyes stopped on Lin Gui's face, and he lowered his voice for fear of being overheard and punished.
Indifferent?Of course indifference.It is not so hard to tell the cruelest truth to a grieving mother.But it cannot be denied that only the hardest knife can cut through the blindfolded fantasy.
"It's okay." Chang Huasheng commented vaguely.
Lin Zhifeng didn't say anything more, just quietly looked at the family of three.
Jiao Xuliang finally took that step, and stopped in front of the mother and daughter with silly eyes.The daughter still looks like a 15-year-old, but her face has become very pale, her lips are colorless, and although her eyes are gentle, there is an undisguised death.
He raised a hand, touched his daughter's cheek through the void, and quickly retracted his hand.
Nan Nan opened her mouth and smiled: "Father."
Jiao Xuliang couldn't hold back anymore, he rushed forward and hugged his wife and children.Shushu wiped away his tears, walked over and buried his head on his father's shoulder.She always thought that after her sister left, their family would never have such a moment again.
This was a surprise to her, a gift from God.Looking through tearful eyes at the handsome young man who was a head taller than him, he silently said thank you.
The family hugged each other for a long time, Jiao Xuliang rubbed his eyes disregarding his appearance, his eyes were red.
As soon as he was about to speak, Lu Ting shook his head slightly, his eyes stopped on the wooden box next to the tree stump head cabinet, "I'm sorry Mr. Jiao, I can't let her stay."
Jiao Xuliang clearly remembered Shushu's out-of-control roar before, always emphasizing that "she" was leaving.He vaguely knew that the time had come for the four of them to separate completely.
"Is there nothing you can do?" He frantically touched his pocket, and left the room quickly after failing to find what he wanted. He went back to his bedroom and took out a bunch of bank|cards, holding them in front of Lu Ting, "Mr. Lu, I have no other intentions. I just want to show you that I have money. I can buy whatever Nannan needs no matter how expensive it is. If it is not enough, I can borrow money. As long as she can survive, I would do anything."
Nan Nan was only two years old when she first arrived home. She was a little bit older, and her speech was slurred and her pronunciation was not accurate enough.
He and his wife sat on the floor, surrounded the child, and corrected her bit by bit how to call her mom and dad correctly.
The little girl didn't do well in the orphanage, because she was always the target of bullying because of her small size.
Food, drink, and even quilts will be taken away by stronger children.This kind of thing happened a lot, and she had already begun to think in her heart that being bullied was a matter of course, and who could make her unable to beat it.
But after having parents, she knew that was not the case.
If she is bullied, someone will stand up for her.When she was injured, her mother would treat the wound gently for her.If she didn't do well in the exam, the teacher called her an idiot, and her father would scold her back for her.
She doesn't want to lose such good parents.When those people threatened her, she didn't hesitate or think. The only thought in her mind was that her father was very tired at work, and her mother took care of herself and her sister very hard. She didn't want to cause them any more trouble.
She loves them so much, she is afraid that they will be unhappy because of herself, and she is also afraid that the endless school violence|violence will make them feel bored with her.The unpleasant memory in the orphanage miraculously left a deep mark on her heart.
She doesn't want to be abandoned, she doesn't want to be rejected, she hopes that what she brings to this family will always be happiness and happiness.
But she didn't expect that those malicious insults would have such a big impact on her.After a long time, she actually began to doubt whether she, an abandoned bastard, was not worthy of such good parents.She is too mediocre, without excellent grades, and without a beautiful appearance.
She has a thin body and her voice is not good enough. Why do her parents love her like this?Is it really mercy, as they say?
Nan Nan couldn't control her wild thoughts. She felt that the sky was falling, and the pain did not make her feel humiliated. What defeated her was the denial of her parents and her own self-doubt that was gradually deviated.
In fact, she wanted to die a long time ago, life was too depressing.Her life was split into two halves, one half was besieged, violent, and isolated at school, and the other half was trying to maintain a normal state to face her parents.
When she wanted to die for the first time, it was the appearance of Shushu that saved her.
She was locked in the bathroom that day, and when she wanted to bury her head in the toilet for the umpteenth time and drown herself, her sister appeared.She rushed into her arms like a ray of light, so brave and so reckless.
When those people went back and forth, she knew that Shushu would be the next one to be hurt.
The little white dove should live in the sun and stay in the warm nest, she doesn't need to experience the darkness.So she chose to end with death, because she knew that only when she died could their damage to Shushu be suspended.
Nan Nan pushed out from her mother's arms, hugged her father's hand with both hands, and said, "Dad, I'm leaving."
"This is your home, where else can you go if you don't stay here?" Jiao Xuliang turned around and stared closely at his daughter's face.The two lines of blood and tears made her face paler, but he didn't think it was scary.
This is his raised daughter, her daughter no matter what.
"Nan Nan, don't you want your mother?" Mrs. Jiao stood there, looking at Lu Ting and Lin Gui helplessly. She felt that they must have a solution.
Nan Nan let go of her father's hand, smiled and said to her mother, "Go where I should go."
She doesn't know if there is really heaven and hell in this world, but at this moment, she is no longer afraid of the unknown road ahead, because the love of her parents will always be with her.
Even if she completely disappeared from this world, she only has a little regret, regret that her death has brought such great pain to this family, regret that she was not strong enough at the time, regret that she could not spend more time with her parents, regret that she could no longer As before, I accompany my sister to sleep every night.
"I won't let you go!" Shushu jumped forward, because her arms were too tight, and her arms passed through her sister's body.
She bit her lower lip tightly, the blood oozed out and stained her lips and teeth red, "You said you would stay with me forever!"
"I'm sorry, Shushu." Nan Nan's palm lightly touched Shushu's face, and tears fell from the heel of her palm onto the girl's skirt.
She smiled and warned softly, "Burn everything in the box. This time, my sister will be more cruel, and won't come out to see you just because you cry secretly."
"I don't want..." Shushu whimpered, she knew what this sentence meant, she couldn't accept it.
Nan Nan lowered her head, kissed her lightly on the forehead, then turned around and hugged her parents.Letting go of her hand, she stepped back to the window little by little, no longer afraid of pain and stood in the sun.
The scorching light pierced through the thin soul, which should be very painful, but she kept laughing.
Nan Nan's smile is as warm as a little sun, besides Shu Shu, the little white pigeon in the family also has her.She is also the light in the hearts of her parents, a baby who is willing to hold in the palm of her hand.
Jiao Xu's conscience was like a knife, and he could only watch his daughter disappear, unable to do anything.Suddenly, Mrs. Jiao fainted and fell backward on her husband.
In just ten minutes, she experienced the most extreme joy and sorrow, and she couldn't support her mentally.
This time she slept for a long time, dreaming about everything in the 13 years from picking up Nan Nan to her leaving.When she woke up again, she seemed to be a different person, almost hyperactive. The first thing she did when she woke up was to check the time. Seeing that it was already evening, she left and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner with her aunt.
Jiao Xuliang looked at his wife's back worriedly, "Mr. Lu, is my wife okay?" Compared to asking the doctor, he now trusts Lu Ting more. Only when Lu Ting says he's okay can he be completely relieved.
"It's okay." Lu Ting was a little confused, Jiao Xuliang had already asked the family doctor about this before.
Because of the matter of the eldest daughter, the atmosphere in this family was depressed for a day.Chang Huasheng, as a friend, relieved Jiao Xuliang for a long time, telling him that the dead cannot be resurrected.
These great truths are for others to hear, but it is very difficult to accept them when it is your turn.
Jiao Xuliang looked at Lu Ting eagerly: "Mr. Lu, do I have to burn some paper money and clothes for Nan Nan?"
Lu Ting couldn't bear to tell him the truth, Nan Nan's soul had been wiped out, and even if she searched the underworld, she couldn't find her.If we have to investigate the root cause, Nannan stayed because of Shushu's obsession.
Her younger sister's self-blame and helplessness, as well as her crying and longing day and night, made her unable to leave with peace of mind.Coupled with the worship day and night, she couldn't bear to leave.
Lu Ting thought that Nan Nan should be very aware of the consequences of staying, but she still chose to stay with her family for another three years in another way.
After crossing the Naihe Bridge, everything is forgotten, but she does not forget each other.
"Burn it, so she can have a better life down there." Lu Ting said softly.
Lin Gui glanced at him, his eyelashes drooped when the young man's heart softened, casting a faint shadow.His fingers were also on his knees, curled up slightly.
He did not approve of this deception, and felt that it was unnecessary.
But if the words are spoken by Lu Ting, it's a different matter. After all, there is a relationship between husband and wife. He will always be more tolerant and indulgent. Even if he doesn't understand the emotions and words, he will pretend to understand.
Lin Zhifeng was holding his mobile phone to report the situation to Lin Zhaochen, telling him what Lu Ting had done and how amazing it was, and they didn't plan to go back for dinner.
As soon as the message was successfully sent, Auntie brought the prepared meals to the table, followed by Mrs. Jiao, her eyes were calm and no longer gloomy.
She knew that her daughter didn't really leave this world, she just left them temporarily.When she and her husband are a hundred years old, they will be able to reunite with their daughter below.
So she will no longer be bored at home all day like before. She wants to change herself and start living a good life again.
Only in this way can Nan Nan feel at ease.
"Dinner is ready." Mrs. Jiao put down the casserole, took off her gloves and handed it to her aunt, "A little home-cooked food, everyone, don't hold it back."
Lin Zhifeng sniffed, it was very fragrant.He took the rice spoon from Mrs. Jiao, served Lin Gui with rice first, then Lu Ting, and finally himself.
Chang Huasheng saw how solemn he was to Lin Gui, and wondered if Lu Ting's elder had something to do with the Lin family?
Jiao Xuliang had spent a lot of energy this day, he forced himself to greet the guests, and then asked his wife in a low voice: "Will the tree come down?"
"She said she has no appetite. I'll serve her hot porridge later." Just as Mrs. Jiao finished speaking, the doorbell suddenly rang in the villa.
Auntie hurriedly went to open the door, was stunned for a moment, and asked cautiously: "Excuse me?"
"We are the criminal investigation police of the Municipal Bureau. Is Jiao Shushu at home? We want to find out about her."
Familiar voices came in, Lu Ting, Lin Zhifeng, and Chang Huasheng all looked towards the entrance. The person who was half a head taller than Auntie, who else could it be if it wasn't Team Chen?
"Team Chen." Lu Ting said in surprise.
Jiao Xuliang came back to his senses, thinking it was Lu Ting's friend, he hurriedly invited him in.The aunt also retreated to the living room, and Jiao Xuliang whispered, "It is said to be a policeman from the Municipal Bureau."
police?Not Lu Ting's friend?
Jiao Xuliang walked over, just in time to hear Team Chen say to Lu Ting: "Jiao Shushu's classmate died, we want to ask Jiao Shushu about some situations." He looked at Jiao Xuliang who was approaching, guessing that he should be Jiao Shushu's father.
Wang Jiahe stepped forward to explain the situation, and asked, "Is it convenient for us to meet her?"
Jiao Xuliang was afraid that his daughter would be in a bad mood and wanted to refuse, but Shushu's voice came from upstairs: "Yes, I will tell you everything you want to know."
Jiao Shushu's face was pale, and the redness and swelling in his eyes had not completely subsided because of crying too much.
She came down from upstairs, not surprised by the arrival of several strange policemen, as if she had expected it.
"You're talking about Miao Xin, right? I knew she was going to commit suicide. I tried to persuade her many times, but it didn't work. She stopped going to school three days ago. I thought she was sick. She didn't reply when she sent a message... Now that I think about it, how could a dead person receive the message. "
The girl's voice was cold, and she was crying when she spoke.
Team Chen: "How do you know she committed suicide?"
"Because no one can stand those humiliations." Shushu said, "Do you know what they did to her?!" She took out her phone and clicked on the live broadcast software.
Team Chen frowned. The icon of this software is a boxy square, which is black without any logo.He also found the APP with the same icon in Miao Xin's mobile phone, but he couldn't open it and needed a password.
Shushu quickly entered the password, and soon found Miao Xin's live broadcast room, handed the mobile phone to Team Chen, sobbed, and she said vaguely: "Look for yourself." She felt sad for Miao Xin, and also for the police. pleased with the intervention.
How much she hopes that this matter will attract the attention of the society, how much she hopes that the school violence, the damn live broadcast app and the mastermind behind it will be brought to justice.
There are as many as a dozen historical live broadcasts. In the first video, those people who did not show their faces just spat at Miao Xin, blocked her at the corner of the stairs and slapped her face.
The force is not heavy, but the insult is obvious.
In the second replay, Miao Xin was isolated, and the whole class was cleaning. Only she had to fetch water with a big bucket.She accidentally fell, the water spilled, and her knees were worn out.There were so many people watching, pointing, laughing and ridiculing, only Shushu stepped forward to fetch water for her.
When he came back, several hands reached out and forcibly pulled Shushu away.
They pointed the camera at Miao Xin's face, giggling, and said, "Isn't your family a fish seller? You've done a lot of dirty work, why is it so useless?"
Immediately afterwards, someone handed a hemp rope, and the person who took the hemp rope began to beat Miao Xin.
The harsh voice and the girl's sobs echoed in the living room, and Mrs. Jiao felt uncomfortable watching it. Whenever she thought of what happened to her eldest daughter, her heart would ache.
Shushu took her hand and wiped away her mother's tears: "I'll accompany you to rest."
Jiao Xuliang winked at his aunt and asked her to help him up.After his wife left, his complexion changed, his fists on the sofa had bulging veins and tense muscles.What he wants to do most now is to arrest these people and chop them up!
How dare they, how dare they do such a beastly act!
Wang Jiahe was sitting next to Chen Dui, staring at the screen, writing notes quickly.Not long after, Shushu returned downstairs.
Team Chen paused the playback and asked Shushu: "I heard from other students that you have a very good relationship with Miao Xin."
"Of course, both of us are the targets of their bullying. Miao Xin was targeted by them earlier than me because she had a small burn scar on her face. After that, we often helped each other. When she was bullied , I would help if I was there. She would help me when I was being bullied."
The four words of helping each other, said in this situation, made everyone feel extremely uncomfortable.
Team Chen asked: "Did Miao Xin say anything to you before he died?"
"No." Shushu's eyes were empty, and Miao Xin was a very cute girl. The scar was not big, with a little unevenness, and the color was pinkish. It was really not scary or ugly.
But in the eyes of some people, it is disgusting and intolerable.
"Miao Xin's family is in the aquatic business, but she never brought the smell of fish to the school. Until one day, someone from the group accompanied her parents to the market to buy vegetables, and happened to walk into Miao Xin's stall. .
Miao Xin was helping her mother kill fish at that time, blood and fish scales splashed on her face, which startled the man.He took a photo and sent it to various groups, telling everyone that Miao Xin is a double-faced person, who is submissive at school and dare not say serious words, but when he comes home, he has such a vicious face.
He also told everyone how Miao Xin scraped off the fish scales and took out the internal organs, and described her as a cruel female executioner.Even the indelible scar on Miao Xin's face, which was hated by everyone, became more ferocious than before.
Some people even said that it was the mark of the devil, that she was ominous and would bring disasters to people, otherwise why a classmate who passed in front of her suddenly fell down. "
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