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Perhaps it was because there was no one else around, so Chang Shaoxin just kept talking, wishing to recount all the good memories of himself and Jun from childhood to adulthood.

"I know that I am not as good as the suzerain, but in order to let Ruyuan look at me more, I began to secretly imitate the suzerain's words, deeds, behaviors, clothes and dresses, even though I also feel that doing so is disdainful, but I just can't control it."

Chang Shaoxin sighed deeply, and looked at Junru with red eye circles, "I would rather stay as before and ignore anyone, and concentrate on cultivating the Tao and pursuing ascension, so maybe I can gradually cut off my delusional thoughts. The last thing I want is to see him suddenly and without warning one day start his transformation because of someone, but that person is not me."

These words moved Zi Yelai's heart.

It has to be said that Chang Shaoxin's true thoughts in the depths of his heart coincided with his own, but they all knew that this was just wishful thinking.

If Jun Rugu really doesn't stop for anyone, then why is he treating Xue Mingye differently?

With his fingertips dazedly resting on the young man's cheek, Chang Shaoxin said in a low voice: "If you still only respect the suzerain, how should he explain it to Zi Yelai? Then I impulsively asked him if he fell in love with Zi Yelai , although he didn't nod his head to admit it, but he didn't refute it either, I really don't understand."

like...?Chang Shaoxin actually thought that Jun still liked him?

The more I listened to it, the more I found it unbelievable, and at the same time I felt confused, Zi Yelai suddenly didn't want him to babble like this any more, so he just let out a cry and lay down to snuggle up to Jun Rugu's neck, and then blocked him by rolling around hand.

Seeing this, Chang Shaoxin quickly withdrew his hand, his tone still bitter, "Forget it, anyway, that's how he is, and he won't tell me anything."

He sat for a while, then got up and said: "Xiaoqing, please take care of it for the time being as usual, I will go out and find a map."

Seeing his back disappear in front of his eyes, Zi Yelai breathed a sigh of relief, but soon became confused because of the information that Chang Shaoxin revealed earlier.

Chang Shaoxin also said that Jun Rugu fell in love with him, and that Jun Rugu shed tears for him inexplicably, which made Zi Yelai feel like he was daydreaming.

But Zi Yelai also understood that Chang Shaoxin would not make such a judgment for no reason, he must know something that he didn't know.

His eyes fell on the sleeping face of the young man who was slightly soft because his eyes were closed, and Zi Yelai looked at him, and suddenly wanted to bite him again.

However, Jun Rugu's soul consciousness has been warmed by the lotus flower soul-nourishing lamp, and even the temperature has recovered.This made Zi Yelai, who was just lying on the quilt, gradually become distracted, so before Chang Shaoxin came back, he spurned himself in his heart, and got into Jun Rugu's arms.

Consciousness began to blur, because in Jun Rugu's arms, Zi Yelai felt unprecedented peace of mind, and then I don't know how much time passed, when he slowly opened his eyes, what appeared in front of him was Jun Rugu's magnified handsome face.

Unprepared to feel the beauty of his junior brother at such a close distance, Zi Yelai was a little taken aback, but he reacted immediately and noticed something was wrong.

Is he... regaining his human form? !

Surprised, he lowered his head and looked at the hand that had changed back to its original state, and then carefully touched his whole body. After confirming that he was now a human body, Zi Yelai was suddenly ecstatic.

It's just that he immediately thought of another point, how should he explain to Chang Shaoxin that he suddenly changed back into a human form?

If Chang Shaoxin knew that he had listened to his inner monologue from beginning to end...Zi Yelai frowned, he was really too lazy to deal with Chang Shaoxin.

After trying to mobilize the spiritual power, but found that it was still empty, Zi Yelai became even more depressed.

Forget it, the big deal is to pretend that he passed by by chance, and if Chang Shaoxin still wants to get to the bottom of it, let Jun Rugu deal with him.

After making up his mind, Zi Yelai turned his gaze to Jun Rugu on the bed again.

Jun Rugu, who has changed suddenly since his rebirth, is it really possible to like himself as Chang Shaoxin said?

Thinking about this slightly absurd guess in his heart, Zi Yelai was also engrossed in watching it. After he realized it, he realized that he had unknowingly approached Jun Rugu's face slightly, and it seemed that he was only a little away from it. , you can easily touch that pair of lips that are extremely attractive in color and shape.

In the previous life, not to mention sharing the same bed, there was very little physical contact between the two of them, so Zi Yelai felt that even if he could not make further progress with Jun Ruru in this life, he would have earned it. After all, the former Jun Rugu It is absolutely impossible to tolerate these things happening.

"Afterwards, I impulsively asked him if he fell in love with Zi Yelai. Although he didn't nod his head to admit it, he didn't refute it either."

Chang Shaoxin's puzzled voice was still in his ears, and Zi Yelai stared intently at the young man who hadn't woken up yet, his heart was already uncontrollably eager to move.

After hesitating for a while, he finally made up his mind, aimed at Jun Rugu's lips, and slowly lowered his head.

Jun Rugu naturally didn't respond, but Ziye Lai's breathing became more and more rapid because of this secret kiss.The pair of lips were soft and warm, and they carried the unique breath of youth, which made him almost unwilling to leave, and only wanted to greedily let this stolen moment stay forever.

After stepping back, he boldly pressed the lips of the two of them together again, Zi Yelai felt his heart beating so violently that it seemed as if it was about to jump out of his chest.

But looking at Jun Ruyuan's ignorant appearance, he was still a little bit lost despite being excited.

No matter what he did secretly, Jun Ruyuan would never know.

In his previous life, under Ying Qiu's design, he accidentally bumped into Jun Rugu to express his feelings, but all he got was the disgusted and puzzled eyes of his junior brother. Now that he has lived again, he has no courage to break the relationship between the two of them again. Calm down.

So be it, in this life, he will never say anything.

Finally, taking a deep look at the young man, Zi Yelai finally stood up and sat at the table.

Speaking of which, Chang Shaoxin, it's just a matter of finding a map, and it can be delayed for so long.While thinking this way, he yawned, and suddenly he felt drowsy again, so Zi Yelai slowly closed his eyes.

After he fell asleep, Jun Rugu, who was supposed to be unconscious on the bed, moved his fingers and opened his eyes.

He turned his head slightly, and looked at the figure lying on the table with complicated eyes.

After waking up, Ziye came to see that Chang Shaoxin had finally returned. He was about to speak when he suddenly realized that he had turned back into a spirit beast for no reason at some point.

Over there, Jun Rugu also woke up, and Chang Shaoxin was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him worriedly, "Rugu, how do you feel now?"

"It's much better, we can continue on our way." The young man paused, then suddenly looked straight at Chang Shaoxin and said softly, "Shaoxin, thank you this time."

Hearing him say that suddenly, Chang Shaoxin was startled, while feeling that his words seemed out of place, at the same time, he was overjoyed because of Jun Rugu's rare gratitude to him: "As usual, there is no need to be like this between you and me, Whatever you ask me to do, I will do my best to do it well.”

As he spoke, his voice began to tremble a little: "As before, in fact, in fact, I have always wanted to tell you that I am..."

Unexpectedly, before the words were spoken, Jun Rugu spit out those three words: "I'm sorry."

Chang Shaoxin was really stunned this time.

At the same time, Zi Yelai, who had been eavesdropping, also stopped moving.

Glancing at his junior brother's calm expression, he subconsciously compared Jun Rugu's reaction this time with the way he had expressed his feelings for him in his previous life.

The conclusion is... Maybe he is not as good as Chang Shaoxin. After all, Jun Rugu doesn't seem to want to be angry now, but when he heard his true feelings before, the other party was so angry that he almost drew his sword Draw a line with his senior brother.

After a long silence, Chang Shaoxin's terrified voice finally rang out: "As before, you, what do you mean? Why do you suddenly apologize to me?"

As if he couldn't find the right words for a while, Jun Rugu frowned slightly and said slowly: "Shaoxin, I know your heart, but I can't understand it, so I can't respond to you."

"Can't understand...?" Chang Shaoxin's expression suddenly became more sad, "As usual, why? We both grew up together, if you hate me, why did you always treat me so well before?"

Jun Rugu shook his head, "Shaoxin, I only treat you out of fellowship, so you don't need to take me to heart."

Hearing this, Chang Shaoxin suddenly stood up with red eyes, "It's just fellowship? Then as before, who is the person you like? Is it the suzerain? Or brother Zi?"

It seemed that this was the first time seeing him like this, Jun Rugu also hesitated, "Shaoxin, these have nothing to do with what I said, and the master is just the master, the relationship between me and him is purely master and student, not you As expected."

...He answered Chang Shaoxin's question, but he didn't mention himself.Midnight was a little dazed.

The room became quiet again, and Chang Shaoxin's expression gradually changed from aggrieved to ashamed after having to accept the reality, but he still didn't want to give up just like this, so he mustered up the courage to continue: "Then I won't ask this question anymore." , as before, I just want to know that you have been so indifferent to me during this time, do you want to alienate me? Do you really want to make such a decision? I have known you since you first entered the sect, and we have been walking together ever since , do you want to erase all of these?"

Although Jun Rugu hadn't opened his mouth yet, Zi Yelai suddenly didn't want to listen anymore, he still lay down on the table, feeling so tired like never before.

If Jun Rugu can give Chang Shaoxin a reason to let go, then he can also let himself let go.

I don't know how long it has passed before Jun Rugu said under the gaze of Chang Shaoxin's reddened eyes: "Shaoxin, that's all in the past, isn't it?"

Hearing this, Chang Shaoxin bit his lip, unconsciously, a thin layer of tears filled his eyes.

The author says:

Give Shaoxin a song "Broken Love Front Alliance"~