Wang Shuqing

Jiang Shuqing's eyes were scarlet, as if he had lost his soul.

She rushed to the bathroom out of control, turned on the tap, and washed her hands frantically, as if this would wash away her sins.

The water is mixed with red, flowing and disappearing.

There were tears and remorse on that always dignified and self-sustaining face, and the empty room was full of her wailing.

Powerless.

Probably neither of them wanted to let the other party see their embarrassing face again, so they decided not to meet each other.

two months later.

"Jiang Shuqing, open the door!"

After the door was opened, Wu Ziqing was choked by the smell of smoke and took several steps back, and she slapped her hard several times.

"You are crazy."

Jiang Shuqing only nodded.

Wu Ziqing held back his anger, went in and opened all the windows in the house.

Jiang Shuqing was sitting on the sofa, flipping through the scattered cigarette cases on the coffee table, feeling dejected all over his body.

She has never been like this.

Wu Ziqing felt distressed and angry, she snatched the cigarettes from Jiang Shuqing's hand, and threw them into the trash can along with those on the coffee table.

She dragged Jiang Shuqing to the mirror: "Look at your ghostly appearance now, don't torture yourself!"

Jiang Shuqing didn't look up, she just stared straight at the faucet under the mirror, her right hand was shaking, she clenched her fist, but it was still shaking.

Wu Ziqing saw her strangeness and was even more worried.

"Secretary, what's wrong with you?"

She never expected that in the blink of an eye, Jiang Shuqing closed her eyes tightly and was washing her hands desperately.

His face was full of horror.

"Shuqing, the water is so cold, don't wash it..."

No matter how Wu Ziqing persuaded her, Jiang Shuqing refused to stop.

Close, open; close again, open again.

This action was repeated countless times.

It wasn't until the skin of the ten fingers showed wrinkles that Jiang Shuqing calmed down and put his hands on the sink.

She raised her eyes to see herself in the mirror, feeling the vicissitudes of life on her face, she didn't want to take a second look, and turned her back.

Jiang Shuqing's face, which used to be as calm as a breeze, revealed secret sadness. She spoke in a low voice, with an uncontrollable hoarseness: "Am I very pitiful?"

Wu Ziqing didn't know what to say, she even felt that the person in front of her was not Jiang Shuqing.

"Secretary, what happened?"

"I... I'm sorry Shirahoshi."

After she finished speaking, she walked into the house, her hands were empty, but she still clenched them tightly.

Wu Ziqing didn't know what to do, so she followed Jiang Shuqing.

"What do you mean by that? What happened to you and Bai Xing? And why did she apply for the exam in a city so far away?"

Jiang Shuqing was taken aback when he heard this, the hand that was about to grab the tissue hung in the air, and then quickly fell down, her tone could not hear any emotion: "Where did Bai Xing... go?"

"Pingyang City."

"Pingyang? It's a good place, very good."

Pingyang is more than 1600 kilometers away from Dongcheng.

Jiang Shuqing was obviously smiling, but Wu Ziqing saw that her upturned face was full of despair. After the corners of her mouth twitched a few times, her lips finally trembled uncontrollably, and tears poured down her face.

Wu Ziqing panicked and said anxiously: "Shu Qing, she is leaving in less than 20 days, if you want to see her, make an appointment to meet her, and it's better to say what you want to say than to hold it back. "

Jiang Shuqing wiped away tears and said, "Forget it."

"I don't know when we will meet again in the future."

After Wu Ziqing finished speaking, he turned around and strode away.

Another dead room.

Jiang Shuqing stood still, biting his lips tightly with his teeth, and his chest heaved violently, but he just refused to let the tears fall.

Then don't see it.

There were only three days left until Shirahoshi left.

Xu Yan was sitting next to Bai Xing, with a long face, Wu Xi and Fang Nan were opposite, and the atmosphere was always heavy.

After a long time, Bai Xing finally said, "Why are you all so sad, I just went to school, and it's not like I won't come back again, why are you looking at me like that?"

Fang Nan gritted his teeth and said, "Bai Xing, you are too cruel. The three of us are all staying in the East City. You said you would go to other provinces, and you insisted on going so far."

Hearing this, Bai Xing lowered his head, smiled lightly and remained silent.

This smile was so good that Xu Yan burst into tears with a "wow".

Bai Xing couldn't laugh or cry.

"Yanyan, don't..."

"Alright you Shirahoshi, just go, I'm really mad at you!"

Xu Yan had a runny nose and tears, and she was obviously crying but made the other three laugh.

Bai Xing quickly grabbed Xu Yan's arm and comforted him, "Yan Yan, I will come back to see you, I know you can't bear to part with me..."

Xu Yan: "Get out, I don't miss you, I just want to cry."

Bai Xing didn't expose her.

Wu Xi joked at the side: "Okay, Xu Yan, don't cry, I haven't settled with you yet for cheating my sister away!"

Xu Yan's tears stopped immediately.

"What's cheating! We're mutual, okay? Besides, it doesn't matter whether it's big or small, you still have to call me sister."

Wu Xi turned her head in disdain and ignored her.

After the episode, the atmosphere was quiet again.

Only then did Xu Yan speak seriously: "Bai Xing, it's a pity, it's almost a city champion. With 636 points, you are only one point away from him."

Bai Xing didn't really care.

"At that time, there was a reading question, and I was struggling with whether to choose A or C, and finally chose C."

Xu Yan asked tentatively, "Then have you ever thought about choosing A?"

Bai Xing looked calm, his brows stretched.

"Yes, but only for a moment."

Xu Yan asked again: "If you were given another chance, what would you choose if you didn't know the correct answer?"

Bai Xing said firmly: "I will still choose C. When I sat in the examination room, I always preferred C in my heart."

Xu Yan: "Then I understand."

Once again, Bai Xing will still like Jiang Shuqing, even if he is wrong.

Wu Xi couldn't understand what kind of charades they were playing, and she also had something to say when she spoke.

"Bai Xing, my sister often goes to Shuqing's house recently, and Shuqing's condition is particularly bad."

Bai Xing frowned calmly again: "Is your condition not good?"

Wu Xi nodded.

"Well, I have a vague feeling that it's because of you. When my sister asked her, she didn't say anything."

Bai Xing's expression was a little cloudy and uncertain, making it difficult to figure out: "It can't be about me, even if it is about me, it has nothing to do with me."

This change in her gave people a strange feeling.

Xu Yan moved from side to side, and asked in disbelief: "Bai Xing, are you sure you are awake?"

As she spoke, she put her hand on Shirahoshi's forehead.

Bai Xing slapped it down: "Do you think I'm not awake? Do you want me to repeat it again?"

The other three looked at each other.

Fang Nan calmed down first: "Bai Xing, what do you mean... you put it down?"

Accompanied by the fragrance of grass and trees wafting from the window, a burst of radiance spread on Bai Xing's face, and she smiled lightly.

"Yes, I let go."

At night, Shirahoshi lay in bed.

She opened WeChat and was in a daze.

Her note to Jiang Shuqing was a moon.

After a while, Bai Xing opened the three dots in the upper right corner without hesitation, and at the bottom is the eye-catching red delete key.

She hesitated, then backed away.

But in the chat interface, I saw the above display: The other party is typing.

After about a few seconds, it turned into the moon icon again, and no message was sent.

Bai Xing was waiting again.

After 3 minutes, it shows that the other party is typing again.

This time it was a little longer and lasted 2 minutes, but the result was still the same as before.

Bai Xing was still waiting, and half an hour passed.

The moon icon does not change.

Bai Xing grinned, his voice was low but full of contempt, this smile was too bitter.

"Delete the contact "Moon" and delete the chat history with this contact.

Bai Xing didn't hesitate any longer, and deleted it decisively.

The WeChat interface is empty.

Bai Xing covered himself with a quilt, not thinking about anything.

There is no moon tonight.

Jiang Shuqing was in front of the window, she stood with her hands down, her bookish air added a bit of anxiety.

She refused to fall asleep, as long as she fell asleep, tomorrow would be another day closer to Bai Xing's departure.

a few hours ago.

She did want to talk to Shirahoshi.

The first sentence is: [Are you leaving? 】

The second sentence is: [You will leave in a few days, let's meet up. 】

Then it was edited: [I heard Ziqing say that you are leaving, do you need me to see you off? 】

unfortunately,

Not a word was sent.

Jiang Shuqing hasn't been home for a long time,

Not even counting the wedding date agreed with Jiang Guosheng in advance.

The couple didn't dare to mention it either.

"Shuqing, please go home more when you have time, your dad and I... miss you very much."

Li Xin rarely expresses emotion like this,

But this time, she was afraid.

Jiang Shuqing didn't know the taste of his meal, and he didn't know where Bai Xing was at this time, and whether he got on the plane.

She hesitated for a moment before raising her head: "Well, I've been busy recently, and I'll come back when I find time when I'm done."

Since Jiang Guosheng got sick last time, his temper has gradually become less irritable. He served Jiang Shuqing with food.

Jiang Shuqing was taken aback: "Thank you Dad."

Jiang Guosheng sighed: "Shuqing, I have also reflected on it during this time, I have done too much, I have not considered your feelings, I only want to be happy, if you want to get married, get married, if you don't want to get married, don't get married , Dad won’t force you anymore.”

After speaking, he burst into tears instantly.

He knew that Jiang Shuqing was taking antidepressant medicine, and Li Xin saw the bottles and jars in a drawer by accident.

Jiang Shuqing forced a smile on his face and said nothing.

Jiang Guosheng said again: "Shu Qing, Dad is an old-timer and doesn't understand you young people. I checked later, and that student is that girl Bai Xing."

"no!"

Jiang Shuqing's expression changed suddenly, and he subconsciously denied it.

Seeing this, Jiang Guosheng put down his chopsticks and signaled Jiang Shuqing to calm down.

"I don't mean anything else. Their family is kind to us. Your grandfather and I were saved by Yifeng. So, if it's Bai Xing, I have no objection."

The chopsticks in Jiang Shuqing's hand fell to the ground, and there was an unconcealable surprise on her calm face.

"Dad, what do you mean by that?"

Jiang Guosheng took another pair of chopsticks and handed them to her.

"I mean, if you like a woman, and that person happens to be Shirahoshi, I agree."

Jiang Shuqing's joy quickly subsided: "Dad, it won't be Bai Xing."

"why?"

"Because she once called me teacher."

How much dissatisfaction is there in these words,

I'm afraid only Jiang Shuqing knows.

Suddenly, a message popped up on the phone.

It was from Wu Ziqing.

[Shuqing, are you really not coming?Shirahoshi was leaving in an hour. 】

Jiang Shuqing was holding her mobile phone, unable to eat any more, she became more and more uneasy.

Another message popped up, it was Xu Yan.

【Teacher, Bai Xing is going to Pingyang. I don’t know when I want to see her again next time. Why don’t you come and see her? 】

Jiang Shuqing was still dying, and his paper-like face was even more emaciated.

The phone kept popping messages.

Wu Ziqing: [Can you stop the ink, Jiang Shuqing! 】

Wu Xi: [Sister Shuqing!Bai Xing is really leaving! 】

Jiang Shuqing's heart began to waver.

She picked up her phone to look again, it was Qi Yu's.

[Shuqing, Auntie has done wrong things before. I am the same as Guosheng. We have all reflected on it. As elders, we should not interfere with the affairs of the younger generation. The stars are leaving. I am very reluctant to part with her. I know, and you are the same If you can't bear it, come and see her. 】

Qi Yu has always been a knot in Jiang Shuqing's heart, and Jiang Shuqing can only let go of it when he hears her say these words in person.

"Dad, Mom, let me go out for a while."

After speaking, Jiang Shuqing got up and left the seat, and walked outside in big strides.

When the elevator was too slow, Jiang Shuqing walked through the corridor and down the stairs with small steps, her eyes and brows were full of long-lost joy.

"Bai Xing, the teacher is here to look for you."

It took only 10 minutes to get to the airport.

Jiang Shuqing thought that she should send Bai Xing a WeChat message first, but what she never expected was that a red exclamation mark popped up in the next second.

Bai Xing, delete her?How can it be?

Jiang Shuqing thought it was a network problem, so she sent another one.

Still the same as before.

For a moment, crystal clear tears flowed down silently, rolling down the cheeks to the tip of the nose, and she looked at the gray sky with both eyes.

She doesn't believe it.

Jiang Shuqing opened the address book again, and called Bai Xing.

"Hi, the number you dialed is busy, please try again later..."

Dial again, still the same.

Bai Xing blocked her.

Jiang Shuqing was in the car, staring blankly ahead.

She sobbed softly at first, and slowly felt the crying rolling in her throat, and finally the sound became louder and louder.

Her whole body threw herself on the steering wheel, she beat her legs, all thoughts were lost, but that was all.

Words rolled out of Jiang Shuqing's throat, which gradually turned into an indistinct whimper.

"I am finally brave, and the whole world is willing to bless us.

But you don't love me anymore. "

Inside the airport.

"Oh, what are you doing looking at me like this, okay, okay, I'm going to check the ticket, and I'll be back as soon as the holiday is over!"

Bai Xing waved away without looking back.

Wu Ziqing was still watching, and she whispered to Wu Xi, "Why hasn't Shuqing come yet, my God, I'm really anxious to death!"

Wu Xi: "I'm also anxious. We sent so many messages, but the teacher just didn't reply."

"Ugh……"

Where they couldn't see, there was a tall woman in black, with a peaked cap covering half of her face.

Her eyes were glowing red, her two rows of teeth were clenched, and the tears in her eyes flowed down like a bank bursting.

Shirahoshi waved,

It's like waving at her.

Jiang Shuqing pressed down on the brim of her hat, and waved her hand in Bai Xing's direction. The smile that flashed across her pale face was restrained and reserved.

"Shirahoshi, goodbye."

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