Wang Shuqing

"Shuqing...can you stop being so cowardly?"

Wu Ziqing's tone was almost begging.

The sobs grew louder.

Jiang Shuqing choked with sobs: "Yes...I'm cowardly, I'm afraid to see Bai Xing showing no interest in me, I can't face her at all."

She stood upright, as motionless as a wooden clay sculpture.

Wu Ziqing persuaded again: "Bai Xing is at home. If you want to see her, go to her. I can't guarantee whether she will leave with Jiang Zhilan in a few days."

"What kind of person is she?"

Wu Ziqing knew who Jiang Shuqing was referring to.

"Generous, beautiful, double quotient online, and very charismatic."

There are very few people who can make Wu Ziqing praise so much, which shows that Jiang Zhilan is indeed excellent.

Jiang Shuqing murmured: "Ziqing, this is obviously what I want, but why can't I be happy anyway."

Even a dull pain in my heart.

Wu Ziqing said calmly, "Why are you unhappy?"

Jiang Shuqing's walking was unsteady, and he stepped on broken glass to find cigarettes.

The sound of pressing the lighter is crisp.

Wu Ziqing was out of breath, and said angrily, "Jiang Shuqing, stop smoking, is it so difficult to admit that you like Bai Xing!"

It was almost quiet on the phone.

Jiang Shuqing only smoked the cigarette vigorously, and the more she choked on it, the more she wanted to smoke. Then, she stared blankly at the blue smoke on the cigarette butt, tears streaming down her eyes.

She held her head buried in her knees, her mouth and heart were burning hot, she no longer wanted to pretend to be strong.

Jiang Shuqing suppressed it for too long, even the laughter collapsed.

She spoke but in a low voice: "Yes, you are right, I like her."

Suddenly, she raised her voice, like a trapped animal regaining its freedom, hoarse: "I just love her, what can I do!"

Wu Ziqing also choked up.

"Shu Qing... tell him if you love her, she won't know even if you are sad to death."

Jiang Shuqing's indulgence was also fleeting, she opened her dull eyes, picked up the broken glass on the ground and stared at it: "I just don't want to accept the fact that she no longer loves me."

Wu Ziqing answered quickly: "You're not Bai Xing, why do you say she doesn't love you anymore?"

Jiang Shuqing's frail and stooped body trembled slightly, and the fragmented hair on his forehead was soaked with tears, making him very embarrassed.

"Even if she still loves me, she is slowly forgetting me. I can't stop her heart from slowly turning to others. In her heart, I am not that important anymore."

Wu Ziqing: "This is all your guesswork."

Jiang Shuqing's throat seemed to be blocked.

"Okay, I'll go find her, I'll go."

After the words fell, Jiang Shuqing stood up without saying a word, after calming down.

She started picking up broken glass from the ground.

After taking a bath, she put on exquisite makeup and chose the most satisfactory clothes.

Jiang Shuqing didn't want Bai Xing to see her downcast appearance.

"Even if you just love my body, I'm willing to cover up all my dark sides for you."

After three knocks,

Qi Yu opened the door in a daze, and then greeted enthusiastically: "Shu Qing, why don't you tell Auntie when you're here, so I can pick you up, what a hassle to come up like this!"

Jiang Shuqing obviously wasn't thinking about this, and she didn't come in either.

Looking into the house at the door, he was very cautious: "I won't go in, Aunt Qi, where is Bai Xing?"

Qi Yu didn't know what to do for a while, she said vaguely: "Xing Xing, she went out just now, and it may take a while to come back."

After thinking for a moment, Jiang Shuqing spoke.

"Aunt Qi, after Bai Xing comes back, can she go to the nearby park to find me? Just say I'll wait for her there."

"Hey, good! Be sure to bring the words!"

Qi Yu nodded in relief frequently.

It took more than an hour after Jiang Shuqing left before Bai Xing and Jiang Zhilan came back. Qi Yu heard the voice before they entered the door.

"Sister Zhilan, I don't know what surprises you have. You can play the piano!"

Seeing the two of them enter the door, Qi Yu rushed to greet them: "Come in quickly, don't disturb the neighbors, Xing Xing, why are you still frizzy, and Zhilan is only one year older than you, let's see how stable she is."

Finally, after entering the door, Bai Xing began to say: "Mom, why is sister Zhilan good at everything?"

Qi Yu tapped Bai Xing on the head: "Because you are stupid!"

Jiang Zhilan's doting smile fell into Qi Yu's eyes,

Concern appeared on her face.

Qi Yu chose the right words in his heart: "Xing Xing, Shu Qing came here just now."

Bai Xing's face was covered with dark clouds, and he couldn't see his face clearly: "What? What is she here for?"

"Shuqing is waiting for you in the park over there."

After speaking, Qi Yu put the washed fruit on the tea table.

Unexpectedly, Bai Xing pulled Jiang Zhilan to sit down in the next second.

He continued talking and laughing.

Qi Yu asked in surprise: "Xing Xing, don't you plan to go?"

Bai Xing handed the peeled orange to Jiang Zhilan.

The smile faded: "I won't go."

Qi Yu sighed again and again, and was about to go back to the bedroom, when Bai Xing called her back again: "Mom, please tell her, and tell her not to wait."

"You can't be yourself..."

"Sister Zhilan, you are so beautiful today, you don't know how excited I am..."

Qi Yu's words were interrupted, so she had no choice but to give up.

It was winter, and it was freezing cold.

Jiang Shuqing didn't seem to feel the cold, she stood dignifiedly in front of the bench and didn't sit down.

His eyes were empty, revealing a look of numbness and despair.

Only then did she realize that the cold air was hitting her whole body, she leaned against the tree trunk, her heart sank.

Half a minute ago, Qi Yu called her.

She said Shirahoshi would not come.

Jiang Shuqing didn't believe it, she said she was waiting here, waiting for Bai Xing to come.

It's unrealistic to wait overnight.

At one o'clock in the morning, Jiang Shuqing still hadn't waited for Bai Xing.

She only felt cold and aching all over her body, and her body trembled involuntarily. No one could stand the cold for so long at night at minus ten degrees.

She curled up in pain, her legs were weak, and she hailed a taxi and went to the hospital.

Jiang Shuqing opened his eyes with difficulty and called Wu Ziqing.

Get out of the car.

Wu Ziqing greeted him in a panic, but Jiang Shuqing's lips were bloodless, his whole body was trembling, showing a dead air.

Seeing that Jiang Shuqing was trembling, she quickly took off her coat and put it on for her.

Jiang Shuqing didn't have the strength to refuse, she couldn't speak clearly, but Wu Ziqing still heard clearly.

"My Bai Xing doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't want me anymore..."

Every word is crying.

Wu Ziqing was distracted, and Jiang Shuqing's knees gave way, and she staggered and sat on the ground. She clenched her hands into fists and beat the cement floor several times. Her throat gradually let go, and tears flowed down her cheeks. Unwiped tears rolled down.

She was finally willing to let go of her natural indifference, her nobility.

But got nothing.

Almost everyone around him was persuading Bai Xing, including Qi Yu.

But she just didn't want to see Jiang Shuqing again.

Jiang Zhilan only stayed for less than a week before leaving.

Xu Yan finally asked Bai Xing out.

And Wu Xi, Fang Nan, just the four of them.If Wu Ziqing came, there would probably be gunpowder inevitably.

Bai Xing was drinking Coke, still staring at his phone, acting as if he had nothing to do with him.

"She's sick, what did you tell me to do?"

Wu Xi snatched her mobile phone: "Bai Xing, what are you thinking, tell us the truth, do you like your senior sister?"

are waiting for her answer.

Bai Xing knew that his smiling face was fake, but he still said: "Sister Zhilan and I are very innocent, but I don't like her as much as before."

Without a mobile phone, she took out the straw and fiddled with it again.

Fang Nan also couldn't get used to it: "Do you know that Sister Shuqing waited for you until one o'clock in the morning that day, even if you don't like her, you should make it clear!"

Bai Xing's expression was gentle, without any perfunctory attitude.

"I've said it all, I won't go, who told her to wait."

Here, Xu Yan knows Bai Xing best, she said very seriously: "Bai Xing, tell me the truth, what are you so awkward about?"

It's all her fault.

After a low chuckle, Bai Xing suddenly raised his voice, a little sullen: "Why? I've had enough, I don't want to be so humble anymore, as long as I see her, I will remember the things she did to me before, Why should I pretend that nothing happened!"

silent.

Xu Yan stroked her forehead.

"Bai Xing, I just want to hear a word from you, do you still love her or not?"

After briefly losing control, Shirahoshi regained his composure.

"do not love."

Xu Yan: "Are you sure?"

Shirahoshi nodded.

Xu Yan opened her mouth halfway, not knowing what to say.

As if stimulated, Bai Xing took Xu Yan's cell phone: "You don't believe me, do you? Yan Yan, I'll make you believe it right now."

Dial, turn on speakerphone.

After three or four rings, a weak and not crisp voice came: "Hello."

Bai Xing was rational for a moment, and then quickly disappeared. She spoke firmly: "I will make it clear today, I don't love you anymore, and you don't have to wait for me for a long time, I never want to see you."

He finished speaking in one breath, regardless of the reaction over there.

Bai Xing hung up the phone.

Wu Xi was even angrier now, and she yelled at Bai Xing: "Why are you doing this to Sister Shuqing, can't you get together so well!"

There was another sneer, even more ironic than before.

Shirahoshi squeezed the unfinished Coke bottle vigorously, and when the bottle was squeezed and deformed, a few drops of liquid spilled on her clean sweater.

She gradually laughed heartily: "We are not together again, so we can get together and break up."

Such Bai Xing was a little too cold-blooded.

But no one can blame her, because she really can't blame her.

Jiang Shuqing in the ward.

Unbearable for what happened just now, she lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, only turning her eyes once in a while, and soon fell silent again.

Without the slightest nostalgia, she closed her eyes, as if to isolate all the noise from her heart.

When you fall asleep, you don't have to think about anything.

"Secretary."

Wu Ziqing called her worriedly.

Jiang Shuqing's haggard brows were filled with melancholy, and in her tightly closed eyes, crystal clear teardrops the size of beans rolled and fell down.

The white sheets were also soaked.

She stubbornly turned her head to one side.

The voice of the mouth is pitiful: "I'm fine."

Wu Ziqing couldn't see it.

Just as she was about to wipe Jiang Shuqing's tears away, she turned her back directly.

The body is already skinny.

Repeated: "I'm really fine."

The author has something to say:

I was preparing to code this afternoon, but I couldn't code a single word.

My mind was full of things from when I was fourteen or fifteen years old, and then I sorted out the outline of Black Fourteen, which went smoothly, but I wanted to cry just writing the outline.

I have also been cheated by others and been seamlessly connected over the years. She was not giving a lecture, and I was pretending to be asleep. When she ignored me directly, it made me sad.

The reason why I did this is because she sent a WeChat message to her student in the morning by mistake, and it was sent to me.

She didn't withdraw, and then

Her: What are you doing? (death smiley)

Me: brush Weibo

She: Pay attention to safety and wear a mask

Me: Teacher, you too

It's gone.

It's been ten years, from my teens to the age of three, I still get emotional because of her words.

Although my relationship with her is embarrassing enough, maybe it’s the kind of relationship that wechat added, deleted, deleted and added?

It's hard to say, anyway, when I talk about her, I am incoherent.

Forget it, I really love to cry.

Black Fourteen must be the last article I dare to write.