Wang Shuqing

Since then, infinite sorrow has been hidden in the ruins.

Bai Xing gradually understood that once the human heart is hidden, it is difficult to rest, but it does not hurt or itch.

She refused to be awakened, so people thought she was forgetting Jiang Shuqing, and so did she.

In the past two years, Bai Xing restrained his impatience.

She wrote "Love Like the Sea" and "Falling in Love", looking for snow in summer and waiting for the sunset in winter.He has long black hair, a pair of square gold-rimmed glasses, and always wears a white shirt meticulously.

Everyone speculated that she, such a gentle young writer, was able to restrain her "moon", what is the sacred.

The reason for this guess is that a teacher-student article that Bai Xing wrote on the vest before becoming famous was picked up after becoming famous.

At a new book signing.

After the host’s interview session, there was a question session. A book fan asked very cryptically: "Mr. Bai, I like every book of yours very much. I have also analyzed the details in it. What I want to ask is, your book Is the "moon" mentioned in the book an imaginary person, or does it really exist?"

The jubilant atmosphere at the scene exaggerated her sadness.

Bai Xing was able to calmly deal with this situation a long time ago, she used her index finger and middle finger to push the untouched glasses, a habitual action.

There is a slight smile on the corner of the mouth: "It is true and false, true and false, it is all for art."

The bottom is obviously dissatisfied with such an answer.

"Then is it convenient for Mr. Bai to explain in detail? We really can't figure out what you mean."

Bai Xing slowly narrowed her beautiful eyes, with a touch of poet's melancholy in her eyes, she is mysterious and has an interesting soul.

Therefore, those who waited for her to speak were also patient.

After weighing the answer in her mind, she said, "She is my unfinished dream when I was young."

This kind of news makes people more restless.

Someone asked again: "Then will there be an ending between you and her? Will the open ending be happy?"

Only true book lovers understand the meaning behind the words.

Apart from her talent, the most attractive thing about Bai Xing is her temperament.I couldn't figure it out at all, the last sentence was still deep, but this time I smiled again: "What's wrong with an open ending."

Book fan: "Teacher Bai, of course this is not good!"

It should be that literati all have unique personalities, and Bai Xing's words always make people unable to guess whether it is true or false.

While everyone was thinking about it, Bai Xing fell into a state of moaning again, she said: "The moon is the moon, I am not confused, I am me."

Obviously, it's going around the corner again.

Bai Xing's calm expression exuded a confident radiance, and she said calmly: "If I have to write an ending, it is be."

There were sighs all the way down there.

Bai Xing has lost her childishness, she has exhausted all means to polish herself, she is living a normal life.

There will be light.

But that name.

Whoever yells will still make her heart tremble...

Bai Xing heard, "Teacher Jiang" came from the mouths of book fans who were talking about it.

She is stubborn, has no energy and impulsiveness, and cannot see love through love. What she should do is to forget her "moon" wholeheartedly.

To be honest, Jiang Shuqing is still Bai Xing's point of silence, how to give meaning to this silence, it should be a few tiny grains of sand in the sea, they exist, all of Bai Xing's timidity and fragility come from here, and I don't know that I will die again Knock for a few years.

It's all good, but it's too sensible.There are some things that Bai Xing cannot measure, for example, she treats Jiang Shuqing, or Jiang Zhilan treats her.

Jiang Zhilan continued to stay in the school for postgraduate study.

Just pretending to be deaf and dumb, Bai Xing knew who it was for, after Jiang Zhilan changed dorms, she always lived alone.

Seeing the phone rang, Bai Xing picked it up to answer it: "Hello, Zhilan."

Because of an opportunity, Jiang Zhilan forced Bai Xing to change his address, and kept calling him that.

Bai Xing's shoulders shrugged slightly, and the phone was sandwiched between her right ear and shoulder. She freed her hands to sort out the messy documents on the table. After finishing talking there, she said, "Okay, eight o'clock in the evening, right?"

"Well, see you then."

I don't know what Jiang Zhilan is selling.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Bai Xing went to the appointment at the place Jiang Zhilan said. It was a music restaurant. He thought it was just a simple meal.

"Here you come, Star."

As soon as Bai Xing sat down, she saw Jiang Zhilan walking on the stage. Under the light, she was radiant, wearing a dark green waist-length dress, with just the right amount of makeup on her face.

Should be prepared.

Jiang Zhilan adjusted the height of Limai, her gaze was always on Bai Xing. She did have a purpose, and she wanted to use this process to express her heart to Bai Xing.

"The next song is for you."

The prelude begins.

It was Eason Chan's "Spend Long Years with You". Bai Xing liked to listen to Eason Chan, so Jiang Zhilan sang it to her.

"Passing by people come and go, if you don't like it, you have to appreciate it..."

Jiang Zhilan's voice is very magnetic.

Bai Xing often said this: "Zhi Lan, when you sing, people will forget the darkness, and the dark corners of life will be illuminated."

That's what he said, but it was only a compliment.

Shirahoshi was immersing himself.

At the end of the song, she applauded.

Jiang Zhilan did not step down, and his eyes were not right. When Bai Xing realized that the affectionate eyes were aimed at her, it was too late to avoid them.

She saw Jiang Zhilan's smile couldn't be concealed no matter what, the eyes were shining and affectionate, and the light became gentle.

In the end, he couldn't escape.

"Bai Xing, I have liked you for as long as we have known each other, and I also want to spend the long years of my life with you, so, are you willing to be with me?"

The public likes to cheer.

Look at beautiful women and beautiful women again, surrounded by whistling and booing: "Promise her, promise her..."

Bai Xing doesn't like this, she has no sense of boundaries, Jiang Zhilan knows that such deliberate things will make her uncomfortable, but she still does it anyway.

Amidst the anticipation of the crowd, Bai Xing nodded.

She will not put Jiang Zhilan in an embarrassing situation, not out of compassion, this is an inevitable result.Bai Xing was unwilling, but she would not let Jiang Zhilan fail to step down.

The audience also saw what they wanted to see,

Everyone was happy, and the applause continued.

Jiang Zhilan finally burst into a bright and generous smile, she walked up to Bai Xing, hugged her tightly, and held on for a long time.

In Bai Xing's ear, Jiang Zhilan said softly: "I know you are reluctant, but I don't care, anyway, you nodded, you are my girlfriend now."

People should be more selfish, Jiang Zhilan thought this way, she understood that while doing so, it also meant that if she failed, everything would be irreversible.

Shirahoshi is not a character who can be manipulated by others.

But she herself is wandering between cowardice and bravery, wandering in the dark for too long, just think that she is stupid this time and needs the guidance of the gods.

Maybe you can forget about the "moon" tomorrow?

Before Jiang Zhilan was about to say "I'm joking, don't take it seriously", Bai Xing said first: "Zhilan, give me some time, let me think about it?"

"Okay, I can wait as long as I want."

The moon is about to shatter.

On the same day, a fan of Bai Xing posted on Weibo.

【Meet Bai Xing and her girlfriend by chance! 】

Accompanied by two pictures.The first one: Jiang Zhilan is singing.

The second picture: Jiang Zhilan and Bai Xing are hugging.

The moon is always there.

The woman's desolate back is trembling, if a poet looks at her now, just from the eyebrows and eyes, he can easily tell an old tragedy.

She peeped in the meanest way possible.

Just one more scar on the heart.

It's okay, take your medicine.

April 2018.

Chuchen's wedding was scheduled for April 4. The man was fair and white, five years younger than her.

Chuchen: [Hey, is Mr. Bai so busy right now? Don't say you won't come when I get married! 】

Bai Xing: 【Teacher, of course I will go when you get married. 】

Chuchen: [Do you have a girlfriend? 】

Shirahoshi didn't return for a long time.

After a few minutes, I replied with a single word: 【Yes】

Still considering, it means avoiding ambiguity. "Is there any", so "yes", when others ask, whoever asks will always say "yes."

Bai Xing returned to Dongcheng one day earlier and asked for three days off.When she landed, Xu Yan went to pick her up. Wu Ziqing didn't come, so she was afraid of embarrassment when they met.

Xu Yan is already very proficient at driving, she is still the same as before, the most important thing is to tease Bai Xing: "Mr. Bai, you really have less and less time to go back to Dongcheng now. Why is Pingyang so attractive?"

When people change, those closest to them are the easiest to spot.

Bai Xing is now serious and heavy most of the time, as indifferent as if he has experienced suffering.

If Shirahoshi was 17 years old, he would definitely say "I want you to take care of it",

Now she only smiled at the corner of her mouth, looking in through the thin glasses, and couldn't see a smile at all.

Come to think of it, it's been five years.

Bai Xing talked too little, so Xu Yan talked more: "Ziqing and I plan to get married as soon as we graduate."

"marry?"

Xu Yan was very attentive in driving, and did not delay her speech: "That's right, if you can't get married at home, go abroad. Anyway, this marriage must be married."

"Yanyan, I really envy you."

Xu Yan: "Why do you envy me? You are a great writer, you are young and talented, who doesn't envy you, and you are also, obviously single, why don't you let me tell Ziqing?"

It is passing through the Yongding River.

Bai Xing didn't dare to look out the window: "It should be there soon."

"have what?"

"girlfriend."

Love fades sooner or later.

Bai Xing wanted to end the gloomy and desolate days, and she hadn't seen Jiang Shuqing for more than two years, the moon in her heart must have burned out.

The soul is really too tired, dull, for everything.

It took Xu Yan a long time to answer: "Bai Xing, do you want to see her?"

Why struggle to make a choice, because I already have the answer in my heart, "I want", and say: "I don't want to."

Xu Yan didn't expect Bai Xing to speak the truth, she deliberately drove the car very slowly: "If you saw her, you wouldn't say such things."

"What do you mean?"

Xu Yan shook her head.

Two in the afternoon.

The woman is lying on the bed, just falling asleep.

She turned to the left, walked to the right, and even backed away, but refused to go forward no matter what. She said: Going forward is death.

Both her life and herself are falling apart, she is addicted to the past and doesn't want to wake up.

At night she is awake, and by day she is on an isolated island.

Well, it will be fine if you take medicine.

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