The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

Of course, even reading the same manga didn't improve the relationship between Helezel and Ji He.

Ji He thinks Helezel is like an ice sculpture that won't melt.

Even if he saved him, he would not feel any gratitude to him, let alone love.

Helezel would borrow Ji He's computer to look up the information, and then Ji He would stare at his side face, ecstatically.

Helezel is really good-looking. When the outside sun hits his side face, his body seems to be coated with a thin layer of light.

It was because Ji He's gaze was too straightforward, and Helezel was stared at unbearably. He turned his eyes to stare at Ji He, and for a moment, Ji He even had the illusion of "I'm just a bug".

Ji He didn't want to be stared at by Hereser, who was almost staring at him, so he said, "Hereser, you always look noble, and people want to bully you."

At the beginning, Ji He obviously thought, "As long as Helaizel is willing to go home with me, I will be satisfied", but now, he gradually began to be unable to stand Helaizel's indifferent and contemptuous attitude.

People are always greedy, and after getting a little, they want more.

"You want to bully me?" Helezel asked back.

Ji He was choked, indeed, let alone bullying, he couldn't beat Helezel in any aspect.

"In front of you, indeed, I am a rookie." Ji He raised his eyebrows, admitting without any psychological burden.

Helezel didn't show any emotion, as if he didn't even bother to give him a look of disdain.

Helezel never despises anyone, just like gods don't despise humans, and humans don't despise ants crawling on the ground.

"I remember you said before that you want to thank me." Ji He curled his lips even worse. He didn't know why. Zell was right.

"I will thank you when I get in touch with my family." Helezel narrowed his eyes slightly as if he had seen through the pulsating picture in Ji He's heart.

Ji He felt that he had been seen through by Helezel, but at this moment, under the blessing of anger, he just wanted to make a killing, so what if he couldn't get it, anyway, it was enough to pass the hand addiction, that's what he thought at the time, So he said, "No, I want it now."

"It was like before?" Helezel finally had an expression, and he smiled, an extremely sarcastic smile.

At that moment, Ji He felt even smaller.

But at this moment, he could no longer regret it, he nodded, and walked in the direction of Helezel.

Hleizer didn't move, just looked at him.

Ji He leaned over and kissed Helezel's lips.

Hleizer didn't resist or accept, like a cold robot.

At that moment, a trace of sadness flashed in Ji He's heart, and he almost cried, because this was the first time he liked someone so much, but in the eyes of this person, he was nothing.

Ji He tried to stick out his tongue, but Helezel remained motionless.

It lasted about 2 minutes, like a one-man show by Ji He alone.

Hleizer didn't respond in the slightest.

When they parted, Ji He opened his eyes and met Helezel's eyes.

At that moment, from his fingertips to his heart, he felt a bone-chilling coldness.

He knew that Hereser would not blame him, and even the next time he did this, Hereser would still cooperate.

But at that moment, Ji He was absolutely sure that he would never do this again in his life.

He didn't want to meet that pair of eyes again, which made him feel that what he was kissing was a cold robot.

The robot has no heart, the robot is watching his jokes.

"Sorry." Ji He suddenly woke up. He stood up and looked down at Helezel, "It won't be like this in the future." The muscles on his face were all stiff, and he heard himself say: "I will be Don't worry, your friend, I will try my best to make myself dislike you."

What was Hereser's reaction?

He didn't respond, he just lowered his eyelashes, and those dark eyes continued to look at the cold text displayed on the webpage.

For a moment, Ji He even wanted to drive Helezel out of him.

Of course, he didn't do that.

He no longer chooses good ingredients for Helezer, nor does he secretly leave all the good things left by his mother to Helezer. He even limits the time Helezel spends looking at his computer.

He observed Helezel's reaction, and then he found that this person still had no reaction at all.

"Aren't you a robot?" One day, before going to bed, Ji He asked Helezel.

Helezel turned his head and said very clearly: "No."

Of course, Ji He also quickly realized that Helezel was no longer a robot.

It was a morning, and Ji He woke up earlier that day, and Hereser just woke up and was brushing his teeth.

Ji He stood at the bathroom door and looked at him.

Helezel is still so good-looking, he has to admit that when he suddenly saw this face, his heartbeat suddenly increased several degrees.

Hleizer put down the toothbrush cup and gazed at himself in the mirror.

There was no toothpaste blister on the corner of his lips, but he used three paper towels to wipe his lips one by one. He was very hard, because soon, his lips turned red and even bleed.

Afterwards, Hereser threw the ball of paper into the trash can viciously, and washed the remaining paper scraps on her lips with clean water.

Ji He stayed where he was.

Hleizer turned around.

Ji He has no doubt that Helezel actually knows that he is standing behind him.

But he still did it.

When he left the bathroom, he glanced at Ji He lightly, as if he was looking at the waste paper he had just abandoned in the trash can.

"You don't need to be like this." Ji He turned his head and said stubbornly to Helezel's back: "I don't like you anymore."

I've even started to hate you.

Of course, he couldn't say that.

After all, he couldn't lie to himself too hard.

To this, of course, Hleizer would not answer.

From that day on, Ji He began to crazily suppress his "like" for Helezel.

It was indeed a bit difficult at first, after all, when seeing his face, my heart would instinctively pound.

Ji He no longer pretended to be indifferent, but threw a game controller to Helezel, asking him to play with him.

Hleizer had no reason to refuse.

One night, he also went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of cheap wine.

He asked Helezel to drink with him.

Hleizer had no reason to refuse.

"Actually, I haven't had any friends for a long time." After blowing the bottle, Ji He was already delirious, "I just... like to hold on to something, but I can't help it. The more I want, The more you will leave me, no matter whether it is a person or a thing.”

Helezel drank very little, he looked at the drunken Ji He with his sober eyes, and couldn't see a trace of emotion.

Ji He patted Helezel on the shoulder, and suddenly leaned close to him, "Do you understand? You don't understand."

Then, Ji He kept staring at Helezel, his face getting closer and closer, as if he was about to kiss Helezel again involuntarily.

Helezel frowned slightly, but did not avoid it.

He will not reject Ji He, because in the final analysis, Ji He is still kind to him. After this incident, the Garcia family may move back to Geno District for a while, and he doesn't want Ji He either. Contact information, so "repaying kindness" or something is out of the question.

He thought, this is probably what Ji He wanted most.

Although for Helezel at that time, "kissing" was nothing more than a behavior between animals, Ji He probably cherished it very much, and now he will pay in advance, and if he can meet again in the future, Make it up, he thought.

However, Ji He's movements stopped.

"Forget it." Ji He shook his head and left, walking towards his bedroom.

He went back to the bedroom, lay down on the narrow single bed, and fell asleep.

Ji He really wants to make Helezel his friend, even though it is a torment for him.

He is still very concerned about Hereser's movements, and he has even found Hereser's Internet account through social software.

But he didn't dare press the friend request button, even though Helezel lived in the next bedroom.

Ji He had a feeling that if Helezel left this time, they might not see each other again until a long time later.

When he was with Hereser, he especially liked to say a word, that is "among friends".

"It's nothing to play a game with friends, is it?"

"Between friends, eating a plate of fruit is nothing, right?"

"You're like this again, isn't it normal among friends?"

It's like self-paralysis, self-hypnosis.

But he knew that the more he said it, the more he actually cared.

He even found it torture to be in the living room with Hleizer.

Of course, he never disclosed all this.

Because he couldn't forget that morning, those three papers that Helezel threw into the trash can.

He felt that he was a funny clown in Hleizer's eyes, oh no, clowns can still make people laugh, but he couldn't make Hellezer laugh, Hellezer never smiled at him.

But there is one thing, he and the clown are in common.

That's where Joker's audience will eventually leave.

Hleizer is also going to leave after all.

Ji He remembered that morning, when Helezel was eating, he suddenly raised his head and said, "I'm leaving."

"Okay, bring me a bag of potato chips by the way." Ji He said.

"My family is here to pick me up."

"...Just kidding, kidding, then... have a good trip?" Ji He's hand holding the chopsticks trembled slightly, and he was growing up, but he could no longer eat the food in the bowl like before.

Hleizer is changing shoes at the door of the room.

Ji He stared at his back, he didn't want to look at him so greedily.

Hleizer opened the door and was about to go out without looking back.

Ji He stopped him.

"I said, you don't have to think about how to thank me. If you can meet again, you can treat me as a friend, like a good buddy." Ji He said.

He knew that Hereser was thinking about it, he knew that Hereser was trying to not owe him anything.

He knows.

Helezel turned his face to the side and nodded slightly, agreeing.

Then he went downstairs quickly and quickly left Ji He's sight.

Ji He didn't go out of the window to see how the car picking up Hereser went further and further away.

He just returned to the bedroom, and fell on the bed like a puppet whose soul was suddenly sucked out.

Soon, the quilt around the eyes became hot and humid.

Ji He buried his face in the quilt, thinking:

I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep.