The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

It is no exaggeration to say that the period of living with Hereser was the most relaxed and happy moment in Ji He's life.

Although Helezel is busy most of the time, Ji He must also take this time to prepare for the upcoming life of the lord, but when the time exclusively for them comes, they can also be in this room without any scruples. In close contact.

Of course, they did a lot more than that in this house.

With regard to how their lordship should go in the future, Helezel also took Ji He to make a detailed plan at this time. To a certain extent, they reached a consensus, and they all knew that the next It must be difficult and dangerous to meet them.

Ji He was actually quite surprised. He didn't expect Helezel to have such determination as an A-level. Originally, he planned to do it alone to inherit his father's behest.

When Helezel knew Ji He's thoughts, his eyes flashed with grievance and disappointment. He took Ji He's hand and told Ji He solemnly: "Ji He, remember, the way ahead, we are Destined to go together."

This made Ji He suddenly have the illusion of "boarding a thief ship", and his kiss answered Helezel's oath instead of words.

When Ji He knew that his letter of appointment actually had the right to choose territories, Ji He cast suspicious eyes on Helezer, who coughed lightly and said: "Only this one thing I did. "

In the list of alternative areas, Ji He found that these are basically lands in the gem field, and these places are still very close to the diamond area under the jurisdiction of Helezel.

This will make it easier for them to meet, Ji He knows.

But in the end, Ji He did not choose those areas.

Helezer was not surprised by this, he just put his chin on Ji He's shoulder and said, "It will become difficult to see you."

Ji He sighed, but smiled, "Don't be afraid, there are opportunities."

Andu District.

This is the location Ji He finally chose.

·

On the night before departure, Ji He and Helezel had almost crazy sex.

Lying on the bed, looking at the chandelier swinging back and forth on the ceiling, Ji He thought——

Fortunately, his life was not too bad after all.

·

Those days in the lord's training camp seemed to be as beautiful as they are now.

At that time, he maintained a good friend relationship with Hleizer, and he was laughing and laughing all day except for training, which was not bad.

Until Jian Yilin appeared.

That's when Ji He went to the lord's training camp

In the second year, he heard that among the instructors who were in charge of guiding the freshmen, there was also a "mentor" like Helezer, and he was curious about who could be on an equal footing with Helezel, so he went to I asked my roommate to secretly watch.

With just one glance, Ji He lost his mind. Looking at that angel-like face and that gentle smile, he suddenly felt his heartbeat speed up several degrees.

He is familiar with this feeling, he knows that finally, after Helezel, his heart is moved again.

At that time, he had a good relationship with Hereser, and that night, he told Hereser that he wanted to chase after the new tutor of the first grade.

At that time, Hereser just paused for a moment with the hand holding the chopsticks, and then nodded, with a calm expression and no special reaction.

Many years later, when Ji He thought about it carefully, he realized that it seemed that from then on, the relationship between him and Helezel began to become gradually estranged and subtle.

Ji He, who was blinded by love at that time, didn't notice Helezel's abnormality, maybe even Helezel himself didn't notice much.

In terms of relationships, Helezer is a very, very slow person.

Maybe Helezer himself said that he didn't even know when he fell in love with Ji He, but it really happened, and it happened so slowly that when Ji He gradually moved away from him When the hand slipped away, he didn't even react - he should have caught him instead of nodding silently.

However, at the same time, Ji He's pursuit of Jian Yilin was not so smooth.

Because of his appearance and status, Jian Yilin has always been regarded as the most popular existence in the lord training camp, while Ji He can only be regarded as an ordinary one among his suitors.

The young Ji He has no brains when chasing people. Although he has already stumbled in the pit of Helezer, although he already knows how to proceed step by step, in the end, he is still the inexperienced one when it comes to emotions. Big fool.

The days when he was chasing Jian Yilin, now Ji He doesn't even bother to think about it, he doesn't even want to admit that he was the one who chased after Jian Yilin's ass back then.

When Ji He learned that Jian Yilin, who is a mentor, would have dinner at the same window with Helaizel at noon, he ran to Helaizel begging for nothing, and Helaizel lowered his eyes deeply. looked at him deeply,

after the third rejection

For the fourth time, Ji He finally got his wish.

Taking advantage of the opportunity of traveling with Helaizel, Ji He was finally able to talk to Jian Yilin in a legitimate manner. Of course, when he found that Helaizel's expression was getting colder and colder, he sat back beside Helaizel, He let Hereser hang his shoulders and pinch his back, and please him with a smile on his face.

Such a fierce pursuit seems to have worked on Jian Yilin. At that time, Ji He was very happy to think that it was his emperor who paid off, but now he knows that Jian Yilin was close to him at that time only because he found out that he knew Helezel. .

Jian Yilin hates Helezel, this is what Ji He learned later, he had a few temper tantrums with Jian Yilin because of this, but in the end he comforted himself "After you catch up with people, let them get along, they will find each other It's good people."

Thinking about it now, Ji He simply felt stupid.

Of course, compared to Jian Yilin, Ji He still spends more time with Helezel. In the past few semesters, they went out alone many times because of tasks.

Ji He will never forget that he

When he first went to the Garcia family's mansion in the Diamond District, he felt like a bumpkin who had never seen the world.

Ji He's not-so-elegant behavior managed to attract Garza, who happened to live in the Garcia family headquarters at the time.

Now Ji He knows that Gaza's mood at that time may be similar to watching a monkey.

Ji He, who had been hurt in Ge Nuo District, had always been wary of Gaza, so when facing Gaza's approach, he seemed lukewarm.

That time, he and Hleizer lived in Garcia's headquarters for about three days.

If you want to say when Gaza became really friendly to Ji He, Ji He thought carefully, it had to be him

When I visited Garcia's house for the second time.

That day Helezel went out for a temporary business trip, and Gaza dragged Ji He to his horse farm to watch the horses in the name of taking care of the guests.

Ji He

He fell in love with Gaza's white horse at first sight, and said it was very handsome. Later, he heard that it was Gaza's favorite horse. From then on, Gaza thought Ji He was a man of vision.

Although this does not prevent Gaza from being annoying later on.

I remember a mission where Ji He and Helezel were assigned to a tent. Before going to bed, the brothers told ghost stories by the campfire for half an hour. As soon as Ji He returned to the tent, he wrapped himself in a sleeping bag. Helezel could tell at a glance that he was afraid, so he took the initiative to put his sleeping bag closer. Ji He looked at Helezel's face, and felt that even if a ghost came, Helezel would be there, so he was not afraid, so he Then fell asleep.

That night he dreamed that the female ghost was kissing his mouth, which frightened him enough. When he told Helezel, Helezel was still a little unhappy.

After returning from that mission, Ji He and Jian Yilin

The second time he confessed, Jian Yilin spoke softly and ambiguously when he didn't reveal his true nature. He didn't give Ji He an accurate answer, which made Ji He very frustrated and even wanted to give up.

That night, Ji He asked Helezel to go to the bar to drink away his worries. At that time, he couldn't drink enough, and soon became dizzy and drunk. He couldn't remember what he said, but it seemed that there was Such a sentence:

"I'm quite a back-and-forth person. I wasn't very popular when I was a child. I only really liked one or two people when I grew up. Unfortunately, in their eyes, my enthusiasm is worthless."

Helezel carried the drunk Ji He back to the dormitory,

When he woke up the next day, Ji He found that they were sleeping together.

"There's nothing to like about that kind of person." Regarding Ji He's pursuit of Jian Yilin, Hereser gave such an evaluation.

Ji He stared at Helezel's face, and smiled wryly: "I know, but it's too difficult to empathize, just like I liked you before."

Suddenly, Helezel's expression turned cold, and Ji He suddenly recalled all the things that he was disgusted by Helezel before. He quickly waved his hand: "I'm just kidding, I'm just kidding, please don't be angry, please? How about the most expensive set meal for you to eat?"

He thought Hleizer was minding his mention of what he had liked about him.

Helezer said: "Stop making such jokes." Fortunately, his tone was still gentle. This time, Ji He knew that his friendship was preserved.

Following Helezel's suggestion, Ji He gave Jian Yilin the cold for two days, but Jian Yilin didn't respond at first, Ji He sighed inwardly, why don't we just forget about it?

But a few days later, Jian Yilin seemed to have suddenly opened up, and started looking back to chat with Ji He.

Ji He changed his usual eagerness and began to communicate with Jian Yilin calmly. He laughed in his heart, wouldn't it be possible that everyone I liked would eventually become good friends with me?

Jian Yilin is very good at procrastinating, and the unclear relationship with Ji He persisted abruptly until the end of Ji He's career in the lord's training camp.

As the relationship with Jian Yilin gradually approached, Ji He gradually realized that he was estranged from Helezel.

It seems that Helezel really doesn't like Jian Yilin.

In fact, at that time, if Ji He had to choose between the two, Ji He would definitely choose Helezel without hesitation, because he once thought that he and Helezel could always be friends.

In order to restore his relationship with Helezer, Ji He planned to have a formal talk with Helezel.

Earlier, he also told Jian Yilin, if you want to continue being so ambiguous, then I will withdraw and leave.

Jian Yilin said, wait for me to play for a while, okay?In fact, I am also very entangled, I think, I like you.

Ji He didn't go to Hereser's dormitory as usual, he invited Hereser to the bar they had been frequenting before.

When Helezel arrived, Ji He looked at his face and felt a big chill in his heart.

That was the indifference that belonged exclusively to Helezel.

Helezer didn't take a sip of the wine he ordered for Helezel, and Helezel didn't answer a word of the questions he asked.

"Why? I don't think we should just be alienated like this."

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Do you think I'm hopeless? I think so too."

"Hellezel, say something."

So Hereser said, "What's going on with you and him?"

Ji He relayed the conversation between him and Jian Yilin and the situation between them to Helezel without any changes.

Helezer listened silently, and finally, he only asked: "He is like this, do you like him too?"

Ji He nodded truthfully.

Helezel glanced at his watch, "Stop talking, let's go."

Ji He knew that this was a sign of Hereser's refusal to talk about cooperation, and he couldn't help asking: "Is there any conflict between the two? Why do we have to do this?"

Hleizer didn't answer, just glanced at him.

That look was not entirely cold, but Ji He could tell it was rejection.

Hleizer is gone.

Ji He originally wanted to say, if you can't stand it, I won't be with Jian Yilin.

But after thinking about it, everyone has already made up their minds to leave, so it's not cheap to say such things to keep them, and it's not fair to Jian Yilin.

In an instant, he saw clearly that maybe from the beginning to the end, neither Helezel nor Jian Yilin really needed him.

What is he?He is nothing.

At that moment, Ji He suddenly felt very tired.

Ji He was so dizzy after drinking glasses of wine that he couldn't even see the surrounding scenery clearly.

Is there anything worse than this?Ji He thought.

There are.

That night, he was so drunk that he had sex with a man who brusquely grabbed his back without even seeing his face clearly.

Faintly, Ji He heard that person say in his ear: "I like you."

When Ji He woke up the next day, it was already noon.

His eyes were swollen, and he didn't know how long he cried last night.

There was a message of condolence from Jian Yilin in his cell phone, but there was no reply to the message he sent to Helezel.

When this happened, Ji He didn't tell anyone. He was sleepy and didn't speak for many days.

He didn't want to talk to Jian Yilin anymore, anyway, in Jian Yilin's eyes, they had nothing to do with each other.

But Jian Yilin called him.

The brief consolation made Ji He understand that he didn't seem to be completely rejected by others.

Then Jian Yilin asked him: "Oh, by the way, Helezel didn't go the night of the promotion exam, do you know what happened?"

Promotion exam?Ji He asked about the date of the exam, and suddenly his world turned upside down.

That's when he asked Hleizer to come out last night!

For his own insignificant emotions, he talked to Hereser all night with irrelevant nonsense, but made Hereser miss the important exam.

When he hung up the phone, Ji He was in a trance.

He ran to the door of Hereser's bedroom.

Helezel opened the door, and Ji He greeted his eyes with a pale face.

Ji He said, "I'm sorry..."

Helezel didn't let him continue talking, he closed the door mercilessly to keep Ji He out.

·

That night, because of the message Ji He held back, Helezel turned his head back, and because of Ji He's misty eyes, he took Ji He to the hotel, because Ji He called Jian Yilin's name, and in the chaos, he couldn't control own rage and desire.

He asked for Ji He.

He said to Ji He: "I like you, can you not want him and stay with me?"

Back in the bedroom, he waited for the answer.

Ji He's answer was: "I'm sorry."

Ji He chose Jian Yilin.

This is the punishment Ji He gave him.

Ji He gave him the emotions he should have as a "human being", but he didn't want him.

·

Ji He stood in front of Helezel's bedroom door for a long time, motionless, like a stone statue.

Hleizer did not open the door, as if there was no one in the door.

In the next few days, Ji He tried to talk to Helezer in various ways, but Helezer refused to communicate with him.

Later, it was the graduation trial of the lord training camp.

Because of Jian Yilin's "rescue", Ji He was grateful to him, and once again confessed his love, they were finally together.

After completing the family quest, Helezel went to a faraway place.

Ji He and Jian Yilin went to No. 23 of the authority area together step by step.

At that time, they owed too much truth.

The author says:

This chapter is very fast-paced, with Ji He's perspective, briefly describing what happened at that time, and there will be a memory kill from Helezel's perspective in the future.